"Godmother... Square... Uncle Fang..."

Yan Yue and Fang Xiqiao rushed to the hospital, and as soon as they walked into the ward, they saw He Qiuyuan wearing a respirator, and they were shouting with difficulty, the voice was only there when they were hovering between life and death, heavy and weak, He Qiuyuan's little face was full of tears, but there was only a subtle cry, and her only remaining strength only allowed her to make such a sound.

"Madoka-chan..."Yan Yue immediately walked to the side of the bed, and her voice quickly choked, "You can be regarded as awake, I thought Madoka didn't want to be a godmother." ”

Fang Xiqiao smiled warmly and comfortingly at Xiao Yuan, and then walked over to He Qi and stood still.

He Qi patted Fang Xiqiao's shoulder and signaled something, and the two of them quietly walked out of the ward one after the other, leaving only Yan Yue and He Qiuyuan there.

"Godmother, I want to see my mother..." He Qiuyuan was already a little difficult to speak, the first half of the sentence was quite smooth, but the second half of the sentence was stumbling, and the sound of heavy breathing was also accompanied by the sound of speaking, "I... I... The angels are coming... Pick up... Pick me up, Sister Angel... Yesterday... Yesterday was going to take me away... But I haven't talked to my mom and dad yet... and godmother, Uncle Fang... Say goodbye, and I beg the angel sister..."

Yan Yue's tear ducts were stimulated by He Qiuyuan's words, and she kept shedding tears, wanting to say something, but her throat was so choked by tears that she couldn't say anything.

"Godmother, you... Don't you cry, I... I'll be sad. He Qiuyuan looked at the hot tears on his hands, and then said, "I begged Sister Angel... My sister just gave me a little more time... Come... I'm here to say goodbye to you..."

Yan Yue lowered her head, clasped her hands against her forehead, she had been holding back the crying, and her body trembled more and more, she really couldn't help it, she raised her head, regardless of her image, wiped her tears with one hand, wiped the tears from the corners of He Qiuyuan's eyes with the other hand, and then leaned over and kissed He Qiuyuan's forehead: "Godmother is going to find my mother, okay, you wait here first." ”

"That's... That godmother is going to... You have to hurry up..."He Qiuyuan's originally dry eyes were moistened by tears, but he didn't know if it was the old man who said that the light returned, "God.. Sister Angel only gave me a little bit of time..."

Yan Yue pursed her lips to prevent her crying from coming out, then pulled out a smile, nodded and walked out of the ward, as soon as she stepped out of the ward, she couldn't help but squat down and cry recklessly, but the crying was still restrained, because she didn't want the people in the room to hear it.

It wasn't until a force pulled her up and wiped away her tears with a tissue that she came back to her senses, she still had to go to Li Xinlai, and Xiaoyuan still had to see her mother.

Yan Yue glanced at Fang Xiqiao, who was wiping her tears, and didn't care about saying anything, she looked directly at He Qi who was sitting on the bench in the corridor: "How long does the doctor say Xiaoyuan is left?" ”

"I don't know." He Qi's whole mood was also very low, "The doctor said that he didn't know, and said that Xiaoyuan was lucky to wake up, so let's be ready at any time." ”

Be ready at all times.

Fang Xiqiao's Adam's apple rolled up and down, and Dr. Zhang's words filled his mind again, and his hand holding the tissue drooped, and then his hand tightened, and the tissue turned into a ball.

"What about Li Xin?" Yan Yue asked very urgently, she had to be ready at any time, that is, Xiao Yuan could leave at any time, she couldn't let Xiao Yuan leave regrets, and she couldn't let Li Xin regret it for a lifetime.

He Qi shook his head again: "Yesterday, Xiaoyuan went to the hospital, and she never came, and she didn't answer the phone, so she turned off the phone directly, Xiaoyuan woke up today and asked her mother many times, and I didn't know how to answer." ”

Yan Yue took a deep breath: "Then does she know Xiaoyuan's current situation!?" ”

He Qi still shook his head, this time he didn't speak, he shook his head to mean that he didn't know.

"I'll go find her." When Yan Yue exhaled that breath, she staggered under her feet.

Fang Xiqiao hurriedly reached out to help: "Do you want me to accompany you?" ”

Yan Yue glanced at the ward and shook her head: "You guys accompany Xiaoyuan here, I'll come back after looking for it, and I'll come back as soon as possible whether I can find it or not." ”

Li Xin didn't want to see Xiaoyuan, she couldn't see it, she didn't want to regret it for a lifetime.

After saying that, after giving Fang Xiqiao a reassuring smile, she turned around and left, but she didn't know where to look for it at all, and the phone was turned off when she made a call, and in the end she could only go to the place where she last met yesterday, the obstetrics and gynecology department.

