The phone was connected, but he was never heard.

In the dead of night, it was so quiet that it made me panic.

"Duyun? Is that you? ”

"Shen Yu, I love you!"

It was the first time he had said these three words, the three words I had been waiting for for a long time, but his voice was already like a gossamer.

My eyes were hot and I squeezed my phone.

"Duyun, what's wrong with you?"

"I love you, I love you, I love you......"

Listening to him repeat these three words, my tears flowed down my eyes.

But his voice grew lower and lower, and at last he could hear nothing.

"Duyun! You speak! Don't scare me! ”

I cried in vain into the phone, but there was no response on the other end.

I jumped out of bed and ran barefoot.

When he opened the door, Jiang Feng was standing at the door, blocking the way.

I pushed his arm, but he didn't move.

"Get out of the way."

"Where are you going?" He asked me lightly.

"Something happened to Duyun, I'm going to find him."

"You can't go."

"I have to go."

I grabbed his arm and glared at him, my nails digging into his flesh.

Jiang Feng did not waver in the slightest.

Recalling the previous voice on the phone, Xue Duyun's angry voice, my heart was very distressed. In a hurry, he bit Jiang Feng's arm.

He snorted and gritted his teeth, but he still didn't let go.

After a few moments, I relented, looked up at him for a few seconds, let go, turned around, walked straight out of the balcony, and without saying a word, stepped on a stool that was placed on the balcony.

Jiang Feng strode over and grabbed me.

"What are you going to do?"

I sat on the fence and said resolutely, "I must go, if you don't let me go, I'll jump from here, even if I break my arm and leg, I'm going to go." ”

His hand grabbed me as if he was afraid that I would actually jump as soon as I let go.

His eyes were glaring at me fiercely, and he wanted to eat me fiercely.

But in the end, all his momentum was reduced, and in the end there was only a helpless sigh.

"What time is it? Are you planning to walk back to Southtown? ”

Glancing at the still dark sky, the endless darkness brought me boundless confusion.

No matter how anxious I am, I have to wait for dawn, but I can't wait, I don't know what Xue Duyun is like, I'm really worried.

On the phone just now, I already understood his thoughts. He needs me, and he needs me so much right now, so I have to get to him as soon as possible.

It was two or three hours before dawn, which was too long for me.

I can't scare myself, he's going to be fine, he's going to be fine. If he is as wise as he is, how can something be wrong?

I tried my best to comfort myself and try to calm myself down.

In just a few more hours, I will be able to see him.

I went back to my room and started to pack up.

Two or three hours isn't a long time, but at the moment, every minute is an ordeal for me.

Jiang Feng stood aside, seeing that I had packed everything up, so I had to book a plane ticket.

At dawn, we hurried to the airport with our two sleeping children in our arms and got on the plane.

After flying for more than two hours, my heart has always been unsettled.

When I got on the plane, I hated to fly to him right away, but when the plane landed, I suddenly became scared.

When I got off the plane, it was raining in the sky of Nancheng, as if to match my mood.

When I got out of the airport, Lao Yang actually came to pick me up.

When I saw him, I asked hopefully, "Is Duyun okay?" ”

Lao Yang drove calmly, and after a few seconds of silence, he said, "You have to be mentally prepared. ”

My heart hit rock bottom.

Lao Yang drove the car into the Nancheng Military Region Hospital.

There is no bustle of ordinary hospitals, and the atmosphere is very serious and depressing.

Lao Yang walked in front, I followed closely behind him, and Jiang Feng followed with his two children in his arms.

After going upstairs, I kept walking down the long corridor, and my mood became more and more nervous.

After turning a corner, several men in police uniforms appeared at the end of the hallway.

Lao Yang walked over to talk to them, and they looked at me from time to time.

After a while, Lao Yang came over, pointed to a room and said, "He's right in here." ”

My heart trembled terribly, and I walked over with a vague step, and plucked up the courage to look through the glass of the window, and at a glance I saw the man lying on the hospital bed, with various tubes stuck around him.

I was so excited that I lay on the glass, and tears rolled down my face.

There were several doctors standing in front of the bed, who seemed to be discussing something, and then they all shook their heads. I watched as they put away the instruments that had been inserted into Xue Duyun's body one after another and covered him with a white cloth.

"Don't."

I tried to rush in but was stopped by a policeman standing at the door.

"I'm sorry, you can't go in."

Several doctors bowed to the hospital bed and walked out one after another.

I cried and grabbed the doctor's arm, "Doctor, why didn't you save him?" Please, don't give up. ”

The doctor shook his head helplessly, "I'm sorry, we've been resuscitating for five hours in a row, and we've done our best." He actually had no heartbeat. ”

I glared at the doctors, at the policemen.

