Li Xin and He Qi reached a consensus and decided to divorce, as for the child in the womb, it all depends on how Li Xin wants to deal with it, but there is also a consensus on the divorce matter, and the decision will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to handle it after He Qiuyuan's matter has passed.

Yan Yue and Fang Xiqiao also asked Bai Zhenghe for leave from the school respectively, after Bai Zheng knew about the matter here, he only said that he would let Yan Yue handle it well, and accompany He Qiuyuan not to leave regrets for himself, as for Fang Xiqiao's school, he also promised very happily that he would let other professors substitute first.

And in the next few days, Li Xin and He Qi both became respectful, and when they faced He Qiuyuan, they were a pair of parents who felt sorry for their children, that was not pretending, Li Xin loved his children very much, but the love in He Qi's eyes was not less than half a point.

Yan Yue saw it very clearly from the side, and Fang Xiqiao also saw it clearly, the two looked at each other and smiled, pursed the corners of their mouths, and didn't say anything, because they didn't know that Li Xin and He Qi had decided to divorce, they just thought that the two of them didn't quarrel very fiercely that night.

But the paper can't hold the fire, Yan Yue still knows, but unfortunately, it is from He Qiuyuan's mouth.

Early that morning, Li Xin went out in a hurry, asking Yan Yue to help take care of He Qiuyuan, while Fang Xiqiao and He Qi discussed some work matters in the study.

"Godmother, where's my mother?" As long as He Qiuyuan didn't see Li Xin for a while, he would ask.

Yan Yue held a bowl of porridge with preserved eggs and lean pork, scooped up a small spoonful of porridge with a spoon, blew it gently, and when she heard He Qiuyuan's question, she replied softly: "Your mother went out to do something, and she will come back later, is it okay for your godmother to feed you today?" ”

I don't know why, as soon as He Qiuyuan heard this answer, she immediately cried, tears were like water, sliding out of her eyes, and the crying was immediately there, but because she cried so badly that she couldn't speak, Yan Yue was so frightened that she immediately put the bowl in her hand on the bedside table, and then went to gently pat He Qiuyuan's back to help her breathe, and a touch of distress immediately appeared at her eyebrows.

I can't wait to bear all the hardships for this child.

"Mom... I want my mother..."He Qiuyuan kept crying and asked Li Xin to come back.

"Mom will be back soon." Yan Yue's originally soft voice was also tinged with a hint of urgent worry, "I'll be back when I'm done." ”

"Godmother... Mom, she..."He Qiuyuan was crying too fiercely, her breathing began to become rapid, her wheezing was very loud, and the ups and downs of her chest made people look scared, as if she was about to choke on, but she still grabbed Yan Yue's big hand and kept crying and shaking her head, "Mom, she... She's going to the hospital to get the stomach in the... Take out the little sister in the belly. ”

Yan Yue was stunned for an instant, but she still didn't forget to continue to give He Qiuyuan a relief: "How did Xiaoyuan know? ”

"Dry... Godmother..."He Qiuyuan's emotions were still very excited, and he sobbed as he spoke, "You hurry up... Hurry up and stop Mommy, okay? ”

Yan Yue hurriedly spoke to soothe: "Xiaoyuan, don't worry, let's talk slowly, godmother must know the ins and outs of the matter before she can stop her mother, right?" ”

She was surprised by Li Xin's decision, but she didn't know the ins and outs, and she couldn't do anything, what if the child had a problem and had to be killed, if it was Li Xin and He Qi who made the decision that night.

He Qiuyuan sobbed for a while, no longer sobbing and sobbing, before he spoke: "Godmother, the night you came to see me, I heard my father and mother quarreling in the living room, and the two of them were arguing for a divorce, because my mother was going to take out the little sister in my belly, and my mother thought... You want to take good care of me, so you're going to take out your little sister. ”

"......" Yan Yue swallowed her saliva, her nose was sore, and she even shed tears.

