Chapter 44: A Late Letter
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The two of them walked up to me one after the other, and one of them could block me all, and the two of them became a wall in front of me.
The first to speak was the elder brother, "The president doesn't care, does he?" If you do something wrong, you should be criticized and punished, right? Does it take your turn to criticize and educate? ”
My brother is obviously very angry, after all, he is an employee of my brother's company, and he is not wrong in criticizing, I don't want to suffer from flying disasters because of me.
He tugged on his brother's clothes behind him, stuck it on his back and said, "Brother, I'm not feeling well, I want to take a break." ”
"Shen Jue, you deal with it," after speaking, he led me back to his office.
As soon as I entered the house, he picked me up and walked to the book wall. With a push of his hand, a door opened.
Wow, there is still a mechanism. I was dumbfounded.
There was a bed in this room inside, and my brother put me on the bed and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
I looked around and wiped away my tears.
There is still a room with floor-to-ceiling windows that can look into the distance, and there should be a separate bathroom and a row of wardrobes.
I got out of bed, walked over to the floor-to-ceiling window, took a deep breath, and exhaled slowly. My brother followed.
"Brother, have I embarrassed you?"
"Whoever said it, don't listen to his nonsense."
"Don't you think the gap between the two of us is too big?"
"If there is a gap, they are all people."
"I know you're comforting me, with your and the third brother's conditions, you should all find someone with the same conditions, the right person, at least one class. I'm too far from you. ”
"What age is there still class."
I wanted to say something more, but my brother covered my mouth with his hand, and then hugged me, "Ouyang Xiaoxing, although you didn't say it, if you like me, please continue to like me, because I don't just like you." If you feel stressed with me, let me know and I'll fix it. ”
My brother's phone rang, and the third brother called.
"Come out, take care of it."
My brother looked at me, "Let's go, let's go out, there are still things to say to Shen Jue, there are some things that you still need to decide." ”
My brother took my shoulders and walked out of the hidden room. It reminds me of the secret rooms of old times.
The third brother looked at us, "What's wrong with Hyosung?" ”
I smiled and said, "It's fine." ”
The third brother felt a sense of distance.
My brother asked, "How do you deal with it?" ”
"I will say what he said about Hyosung, and I gave him the punishment he gave to Hyosung."
My brother asked me, "What do you think of this punishment?" ”
"Not very good. In the end, he just didn't see people clearly, and he regarded me as your intern, and I think he was right about the requirements for interns. It's just a pity that I'm not an intern. ”
"What do you think?" asked the third brother.
"Just tell him who I am and apologize to me. Hey, the apology is also stained with your light, in fact, I think what he said is right. ”
My brother looked at me and said, "Okay, let's go home and talk about something." ”
"Shen Jue, I have signed the documents on the table. Starting tomorrow, you can handle whatever is on the company's side. ”
"What about you," I asked.
"I'll send you back to work."
"I won't be at work until next Monday, so why are I going back so early? I want to stay with you for a few more days, and I may not have a chance in the future. ”
"We'll fly to Q City first, take you there for a few days, and then go back to R City on the weekend"
"Really? Does that mean the third brother doesn't go? Is it just me and you? ”
"Do you want me to go too?" The third brother asked.
"Why not? I want to go with you. After saying that, he took them by the arm.
"You are very greedy" my brother looked at me, "Shen Jue came to eat in the evening, we will go home first, and we will talk about other things when we go home in the evening." ”
Before going out, my brother called the young ladies and asked the gay man to come up again.
The gay man stood respectfully at the door, and when the three of us went out, we saw him trembling and coming over to "President".
The third brother said, "This lady is not satisfied with the punishment I just had, so she decided to say it again, and you will carry out the new punishment according to the result"
"Yes, yes," the gay man quickly replied.
"Her name is Ouyang Xiaoxing, you have to apologize for the unwarranted duty just now, and the rest will not be pursued."
The gay man looked like he was grateful to God, and said to me very reverently, "Ms. Ouyang Xiaoxing, I solemnly apologize to you for not understanding the situation and allowing you to be blamed for no reason." I'm sorry. ”
This apology, good official.
