The rain was pouring outside, and it had rarely rained here since the beginning of winter.

I remember that at this time three years ago, Zhengjuan told me that her parents were in danger and that she had to go back to get married and take refuge in her husband's house in Huashi.

I had heard her talk about the man.

I met in junior high school, and it can be said that I was young, until I was a freshman in high school, when he confessed to Zhengjuan. But Zhengjuan had already met me.

I remember it was very unexpected to meet Zhengjuan, when she had short hair, wore a vest, and competed with a group of young men on the basketball court, I was still a boy, and when I saw her kill the whole court, I couldn't help but jump high. As soon as she turned around, I felt that something was wrong, as if my chest was bulging, I looked at her suspiciously, she walked towards me, I accidentally reached out and touched her two bulging little balloons, I didn't think it was real, I pinched it again.

She spread out her hands and said with a smile, "Girl, do you want me to take it off for you?" ”

I nodded stupidly, and then she went to the women's bathroom with me, and I saw her smooth skin, compact body, and the two, balls that were even more towering than me, and I couldn't help but open my mouth and take a bite, I still wanted to try the real thing, and then I was carried back to the bedroom by her all the way like a chicken.

"Say, is it true?" Zhengjuan crossed her waist with one hand, kicked on my bed, grabbed my collar, raised her eyebrows and asked loudly. I saw the anger on her face, and I couldn't help but cry out in fright.

She looked relieved this time, hugged me, and kept apologizing.

Later, I realized that girls can feel more secure than boys. At the very least, she understands the pain of my period, she knows as well as I know the structure of our bodies, our thoughts, everything we do ...

On the first day that the man confessed to her, she asked for real kung fu to see the real chapter, and the man obviously didn't know any martial arts, but he also gritted his teeth and fought with Zhengjuan, and was beaten by Zhengjuan on the ground. Zhengjuan then pulled me and said, "This is the person I love." "I saw that the man was so depressed that he almost cried.

To my surprise, after he went back, he studied hard and practiced hard, and also began to practice taekwondo and sanda, and came back half a year later, and passed a few moves under Zhengjuan's hands.

After that, every six months, he would be beaten to the ground by Zhengjuan, but he refused to give up anything.

It wasn't until he was a sophomore at Jifu University that he finally knocked Zhengjuan to the ground with the unique advantages of a man's body, but he hugged her and apologized repeatedly.

I know he loves Zhengjuan, just like I love her. I don't reject one more person in the world who loves her, so I get along well with him.

He finally understood Zhengjuan's mind and decided to give us freedom. But at that time, Zhengjuan's parents and grandmother forced her to separate from me, and I forced her very hard, so I found him and wanted him to be with Zhengjuan, and I decided to quit. In the five years that I have known and loved Zhengjuan, she has always protected me and everything I have, but I have no strengths, I can give back to her, and she is so affected.

In fact, my family, why not?

Soon after the start of college, my mother was so angry that I had a heart attack, but even so, I still chose to be with Zhengjuan. I could only sneak back to see my mother, be scolded by her, cry, and come back.

I told Zhengjuan that I took their family's money, hundreds of thousands, satisfied, and ready to leave, I lied to her that there was a small hair in my hometown, and I had a deep relationship with him.

Zhengjuan couldn't support it, smoked powder, got on the road, and had a car accident.

The man tried his best, but the relationship couldn't get over the town, and Wanxin didn't help, if it weren't for Wenxi's tricks, Zhengjuan might not be able to escape prison.

Zhengjuan and I have been in Shanghai for five years, and we thought that life would go on like this.

I know that the man is still unmarried.

I know he doesn't believe that two girls can make it through this life.

I know he's still waiting.

He really, when the time comes, he really shouldn't believe it.

I thought it was Wenxi and Zhengjuan's parents who reached some agreement, maybe it was to get some evidence, forcing Zhengjuan to go back and get married. Although I am very sad, I have been urging and supervising Zhengjuan to get married, and my parents are the greatest, not to mention that my life is in the hands of others. Later, I learned that Zhengjuan and her parents were both designed by Wenxi, and his purpose was just to get evidence, and in order to further force Zhengjuan's parents to come up with Chen Tianjiao's evidence, Wenxi used Xiaoman by any means...

I learned not to hate at that time, I only knew that as long as Zhengjuan got married, the man's family could provide her with a lot of shelter, for example, no one would maliciously harass us, and no one would dare to threaten her parents' lives easily. I became Zhengjuan's bride and personally sent her into the cave room.

A year later, I found out from Zhengjuan's dynamics that she was pregnant with a child. I knew she must have been forced, I couldn't imagine what she had been through, and I speculated that with children, she would have more security in the family and more support she could give to her parents. It didn't matter to me who had instilled such an idea in her, or whether she had to do it, and I could only stay here quietly, imagining how she would fix the water pipes while she was still there, how she would clean the garden, plant the birch trees she liked, sprinkle fertilizer on the vegetable garden, and all the chores of life, I gradually learned.