After looking around, I asked yesterday's doctor, and the doctor reprimanded her, saying that Li Xin's fetus was unstable and had made her in the hospital, saying why no one came to see her, she didn't eat for a day and a night, and the nurse found out and brought up a box of lunch.

Yan Yue apologized and thanked again and again, and then rushed into the ward where Li Xin was without delay, and as soon as she entered, she saw a thin figure curled up on the bed, with her head buried in her legs.

"Madoka wants to see you." She really didn't have time or mood to ask anything, time waits for no one, and for the first time, she realized the true meaning of this sentence so deeply.

Li Xin didn't move, and she didn't make any movements, and if you didn't catch her fingers moving, then you might think she was asleep or unconscious.

But Yan Yue saw it, so the anger in her chest was already uncontrollable: "Xiaoyuan is awake, she wants to see you, if you don't want to regret it for the rest of your life, hurry up and follow me to the ward." ”

Li Xin was silent for a while, and then finally raised his head, his eyes were already red and swollen, "Moon, shouldn't I have given birth to Madoka in the first place, nor should I have survived from that person's hands." ”

"You... What are you talking about? Yan Yue lowered her gaze, and then understood that it was Wang Dong's words yesterday that affected Li Xin, "Everyone has the right to live, no one should be deprived of it, you just want to live You are not wrong, it is the rapist who is wrong!" You just want to enjoy the joy of motherhood, and you're not wrong with that! ”

Li Xin cried directly: "But now it's like this, I gave birth to Madoka because I wanted to be a mother, but I didn't want to be Madoka's mother at that time, what I wanted was a child born with the person I loved, so now God is going to 'punish' me, he wants to take Madoka away now!" ”

"I just wanted to live at that time, and I didn't want to be infected with AIDS, so I obeyed, and I didn't dare to resist, crying and asking the rapist to wear a condom, I survived, but now I am living better than death, it is better to die happily, those people can still pity me, and they can still scold the rapist, instead of blaming me for being alive like now."

After Li Xin finished speaking, she suddenly went to take the fruit knife placed at the head of the bed to cut her wrists, Yan Yue saw this and hurriedly went up to fight, in the snatching, Yan Yue's palm inevitably slashed, but fortunately the fruit knife was snatched away, she pulled a few pieces of paper and simply stopped the bleeding, and then looked down at Li Xin, who collapsed, stretched out her hand and hugged it tightly, and tears flowed down like water, just like back then.

Li Xin, who was a junior in college at the time, because her boyfriend Wang Dong was drunk in the bar, called her at ten o'clock in the evening to ask her to pick up, she rushed out of the dormitory at the last moment when the dormitory manager aunt closed the door, but on the way to the bar, she was held hostage by a man, she struggled for a long time, but that person had a knife in his hand, she realized that no matter whether she struggled or not, the final result would be violated.

She thought that it was better to die than to live, so she no longer resisted; She wants to live to fulfill her dreams, so she no longer resists; She wanted to live to see the snowy mountains, so she didn't resist anymore, but when she made that decision, she was more desperate than anyone else, the kind of despair that no one would come to save her, and she could only live by obedience.

She was afraid that such a man would carry HIV, and she deliberately came out to take revenge on the society, so she made such a request, she just wanted to protect herself by all means in a desperate situation, did she do something wrong?

That night, she curled up on the lawn behind the bushes and cried all the time, and then she got dressed and went to the police, but she didn't catch the man, on the contrary, the whole school knew about her experience that night, and everyone began to laugh at her, scold her, and say that she was shameless, and let a man take the initiative to violate her, not to mention that it was not rape.

also said that she was a princess standing on the street, and because the price could not be negotiated, she lied that she was raped.

She is obviously a victim, she is already in the abyss, she has the courage to call the police, and she wants to live, and she has done everything she can to protect herself to the point of being the target of that Qianfu.

In just a few days, she was kicked into a deeper abyss by those so-called people who praised morality, and she was saved several times when she wanted to commit suicide, and the people who saved her were naturally not those bystanders, but the younger brother Yu Le who she had helped.

During that time, Yu Zhi skipped class every day and followed her, afraid that she would do something stupid again, and then secretly found Yan Yue's phone and called to tell Yan Yue about it.

Yan Yue asked for leave and rushed directly from Wutong City, and just arrived to hear that Li Xin was found to be pregnant, and went to the hospital to have a fetus, it turned out that night, no matter how Li Xin prayed, the man was unwilling to wear a condom, Li Xin once thought that he would have AIDS.