Squeezed out a smile to him, "It's okay, I didn't tell you who I am, so you misunderstood." ”
Looking up at my brother, "Brother, let's go." Then he took his brother's hand and left.
Sometimes, paying too much attention to other people's eyes can make life very tiring.
From the moment I turned around with my brother, I hadn't spoken, and I was in a very low mood.
My brother's driver and car were already waiting at the elevator entrance, and before the elevator was about to stop, he picked me up, and I didn't say anything, just buried my head in his chest.
We all got into the car, the car started slowly, I just looked out the window, didn't speak, didn't know what I was thinking.
After walking a distance, my stomach turned over for a while, I wanted to endure going home, but I couldn't bear it, and said to the driver's eldest brother, "Please pull over"
"What's wrong with you," my brother asked
I don't want to say anything more about "pull over".
The elder brother motioned for the driver to pull over, and the driver pulled over.
After parking the car, the door would not open, so I could only ask my brother for help, "Brother open the door".
"What are you going to do?"
"Open the door first".
Fortunately, there was no stalemate for too long, the door opened and rushed down quickly, this time vomiting.
My brother came down and patted me on the back.
"I'm fine, brother, just wait for me in the car." After saying that, he continued to vomit.
The feeling of nausea and nausea lasted for a long time, and I vomited tears and snot.
My brother saw that I was almost throwing up, and handed me a bottle of water and a piece of paper. I rinsed my mouth and wiped my tears.
"Can I still get in the car?"
"Yes"
"Drive steady on the road," the brother said to the driver.
The driver was trembling when he looked at me like this, wondering if he would lose his job because he threw up me.
Just holding on to his stomach, he went all the way home at a rapid pace.
When I got out of the car, my brother came to hug me in a hurry, and I got out of the car in a hurry and vomited, and as a result, I hit my brother headfirst in the chest and knocked myself down.
However, I still got up for the first time and went to the side of the flowers in the community, and I vomited again. It's embarrassing, such a beautiful community, beautiful greenery. Just fertilize, I thought to myself.
In fact, after spitting like this twice in a row, there is nothing to spit out, most of it is yellow water, and there is a bitterness in the mouth.
After a brief cleanup, my brother picked me up and walked home without saying a word.
When Aunt Zhang saw us coming back, she greeted us and asked, "What's wrong, your face is so white?"
I feel sick to my stomach and I don't want to talk.
The elder brother said, "It's okay, I got motion sickness and vomited, just take a break." ”
Walking into the bedroom, my brother put me on the bed: "You rest here for a while." ”
I grabbed him by the arm, "I want to go to the study, carry me to the study" Anyway, he wanted to hug him.
"Whatever you want to see, I'll find it for you."
"I want to drink water."
"Okay, wait a minute."
My brother went out, and I walked to the door and locked it. I want to be alone for a while.
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With the development of society and the progress of the times, the intelligence of communication tools is becoming more and more convenient.
I took out my phone and tried to send a message to my brother and tell him that I wanted to be alone for a while, but I found that I didn't know my brother's phone number. I can only send it to the third brother and ask him to tell my brother.
Not long after the message was sent, I heard my brother's cell phone ringing
"Something?"
"Hyosung doesn't know your phone number yet?"
"Well, I don't think I told her yet, what's wrong?"
"Send me a message saying she wants to be alone for a while and tell you not to go in to find her. Where is she? ”
"Study."
"Did you quarrel?"
"No, you didn't talk to me when you came back from the company."
"Is it appropriate for me to go to dinner in the evening?"
"What's not appropriate, I didn't come here often before. Hyosung doesn't want you to come too. Just come over when you're done. ”
"If there's anything she wants to eat, I'll bring it."
"You don't have to prepare, I'll prepare."
"Do you know what Hyosung likes to eat?"
"You don't have to worry about that." Then he hung up the phone.
"Aunt Zhang, let's go to the supermarket in a while, and Shen Jue will come in the evening to make some of Hyosung's favorite food."
"You didn't quarrel with Hyosung?"
