Moreover, I didn't become like this because I broke up with him, I felt hopeless because I was teased by him, and my mother.

I am an unfilial daughter.

I'm not surprised that Miao Xi would know about this, after all, Wen Sisheng is the focus of the whole city, and the woman he announced in a high-profile manner has suddenly changed, and it must have made entertainment headlines.

"Have you forgotten your daughter? And your father, they will all rely on you in the future, you are like this for a man, are you right about them? ”

Miao Xi kept persuading in my ear, the soft and hard ones came again, but I was always indifferent.

My heart seems to have been hollowed out, empty, without a trace of desire and energy to go on.

I reached for the bottle next to me, tilted my head and poured it into my mouth, it's good to be drunk, it's good to be drunk.

The angry Miao Xi snatched the wine bottle and threw it to the ground, she pointed at my nose and scolded: "Yu Lexia, you are a bad seed, you tossed yourself like this for a man, it really makes me look down on you." ”

I sat indifferently, motionless.

Miao Xi suddenly used force, grabbed me, and pulled me into the bathroom.

Pushing me in front of the mirror, she pointed to the woman in the mirror with her hair scattered, her face covered with oil, and a crumpled pajamas on her body, and said loudly: "Yu Lexia, look at you like this." This is not the Yu Lexia I know, you give me back my best friend! ”

I glanced faintly at the woman in the mirror, the appearance of no one or a ghost, people couldn't see that they had been dressed beautifully and delicately dressed in the banquet before.

It was like a dream, and now that I've woken up, I've lost my most important thing in the dream.

Miao Xi took the shower head and sprayed water on me, and I slid on the ground against the wall with my wet body in my arms.

"Why? Why should I go through these things? I hugged my knees helplessly and cried: "I just want to be a simple little woman and guard my love, but then I ······"

"The husband I met coveted my money, and the person I thought I really loved was just playing with me."

Raising my head, I looked at Miao Xi with teary eyes: "What did I do wrong?" Why am I experiencing these things? I took out my whole heart for them and held them naked, is this my fault? Isn't it? ”

"To this day, my family is ruined, what did I do wrong? God wants to punish me like this? ”

In the falling water, I kept crying, talking about my grievances word by word.

Miao Xiao's eyes were red, and she squatted down and hugged me tightly: "Xia Xia, have you forgotten what I said?" Either way, I've always been there for you. You didn't do anything wrong, it's them who are wrong, they don't deserve you at all. ”

She kept talking, reassuring me and telling me that she would always be there for me. Even if I am really disgusted by God, she will not leave me, and if there is something, she will carry it with me.

I threw myself on her shoulder and began to cry aloud.

After a long time, I was tired of crying, and the resentment and grievances in my heart were also partially vented, and I had some energy.

I pushed Miao Xi and whispered thank you.

"Xia Xia, you must go on well."

Miao touched my hair gently, got up and resumed her usual arrogance, and said, "Okay, don't talk nonsense." Hurry up and take a shower, I'm going to wash too, I'm covered in water. ”

After she went out, I barely got up and took a bath, and I cleaned the house while Miao Xi was taking a shower.

The bottles were thrown out, and the filth on the floor was cleaned up.

Just for a moment, I was as tired as if I had run a marathon, sitting on the bed in my bedroom, thinking about the days to come.

The door opened, but it was Bu Xuan who came in, his face was no better than mine, haggard and pale.

I know that he must be worried about me these days, and I am grateful to him from the bottom of my heart.

Bu Xuan held my hand and said sincerely, "Xia Xia, you know that I have never forgotten you. No matter what you've been through, I don't mind, I've been waiting for you. As long as you nod your head, I can prepare my wedding dress right now so that you can be my bride at any time. ”

His gray eyes were full of love and pleading. After so many years, the way he looked at me has not changed, as if I have always been the innocent little girl he met on campus that year, and he didn't know how thick the sky was.

But I knew we weren't going to get back to that year.

My heart is dead, and besides, he is my fondest memory.

It's like a clear blue sky in summer, pure and beautiful.

And I, who am already a rotting lump of mud on the ground, will never allow myself to defile him with my own filth and ugliness.

Miao walked into the bedroom with her hair wiped her hair, and when she saw Bu Xuan, she let out a meaningful smile.

