Yan Yue looked up at Li Xin in disbelief, and even the action of gently rubbing Fang Xiqiao's temples stopped because of surprise, Fang Xiqiao also cast an inquiring gaze, but this gaze was only cast at He Qi, as if she wanted to know what He Qi meant, and immediately, Yan Yue also fell on He Qi beside Li Xin.

What does this man who insists on having a child of his own and has a sense of midlife crisis mean now?

However, He Qi just took a deep breath, then exhaled heavily, and since then he has been hanging his head, without speaking, nor responding to Li Xin's words.

I don't know if he responded with his silence and rejected Li Xin's suggestion, or if he was struggling with his heart whether to give birth or not.

"Again..."He Qi spoke, he was really entangled and hesitant in his heart just now, and the result of his inner battle was obviously difficult for him to talk about at this time, "Think about it again." ”

Li Xin didn't make a fuss, but looked up at Yan Yue and said with a smile: "Moon, you're tired all the way, let's go to the guest room with Mr. Fang to rest first, your body is important." ”

"I have a vacant apartment in City C, let's just go back there and rest." Fang Xiqiao looked at the situation in front of him, Li Xin and He Qi were afraid that they would have a big quarrel, but he didn't want them to see it, he reached out and grabbed Yan Yue's hand that fell on his shoulder, then got up from the sofa and faced Li Xin and the two, "It's not early, you guys should rest early." ”

Yan Yue pursed her lips, as if she wanted to stay and accompany her, just like she used to accompany Li Xin through the most difficult time, but when she saw He Qi, she dispelled that idea, she and Li Xin were no longer the two people who only had each other, but they were still the people who would definitely become ants on a hot pot in an instant as long as the other party was in difficulty.

And thinking of the conversation between Li Xin and the two just now, she also knew that there was about to be a dispute between husband and wife here, and she was not easy to get involved in this kind of dispute between husband and wife, she and Fang Xiqiao stayed here, but it would make the two of them feel embarrassed and faceless, and then they would hide the resentment in their hearts.

It only takes one day when the time and place are favorable, it will erupt, but at that time, I am afraid that it will turn from today's firecrackers into an atomic bomb detonation.

"Then let's go first, and we'll come back tomorrow to see Madoka." Yan Yue cried a little long in a short period of time, and her voice at this time was very light, with a hoarse feeling of sand, "Rest early, Xiaoyuan still needs you by her side." ”

Li Xin nodded, and then asked her aunt to send them out.

After leaving the He family's villa, Fang Xiqiao reached out and hugged Yan Yue's waist, and the big hand wrapped around the woman's hand also held the woman's hand that was a little far away from him because of the advantage of hand length.

He rubbed carefully, touched every inch of skin on his hands, very thin, because of the pain of chemotherapy, so the woman's hands that were still a little baby fat have only a skin left, and there are a lot of worries in recent days.

Yan Yue also held back the big hand stretched out from her waist, it was very thick and warm, she looked up at the dim street lamp in front of her, in fact, she was listening to the night breeze whistling in her ears, or wondering when the night would pass.

I hope that this night will not take away anyone, it will go alone, if it must take something with it, take away people's loneliness, people's timidity, and people's fear.

The husband and wife in the living room of the He family did inevitably quarrel in this dark night, because of the child, Li Xin must beat the child and want to take care of He Qiuyuan wholeheartedly, but He Qi was a little worried and asked to take care of He Qiuyuan.

He Qi doesn't understand Li Xin's mood as a mother, and Li Xin doesn't understand He Qi's strong sense of mid-life crisis when he is thirty-five or sixteen years old, and his sense of crisis needs a child to solve, a child who is completely involved in him.

"Let's get a divorce." In the end, Li Xin calmly said these three words.

He Qi couldn't believe it, staring at the woman next to him who had been quickly emaciated in a few days, and then he just thought that this woman was too tired and anxious in the past few days: "When Xiaoyuan gets better, let's talk about these things again, and if Xiaoyuan really can't accept this child, then..."

"It's not like you didn't hear those words from the doctor." Li Xin frowned, and his chest rose and fell a little, "Wait for Xiaoyuan... Get better? You obviously know that Madoka can't get better, and when the time comes, it's not Madoka who accepts or not, but she won't be able to answer us at all! ”

He Qi rubbed his eyebrows: "Then do you have to beat the child, Xiaoyuan is your child, and the one in your belly is not your child?" ”

Li Xin pursed the corners of her mouth, and her voice went down softly: "A two-month friend and a ten-year old friend quarreled, who would you choose?" ”

"Adults don't do this kind of boring multiple-choice question." He Qi naturally knew that he wanted to choose that ten-year old friend, but this also meant that he couldn't blame Li Xin for choosing Xiaoyuan's mood, "And Xiaoyuan..." he glanced at the room, and the next words were not explained, but both of them understood, "The two of us can't live without children." ”

Li Xin sighed, and then deflated, she was really exhausted, the only bit of energy left was also to take care of her daughter, and the quarrel was just a waste of strength for her: "Have you forgotten how you promised Xiaoyuan in the first place, I won't have a second child." ”

He Qi stood up suddenly, turned around in a circle, and then turned around and looked down at Li Xin: "But everything is unpredictable, Fengyun Group also said that it would never buy a timber company, but now it is a project with wood processing as the main money." ”

"You don't have to tell me about that." Li Xin seemed to have a headache, reached out to cover her head, rubbed her temples, and then interrupted directly with some impatience, "I only know that at that time I said that I was going to Sheung Wan, and you said that you were afraid that I would suffer, so I asked you to go for ligation, and you have been doing Tai Chi with me... Since then, have you been pretending to promise Madoka? ”

He Qi didn't speak, he didn't pretend to agree at the time, he just thought that it was all a child's words, and he also felt that after getting married, he could slowly let He Qiuyuan accept it, and let He Qiuyuan promise them to have a child, no matter how bad it was to have a child first, and then coax the child, but he didn't expect He Qiuyuan's reaction to be so strong.

