After eating, Qingzi wanted to keep Xingchen very much, but Xingchen felt that the family of three finally got together, so he didn't want to be the superfluous person, so he made an excuse and came out of Qingzi's house.

Although the air in the suburbs is good, the environment is comfortable, but it is not suitable for people without transportation at all, Xingchen waited at the gate of the community for a long time and did not see a taxi passing, she had to walk along the side of the road alone for a long, long way to see a dilapidated bus stop.

"Did you get in the car? Why don't I come out and see you off, it's not easy to take a taxi here. Kiyoko's call.

"No need, I saw a bus coming, it's rare that your dad is at home, so let them accompany you."

"I don't want them to accompany me......"

"I won't tell you yet, I'm going to get in the car."

In fact, there are not many people in a car like this place, but Xingchen doesn't want to hear Kiyoko complain about her parents anymore, every time she hears Kiyoko complain, she never feels numb in her heart, she knows that these pains are only known to those who have experienced them personally, and these wounds can resist time and stay in her heart forever and are difficult to heal.

Xingchen chose a window seat to sit down, there were not many people in the car, and half of the seats were very empty, very quiet, she looked out the window at the rapidly regressing village house with mixed feelings, this is a train that can travel through time and space, so that she can see everything in the past at once, vividly.

When she was two years old, one ordinary summer, the sun was shining, and for some reason her mother suddenly disappeared into her life, at that time she did not cry or laugh, but just took her grandmother's hand and sat in front of a broken tile house in her hometown, and her grandmother said: "From now on you will be with me to watch the ducks feed the chickens, and then grow up with them." ”

"I love playing with ducks." Xingchen said innocently, of course, these sudden changes are a foregone conclusion for a two-year-old child to have no reaction, and she is destined to have no choice.

This scene is when she first went to school and asked her grandmother where her mother was, and her grandmother said those words, I don't know why these seemingly insignificant words were remembered by her for a long, long time, she was like an old spirit, inadvertently took it out, and a gentle drink will make people indulge in it.

Xingchen didn't know how long she had been sitting, but she watched as there were fewer and fewer people in the car, until finally she was the only one left. In the huge bus, a driver and a girl who are not deeply involved in the world, let the cars and pedestrians rush outside the window, and the high-rise buildings, but the car is so quiet and beautiful, she actually has some nostalgia for this feeling.

"Girl, the finish line has arrived." The driver gave her an expressionless look after he stopped.

"Okay, thank you, master!" Xingchen got up and got out of the car.

After getting out of the car, Xingchen knew that she had oversited, but she was not annoyed at all, she didn't want to go back to that cold room.

Since separating from Yang Xu, she will contact her at first, but she has not looked for her since she blacklisted his phone number, and the bits and pieces of warmth in the room are like sharp needles inserted into her heart. She really couldn't imagine that a big man who was so warm at the beginning was so decisive when he broke up, and it also made her understand that a woman who only had skin ties could not be worth a child with blood connections, and she lost this game convincingly.

Thinking of this, Xingchen smiled, whether to laugh at herself or hate that man, she felt that there was no need to pursue it.

Xingchen went to a nearby hotel to open a room, and the lady at the front desk looked at her empty-handed and showed a sarcastic smile as if she was used to it, Xingchen certainly understood what she was thinking, but the strange thing was that she didn't want to explain at all and wasn't angry at all. This is not a tall five-star hotel, mixed with fish and dragons, to put it nicely, like-minded women, to put it badly, it is a self-depraved woman who appears here to "experience" a passionate game. Perhaps we should be thankful that we are now a tolerant society, and understand that it should be reasonable to take what you need, and of course this is commonplace, and no one will have such a boring heart to talk nonsense.

After a good night's sleep, Xingchen felt a lot more relaxed before he got up from the bed, remembering that he was as energetic as a cow that would never get tired, maybe he had just come out of the hospital and his body had not fully recovered, and he was exhausted after half a day to celebrate his birthday with Kiyoko.

When he opened the door, a small card fell, Xingchen picked it up curiously and saw that it was a small yellow card, I had always heard the yellow episode of a colleague staying in a hotel on a business trip, but now I didn't expect to see it. She took one look and threw her directly into the trash can next to her.

When I checked out, I was still the front desk lady at the beginning, and this time she cast a curious look, and Xingchen looked like she had won the battle: "The room in your hotel is really clean, and the whole person is much more comfortable when I wake up." ”

"Thank you and welcome to come back next time."

After hearing this, Xingchen secretly thought in his heart: "I still want to have a next time, and next time it will be directly your meal!" ”

In the past few days since she was discharged from the hospital, Qingzi has been accompanying Xingchen, and she doesn't want Qingzi to worry, so she has always been very optimistic, now she lives alone, and she can finally take off her heavy disguise and be herself, she silently shed tears while packing all the things related to Yang Xu and throwing them into the trash, and secretly swore in her heart that from now on this person must disappear without a trace in her life, what is lovelorn, what's so great about lovelorn, I also want to thank him for giving me back a forest.

Xingchen constantly comforts herself, this is also the self-healing habit she has cultivated over the years, when she was a child, she didn't dare to say when she missed her parents, and when she grew up, she didn't dare to cry when her grandmother died, and she swallowed it hard to swallow it in the past, so that it would not let it see the light of day again, she was afraid that once she saw the sun, it would collapse, and she couldn't bear it.

"Are you home?" Kiyoko called, and she was very worried that Xingchen, who had just been discharged from the hospital, and the lovelorn would become depressed.

"Well, you can rest at home, I'm fine."

Xingchen cherishes Qingzi's friend very much, this is the so-called adversity to see the truth, fortunately, there will be someone to care about her at this time, which can be regarded as a kind of happiness!

After dinner, Xingchen turned on the computer, and during this time, she rarely had the opportunity to surf the Internet when she was always accompanied by Kiyoko, and Kiyoko was worried that her body had not recovered well and would not allow her to sit in front of the computer for a long time.

Xingchen is an interior designer, and although her title is glamorous, it is not easy to survive at all, especially if a designer like her, who has just graduated, wants to stay. Even if it's sad to fall out of love, it's still not as good as being unemployed, now that there is no one to rely on, work is her best reliance, and Xingchen knows that at this moment, she can't be unemployed.