The video was a little dim, but I could still tell that his face was red, as if he was drunk.

He leans back on the couch, holds his guitar in his hand, and softly sings to the camera.

“…… I miss that if there is a voice, I don't want it to be a sad cry, and now, I finally let myself belong to myself, and I can't deceive myself with only tears. Suddenly I miss you so much, where will you be? Have a happy life or be wronged. Suddenly I miss you so much, suddenly sharp memories, suddenly blur my eyes......"

His expression was very sad, and while singing, his eyes were looking somewhere, and his eyes were full of tears.

After singing a song, he looked at the camera, trying to squeeze out a smile, but the smile was bitter.

"Wife, I'm sorry! You love you! ”

Immediately after the video ended, he disappeared before my eyes.

I pounced, but I couldn't catch anything, I couldn't save anything.

I collapsed on the table and cried.

The footsteps came to the door, and seemed to stop for a moment, and finally turned and walked downstairs.

I was in a state of great sadness, and my consciousness was in a trance.

Looking up at everything familiar in the room, I felt as if I had suddenly woken up from a dream, and I felt a sense of happiness in my heart.

Did I just have a terrible dream? Yes, it was a dream, but luckily it was just a dream.

I ran downstairs.

Jiang Feng was feeding the two children, and when he saw me suddenly running downstairs, his eyes kept locking on me.

I went straight into the kitchen and opened the refrigerator to look through it, there weren't many ingredients in the refrigerator, and he probably hadn't cooked properly for a long time.

I remember that the first meal I cooked for him in this kitchen was noodles, and the night I moved into this house, I also cooked noodles.

He also jokingly said, "Do you only cook noodles?" ”

It was as if it had happened yesterday.

I took out the noodles and eggs and prepared to brush the pan and start cooking.

Jiang Feng walked to the door and said to me, "I've already made the meal." ”

I washed the pot carefully and said without looking back, "He likes to eat the noodles I cook." ”

After the noodles were cooked, I served them to the table, and he hadn't come back yet.

I didn't go to see what time it was, I thought he was probably busy, I waited for him, and if he came back and the noodles were already lumpy, I would recook them for him.

What should I do during this waiting time?

I ran upstairs again, washed his shirt that had changed into the bathroom, and hung it on the balcony to dry.

It was dark outside, and the rain was still falling, and it was dripping and dripping endlessly.

I watched the rain blow on me from the balcony, and I shuddered and realized that my clothes were soaked.

I don't seem to remember why my clothes get wet, but why are they?

So that heavy rain, it was not a dream.

So everything that happens in a dream, it's not a dream.

So after the rain, the sky will be clear, the earth will still be turning, and the sun will still rise tomorrow.

But he never came back.

Realizing this, I grabbed the shirt hanging in front of my eyes, and my heart began to ache violently again.

He'll be back, right? I wish I could hear his car drive back, how much I wish I could hear him open the door and call me wife.

I hugged the shirt and gradually lost consciousness in my crying, and it seemed that a pair of arms had supported me in time as I passed out.

I had a long dream, and it was full of images from the past.

What I used to worry about and how I struggled is now meaningless.

What could be more important than his life?

When he woke up, he saw a vague figure in front of the bed.

I sat up and threw myself into his arms and hugged him tightly.

His chest was warm, so warm that my eyes were hot.

It's not a dream, it's certainly not a dream.

"Duyun, you're back! I'm not mad at you, really, I know you're in trouble, I just want you to come back. Let's live a good life in the future, and don't worry about some irrelevant things anymore, okay? ”

A sigh in his ear, "Shen Yu ......"

"Don't talk, hold me."

I buried my head tightly in his chest, craving his warmth, as if intoxicated by a beautiful dream, unwilling to wake up.

"Shen Yu, don't forget, you still need you for Nianfeng and Nianyin."

Tears rolled out of my eyes, and I pushed him away in a fit of rage, crying, "Do you have to ruin my dreams?" Wouldn't it be nice for me to dream a little longer? ”

Xu Yafei looked at me, his eyes full of helplessness and distress.

"Shen Yu, don't be like this, birth, old age, sickness and death are processes that everyone must go through. Be sensible, okay? ”

I covered my ears with emotion,

"Don't say it, don't you say it, okay? Why are you so cruel, why are you emphasizing that he is dead, already dead, and why? ”

Xu Yafei sighed helplessly.

"Shen Yu, Du Yun is sad to leave you, I know, I am also sad, I didn't expect this matter. But you have to know that Du Yun is not your alone, he is also the father of two children, when you lose Du Yun, the two children also lose their father, and at the same time they lose their mother's love, they are even more pitiful. ”

I slowly calmed down and looked at him with a confused expression.

"Where are they?"

"They're already asleep." Xu Yafei said.

I wanted to get up and go to see them, and he held me down.

"You'd better not move yet, you have a high fever."

Xu Yafei kept guarding me until I finished infusion a few hanging bottles and he remeasured my temperature before allowing me to get out of bed.

It was already dark outside, and I went to the next room, and the two little ones were asleep, but there were still tears on their faces, probably for a long time.

A pang of guilt welled up in my heart, and I took a tissue to wipe away their tears and covered them with a quilt.

Jiang Feng sat on the side, seriously fiddling with the unfinished model of the airplane.

He didn't look back and said, "Nadong helped you change your clothes." ”

I looked down and saw that I was wearing a set of pajamas, and the soaked clothes had long since been changed.