She remembered that when He Qiuyuan was born, Li Xin said that she must have another child in the future and give all her love to that child, but now Li Xin has a second child, but she did not do what she said at the beginning.

Mother's love is really unpredictable.

"I... I know I don't have much to live, and I can't stay with my mom and godmom for long. He Qiuyuan lowered his head and bit his mouth, saying all the thoughts in his heart for the past ten days, like an old little adult, telling him what was going on, "So... I want that little sister in my mother's womb to accompany you... You'll be sad if I'm gone, but I think... If there was a little sister here, wouldn't you be very sad because of me? ”

"And... And I don't want my parents to divorce because of me, my father loves my mother very much, and my mother loves my father very much, why should I be separated because of me. ”

Yan Yue didn't want to listen to it anymore, at the age of twenty-eight, she just wanted to escape in the face of a child, she reached out and wiped her tears, swallowed her saliva, and then pulled a smile with tears: "You are only seven years old, you have a long time to live in the future, longer than your godmother, you are not allowed to think so cranky." ”

"You have a good rest first, I'll stop your mother, and when you get better, can you play with your little sister?" After letting He Qiuyuan lie down, she picked up the coat she took off again, and immediately got up and walked outside.

He Qiuyuan nodded obediently before Yan Yue left, of course she wanted to get better, but she dreamed of an angel for several nights, and the angel said that he was coming to take her away.

After Yan Yue left the room, she first went to the study to find Fang Xiqiao and He Qi, originally wanted Fang Xiqiao to take care of He Qiuyuan and let He Qi go to Li Xin with her, but He Qi just waved his hand a little decadently and said, "I respect her decision."

Yan Yue was so angry that she almost scolded, it was Fang Xiqiao who took her out of the study and asked her to try to contact Li Xin first, and then Fang Xiqiao went into the study again, and after a while, he walked out with He Qi's car key, and He Qi also came out behind.

In the end, it was agreed that He Qi would take care of He Qiuyuan, Fang Xiqiao and Yan Yue drove to the hospital to find Li Xin, Yan Yue saw that He Qi did not plan to go to Li Xin, she glared at her rarely, snorted coldly and turned away.

Fang Xiqiao sighed, patted He Qi's shoulder and followed Yan Yue out.

Yan Yue took out her mobile phone and kept calling Li Xin from the moment she turned around and left, but no matter how many calls she made, no one answered, and Xi Qiao saw that Yan Yue was so anxious that she was about to jump out of the car, and she also broke her taboo, and took the initiative to comfort her while driving: "Don't worry, think about the hospital she is most likely to go to, let's go there and find it first." ”

"But... I've always lived in Wutong City, and I've only been to this C City a few times. Yan Yue bit her lip, and then immediately dialed He Qi, "I'll ask He Qi first." ”

He Qi directly said with certainty that he came to the Red Cross Hospital, and when Yan Yue and Fang Xiqiao hurriedly entered the obstetrics and gynecology department of the hospital to look for it, they did find Li Xin who was waiting outside.

Yan Yue stood in place, panting, and saw Li Xin sitting on the bench outside the operating room, looking at Li Xin who was holding a list in her hand and bowing her head, and looking at Li Xin who was so nervous that she was holding the page of 4A paper tightly, looking at it this way, she seemed to see Li Xin seven years ago.

That incident just happened, Li Xin didn't want to tell her, survived all the abuse and insults alone, survived the unmarried pregnancy alone, decided to beat Xiaoyuan who was still in her stomach alone, and came to the hospital alone, at that time she left her studies and risked being deducted credits from Wutong City to the city where Li Xin University is located, and rushed to the hospital at that time, it was also such a scene, but it was very quiet at that time, unlike today, there are many people.

After Li Xin decided not to have an abortion, she took Li Xin, who had dropped out of school, back to Wutong City.