It wasn't until the wronged person Zhaoxue, until the evildoer was severely punished, that I knew that everything in Wenxi was out of helplessness. I put away all my grievances and reached out to him.

It's just that he is still wandering in the small town, and he said that he may have fallen in love with another person, the original instructor, Zhang Dong. I heard him cry so much that he didn't tell anyone the details, except for the injury, he told me.

It turned out that he and I, like Zhengjuan, Xiaoman, Wang Xiang and Wanxin, in the end, the previous insistence and belief have become confused.

It was another spring, summer, autumn and winter, and I saw Zhao Yuan coming out to everyone, he was going to look for Wenxi, and I knew that Wenxi and I had chosen the same path. I also saw Zhengjuan asking around where I was.

I am the only one who hides myself deeper, deeper. I once asked An An, and An An said: "Actually, I really want to stand in your position and say, I really want to say that the only person Juanjuan loves is you, and the person you love is also her, so you should be together regardless of everything." However, the most important reason for Zhengjuan to give birth to a child for a man must not be the so-called current situation, it must not be any external oppression, it must be, this man loves her more than everything, there is no sincere feeling that cannot be moved, even if Zheng Kai, who disagrees with it, kisses and says goodbye in public because of Gu Xi. He loves her, and he must love their children to the bone, even if Juanjuan has been empty and lost somewhere in her heart, but at least, in addition to true love, she should be happy. ”

Actually, I have long understood my own thoughts, but I just hope that An An, who can handle everything clearly and rationally except for Wang Xiang, can help me confirm it.

Zhengjuan came out to look for me, leaving her lovely son behind for the time being.

I saw the man's message under her Weibo: "Find her, know that she is safe, tell her that I miss her too, and tell her that our world is more important because of you." ”

He said it sincerely, he is a rare man, maybe he doesn't have too many strengths, but I know that he has always been able to persist like learning taekwondo for Zhengjuan, and he is working hard to study MBA management for Zhengjuan, and strive to take over the family business as soon as possible. When, because one person is around, the other person, can become more excellent.

I admit that I can't do without Zhengjuan, but I also know that in this world, there is another man who can't do without his wife, and another boy who can't do without his mother.

Even if it's 1-2, I'm too, and I lose.

It's just that I don't know what the point of my presence is.

Ask myself, I can't live by Zhengjuan's side anymore, and I can't contact her as a non-girlfriend or a lover, I'm afraid of disturbing her family affection, her loved love.

Unexpectedly, just as the rain was dripping, two men broke into my sight.

One is Wenxi and the other is Gu Xi.

Maybe it's the same fallen people, maybe it's the same general evasion or sadness, he guessed where I was through a phone call in the past.

The rain stopped that night.

The cold moon is like frost, covering the bamboo forest, I pushed the piano out of the forest, in the cold wind and bleakness, listening to Wenxi playing a torch and flute for me at night, so affectionate.

"Back then, the moonlight was as cold as water, but tonight the cold moon is silent. Every time I play the same tune, I seem to have a different mood. Wen Xi said with a smile.

Then he asked me to go back.

"Cut it off, or start it." Wen Xi said resolutely.

I only knew that he was different from me, once he chose to leave, all the messages of Zhao Yuan would be cut off, not only Zhao Yuan, but also brothers like Zheng Kai, and blood relatives like Wanxin could no longer contact him.

I told him that Xiao Man died, maybe in order to use death to fulfill him and Zhao Yuan.

I asked him, would you choose to go further?

Wise as Wenxi, he lowered his head silently, and he opened Zhao Yuan's Weibo again, which he had never visited, only to know from it that Xiao Man's death and Zhao Yuan's departure.

"Pity the kids." Wen Xi just said this, and Yibi held Gu Xi's hand tightly.

"Perhaps, when I find the answer, I will wonder if I have ever loved someone. Before he died, it must have been very clear that I had never loved him, so he chose to take the oath of guardianship and died at the gunpoint of Uncle Hongxuan, but now, I myself am confused. If I don't see this answer clearly, I don't have a face to go back to my place, I don't have a face, and in the face of the dead, he gave me everything, even life... ”

I held Wenxi's face, gently kissed the same tears on his face as mine, and listened to him talk about the past in the field.

Scene after scene...

Wen Xi stayed for a day, and then hurriedly said goodbye and left.

When the morning glow came out, Wenxi left, and when the sunset fell, Zhao Yuan came. I inexplicably remembered that participating in business was originally a catastrophe that would never be seen.

I can only tell Zhao Yuan frankly that Wenxi's next step is probably to go to the Latin American prairie, perhaps, the Mexican plateau. There are so many countries in Latin America, and I'm really not sure where he's going.

Now that Zhao Yuan is here, my hiding place is probably exposed, and probably, I should also move to the next location.

Looking at Zhao Yuan's dejected back, his heart ached deeply, just one day, Wen Xi and Zhao Yuan, just one day!

I suddenly understood that the rain was so vast that everyone couldn't see everything clearly. . .