The doctor said that Li Xin's uterine wall is too thin, if the fetus is aborted, then the uterus must be removed, Li Xin left the child because she wanted to be a mother, Yan Yue also took Li Xin, who dropped out of school, back to Wutong City, and then Yan Yue studied and worked part-time while taking care of Li Xin, Yu Zhi would also come over to help during the holidays, or send some nutrition and money over.

There are often people from Li Xin's school who come to Wutong City to travel, as long as they see Li Xin, they will laugh and insult, and even more will find the place where Li Xin lives to watch and laugh, and over time Li Xin does not dare to go out again, for a whole year, Li Xin has not been out of the room again, and her whole person is also infected with a sick white, and it took half a year to take Chinese medicine to recover.

For this reason, Yan Yue also had a fight with those who specially found onlookers to watch and laugh, which Li Xin didn't know.

At that time, the two of them were really on the verge of despair, and the most important thing was that Li Xin often had suicidal thoughts and behaviors, and Yan Yue was also tormented by this gloom and despair to the point that she had suicidal thoughts.

She couldn't even go to the fortune teller, and asked the fortune teller to help save them and save them from the fire, and she went to pray to God and worship Buddha every day.

In the end, when she was buying old brown sugar, she accidentally found the alley in the old city, because she was hungry and ate in that family restaurant, probably seeing that her face was not red, so the old gentleman took the initiative to talk to her about homely things, and deliberately pointed out in this house, and she perked up and persevered.

I still remember when Xiaoyuan was born, because Li Xin still had nightmares every night, and when she woke up, she wanted to strangle the child, so since she was discharged from the hospital, Yan Yue took care of the child herself, and fortunately, Xiaoyuan's child looks like Li Xin, without the shadow of others, and loves to laugh and make people laugh, and Li Xin slowly accepted Xiaoyuan a few months later.

"You can't think about it like that." Yan Yue said hoarsely, "Everyone in this world has the right to live, as long as we don't want to die, then it's right for us to survive, think about Madoka, every place looks like you, and you're so cute and obedient, how much happiness has it brought us in those years." ”

In that period of more than a year, Yan Yue fell into the abyss first, and then pulled Li Xin out of that abyss by hand.

In the past seven years, the two of them have tried their best to fill in the abyss, filling in the soil with their own happiness and cheerfulness, and the happiness that Madoka brought to them in the back has also become "soil" to fill in, but yesterday... Wang Dong's vicious words easily dug up the soil they filled, and even wanted to kick them back into the abyss.

Li Xin cried even louder: "But Xiaoyuan is going to be taken away by God, this is a warning from God, tell me... Tell me a warning that I did something wrong back then. ”

"It's not a warning..."

Yan Yue had just said halfway, and suddenly a call came from her mobile phone, it was Fang Xiqiao calling, she quickly answered, and realized that it was He Qiuyuan's matter, so she pressed the speakerphone, which was to ask her to hurry back to the ward, saying that He Qiuyuan was going to die.

Li Xin bit her lip, and tears fell down one by one.

"Madoka said that Sister Angel was coming to take her away yesterday, but she was reluctant to let us go, so she begged Sister Angel to give her a little more time to say goodbye to us." Yan Yue was so flustered that she relayed everything He Qiuyuan said, "She said she wanted to see her mother." ”

Li Xin finally broke through the line of defense in her heart, got out of bed directly, and ran outside without even wearing shoes, Yan Yue also hurriedly followed, and when she arrived outside He Qiuyuan's ward, Li Xin flinched again, she said helplessly: "Moon... I'm afraid that as soon as I see Madoka, the nightmare of that night will reappear in my mind, and I can't run away no matter how much I can, I'm afraid... I'm really scared, I don't have the courage. ”

"Then you wait here first, and I'll go in and see how it goes." Yan Yue is not reluctant, it is just a wall, if it is really the last moment to meet, just rush in.

Li Xin nodded, and then sat weakly on the bench outside, Yan Yue entered the ward, saw a few outsiders, and asked to know that He Qiuyuan wanted to donate his organs and corneas after death, which He Qiuyuan had already told Li Xin and them.

These people are Red Cross staff and human organ donation coordinators, who are now signing the Chinese Human Organ Donation Registration Form.

After signing, those people gave He Qiuyuan some bear dolls and bouquets, expressed some respect, and left.