"I'll go back to the car and wait for you." Fang Xiqiao glanced at Yan Yue, who was a little angry next to him, and reached out to brush the hair on Yan Yue's sideburns, with the meaning of appeasement, he was not suitable for being present in such a scene, so he offered to leave first, "Remember to call me if you have anything." ”

Yan Yue looked at Fang Xiqiao and nodded, put away the wisp of annoyance in her eyes, and after Fang Xiqiao turned around and left, she raised her feet and walked to the door of the operating room, she was really angry, Li Xin hid it from her every time and endured it alone, but when she got in front of Li Xin, she couldn't get angry, she sighed, sat in the vacant place next to Li Xin, and asked, "Have you really thought about it?" ”

That's what she asked back then.

But Li Xin's reaction was completely different, she gritted her teeth and nodded fiercely, this time she lowered her eyes, and there were countless reluctances and entanglements in her heart: "The doctor said that it is difficult to save this child even if he is hospitalized, and I want to take good care of Madoka." ”

The difference is that she didn't want it back then but had to ask for it, and today she wants it but can't want it, she can't ask for it.

"The doctor said back then that the wall of your uterus is very thin, and if you have a fetus, you may need to remove the uterus, which is also very harmful to the body." Yan Yue leaned her head against the wall behind her, the lower part of the wall was covered with white tiles, cold and cold, when Madoka was born, it was because of what the doctor said before the operation.

At that time, Li Xin was only twenty or twenty-one years old, full of longing for everything in the future, and the future blueprint she drew in high school was very simple, open a Malatang restaurant, marry a person, have a child, two children are fine, and the child can have a companion.

So in the end, she could only give birth to a child, that is, Xiaoyuan, when Xiaoyuan was just born, she didn't want to look at it at all, and she was so disgusted that she almost strangled the child to death for several nights, and then Yan Yue found out, so she took Xiaoyuan all the time, and for more than a year, Xiaoyuan's amusement and innocence made Li Xin gradually walk out of the haze and the darkness of life.

Only then did Li Xin accept Madoka's existence and dispel the idea of sending Madoka to a welfare home, but it took several years for the scar in her heart to be completely unhindered.

"I didn't even look at Madoka when she was born." Li Xin also leaned her head back, "It's only been seven years now, and she is in a hurry and is leaving, I don't want to be unable to accompany her in the last days." ”

Yan Yue reached out to shake Li Xin's hand: "You can recuperate at home, I can take care of Xiaoyuan and you, and you can also accompany Xiaoyuan all the time, we will sit together and talk." ”

"If I decide to have this child, I have to lie in bed and not do the movements that I usually do too much, not too tired." Li Xin sighed, "Then how can I accompany Xiaoyuan through the last time, the most important thing is not to be emotionally fluctuating, Moon said, how can I not be emotionally fluctuating?" ”

Yan Yue didn't speak, and after a long silence, she thought of the scene when He Qiuyuan knew that Li Xin was here to have a fetus, and cried until she was angry, and thought of He Qiuyuan's words crying and asking her to stop Li Xin.

She still decided to speak: "It was Xiaoyuan's kid who asked me to stop you, she said that you are going to divorce He Qi." ”

"How did Madoka know?" Li Xin immediately came to the momentum.

"I heard you and He Qi arguing in the living room that night." Yan Yue pursed the corners of her mouth, "Children are very sensitive, and they can detect anything wrong quickly." ”

"Moon, don't you think that I have wronged him in the three years I have been with He Qi?" Li Xin smiled, "At that moment seven years ago, I knew that I was still suitable for myself, no man is willing to accept a woman like me, of course, there are acceptable, and then I and He Qi are over." ”

Yan Yue was stunned, not knowing what she was thinking, and it wasn't until Li Xin got up and walked to the operating room that she opened her mouth and said, "Xiaoyuan said that she knows that she doesn't have much time left, so she wants that little sister in your belly to accompany us fragile adults, she doesn't want to separate her parents because of herself." ”

The cry came little by little, Li Xin did not continue to walk to the operating room, but squatted on the spot and covered her mouth with her hands, sobbing.