097, reluctantly
On the day Yan Yue was discharged from the hospital, Fang Xiqiao finally appeared in the hospital, he arrived in the ward early in the morning, Yan Yue hadn't woken up at that time, only Yan Yue was lying on the bed by the window, there was no escort, and the other two beds were also empty.
White bedding, white walls, white bedside tables, white chairs, white wall tiles, the only color is the woman on the hospital bed, because this kind of small hospital does not have a special hospital gown, so she is wearing her own pajamas, or as always blue, she prefers blue.
But it seems that he only prefers blue in his pajamas.
"Mr. Fang?" The person on the hospital bed didn't know when he had woken up, and looked at the door with hazy sleepy eyes, "Why are you here?" ”
Fang Xiqiao's non-appearance these days made Yan Yue think that this man should be very angry with her, so she didn't tell him about the day he was discharged from the hospital, thinking about going back to give a surprise, and by the way, he was angry.
What are you angry about, she slept at two o'clock in the morning last night, and came up with the answer to this question, maybe she was angry that she opened the door to a stranger casually in the middle of the night, or because she opened the door casually without calling him.
When she was subjected to online violence, she once opened the door to a stranger before going to bed, who knew that it was a netizen who came offline, that person wore very scary makeup, made terrifying expressions and actions to scare her, and since that time, Fang Xiqiao no longer allowed her to open the door casually.
Fang Xiqiao saw a trace of surprise on Yan Yue's face, that kind of surprise was saying why he came, and joy was saying that he was finally here, such a look made him feel distressed, but it made him blame himself and shameless, he bent the corners of his mouth, buried the emotions that came out of his heart, and then raised his feet and walked into the ward: "Why didn't you tell me when you were discharged from the hospital today?" ”
"Didn't you say you're busy at work?" Yan Yue's hands were propped up on the bed, and then she got up little by little, but because of the wound on her stomach, her whole face was slightly wrinkled, like a blank piece of paper, which was crumpled by someone's hands.
Fang Xiqiao stepped forward a few steps and stretched out his hand to help Yan Yue, but as soon as his hand touched, there would be a woman who looked very similar to her eighteen years ago, a woman as gentle as her between her eyebrows and eyes, and jumped off the building in despair and died, just in the moonlight, in front of the eyes of the woman he loved.
And all this is caused by his mother.
"Do you want to go back by yourself?" He withdrew his hand without a trace, then shook it tightly, pulled over the chair and sat down on the edge of the bed, avoiding the question, "Fortunately, Aunt Yan told me." ”
Because Xiao Niansheng was hospitalized with an acute illness, Zhang Ling was so anxious over there that she was at a loss, so Yan Meihui rushed back overnight last night, and notified Fang Xiqiao before going back, as for Jiang Feng, he went back to Huaicheng on a mission the day after Yan Yue woke up.
Yan Yue smiled evasively, then got out of bed and went to the bathroom in the ward to wash, and after washing, he changed his clothes directly inside, and Fang Xiqiao went to go through the discharge procedures, and when Fang Xiqiao came back, Yan Yue had already cleaned up.
The two didn't say anything on the way back to Wutong City, Fang Xiqiao just sent Yan Yue to the apartment, and then went out again, before he went out, Yan Yue asked a question anxiously: "Mr. Fang, are you angry with me?" ”
"Huh?" He may have guessed why Yan Yue asked this, but pretending to be stupid at this time is the best way, although he knows that he can't escape, as long as he can not face it for the time being.
Yan Yue took a deep breath, and the next words made her a little embarrassed, but they were questions that had been bothering her for a long time: "Otherwise, why have I been hospitalized for so long and haven't seen you to see me?" ”
Fang Xiqiao tugged at the corners of his mouth, and pulled out a smile that he thought was no different from before: "I was a little angry, but after seeing your injured appearance, my anger disappeared, these days I am busy with the public prosecution case of the procuratorate, and now I have found that this case involves a disappearance case ten years ago, you first recuperate in the apartment, and when things are done, I will accompany you to travel." ”
"Okay." Yan Yue smiled and nodded, and then watched Fang Xiqiao open the door and leave.
She looked around the apartment, she wanted to clean it up, but as soon as the man left, she instantly lost all interest and fighting spirit, not that she couldn't leave for a moment, but she always felt... Something was quietly changing between the two of them, and it seemed that neither she nor Fang Xiqiao could stop it.
She felt inexplicably scared.
She felt that she had not rested well in the hospital, and after standing up and taking a few deep breaths, she went around the sofa and went straight back to her room, which she didn't wake up until eleven o'clock in the evening, and when she came out of the room, it was dark in the living room, and Fang Xiqiao had not returned.
