That day, after He Qiuyuan finished the last sentence, he did not leave, but fell into a deep coma, but it can also be said that he had left, because after that, He Qiuyuan never woke up again, and three days later He Qiuyuan stopped breathing in a coma, and the electrocardiogram became a straight line, and she completely left this world, the people she loved, and the people who loved her.

On the day He Qiuyuan died, organ donation surgery was performed, and the funeral was held the next day, just a very simple funeral, Yu Zhi also rushed over to attend the funeral that day, and after the funeral, Li Xin was also hospitalized to protect the fetus.

But it didn't make it clear whether she would divorce He Qi, when Yan Yue asked, Li Xin only said that she would talk about it when the child was saved, which meant that if the child was saved, she would not divorce, if she couldn't keep it, her uterus would also be removed, then there would be no reason not to divorce.

After all, the doctor also said that she was too tired, sad, and emotional, and it was difficult to keep the fetus, and it depended on fate and fate with the child.

Yan Yue and Fang Xiqiao discussed, when Yan Yue asked, Fang Xiqiao took He Qi to listen outside the ward, and when he heard that He Qi here rushed directly into the ward, saying that he would not divorce whether he had children or not, and if he really wanted it in the future, he would adopt it, but Li Xin's attitude was still obscure, but at least he did not mention the word divorce again.

Because she was afraid that Li Xin would fall into the incident seven years ago again, Yan Yue suggested that Li Xin collect evidence and file a lawsuit against Wang Dong to the court, and only use the weapon of the law to give those people a warning and punishment, and those people will not dare to slander them wantonly.

Sometimes, human beings are creatures that bully the soft and fear the hard, blindly retreating, others still think that they are weak and afraid, as long as they take the initiative to fight back, it is the best way.

Li Xin also listened to this suggestion, and then He Qi immediately found a lawyer and prepared to file a lawsuit against Wang Dong with the court.

After dealing with the matter in C City, Yan Yue and Fang Xiqiao also rushed back to Wutong City, they arrived in Wutong City at eight o'clock in the morning, Fang Xiqiao sent Yan Yue back to the apartment to rest, and then drove to school to attend classes.

Before returning to Wutong City, Li Xin repeatedly asked Fang Xiqiao to let Yan Yue obediently go to the hospital for examination and treatment.

But before the treatment, Fang Xiqiao was even more worried that Yan Yue would have an emotional breakdown first, because on the day He Qiuyuan died, Yan Yue was so sad that he fainted, so when he was in the apartment, he had always been careful to pay attention, and when Yan Yue went to work, he would also ask Chen Yu to help pay attention, and if there was anything wrong, he would call him.

But the strange thing is that in the next few days, Yan Yue's mood has always been normal, just like before, occasionally talking to Li Xin on the phone, but only talking about some daily life or asking Li Xin about the current fetal protection situation, without mentioning anything about He Qiuyuan, as if He Qiuyuan never appeared in her memory.

The only thing that can feel that Yan Yue is flesh and blood is that when Yan Yue is eating, she will occasionally say "This is what Madoka likes to eat"; Watching TV, when I accidentally tune to the anime channel, I will also say "This is what Madoka likes to watch"; When she sees a plush toy, she will sigh and say, "Madoka likes this, I should have bought it for her earlier"; When I drank porridge for breakfast, I would also say, "Madoka loves to eat the preserved egg and lean porridge in the north of the city", and then tears fell into the porridge.

Chen Yu also said that Yan Yue was not abnormal when she was in the company, but she would be obsessed with watching Korean dramas, and she would often cry when she watched it, and she was very sad to cry, and a pack of pumping paper was used up in three days.

By the way, Yan Yue also began to shed tears for no reason, in fact, it was not for no reason, Fang Xiqiao could guess that Yan Yue hid her sadness in her heart, she was secretly sad in her heart, and her tears expressed it for her.

The only thing Fang Xiqiao could do was to reach out and help her wipe it away gently when she was crying, and then silently accompany her.