I walked downstairs, and the bowl of noodles was still on the table, and the noodle soup was already dry.

I finally realized that no matter how long I waited, he wouldn't come back.

Later, Lao Yang told me that Dong Hui had already surrendered, and he said that Xue Duyun was dead, and there was no need for him to flee to the ends of the earth, he had fulfilled his wish.

But it was not Dong Hui who hurt Xue Duyun, but Geng Yunlong, the real drug lord behind the scenes.

Geng Yunlong ran away, but he couldn't run out of Nancheng, because Nancheng was already under martial law.

According to the news just received, he and his two accomplices have now fled to the mountain, which is full of police, and he can't fly, but he has a woman and a child as hostages, so now the police dare not act rashly.

"What is Duyun's identity?" I asked him.

Lao Yang didn't speak for a long time, and finally just said lightly, "Not a simple businessman." ”

He is indeed a businessman who is not pure, but no matter how impure and mysterious he is, he is the man I love most in my life.

I took out the diamond ring he had left me and put it on my finger.

Looking at the ring in my hand, I was in a trance for a while, and I had the illusion that he had put it on me with his own hands.

His soul seemed to be attached to this ring, accompanying me and never leaving. So much so that when I put it on, I suddenly had a kind of power. This strength allows me to stop being immersed in grief all the time, but to look forward, to be strong, and to do more important and meaningful things.

That day, I handed over the child to Wu Xiaotong and Jiang Li, and asked them to take care of it for me.

I didn't tell Jiang Feng, nor did I tell Xu Yafei, I drove out of the door by myself.

Came to the foot of the mountain where Geng Yunlong was trapped, where a cordon was set up, and no one was allowed to approach.

The policeman was talking to the people on the hill with a bullhorn.

I looked up, and the other party was well hidden, and I couldn't see people, only their voices.

From their conversation, it was learned that Geng Yunlong should have been injured, but the police did not dare to rush up for fear of threatening the safety of the hostages.

The other party asked for someone to bring food up, and then sent a doctor to go up, all of them had to be women. The police are discussing how to have a female SWAT pretend to be a doctor.

"I'll go." I said suddenly.

The policemen turned to look at me in unison, and I saw the officer who had given me Xue Duyun's belongings, and he strode over and reminded me to leave.

I was unmoved, and said firmly, "Let me go, the other party is a very smart person, the female police officer will be recognized by them as soon as she goes up, Geng Yunlong has seen me, he knows that I am an ordinary woman, and I have studied nursing before, so it is perfect for me to go." ”

The officer adamantly disagreed, but I was adamant.

"Officer, if it drags on any longer, I'm worried that the gangsters will lose their patience, and when the fish dies and the net is broken, the hostages will be in danger."

No matter what I say, the officer disagrees.

Suddenly, a woman's voice came from the side.

"I'll go with her."

As soon as I turned my head, the person who came over was Na Dong.

She glanced at me and repeated to the officer, "There's no better way now, I'll go with her, I'll deliver food, and she'll treat him." ”

We quickly prepared the medicine box and food, I carried the medicine box on my back, Na Dong took the food, and we walked towards the mountain together.

At the same time, the officer shouted towards the mountain.

"Don't get excited, don't hurt the hostages, we've sent someone to deliver what you need. I hope you will stay sane and don't make mistakes again and again. ”

I walked up the hill with my medical kit on my shoulder, and I knew that a gun must be aimed at me at this moment, but if I made any rash move, the bullet would go straight through my head. Every step I take now is shutting the ghost door

But I was very determined in my heart at the moment, and I was not afraid at all.

Death is not a terrible thing for me now, even if I die, there is Xue Duyun waiting for me.

"Stop."

Halfway up the mountain, we suddenly stopped by a voice.

Nadong and I stood still, looking at the pile of trees at the source of the sound.

"Raise your hands and walk slowly." The other party said again.

Nadong and I did as we were told, and walked to the pile of bushes, when suddenly two men sprang out from the side.

They searched us with guns, checked my medical kit and my backpack for winter food before they hijacked us and continued our uphill journey.

In this position, the people down the hill can no longer see us.

When I came to the top of the mountain, I saw Geng Yunlong lying on the grass, his clothes on his chest had been soaked with blood, and it seemed that he was not lightly injured.

Two other people were holding a woman and a child hostage, and the woman and the child cried louder when they saw us appear.

A quick check of the surrounding terrain showed that the area of the open space was not large, with its back against the cliff. So now Geng Yunlong and they have no way to retreat.

Although Geng Yunlong was injured, he was still conscious.

When he saw me and Nadong, he was stunned for a moment.

"Is that you?"

I said lightly, "Brother Long, we are here according to your request, I hope you don't hurt them." ”

"You want to avenge Xue Duyun?"

Geng Yunlong's eyes were sharp and sharp at me.

My heart skipped a beat, but my face didn't show half a point, and I said irritably, "Don't mention him, I have nothing to do with this kind of man who abandons from the beginning." ”

Geng Yunlong looked at me as if he was studying the truth in my words.

"Then why are you here? The police don't just let ordinary people take risks. ”

Sure enough, he is a difficult person to deal with.

I glanced at the crying child, "Because I pity the child you are holding hostage, I am a woman and the mother of the child." ”

After speaking, I smiled faintly, "Brother Long, I am just a powerless woman, and I also came at your request, since you don't need treatment, then I will leave." ”

Said I turned around decisively.

"Wait!"

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