"Ah Sheng, don't you understand?" Mu Yue suddenly softened her voice and said, "The two of us are the same kind of people, and we will do whatever it takes to get what we want. I'm the one who knows you best, and the two of us are a natural pair. ”

Wen Sisheng just grimaced and asked again, "Who told you these things?" ”

Mu Yue raised her face and laughed: "Ah Sheng, it's funny, isn't it?" Looking at that woman like a clown, she still doesn't know who killed her so badly, and even her own mother died because of you. But she's still dead set on you, letting you play, letting you. He even said that he would be considerate of you and take care of you.

"I don't know what her mother will think in hell, will she want to climb up and cut her ······ with her own hands"

Mu Yue's voice stopped abruptly, Wen Sisheng's hand was firmly on her neck, and her voice was as trembling as a demon crawling out of hell.

"Don't say these words again, if I hear it again, even if you are the daughter of the Mu family, I won't let you go."

Mu Yue pulled Wen Sisheng's hand hard with both hands, and I could feel that Wen Sisheng really wanted to kill Mu Yue.

When Mu Yue's face turned red and began to turn purple, Wen Sisheng let go of his hand: "Get out." ”

"Ah Sheng, you still don't understand." Mu Yue coughed vigorously while squeezing words out of her throat: "The two of us are only people of the same world. Besides, if you treat me like this, aren't you afraid that I will ruin your plans? ”

Wen Sisheng glanced at her coldly, Mu Yue trembled unconsciously, her eyes were aggrieved and resentful.

"I know what you're thinking, you don't dare. Get out! ”

Mu Yue bit her lower lip, slammed the ground hard, and got up and left.

My mind went blank, huddled in the corner, and Mu Yue's words kept echoing in my mind.

The coldness rushed up on my body, covering my whole body.

Wen Sisheng lowered his head as if he was thinking about something, I looked at him blankly, I didn't have the strength to go out and ask him, and there was no need for this.

He took out his mobile phone and dialed a group of numbers: "Hey, how are you doing research over there?" ”

The other party seemed to say something, and Wen Sisheng's calm face just now began to rage again: "Try it, try it, what a bunch of waste!" ”

"How many ways have I tried over the years? Drugs, pornography, changing different women, and even going to see men doing errands, it turned out to be useless at all! Hearing her voice and connecting with her made me feel a little bit, didn't you say that I was fine? Why can't I be other women now? ”

"I can only fucking get hard against Yu Lexia! What's the good thing? ”

What drugs, what can't hard?

There is also a microphone ······

My mind exploded with a bang as I remembered the first and only video connection in my life.

It turns out that the rich financier, the capricious guest is him!

It turned out that even the meeting between the two of us was designed by him.

Yes, why didn't I think that Wen's such a big company would send the audition invitation to the fairy, a special voice actor's union.

Mu Yue and Song Yuanzhe are right, I am just stupid, so I will step into his trap from the beginning.

"No, I can't go to her, not now······"

Wen Sisheng said as he opened the car door and drove out of the parking lot.

I sat down on the ground and laughed self-deprecatingly: "Hehehe, hehehe······"

Without a little strength or temperature, I fell to the ground and finally couldn't help crying: "Wen Sisheng, you are ruthless, you are really ruthless." It's not just that the feelings are fake, it's all fake, I'm just your medicine, I'm just a medicine that you have to choose. ”

"And my mother, my feelings are ...... by you"

Tears fell on the cold concrete floor, and I closed my eyes and slammed my head to the ground!

How I wish all this was fake, how much I wish it was all just a dream!

"Ahh

The sound of my yelling alarmed the caretakers, who came and dragged me down the street.

I staggered to my feet and walked numbly down the street.

Passers-by pointed at me and looked at me with strange glances on my forehead.

"Maniac."

"Isn't it a psychopath? Look at her head. ”

······

If I was really a madman, if I really was a psychopath, I could forget all this, forget all this pain.

It's over, I have nothing left, my children, my feelings, my home.

All of this is gone from my life.

The pillar collapsed, and I kept telling myself to be strong because I had parents and children behind me.

But where now?

If I don't come back, my mother was killed by me, and my father doesn't want to recognize me as a daughter, what is the point of my life?

I walked into a bar, and the loud music vibrated my eardrums.

It's nice that music that used to sound loud can make people forget those things. Those painful things seemed to be driven out of my mind by the cacophony of voices.

Squeezing through the frantic writhing crowd, I sat down at the bar and yelled at the bartender, "Bring me the drink!" I want wine! ”

The bartender looked at me hesitantly and asked, "Miss, are you alright?" ”

"Give me wine!" I yelled, pulled out a stack of bills and threw it to him: "I have money, you give me wine, the more the better." ”

Holding the wine bottle, bottle by bottle, I don't know how long I drank and how much I drank.

