Waiting for Lei to recover from his injuries has become the theme of me as a monk for a day and hitting the clock for a day.

In the last dynasty, I deliberately let Twilight Changyan carry more things, and I deliberately let Yan Yu ghostwrite, and the conscription matter called Lei Nian to help, and if I had nothing to do, I went to Xianyang Palace to catch Xuanhu, and when I caught it, I forced her to go back to Zhengqian Palace with me to see the twists and turns that Yan Yu had criticized, and give her lectures one by one.

Yanyu watched me talk the side, so he replaced it with him, Xuanhu sat next to him and listened very reluctantly, when I spoke, she had a killing mentality and always tried to desert, and Yanyu said that she had a lot less excuses.

Although Yanyu can't see Xuanhu, but his tone is gentle, the speed of speech is moderate, and he will finish a paragraph and ask Xuanhu if he understands, I just need to tell Yanyu whether Xuanhu nodded or shook his head. If he shook his head, Yan Yu would break down this difficult part in more detail and talk about it again until Xuanhu nodded.

The days after May can be said to be one of the few idle days I have lived.

When it was time for dinner to give the lecture, Yanyu finally came to an end, and told Xuanhu to come back tomorrow afternoon.

Xuanhu hurriedly ran away, and I saw that Yanyu seemed to be still looking at the chair next to him, so I said, "After you finished speaking, she ran away and was gone." ”

Yanyu let out a long exhale, stood up and moved his shoulders to himself.

I beckoned to Yanyu, and he went to the bed and sat down, and I, who had been lying all afternoon, finally got up and helped Yanyu pinch his shoulders to relieve his fatigue.

Bai Ling brought the maidservant girl to bring food in, and Yan Yu pulled me to sit down and eat.

Seeing that Yan Yu seemed to be more and more accepting of what I was leaving, I was a little stunned, eating was very confused, Yan Yu should know that I was not in a high mood, and he didn't urge me to eat like before, but only changed his hand, slowly, little by little, fed the food to my mouth.

"I made the lyrics for you, would you like to compose a song and sing it to me?"

Hearing Yan Yu ask in a low voice, I said, "Words? You read it and listen to it. ”

"Okay." Yan Yu put down the dishes and chopsticks, held my hands and looked at me softly.

"The scorching peach color reflects the hedge, the flowers fall in the cold pool, the faint fragrance is dark and sad, and the heart door is deeply locked and lonely. The red wind is soft, and I still remember the wedding dress of the Yiren, why I carry it with my slender hands, and I smile far away from my dreams. The mood is indescribable, and the affection leans on the railing and strokes the fan. It should be the emperor, who complained about the monarch at the beginning, but so far, there is no shadow in the palace, but there is no separation. ”

……

He smiled lightly, his eyes were soft, but he was accusatory.

There is so much in this word, and it also reminds me that I have promised him that no one can say goodbye and leave.

When I was asked if I was still complaining about him, Di Heng, he was indifferent to me...... Ah, my heart can't be broken anymore, it's already scum.

I clenched my hands, he held my hands and caressed them, his eyes locked on mine, he was waiting for me to answer him.

You Qi reported Jin Xiaolan outside the door that she asked to see me, it was like saving my life, and I quickly let Jin Xiaolan in.

Yanyu stood behind me, Jin Xiaolan knelt on the ground and opened his mouth to beg me to marry him and Chang Ran, I was not surprised, but Chang Ran just went to the new house of Wutong Lin Yan's family, I forgot to ask him about it before he left, and now it doesn't seem very appropriate for me to help Chang Ran with Jin Xiaolan's words.

So I asked, "Did you see Chang Ran before he went to Yan Mansion?" ”

Jin Xiaolan immediately nodded, "Hui Zun God, I've seen it!" ”

"And what did he say about it? Agreed? ”

"God! Regardless of what he wants, as long as God gives him marriage, he will obey God's command! ”

"Nonsense!" I slapped the table.

Jin Xiaolan shrank in fright, and said, "Lou Qingxuan's matter, I just got the order, and he ...... If I can't get this done, will God not want to give me marriage? ”

In fact, I just need to say that I will send someone to ask Chang Dye again, and I will make the decision if Chang Dye agrees to this.

But after thinking about it, I have some more personal doubts in my heart, and I can take this opportunity to ask if I change someone, what this person will do. Although Jin Xiaolan is crazy at every turn, it seems to be normal to look at him now?

It's good that you don't get sick, ask, I just ask, nothing else.

"Ahem." I cleared my throat and said, "Jin Xiaolan, I ask you, if, I mean if, if Chang Ran tells you that he is leaving, going to a far away place, maybe you will never see each other in this life, what will you do?" ”

"He's leaving??!!" Jin Xiaolan's eyes were about to pop out, and she rushed closer to me.

I said, "It's all said yes, if he doesn't leave, I just want to know your heart for Chang Dye." ”

Jin Xiaolan exhaled and felt that he was about to collapse, and after slowing down, he laughed again and said, "I won't let him go, I won't!" ”

"Well, what if you can't control it, and he has to go?"

"Then I'll go with him! At the ends of the earth, I will go wherever he goes! ”

"Okay, don't shout, you control it." I couldn't stand the roar of his high-pitched voice.

Jin Xiaolan immediately nodded, "Yes, Venerable God, I pay attention, I pay attention ......"

I said, "Look, if he has to go, and he can't take you with him, you have to stay, and then you can't see each other again, what do you do?" ”

Jin Xiaolan stiffened with deep incomprehension, "What...... How can there be such a thing? The big deal is death, and I am with him, and I will never be separated! Nothing else can make me watch him go, I won't let him leave me! ”

I started shouting again, and I felt like I was really asking the wrong person.

Jin Xiaolan laughed wildly and said: "Honorable God, Chang Dye will never do such a thing, he must be in one place in life, and he will be buried in a grave when he dies, how can he break the agreement he made with me?" God, me and him, him and me, two pairs of four hands have long been clenched, no one will let go, he won't, I won't, so this won't happen. Does God still have to cure the sins of long-term staining? Then please God put the fault on me! ”

Before I could savor his words, I was amused by his hideous smile, and I said, "According to what you said, if you die, he will die with you." ”

"Hahahahaha...... God, how cruel it is for me to watch him die, how selfish I am, let him watch me die, at least I can die happily, and when he dies and comes to me, it's a big deal to take a few punches from him. ”

“……”

I don't think I have anything more to ask.

Jin Xiaolan wanted to say more, but Yan Yu stepped forward and said: "Come with me, I will give you the Yan family's pass waist card, and you can go to find the long dye yourself, as long as he nods, this marriage order will come later." ”

After Yan Yu finished speaking, he walked first, and Jin Xiaolan kowtowed to me and ran away with Yan Yu closely.

Hey, I collapsed in the chair, even Jin Xiaolan knew that two people were together to grab each other, and the one who let go first just pushed his pain to the other person to bear, how could I not know?

Do I not understand, or am I really just vicious and cruel, I broke my oath and said that I was going to leave, so that Yanyu watched, did I let go of Yanyu's hand, or did I never grab his hand from beginning to end?

What the hell is wrong with me?