077. She is also an angel given to me by the world
On the 21st, Yan Yue was discharged after two days of infusion in the hospital, before leaving the hospital, she took a look at Chen Yu, who was still in the hospital, at this time Chen Yu was no longer the decadent woman who locked herself in the house and drank to death, now she has an excellent complexion, her hair is also well managed, and her fingernails are also smeared with nail polish,
I don't know what I'm looking at with the computer in my hand, but I'm just happy and happy, and I'm still nibbling on an apple in my mouth.
Seeing Yan Yue coming, he greeted enthusiastically as if he was in his own home: "Yue Yue, do you want to eat apples, I've been talking to you for a few days, you are finally here, I have been annoyed by Zhang Ming's person for the past few days, and I am dangling in front of my eyes all day long." ”
"Brother Zhang Ming is concerned about you, he is afraid that you will be cranky if you stay alone." Yan Yue walked into the ward, glanced at the bedside table full of luxury, and frowned slightly, "Brother Zhang Ming doesn't want to pursue you again, right?" ”
Chen Yu coughed violently as if he was frightened: "I also asked him if this is what he meant, but he said that I should dream, and these luxury goods were sent by Fu Jingxiu, probably because I broke the matter of him giving his lover luxury goods, but his way is also strange, is it these luxury goods that are rare for the old lady, I feel that I have been betrayed." ”
"It's like your own toothbrush being used by someone else without permission, it's disgusting." Chen Yu sighed and continued to mutter, "It's really disgusting." ”
Yan Yue looked at Chen Yu with a vomiting look, pursed her lips and smiled, listening to Zhang Ming, Chen Yu is very happy these days, and he knows how to eat and eat every day, otherwise he will be laughing when watching comedies, or sleeping under the quilt.
Zhang Ming said that Chen Yu can be regarded as coming out, and he has been with him for more than ten days in vain.
But Yan Yue knew that Chen Yu hadn't come out yet, and when she just said "it's really disgusting", her eyes were red, and she was full of crystal tears, but she couldn't bear it.
As soon as Yan Yue left, Chen Yu's tears fell, and then he lay down, buried his whole face in the futon, and kept crying, and when he heard the sound of the ward door being closed, he cried even more.
After Fang Xiqiao sent Yan Yue to the apartment, he went back to school to go to class, and Yan Yue also slept in the room, and this sleep was the next morning.
When he came out of the room, Fang Xiqiao had already prepared breakfast and made a pot of soup, and after the two of them had eaten, Fang Xiqiao would send Yan Yue to the office building, and then drive to school for class.
This has also become the beginning of their daily life, a pot of soup cooked by Fang Xiqiao himself, breakfast made by Yan Yue, and then go out to work together, Fang Xiqiao will pick up Yan Yue from work in the evening, and then return to the apartment together.
In the first two days after being discharged from the hospital, Yan Yue would also call Li Xin to ask what He Qiuyuan's test results were, but Li Xin said that the test results had not come out yet, and Yan Yue felt that Li Xin should be very anxious now, so she didn't call again, but would send some words of encouragement to Li Xin on WeChat every day.
On the 25th, Chen Yu was also discharged from the hospital and went back to work, there was nothing unusual on his face, the only difference was that he was more desperate than before, and he was almost living in an office building after the second Zhang Ming, during which she also received a call from Fu Jingxiu, but she just picked it up, and after listening to the people over there, she sneered coldly and cut off the phone.
On the 28th, Yan Yue went to the hospital for an examination, discussed and determined the time of the last course of treatment, but Li Xin suddenly called, saying that He Qiuyuan was not good, Yan Yue asked what was wrong, Li Xin cried and said intermittently, He Qiuyuan was leaving.
Yan Yue didn't dare to ask where she was going, but even though Li Xin cried until she was angry, she still choked up and explained the ins and outs of the matter, saying that He Qiuyuan had a "brainstem lesion", and there is no effective treatment for this disease at present, whether it is chemotherapy, surgery or radiotherapy, it is not of much significance.