"Godmother...?" He Qiuyuan saw Yan Yue at a glance, and then looked behind Yan Yue, and after looking around, the look in his eyes changed to loss, "Mom... What about Mom? ”

Yan Yue subconsciously glanced at the door, then walked to the side of the bed, knelt on one knee, and held Xiaoyuan's hand: "Shall we call my mother?" ”

He Qiuyuan nodded, the phone was answered as soon as she called, and she immediately shouted excitedly: "Mom." ”

This "mother" shouted the same as when she was healthy, Yan Yue secretly wiped her tears, and also heard the sobbing sound on the other side of the phone, and then a sweet "eh": "Mom is here." ”

"Mom, don't divorce your father, and don't take out the little sister in your belly, okay?" He Qiuyuan prayed for the last time in his life, "When I leave, my father can protect you, and my little sister can continue to accompany you for me and make you happy." ”

Li Xin didn't speak, probably covering her mouth with her hands, desperately trying not to let her emotions collapse and leak out.

He Qiuyuan prayed again: "Mom, is it okay to promise Xiaoyuan?" ”

"Mom... Mom... Answer... Promise you. Li Xin's voice was mixed with crying, which came intermittently.

"That's... What about Dad? He Qiuyuan looked at He Qi again, "Is it okay for Dad to continue to protect Mom... I know Dad loves Mom... I love Madoka too... In the past, Madoka was disobedient and too capricious, but in fact, she had a little sister... The little brother is very good, and Madoka has a little friend at home. ”

He Qi, a thirty-five-year-old man, couldn't help but shed tears, nodded, choked up and said, "Dad... Dad promised Madoka that he would always protect his mother, that he would always love his mother, and that he would always love Madoka. ”

"Daddy is so nice." He Qiuyuan said one thing after another, and then stretched out his little hand to grab Yan Yue's hand, "Godmother... Fortunately, you already have Uncle Fang, otherwise, Madoka... gone, godmother has to be so sad. ”

Yan Yue, who had been wiping her tears, smiled bitterly: "As long as Madoka leaves, my godmother will be sad, so don't leave, okay?" ”

He Qiuyuan pouted, then shook his head: "No, I have agreed with Sister Angel, and I only have half a day." ”

Yan Yue didn't care about her image as an adult: "But my godmother will be very sad." ”

He Qiuyuan smiled at Fang Xiqiao again: "Uncle Fang... You have to be a good godmother to me, it's better to work hard to let my godmother give birth to a little brother, and if my mother has a little sister, then my godmother must also have a little brother, so that they won't be sad because they don't have me. ”

Fang Xiqiao, who had red eyes, nodded along with the meaning: "Uncle Fang will work hard to marry your godmother home first, and then you will teach your little brother how to eat and how to talk." ”

"Good! I still have to teach my little brother to read and write, I know a lot of words..."He Qiuyuan happily agreed, but then his spirit disappeared all of a sudden.

She suddenly turned her head to the phone and said, "Mom... Mom, Sister Angel is coming to pick up... I'll go..."

"Madoka ——!" Before He Qiuyuan's words were finished, Li Xin, who was outside, rushed in like crazy, and immediately knelt beside the bed, pounced on He Qiuyuan's body, hugged his daughter tightly, and used all his strength to say and stay, "Don't go, don't leave your mother, okay?" ”

Li Xin rushed over, Yan Yue hurriedly got up and got out of the way, but because of crying so much, her head was a little dizzy and hypoxic, and she almost fell down when she retreated, it was Fang Xiqiao who quickly stepped forward and hugged her, she was too tired, and gently leaned on Fang Xiqiao and sobbed.

He Qi was wiping his tears, and Fang Xiqiao's eyes were also red.

The adults in the first ward were crying and crying, sad and sad, but the person concerned, He Qiuyuan, did not have any sadness, not even tears, and there was a shallow smile at the corner of his mouth, as if to say, "It's good to get together and disperse", and I don't know who is the child and who is the adult for a while.

He Qiuyuan grinned when he saw the adults in the room who were sad for him, and was still comforting the adults: "Mom, you have taught Xiaoyuan, to be a man... If you want to talk and count, Madoka has already promised Sister Angel... As long as I say goodbye to you, I will be obedient... Obediently follow her..."

"Don't... Don't leave your mother..."Li Xin shouted hoarsely, she hoped that her child would not be obedient for the first time, "Xiaoyuan, don't be so obedient, don't be so obedient, you will be a person who does not believe in your word..."

"Mom, you and Dad are going to be very happy... Very happy, godmother and Uncle Fang will never be separated..."He Qiuyuan glanced at He Qi, Fang Xiqiao and Yan Yue standing next to the bed, and burst into a bright smile like a flower.

Then she reached out and touched Li Xin's abdomen, leaving her last sentence in the world: "Little sister in the belly, you must accompany my mother and godmother for me, and live a healthy life, thousand... Million... No... Don't get sick... Don't leave them. ”

"Madoka... I love you, I will always love you, and I will love you in heaven, Sister Angel is very good, she will let me see my mother on earth in heaven..."