Yan Yue sighed, there was a hint of loneliness between her eyebrows, she didn't know how long she hadn't stayed with Fang Xiqiao, she really relied on one person too much, she couldn't think about it just because a person wasn't around, she just ate a little bit at noon.
Thinking of this, she cheered up, because she was too lazy to do it again, so she walked directly to the refrigerator, took out cereal and yogurt, ate a little, and went to the living room to sit after eating.
Energetic, she picked it up and flipped a few pages casually, and it was more than one o'clock in the morning, she wrapped the blanket on her body tightly, looked in the direction of the door, and thought about waiting for Fang Xiqiao a little longer, but her eyelids fought, and she fell asleep on the back of the sofa in a daze, and she couldn't see the person she was waiting for coming in through that door.
Fang Xiqiao came back at about two o'clock in the morning, and as soon as he opened the door, he saw the woman who had slept on the sofa in the living room wrapped in a blanket and holding a book in his hand, he sighed, and the tiredness between his eyebrows added a trace of confusion, he didn't know how to treat this woman again.
is busy with Duan Wei's case is true, and it is also true that the case involved a new disappearance case, because it involved the disappearance of his mother Wang Quanwen, and Su Jiannian had dealings with Duan Wei back then, according to Duan Wei's subordinates, Su Jiannian owed a huge amount of gambling debts back then, and in order to survive, Wang Quanwen was sent out, and now the Ministry of Public Security has intervened, and it will not take long for the results to come out.
He obviously didn't lie, but he always felt sorry for this woman.
In fact, he goes to the hospital every day, but he always only dares to go when Yan Yue is asleep, because he can't face Yan Yue who is awake, and he can't face Yan Yue who looks at him with those affectionate eyes.
It's guilt, it's guilt, his guilt makes him unable to face Yan Yue, who has seven emotions and six desires, joys, angers and sorrows, because Yan Yue should have been happier.
Fang Xiqiao carefully carried the woman into the bedroom, lowered her head and kissed her gently, then got up and closed the door and left.
In the next half a month, almost all of them lived this kind of life, and rarely could meet, Yan Yue raised it for a few days, and began to go outside to continue looking for a dessert shop, and two explosive news came out in the middle, with the titles "Due to Su Jiannian's cyber violence incident that led to kidnapping, the police eliminated dozens of online trolls in one fell swoop", "Su Jiannian, who deceived netizens' feelings, finally got retribution, and it was rumored on the Internet that he was investigated by the Ministry of Public Security".
Another half a month has passed, Yan Yue finally can't stand Fang Xiqiao's busy work every day, she got up early one morning, how early was it, she stayed in the living room all night.
Because Fang Xiqiao would go out very early every day during the month, and she didn't come back until she fell asleep, she knew Fang Xiqiao's ability, she could stay awake after only a few hours of sleep, and get up on time, so she could only not sleep.
At half past five in the morning, she heard the sound of the door being opened behind her, she turned her head to look, and after Fang Xiqiao smiled at her, she turned and went into the bathroom next to her to wash.
There was a reluctant smile in that smile, Yan Yue could clearly see that she turned her head, lowered her head and sneered, she might have had a premonition of something, or that what she had premonition about these days was right.
It's really bad, why do you choose to rely on it, obviously her mother has already taught her a bloody lesson, she still doesn't know how to believe in love, believe in these ethereal things.
"Why did you wake up so early today?" After Fang Xiqiao washed up, he went to the kitchen, and when he looked up at the living room, he saw the woman on the sofa and frowned, "You haven't slept all night?" ”
As long as Yan Yue doesn't sleep for a long time, she will have a special feeling in her whole body, and this feeling will be easily discovered by Fang Xiqiao's very keen feelings.
Yan Yue wanted to nod, she felt that her head, which had not rested for a long time, was a little groggy, as if as long as it was like this, her head would fall directly from her neck, and then grunt all the way to the bottom of the coffee table.
It was terrible to think like this, so she fell straight back, and her stiff body fell backwards like a sculpture, and when her body was soothed by the soft sofa back, she let out a long breath of relaxation, and then let out a soft "um" in a nasal voice.
This "um" carries the dew left behind by the night.
"Why don't you sleep?" Fang Xiqiao heard the woman's hoarse voice, and her tone was a little stricter.
"Some insomnia." Yan Yue turned her head to the kitchen, gritted her teeth, and smiled a little tiredly, "I can't sleep, I feel empty in my heart." ”
Fang Xiqiao warmed a glass of milk and returned to gentleness: "Drink some hot milk, and then go back to the room to sleep, and take your time in the dessert shop." ”
Yan Yue stared at the hand in front of her and swallowed her saliva, this hand was still foul as always, she reached out to take it and deliberately covered it.