And Li Xin has now taken He Qiuyuan back to his home in City C, but in just a few days, He Qiuyuan has changed from the initial unsteady walking to sitting unsteadily, and it is difficult to eat, He Qiuyuan may also know something, and began to cry to ask Li Xin to accompany him step by step, and also began to cry to godmother Yan Yue.
At seven o'clock in the afternoon of the 28th, Fang Xiqiao accompanied Yan Yue to City C, arrived in City C at half past nine in the evening, and arrived at Li Xin's house at ten o'clock.
"How's the moon's body?" Li Xin was very haggard, and when she looked at Yan Yue's back, her face turned even paler, "Do you still need chemotherapy?" ”
Yes, she already knew about Yan Yue's condition, Yan Yue was so important to her, how could she really be worried about He Qiuyuan and not know that she went to the breast department.
That day, because He Qiuyuan was going to transfer to the hospital in the capital, she wanted Yan Yue to accompany her, but she couldn't find Yan Yue, and the phone was turned off, and then she saw Fang Xiqiao in the hospital, and she originally wanted to shout, but found that Fang Xiqiao was not going to the brain department, so she kept secretly following, and then found out that Fang Xiqiao went to the breast department.
Under her questioning, Fang Xiqiao also had no choice but to tell her the truth about Yan Yue's illness, knowing that the moment Yan Yue had breast cancer, she felt that she had encountered a bolt from the blue, but since Yan Yue hid it from her, she didn't poke it, and when she left, she couldn't bear to let Yan Yue accompany her to the capital hospital.
Later, when He Qiuyuan was diagnosed with "brainstem occupancy lesions", she felt that God was really unfair, her best friend had breast cancer, and her favorite daughter suffered from a "terminal illness" with no cure, and this time she had He Qi by her side.
Every time she has an accident, she has someone by her side, it used to be Yan Yue, and now it is He Qi, but Yan Yue has such a big thing, but she can't accompany her, only when she thinks that Yan Yue is still accompanied by Fang Xiqiao, her heart can feel a little better.
didn't tell Yan Yue about He Qiuyuan's condition, but she was also afraid that Yan Yue's excitement would cause her condition to worsen and the cancer cells would spread, and at that time, she would endure the pain and survive four courses of chemotherapy and might fall short, so Li Xin thought about waiting for Yan Yue's condition to get better before telling her, but what she didn't think was that He Qiuyuan's condition would deteriorate so quickly.
When she saw her daughter crying and begging to see her godmother, she still called Yan Yue selfishly.
"Her physical condition..."Fang Xiqiao glanced at Li Xin, and then showed a reassuring smile, "It's not bad, the cancer cells have been contained, and there is still the last course of treatment, the chemotherapy will be done, and the follow-up treatment will depend on the situation." ”
Li Xin looked at the woman lying next to He Qiuyuan's bed, her nose was sour again, the two people in the room were stared at by death, and she couldn't control her emotions when she thought that she might lose her two favorite people: "I'm sorry... At times like this, I also call the moon. ”
Fang Xiqiao bent down and picked up the paper box on the coffee table, and then handed it to Li Xin, but her eyes fell on the woman: "She shouldn't want to hear your sorry, but want to hear your sorry, she loves Xiaoyuan no less than Mrs. He, she loves Xiaoyuan very much, if she can't accompany her in the last time, then she will spend the rest of her life in self-blame." ”
"The moon... It's really... is a very good friend and best friend, she and Xiaoyuan are angels given to me by the world, I am really how to be able to do it. Li Xin pouted, then pointed to the sofa in the living room, and waited for Fang Xiqiao to sit down before she walked over to sit, but she still felt a little at the thought of Yan Yue's illness.
Fang Xiqiao's words just now also woke her up, if she really waited until Xiaoyuan was critically ill to tell Yan Yue about this, Yan Yue might blame herself for why she was sick, and then walked into that dead end and closed herself.