"I won't believe it, he called me in the early morning, and now you tell me that he has lost his heartbeat a long time ago?"

One of the officers came up to me.

"Are you Shen Yu?"

I looked at him with teary eyes and nodded.

He took a bag out of his bag and handed it to me.

"This is what he told me when something happened to me and asked me to pass it on to you."

I took it tremblingly and poured the contents of the bag into the palm of my hand.

Looking at what was rolling out, tears welled up in my eyes again.

A bunch of keys that are the keys to the villa.

And the bullet he wore around his neck, and there was something extra on the rope, the diamond ring that I had seen but he had never taken out.

The diamond ring was stained with blood, and it was his blood.

Remembering the last phone call he made to me, he must have used up his last bit of strength to say "I love you." My heart was completely broken when I imagined him entrusting these things.

Clenching the things in my hand, I slowly crouched down and broke down and cried.

What kind of pain is this? It's as if the whole heart has been ripped away.

The police, the doctors, Lao Yang, Jiang Feng, none of them persuaded me.

In the face of life and death, no language is pale.

After crying, I slowly stood up, looked at the man lying quietly in the room, and said firmly, "I'm going to take him home." ”

The police officer stopped me again, "He is a martyr who died for the country, you can't take him away." Besides, according to Comrade Xue Duyun's information, he is single and has no family. ”

For the country? Sacrificial? Martyr?

"Also, you can't come to his funeral because it's out of your protection."

You can't see him, you can't attend his funeral, you can't take him away.

With him a door away, I couldn't do anything.

I leaned on the window and refused to leave, and no one persuaded me.

It was the crying of two children that woke me up.

They don't know if they were affected by my crying, or if the father and son were connected, they could also feel the pain of losing their father.

"Let's go back first, the child is hungry." Jiang Feng said.

I don't know how I got out of the hospital.

The rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, and I didn't want to take shelter from the rain, so I just walked straight into the rain. Ren Jiangfeng shouted behind me.

What is the rain to me, how can it cover the pain in my heart?

I desperately need such a rain now to bring me to my senses.

I must be having a nightmare, yes, it must be just a dream.

What martyr and what does it have to do with him? It's ridiculous.

Lao Yang drove the car and followed me slowly.

"Get in the car, I'll take you back." He shouted at me.

Jiang Feng, who was sitting in the back seat with his two children in his arms, said to me, "Do you want to let the two children suffer with you?" ”

The child's cry and the sound of the rain are intertwined with my mood at the moment, and it sounds a little tragic.

I stood in the rain soaking wet, as if I had lost the whole world.

I've experienced many losses in my life, and each time it has sent me to hell.

Yes, I want to be the one who gets knocked down a hundred times and gets up a hundred and one times, but God is so cruel to me, why do you think I can get up every time?

I'm just a human being, a flesh and blood man, a woman, that's all!

I numbly let Lao Yang help me into the car, and I asked him to send me back to Xue Duyun's villa.

I took out the key and opened the door, and a familiar breath rushed towards me, and the familiar scenes and objects stung me one by one, and my tears came again.

"If your clothes are wet, change them first, or you'll get sick." Jiang Feng said.

I was soaking wet but not feeling cold, and I walked in my water-soaked shoes.

Nothing seems to have changed, and it's the same as when I left.

Rolling came out of nowhere, ran to my feet and rubbed my shoes affectionately.

Jiang Feng put down the two children, went to bring in the luggage again, and then was busy getting food for the two children.

Whether Lao Yang has already driven away, I don't know.

I walked up the stairs like a walking corpse, there were several strollers in the hallway, and I walked to the door where the strollers were piled up and pushed open the door.

It's a children's room that's already furnished, and it's full of dolls that girls love to play with, cars that boys love to play with, and a model airplane that hasn't been built yet.

Imagining him sitting cross-legged on the ground alone, looking down to build a model airplane, my eyes were blurred with tears.

I pushed my room open, and nothing changed.

On the small sofa, there was the guitar, and on the coffee table there was a sheet music.

I walked over and picked up the sheet music.

"I'm most afraid of the sudden silence of the air, the most afraid of the sudden concern of my friends, the most afraid of the memories suddenly rolling and cramping, the most afraid of hearing your news suddenly, suddenly missing you, where will you be, happy or wronged......"

I felt as if I had been run over by a truck, and tears were dripping down the paper.

There was also a USB flash drive on the coffee table.

Picking up the USB flash drive, I turned on the computer and plugged it in.

In the USB flash drive, there is a video.

Handsome and handsome, he appeared in the video with my endless fascination.

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