It can also be said that he agreed with some sincerity, he loved Li Xin very much, Li Xin has a momentum that will never admit defeat, and is not afraid of hardship, a woman with a child, hard work from the mobile food truck, slowly achieved a chain enterprise, the reason why he chose to invest is to take a fancy to Li Xin's unscrupulous means for the cause, and slowly he also fell in love with this unscrupulous means to keep the bottom line, and fell in love with this woman.

He Qiuyuan also treats him as his own child, even if he knows Li Xin's experience and He Qiuyuan's background, but he doesn't feel anything, he was only thirty-one or twelve in the first two years, but now that he is thirty-five, he feels that he has entered the ranks of forty years old, and that natural sense of crisis is coming to him.

Probably something engraved in his bones, he also began to think wildly, thinking about whether his future family business should be inherited by his own children, if He Qiuyuan is allowed to inherit it, not only will she not be his own child, but she will marry someone in the future, and the He family's family business has become someone else's, so why is he working so hard.

And He Qiuyuan didn't know whose child it was, he began to struggle in his heart, did he really want to hand over the family business to someone else's child?

Thinking about it, he became irritable, and then made a decision, first cut and then play to have a child, if the child is a girl, then the future family business will be divided equally, if it is a boy, then pass the family business to him, but Xiaoyuan, this child will always be the child of the He family, nothing will be missing, and the child will be good to this sister.

After a hundred years for him and Li Xin, their brothers and sisters can also take care of each other.

But he just thought it was good, but the result was far beyond his expectations, and this result was beyond his control, the strong resistance of Madoka's child, Madoka's illness, and Li Xin's divorce.

"Madoka is not my child, but I love her very much." He Qi sighed, "You can't completely deny my love for Madoka just because I want to have a child of my own. ”

"I went to the hospital during the day today, and the doctor said that I was too sad and tired, and my body was very weak, and I needed to be hospitalized to recuperate if I wanted to save the child." Li Xin sighed, stretched out her hand and gently stroked her abdomen, there is a little life in the pregnancy, Xiaoyuan and this child are also her flesh and blood, no matter how long she accompanies her, she is reluctant, when she is pregnant with Xiaoyuan, she has not experienced the joy of giving birth to a new life in the womb, only the hardships and happiness of raising a child.

Now the arrival of this child will make up for her regrets, but... She didn't want to be alone with Madoka in her last days.

She didn't accompany Madoka in the first few months of her life, so she didn't want to miss Madoka's last days in the world.

"Saying that the walls of my uterus are already very thin, because I have given birth to children, so they are even thinner... Want... If you want to keep your child... At the very least, you need to be hospitalized to recuperate and protect your baby, and that's all... I still need to see again... Let's see how it goes..."

Li Xin said that in the back, her voice had already fluctuated hugely, as if it was a heavy rain in her heart, this heavy rain turned out all the grievances and torments in her heart, and those emotions floated from the bottom of her heart to the water in her heart, she really had no choice, every time she saw Xiaoyuan lying on the bed with that pleading tone to ask her not to leave, to keep her by her side, her heart hurt like a knife.

Li Xin cried for a while, then wiped away her tears and raised her head, she had almost finished her tears in the past few days, and no matter how much she cried, her eyes were dry and painful: "But you should know that according to Xiaoyuan's situation, it will be difficult to survive for a month." ”

The most important thing is that Madoka seems to have sensed that she doesn't have much time, so she doesn't want to waste a minute or a second, and she really has no way to let Madoka leave alone.

The old man often said that people who are dying can know that their lives are short, so Madoka's clinginess all the time makes her even more scared and flustered.

He Qi froze, looking at Li Xin's bloodshot eyes, listening to Li Xin's words, and finally he took a deep breath, and his tone became heavy: "I'm sorry." ”

"It's me who I'm sorry for you." Li Xin shook his head, "When you married me, it was a bit too much for you to promise not to have your own children for life, I was too impulsive at the time, you promised me to marry, but that's just love, marriage is to live a lifetime, don't want children is thirty-one-year-old you, but after the age of thirty-five, you can't be as determined not to have children as you were at the beginning, men fight for their careers, don't they just want their wives and children at home to live a good life?" ”

Li Xin swallowed his saliva: "And the He family has such a big industry, so that you can't have a child of your own for the rest of your life, I am indeed quite guilty in my heart, if it weren't for this matter, I might never know that I would have let you be so wronged, but now in this situation, it is impossible for me to abandon my other child to keep this child." ”

"It's better to divorce, you can find another woman with good character at your current age, don't look for a tainted woman like me."