Later, He Qi called and asked about Yan Yue's situation after she came back, and the two asked and answered, and finally found that Li Xin and Yan Yue's situation was completely similar, and both of them could only sigh helplessly, and then take care of them more carefully.

Two women with dead hearts, beneath the calm surface, is a heart soaked in sadness.

But Li Xin still has a child to worry about, and Yan Yue doesn't.

Fang Xiqiao also believed that at a certain time, even he would not be able to leave Yan Yue behind, although He Qiuyuan was born by Li Xin, Yan Yue had taken care of him since he was a child, personally changing diapers, feeding milk, and carefully teaching etiquette and truth, Yan Yue also had the role of half a mother, and the motherhood involved in this would be better than him.

In the eight days that Yan Yue underwent the fifth course of chemotherapy, the side effects of chemotherapy began to become more and more obvious, her hair fell out a lot, she would be nauseous and vomiting, and she lost a lot of weight quickly, crying and crying out for pain every day.

At this time, Fang Xiqiao would be so heartbroken that he secretly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and then went to coax Yan Yue softly, Yan Yue was not crying, but sobbing in a low voice, when sobbing, the already thin body would tremble slightly, but this was even more heart-wrenching.

What made Fang Xiqiao feel really flustered was that one night after Yan Yue returned to the apartment, she suddenly became very clingy, and sat on the sofa after eating, holding his waist with both hands, and her head gently resting on his chest, and then she suddenly said that she wanted to resign.

"Why do you suddenly think that?" Fang Xiqiao reached out and pulled the broken hair of Yan Yue's sideburns to the side.

"I just figured it out suddenly, and I suddenly figured it out." Yan Yue exhaled, closed her eyes a little tired, but the expression of "the years are quiet" said extremely heavy words, just like He Qiuyuan that day, "In the past, I was afraid of losing my position as a veteran in the team, afraid that the position would be snatched by newcomers, and that my youth efforts in the past six or seven years would be a bubble, but I am not afraid now." ”

Fang Xiqiao smiled dotingly, lowered his head and kissed the top of the woman's hair, Yan Yue's current body is indeed the best to rest at home, but when he just wanted to respond to a "good", Yan Yue's words behind him stuffed his "good" back.

"I don't want to die and stay up late for work, I want to die before I am leaning on the couch watching my favorite TV series, or watching an old movie that I have treasured for a long time." Yan Yue curled the corners of her mouth, her eyes were still closed, as if she was imagining that picture, "When people come to the world, they should enjoy those beautiful scenery and read the wonderful movies of the last century, why should they live so tired..."

Then, Yan Yue sighed again: "In the end, we will finally be picked up by the angel sister in Xiaoyuan's mouth, Mr. Fang, do you say yes?" ”

Fang Xiqiao was stunned for a long time, and finally bit out the word "no" angrily, and then refused to say half a word more, no matter how Yan Yue called him, he pursed his thin lips tightly, and he was angry and unwilling to pay attention.

"I'm just talking about it." Yan Yue also saw Fang Xiqiao's anger, and hurriedly opened her mouth to redeem what she had just said, seeing that Fang Xiqiao still didn't want to pay attention to herself, she directly reached out to touch Fang Xiqiao's Adam's apple, which was his sensitive point.

Sure enough, after a while, Fang Xiqiao couldn't help but lose the battle first, and laughed helplessly with a pursed mouth, glaring at the culprit who was doing nonsense.

Yan Yue grinned and immediately opened her mouth to grind this man, but the left and right were also the same sentence, because it was not a lie, so when it was explained, the language was also lacking: "I really just talk casually... But I really want to resign, I often ask for leave and always feel sorry for my seniors, it is better to resign and take care of my body first. ”

"As long as you decide, I will support you, except for your theory of life and death." Fang Xiqiao hugged the woman in his arms tightly, he knew that Yan Yue was not just talking casually, He Qiuyuan's death gave her too much blow.

When a person personally experiences the death of someone around him, he will feel something in an instant, and that feeling may be that life is short and he must live well, or he may realize life and death and lose the motivation to live.

