The one-week probationary period was so peaceful in my daily anxiety, barely able to give the patient a needle, a little bolder, and finally Sister Jing sent me to go into battle alone, the first day of the formal work I followed Sister Jing, Sister Jing rhinitis was committed, a strong blowing of the nose, the nose is red, like a cold, I have used a lot of medicines, I have pricked a lot of needles in the clinic, this rhinitis has not been cured, so rhinitis is really a stubborn disease, in the clinic I first most impressive disease is rhinitis.

The needle prick was relatively smooth that day, and Sister Jing who couldn't tie it was smoothed out for me, and then comforted me vigorously, telling me that it didn't matter, and that I would slowly become proficient, and it was really heartwarming to have such a boss, and I forgot to introduce Sister Jing as my senior sister in medical school, that is, eight or nine years older than me. It's not just because of her own aura, but because I'm naturally afraid of the boss and the teacher, I always have a feeling that I can't get close to Sister Jing, although she is so gentle, so talkative, and my own senior sister.

That day, we were very busy until very late, saying that we would get off work at half past six, but we couldn't leave at seven o'clock, because a patient came late, and I didn't feel any imbalance, I still had full of enthusiasm and enthusiasm for work. By the time the patient finished the infusion, it was almost eight o'clock, and it was dark, and Sister Jing said to me apologetically, "The little nurses in the past were reluctant to work with me because I got off work too late." "No, no, I'm fine." I smiled back to Sister Jing, Sister Jing also smiled, it's really okay, I'm a very real person, very special, really my life creed, and my friends who know me know it. Say goodbye to Sister Jing, I began to find the way back, the usual 148 has rested, I can only follow the navigation to find 210, turn around, and spend a lot of effort to get to the bus stop, this is because it is dark, if I have to be angry with myself because of my stupidity during the day, because there is not much far, you can see the distance at a glance, my sense of direction is terrible, I touched my pocket only one yuan steel hammer, dumbfounded, the bus is 2 yuan, it is really one yuan to stump the hero himself, what to do, I began to judge which uncle, aunt, brother and sister who were waiting for the bus, could lend me one yuan, and the target was locked on a kind-faced aunt, I walked over and said a little embarrassed, "Auntie, can you lend me a yuan, I will transfer it to you on WeChat." "What else do you want to transfer to me, girl, I gave it to you last time, I also had no change..."Auntie said while taking out the money, gave me the money, just the car stopped next to me, Auntie and I were not waiting for a car, I took the money and thanked you while getting in the car, thank you Auntie for one yuan, it warmed my heart ❤, there are still many good people in this world, especially in the Northeast.

After getting out of the car, the super road idiot still turned, who am I, where am I, what am I doing? In the darkness of the night, I couldn't help but have such questions. Slowly followed the navigation for about three minutes, saw a familiar place, and there was a little emotion in my heart, looking up at the moon 🌙, it was really beautiful.

Back to the clinic, packed up and fell asleep, this night happened to make me smile bitterly, because I don't sleep deeply, plus I am a girl's house, in a not very familiar place, the quality of sleep is more conceivable, most of the night sleep in a daze I actually heard the small warehouse, clang, and then the plastic bag rattle, and then knock, knock, knock... The voice is approaching me, the heart has to mention the throat eye, in a thought, just by myself, whether he is a person or a ghost, fight, knock dong dong footsteps to the bedroom door stopped, I calmly touched out the mobile phone under the pillow, at that time I thought that there should be more kitchen knives under the pillow, 😭 turned on the flashlight on the mobile phone, and shone to the door, a cat, staring at me, and then meowed, cat brother, can you not scare me, although I belong to the rat, but how do you eat me, I am such a big mouse, are you not afraid of getting stuck in the throat eye when you eat me? A false alarm, don't scare yourself, sleep, I feel that with the company of cats, I slept until dawn.

The next day, I still talked to Sister Jing, because I got off work so late the day before, Sister Jing invited lunch to express her apologies, the meal was not very rich, but when I met a polite leader, it was fragrant, and the meal was really fragrant. To cherish, feel the warmth of others, I have to pay him back ten, although this is just a small part of the road of life, this is a not worth mentioning employment relationship, but I have to vigorously pursue the taste of "people", pursue the fragrance of each person's soul, and slowly collect.

Sublimation is a little far, come on, let's return to reality, the reality is that my technology is still embarrassing to me, during that time I must have been quietly improving, but I just don't know the essentials, the most uncomfortable is the uncle, a little old man in his fifties, with his heart with a relatively small capacity, in the face of patients one by one because I can't pierce and ask for help from his eyes, but there is nothing I can do, the clinic plus Sister Jing a total of four doctors, only he can't get a needle, and then uncle, habitually I dodge out as soon as I get a needle, because I really don't see it. The uncle was straightforward and said several times in front of the patient that I would not get a needle, and when I heard that I really wanted to beat him, but reason told me that I must endure it, and now the time is not ripe enough. I haven't learned the technique yet, I will definitely give him a resounding slap in the face with my excellent technique, and wait and see, although there is no hope in sight at the time, but how can I give up if I say give up.