She hadn't been to work for more than three months, and when Xingchen was ready to start again, she found that there was no chance, and her place had been taken by someone else. Although her heart was full of loss, but on the surface, she still looked unfazed, simply packed up her personal belongings and left the familiar office, although she didn't know what had happened in the past three months, but what made her sad was that when she left, there was no one to send her, this is the so-called "people go tea and cool"!

Xingchen could only go back to that quiet little room, so quiet that she thought that time in this world had stood still, she lay motionless on the bed, looking at the ceiling that had been slightly yellowed, thinking that it had been here for more than a year, in fact, the feelings should not be deep enough, but at least a place to return and not to wander the streets. Remembering that she had just graduated, she had spent a lot of effort in order to find a suitable house, and Yang Xu always said not to force herself, and asked him for money when she ran out of money. But she is stubborn by nature, and she never mentions it even if she doesn't have rice to cook. Although her classmates laughed and thought that she was on the list of the fifth king of masonry, she really never thought about getting anything from Yang Xu, not to mention that Yang Xu was not the fifth king of masonry.

During the period of unemployment, Xingchen lived a life of day and night, sleeping during the day, surfing the Internet at night, and occasionally submitting resumes on recruitment websites but not responding as if sinking into the sea. At that moment, there was a delusion that she was about to leave this world, because she simply could not survive. Remembering that when she was a child, she was naughty and didn't like to read, and her grandmother always said, "If you don't read, you'll starve to death." "Although I don't read much now, at least I am a serious college graduate, and now I see that my purse is about to be clean, and the day of starvation is not far away.

I don't know if it's dead, will anyone know? I'm afraid there isn't even a person who shed two tears for her! Xingchen couldn't help but think of her grandmother when she thought of this, she was very afraid of growing up at that time, she didn't dare to imagine what her life would be like after leaving her grandmother? When I was a child, the school wall always read, "Look to the world and look to the future." However, she never thought about the future, and she didn't know what the future would be, she just wanted to be by her grandmother's side well, even if she couldn't get out of this backward mountain village for the rest of her life.

The moment she was admitted to college, she hesitated, she knew that this was her grandmother's biggest wish in her life, but the huge tuition fees discouraged her, she didn't dare to imagine what she and her grandmother would go through in the four years of college? When she said that she would give up going to school, she scolded her grandmother, who was usually very fond of her. The next day, the so-called father showed up, gave her a wad of money and left. In her impression, her father is always serious and indifferent, although she never thought that she would become a "little princess" in her father's eyes, but her father's indifference made her heart harden all of a sudden. She wished she hadn't been in this world before she had endured all these tortures.

"Xingchen, come out, the elf bar is waiting for you." Kiyoko's phone.

"Why are you drinking again?" Xingchen had forgotten how long it had been since she had been out, and she suddenly felt that she didn't need this world anymore and was even a little repulsed.

"I didn't do anything, I drank it if I wanted."

"Then you drink less, wait for me." Xingchen changed his clothes and went out without makeup.

It is said that bars are an easy place for people to indulge in, and perhaps only this will attract more people who are looking for ways to escape. It is said that life is tedious and work is stressful, and the most important thing in this city is people like Qingzi and Xingchen who need to vent and accompany them.

"Didn't you tell you to wait for me, why did you drink alone?" Xingchen saw Kiyoko pick up the wine glass and drink it.

"Don't worry, I'll have a drink with you tonight."

"What's wrong with you? Can I help you? ”

"It's okay, it's just that I haven't drunk in a long time, and I want to relive it."

"Then let's go, go to my place to drink, it's not good here at all." Maybe it's been too long since he came out, and Xingchen suddenly hates this noisy atmosphere. She pulled Kiyoko out of the bar and took a taxi back to her apartment.

As soon as Kiyoko returned to Xingchen's house, she fell asleep on the sofa, with tear marks in the corners of her eyes, and Xingchen brought a towel to gently wipe it for her.

Xingchen has never understood why a happy family like Kiyoko always complains about herself, isn't it because her father is busy with work and has no time to accompany her? If she has a pair of parents like Kiyoko who love her, even if she is not by her side, she feels happy. It's just that Xingchen doesn't understand it, and Kiyoko is also envious of her freedom and carelessness.

Maybe because of this, both girls are envious of each other and attracted.

When she woke up the next day, it was already noon, and Kiyoko was a little puzzled as she watched Xingchen prepare lunch in the kitchen.

"Didn't you go to work today?"

"I quit my job and wanted to change jobs." Xingchen said very calmly, she knew that it would be easy to find a suitable job again, but she was always used to hiding herself like this in front of others, even if it was her best friend, she was afraid of sympathy and charity.

Kiyoko has never had a stable job, she is an interior designer like Xingchen, but she can't accept the company's system and constraints, so she has always been in a state of freelancing, that is, where someone asks her to do design, she will do it, there is a rich father covering, making money has never been the purpose of her life.

"It's okay if you change jobs, your regular job doesn't earn as much as my part-time job, and you will work part-time with me in the future."

How does Kiyoko know which people who ask her for help are completely based on her father's face, otherwise how can there be such a good thing in the world who is willing to use the work of a designer who has just come out.

"It depends!" Xingchen knew that she was not as chic as Kiyoko, after all, it was about her survival.

In the afternoon, Xingchen finally received a call for an interview, and after lunch, she went out with Kiyoko.

The company interviewed is a new company that has just been renovated, Xingchen knows that such a new company is very difficult at the beginning, but it is difficult for people like her who do not have enough experience to enter a large company with complete benefits, and she reluctantly agreed to see that the benefits of the new company are not bad, at least the next can solve the current life.

Maybe life has settled again, Xingchen's mood is a little lighter, and she walked in without hesitation when she passed a hot pot restaurant. As many female friends say: women should love themselves well.

She ate this meal very satisfied, and life seemed to have hope again.