And Yan Yue, who experienced He Qiuyuan's death, is obviously the latter, and her illness will make her even more cranky.

Yan Yue heard Fang Xiqiao's second half of the sentence, chuckled, and then looked up at Fang Xiqiao, who was leaning on: "Then what will I do after I resign, I should find an easier job, how about a convenience store cashier?" ”

"Didn't you quit your job to take care of your health?" Fang Xiqiao also lowered his head and looked at the woman in his arms, and raised his eyebrows slightly, "Why are you still thinking about looking for a new job?" ”

Yan Yue lowered her head and moved her body: "It's to take care of my body, but I can't just stay at home and do nothing, although the seniors' salaries and bonuses and year-end bonuses are paid these days, although there are quite a lot, and the stronghold can also live for a few years, but people still need to have a sense of being prepared for danger in times of peace." ”

Then, she stretched out the five fingers of one palm and calculated: "This job is too tiring now, so change to an easier one, and the salary can pay for water and electricity, rent and food." ”

"Isn't there still me, I'll raise you." Fang Xiqiao reached out and grabbed Yan Yue's open hand, then lowered his head and buried his head in Yan Yue's neck, "We..."

Yan Yue saw that her hand was tightly held, she was playful, and went to break Fang Xiqiao's fingers like a child, seeing that Fang Xiqiao didn't continue, she was puzzled, "Huh? "Silence.

Fang Xiqiao took advantage of the trend and kissed Yan Yue's earlobe: "Get married." ”

Yan Yue was stunned, no longer continued the movements in her hand, she had no intention of playing, and took her other hand back: "Even if we get married, we can't let Mr. Fang keep supporting me, we have to think about it for the future." ”

"Then you can open a small shop, be your own boss, and you can get off work whenever you want, when you want to take a holiday." Fang Xiqiao didn't continue the topic just now, and continued with Yan Yue's words, "You don't have to worry about money, you are only responsible for thinking about what kind of store you want to open." ”

Yan Yue looked up in some surprise, it takes a lot of money to open a store, it's a lot of money: "Could it be that my boyfriend is an invisible rich man?" ”

Fang Xiqiao hooked the corners of his mouth: "Isn't it like?" ”

"Then I won't be looking for a job, and I'm not going to open a store." Yan Yue lay directly on Fang Xiqiao's body, only thinking that Fang Xiqiao was amusing herself, and then pursed her lips and smiled, saying witticism, "I want to enjoy the days of being raised by my own man!" ”

When Fang Xiqiao heard the words "his own man", he was so happy that everything was cute, and the woman in his arms was no exception, he reached out and rubbed Yan Yue's head: "I will be able to raise you for nothing, if you live like this, you should still be able to live without having to work for the rest of your life." ”

"Then I'm not going to be lazy." Yan Yue snorted, and really began to think about opening a store, her savings were barely able to open a small shop of more than 20 square meters, "Open a dessert shop, I applied for a baking class when I was in college, and I have also made some food for Xiaoyuan in the past few years, and the craftsmanship is not too wasted, but I still have to deal with everything in the team first, and submit my resignation report tomorrow, so I can't start thinking about the new store until the end of next month." ”

Fang Xiqiao saw that Yan Yue mentioned Xiaoyuan, and immediately held his breath and stared at Yan Yue nervously, but saw that Yan Yue was still that calm appearance, but he still didn't dare to let go of his heart, so he could only hold Yan Yue's hand.

There is also the fact that Yan Yue doesn't have the heart to think about those things: "Take your time, you can first go online to see what the dessert shop needs, what name you want to call, what desserts you want to make, desserts also have to be named, right?" ”

"......" Yan Yue sighed, "It's so troublesome, I don't want to open it." ”

Fang Xiqiao narrowed his eyes and scrutinized: "Don't give up halfway. ”

Yan Yue immediately retorted: "I didn't give up halfway, I just talked about it." ”

"Okay, let's not open." Fang Xiqiao smiled helplessly, and wrapped Yan Yue in his arms with both hands, "Then can you think about it now, what I said earlier?" ”

"What?"