I just want to get drunk and just want to forget about these things.

I ran to the toilet over and over again, and when I vomited, I drank and then vomited.

"Wen Sisheng, why me? I'm just a common person who wants to live a good life, why me? Even if I'm wrong and shouldn't have rejected you, but where is my mother? Where's my dad? What did they do wrong? ”

Thinking of Mom's corpse, Dad's disappointed and desperate eyes. I tilted my head and took another sip of wine, and I could feel my stomach cramping and throbbing.

Really, why do I still feel pain? Why do I still remember him? Why haven't I gotten drunk yet?

I pressed my stomach and continued to pour bottles of wine into my mouth.

Eventually, I lost consciousness completely.

"Hmm."

I rubbed my forehead and sat up.

It was as if someone had put a tight spell on his head, and his temples were about to explode.

I barely looked around, and it was the private room of the bar. I subconsciously lifted the quilt, although the clothes were wrinkled and smelly like a rag, they were all worn on my body.

I put down the quilt in my hand with confidence, and thought randomly and self-deprecatingly, what do I care about?

Even if something really happens, wouldn't it be good? I can completely fall, no longer have to pay attention to other people's eyes, and I no longer have to be supported by hard work.

There was another tingling in my head, and I lay on the bed, thinking about yesterday.

It's not a dream, and I haven't forgotten it, hehe.

There was an empty clear glass on the table next to me, and it seemed that someone was taking care of me, but who would it be?

"Xia Xia."

The door of the private room was suddenly pushed open, and Bu Xuan rushed in, took me into his arms, and asked urgently, "How are you?" Are you okay? ”

"Bu Xuan?" I pushed him away and looked at him suspiciously, "Why are you here?" ”

Judging by his attitude, he doesn't look like someone who takes care of me.

"I just came back from a business trip, and I called you to inform you to take the gift I brought back for you, but it was the waiter at the bar who picked you up and said that you were here, so I rushed over immediately."

Bu Xuan said while looking at me, and after making sure that I was okay, he said with some reproach: "Xia Xia, why are you so stupid?" What if something happens when a person goes to a bar and drinks like this? ”

I moved to the bedside, put on my shoes, and said indifferently, "Aren't I okay?" ”

I don't have anything to care about now, and even if something really happens, I deserve it, it's the result of my stupidity.

Bu Xuan sighed and chased after me and walked out of the bar: "Xia Xia, where are you going?" ”

"Go home."

"I'll send you."

Bu Xuan couldn't help but pull me into his car, I didn't struggle anymore, the hangover headache and those painful things still lingered in my chest, and I didn't have the strength to care about these things anymore.

Downstairs in my apartment, I pushed the car door open, blocking Bu Xuan's offer to send me back.

Coldly threw down a sentence: "Don't worry about my business anymore." ”

Bu Xuan, I'm sorry, but we really can't go back.

Back in my room, I hastily changed my clothes and threw myself into bed and fell asleep.

It feels so good to be asleep and drunk, without a feeling at all, without a thought.

In this way, I snuggled up in my apartment, drank when I slept, and continued to sleep when I was drunk.

There is a saying that is quite true, it is shameful to escape, but it works.

That's all I have to do to run away so I don't break down.

The doorbell at home rang and rang, and only Bu Xuan came back to see me at this time.

Every time, I just shouted at the door, "Go back, leave me alone!" ”

Three days later, Miao Xi arrived at my house, and the earth-shattering sound of slamming the door made me suspect that she had come to demolish her.

Helpless, I could only open the door: "Bu Xuan came to you?" I told him to leave me alone, so why bother to make yourself uncomfortable? ”

I turned back to my bedroom and sat on the floor against the edge of the bed, my eyes not focused.

Miao Xi followed me in, pinched her nose and asked me, "Yu Lexia, what the hell are you doing?" How did you spoil yourself like this? ”

In the face of her concern, I just replied indifferently: "Miao Xi, you go back, don't worry about me." ”

"Nonsense." Miao Xi scolded me angrily: "I don't care about you, who cares about you?" ”

She crouched down in front of me, poked me on the forehead, and said to me, "Tell me, why are you so unproductive?" Isn't it just a man? Isn't it just a broken love? Are you going to make yourself look like the end of the world? ”

I hooked the corners of my mouth, broken love?

What is the loss of love, I am not in love with him at all, where is the loss?

People are just playing tricks on me, only I'm a fool who takes it seriously.