Madoka is her daughter, but she is Yan Yue's daughter; She loves Xiaoyuan, but Yan Yue's love is not less than half a point; Madoka loves her, but Madoka also loves Yan Yue.
"She is also an angel given to me by the world." Fang Xiqiao spoke very softly, but the corners of his eyebrows smiled, and the original trace of heavy thought seemed to be gone.
When he came, Dr. Zhang from the breast department whispered to him in private, saying that Yan Yue's cancer cells still have the possibility of breeding, and he may still need to remove the breast, but the removal of the breast is not 100% no problem, and the situation will deteriorate at any time, so you must always be prepared for that.
Along the way, Yan Yue was so anxious about why Qiuyuan couldn't sit still, he couldn't sit still when he sat next to him, as long as he saw Yan Yue, he could think of Dr. Zhang's words, and then his heart felt tightly grasped by the hand of fate, he didn't want to lose, this mood has continued here.
But it wasn't until he subconsciously said those words to Li Xin earlier that he suddenly realized what to do.
He cares about Yan Yue and loves Yan Yue, so he is afraid of losing Yan Yue, but Yan Yue is also afraid of losing the people he loves and cares about, he can't stop it, and he can't stop Yan Yue's actions and decisions because of love.
Yan Yue, who was in the room, had been crying so much that her eyes could no longer see clearly, her cold hands tightly held He Qiuyuan's little hand, she didn't say anything, just silently shed tears, the little person lying on the bed was already much thinner than before, and the skin that could be broken by blowing was now shriveled and yellow.
What would have become of those round, black jewel-like eyes, and she suddenly began to be a little glad that He Qiuyuan was asleep now.
After He Qi also came back from work in the company, he originally planned to accompany He Qiuyuan at home all the time, but He Qiuyuan said that he didn't want to delay his father's work, and he had to go to the company to work obediently, and even threatened that if he didn't go to work, then she would not be obedient, He Qi had to endure the grief in his heart, nodded to He Qiuyuan, and then went to work.
When Yan Yue came out of He Qiuyuan's room at half past eleven in the evening, she saw He Qi and Li Xin sitting on the four-person sofa with tired faces, their heads lowered, Li Xin's head resting lightly on He Qi's shoulder, and Fang Xiqiao was also a little tired leaning on the single sofa, with his head slightly sideways.
Yan Yue suddenly remembered that Fang Xiqiao had stayed up all night writing an academic report last night, and then accompanied her to the hospital for a series of examinations today, and then took her directly to City C.
She walked a few steps to the back of Fang Xiqiao's sofa, I don't know if the back of the sofa is low, or Fang Xiqiao's body is too tall, the back of the sofa is only just level with the shoulders of Fang Xiqiao who is sitting on the front side, if Fang Xiqiao is more lazy, this sofa back can also accommodate him, rest on him.
It was too tight, the contours of his face were distinct, and the muscles under his shirt were probably tight all the time.
She raised her hand and gently rubbed the man's temples, the man felt a coldness, and he didn't feel cold, he just felt that his heart was so soothed.
He has no power to stop Yan Yue's decision, and he can't make Yan Yue regret and blame himself for the rest of his life, so he only accompanies Yan Yue and keeps the matter of his illness in his heart, but this does not mean that his heart is stable, he will still be afraid, but he will not expose this fear again, and he will not use this to make Yan Yue obediently hospitalized.
The coldness in Yan Yue's hand entered his head and heart from his temples, making his noisy heart slowly calm down, Yan Yue rubbed it so lightly and heavily, Fang Xiqiao also shook Yan Yue's wrist with his backhand, and then put it down again.
"Or..."In the silence and tiredness of the room, Li Xin, who closed her eyes and gasped, opened her hoarse mouth, opened her red and swollen eyes, and cut all the wool that pulled her, leaving only the strand of wool she wanted the most.
The strand of yarn she wanted the most was He Qiuyuan: "... Knock the kids out. ”