"Let's get married."

“……”

Yan Yue didn't answer or refuse, she just didn't speak, she leaned her back against Fang Xiqiao's chest, the whole person was encircled in the man's arms, she swallowed her saliva, and then reached out and touched the man's sturdy arm: "At the end of chemotherapy, although Dr. Zhang said that my cancer cells have not grown anymore, he also said that as long as my condition deteriorates, I need to be prepared." ”

Fang Xiqiao's gaze fell on the hand on his arm: "You digress." ”

"No digression." Yan Yue snorted in her voice, there were some little women's delicate postures in it, but then she said cruel words, "Mr. Fang, do you know, you need to be prepared that I will leave at any time, if we get married, what will you do if I die in the future." ”

"For the sake of the future, you need to find someone to take care of you, but I am a narrow-hearted woman, and I can't accept that the man I love will marry another woman after I die."

"I won't marry again, I said I'll never find someone who will make me love so much."

"Then I'll be worried, I'm not worried about dying."

"You're making a fuss." Fang Xiqiao frowned, "You don't want me to marry, and you said that you would be worried, you just don't want to marry me?" ”

Yan Yue patted Fang Xiqiao's arm, then left Fang Xiqiao's arms, sat next to him, and looked at Fang Xiqiao: "I'm stating the facts." ”

Fang Xiqiao turned his gaze away and stopped continuing the topic: "Find a time, let's go on a trip." ”

Yan Yue didn't say anything more, because they all knew it, and if they continued to say it, they would quarrel: "Where to travel?" ”

"Anywhere." Fang Xiqiao reached out for the remote control on the coffee table with some irritability, switching the TV station frequently, the dryness in his heart had been exposed, and after realizing the uncontrollable emotion, Yan Yue also looked at his nervous saliva, he took a deep breath, put down the remote control, and looked at the woman sideways, "You need to go out for a walk, although Madoka is gone, there are still so many people who love you, such as me." ”

Yan Yue subconsciously clenched her hands, her eyes were slightly red, but she didn't speak.

"I know you're sad in your heart, but you don't have to be that strong, I'm your boyfriend, I want you to show me your weak side, I want you to rely on me." Fang Xiqiao leaned back and leaned his head against the soft back of the sofa, "Instead of pretending that nothing is wrong, this will not reassure me, it will only make me more worried." ”

"Yes... I'm sorry. Yan Yue, who was tense with emotions, finally couldn't hold back anymore, cried softly, and as soon as she lowered her head, tears fell on the ground and bloomed into a flower, "I... I didn't want to marry Mr. Fang, I just saw Xiaoyuan walking so fast, so I was a little scared, obviously she was still making trouble in front of me at that time, and said that she wanted to live with me and eat preserved eggs and lean porridge every day, but... She suddenly fell ill, but she left this world in just over ten days. ”

Fang Xiqiao hurriedly went to draw a few pieces of paper, just like before, quietly and gently wiped Yan Yue's tears, Yan Yue lowered his head, and he bent down to wipe it.

Yan Yue, whose eyes were red from crying, looked at Fang Xiqiao, and hugged him with an emotional breakdown: "Xiaoyuan walked so fast, he didn't give us time to accept it at all, I'm afraid... I'm afraid that if my condition worsens, I won't be able to survive for more than ten days, life is really fragile, people just leave, but it makes the living so painful. ”

After saying such a long sentence, Yan Yue repeated the first sentence in a soft whisper: "I really don't want to marry Mr. Fang..."

"Love brings a lot of things, including pain, and as long as there is love, it is inevitable." Fang Xiqiao hugged Yan Yue back, tilted his head slightly, and rubbed Yan Yue's hair with the tip of his nose, the familiar taste made his heart fascinated, and that sentence also made him slightly drunk, "It's not that if I don't get married, I won't be miserable, as long as I love you, then I will be sad when you leave, but I believe that you won't leave, because I love you so much." ”

"Let me be selfish for once, because I love you, so don't leave."