I pushed Bu Xuan away indifferently and said to him, "You go, we can't do it anymore, don't come back in the future." ”

He lowered the corners of his mouth in frustration: "You have a good rest, I will come to see you tomorrow." ”

After Bu Xuan left, Miao Xi sat down next to me and asked puzzledly, "Xia Xia, why didn't you agree to him?" I can tell he loves you very much. ”

I shook my head and said, "Miao Xi, if I really agree to him, but there is no good result, it will be a pity for both of us." ”

"But he loves you so much, how can it not end well?" Miao muttered, "I always feel very strange why you broke up with him suddenly." ”

That's because, I went through a painful night and became pregnant with a child who didn't know who my father was. At that time, I just wanted to let Bu Xuan take care of himself and not be dragged down by me.

Later, when I met Song Yuanzhe, he pursued passionately and didn't even care about that child, I was very grateful to him. Although I didn't have love for him, I made up my mind to live a good life with him.

I even thought that maybe after getting along for a long time, I would be able to fall in love with him and repay his affection.

Who knows, hehe.

And Wen Sisheng, I thought he was the biggest luck in my life. I even had real feelings for him, but in fact, it turned out that he was the nightmare of my life.

In order to cheer me up, Miao Xi arranged for me to go back to work. Bu Xuan also came over from time to time, accompanied me with Miao Xi, and took me out for outings and shopping.

I knew they were doing it for my good, and I forced myself to go out with them and go to work.

On the surface, I'm pretty much back to normal, but I know for myself that it's the result of my hard work.

In fact, my heart was empty, there was no purpose and desire for me to keep going, I mechanically went to and from work and hung out with them.

When it was time to laugh, he opened his mouth and smiled, but there was no trace of pleasure in his heart.

The attentive Miao noticed my situation and even suggested that I go to see a psychiatrist. I faintly refused, perhaps because they thought that I had suffered too much from a broken love, so I had a mental problem.

But in fact, no, the pain of breaking up with Wen Sisheng has been overshadowed by the atmosphere of him playing with me, I just feel very empty in my heart, and I suddenly lost the goal of my efforts.

Maybe I finally couldn't read it anymore, but at noon that day, Miao Xi threw a magazine in front of me and sneered at me: "Yu Lexia, look at it, it's useless for you to toss yourself like this." People should still get married, do whatever they want, except for those of us who care about you, no one cares about you at all. ”

I looked down, and there was a big picture printed on the cover of the magazine.

Wen Sisheng, who was wearing a black suit, leaned against the wall with a cold face in his pockets. Mu Yue was wearing a white one-shoulder wedding dress, holding the elegant princess's head, and snuggling in Wen Sisheng's arms with a sweet and happy smile.

Obviously, he has been injured like this, but I still feel a little stinging in my heart when I see his face.

"Gott~"

I felt sick to my stomach, and I bent over and retched.

"Xia Xia, what's wrong with you?" Miao Xi patted me on the back worriedly and asked.

I shook my hand, looked up, and whispered, "It's just disgusting to see them." ”

The nausea in my stomach faded, and I looked at Mu Yue who was smiling in the magazine again, and at this moment, hatred filled my heart.

This is hatred for Wen Sisheng, why should I be played by him, but he can still have a beautiful wife and beautiful family after this, and continue to be his Wen family's eldest young master?

And I was forced into debt, kidnapped by someone, and almost became the heroine in the small video.

These, everything, all of them seem to have happened yesterday.

Even my parents, heh, I don't think he meant to hurt my parents. But my mother was to death because of his methods, and I was kicked out of the house by my father.

In the hospital, his words of sorry were not to me, but to my mother.

All of a sudden, my mind was clear, what am I doing?

Even if it wasn't for me, I should seek justice for my mother and father, and let him know that even the lives of the poor are valuable.

Even if we are as humble as ants in his eyes, an angry ant can bite him and make him feel pain, even if he can't do anything to him.

Anyway, I have nothing to lose, and I have nothing to fear.

Miao Xi saw my appearance and knew that I had figured it out, and immediately became happy.

I patted her on the shoulder and said thank you to her sincerely.

After deciding, my brain turned again, remembering Mu Yue's words in the parking lot, Wen Sisheng seemed to be planning something.

No matter what he's planning, if something unexpected happens, it will make him feel uncomfortable.

Moreover, he obviously has no feelings for Mu Yue, but he got engaged to Mu Yue after dumping me, how strange is this matter.

I closed the magazine and was shocked to have an idea, first of all, to make his engagement with Mu Yue have problems.

But they must not ruin their engagement, after all, he and Mu Yue are really a natural pair, how can I bear to break them up?