"No, I don't. I thought we had a fight, and I wouldn't quarrel with her in the future. ”
"I didn't quarrel, how can I look at her in a bad mood. Did something happen? Hyosung is good at everything, but his temper is not very good, and sometimes he is easy to think on his own. Let her do more in the future, and she will pass by saying two words to you. The girl is kind-hearted and simple, right is right and wrong is wrong. Don't always her off. ”
"Aunt Zhang, you are too partial, every word is towards her, who is your child."
Aunt Zhang was also shocked when she heard this.
My brother actually knew that Aunt Zhang was his mother, although he never changed his words and did not pierce this layer of paper, but he had accepted this fact in his heart.
The atmosphere was slightly awkward.
"Aunt Zhang, clean up, let's get ready to go" The elder brother broke the awkward atmosphere.
I leaned against the floor-to-ceiling window and looked at the scenery in the distance, saddened by myself. The words that embarrassed the president always floated in my mind.
My brother said that the reason why he didn't reply to me at first and didn't want to see me when he came out was because he felt that we were not suitable to be together in the identity he had entered, and that he was not worthy of being with me. But he didn't think that he was not worthy of him as a pauper, and how much psychological torture he had to go through if he wanted to come together.
My brother never let me into his world, and I don't know anything about his past, everything about him until now, it's still blank. Today's ridicule, I'm afraid it's just the beginning, and if you want to really be with your brother, you may be under more psychological pressure.
At that time, I only thought about so much, and I didn't expect that my mother would find out about my cult brainwashing and cause us to quarrel a lot.
In the study, I found a notebook, which later became a diary, and I sat here for a long time every time I came to see Aunt Zhang. In addition to reminiscing about the past, the rest of the time is used to record, and the words that I want to say to my brother are recorded in this notebook.
Just look at it.,I didn't seem to see this book last time I came back.。 I forgot what I had written on it.
Flipping through the pages, an unfamiliar font came into view.
If you look closely, it's the words written by my brother.
The date of payment is not long ago.
My Favorite Sister:
I don't know what kind of mood you will have when you see this page.
Over the years, I have always thanked you for not giving up on me and forgetting me. Actually, I know that if I see you right after I come out, maybe we can continue. Even if you can't fall in love, you're still a sister, and I'm still a brother. At worst, I think we can still be friends, friends who can talk.
Forgive me for not telling you in time after I came out, and I didn't go to see you in time, not because I don't miss it, but I'm more afraid of losing it than I miss it.
Actually, the last time Shen Jue went to see you in your company, I also went. It's really reassuring to see you and him having a good time. I only hope that Shen Jue can give you the happiness you want.
After I came back, I started to work like crazy, set up a new company, and gave the new company to Shen Jue, not for anything else but for you. I only hope that Shen Jue can let you live a worry-free life.
That was my initial thought. You haven't stopped writing to me all these years. Although I only replied intermittently, I read each one very carefully, and many of them have been read more than once. This is the driving force that has accompanied me through all these years. It is from these letters that I have seen your growth and your changes. You're growing up, you're becoming mature, you're learning to read and even scheming. The most gratifying thing for me is that no matter how you change, for me, you have never changed. That's what makes me the saddest the most.
I really hope that you and Shen Jue can be together, at least Shen Jue really likes you and wants to take care of you. But he contradictory hopes that you don't choose him. If it is possible, please see my efforts, I am still trying to walk towards you.
I still vividly remember that when the prison guards took me away, you stood on the side of the road and cried. When you tried your best to visit the prison, there were tears in your eyes. I also remember that when you saw Shen Jue after work, you had a smile on your face. And, even though I am also a road away from you, I can't walk any way. I don't know how to face you, face your heart.
I haven't seen you for a few years, maybe you don't know if you like me or you are used to writing to me in your life to pour out your heart, so I'm afraid to see you, I'm afraid that you will find out after you see me, you just need to chat with me, you need me to chat with you, listen to your heart, love, is no longer between us.
So, please forgive me, forgive me for my selfishness, because only I know how much I wish you would always be by my side, how much I hope that I can give you a romantic love, a grand wedding, a love that is happy with each other, just like everyone else.
The moment I saw you and Shen Jue, I deeply realized that maybe this person could be Shen Jue, not necessarily me.
I only want you to be happy, and you must be happy.
I read the letter in tears.