As soon as Yan Yu took Jin Xiaolan away, I sneaked out of the dormitory and slipped into Xianyang Palace.

Xuanhu was watching Lei Nian drinking, and when he saw me, he was shocked, so I pressed Xuanhu who was about to run and said, "Don't run, I won't arrest you to go to class." You pair of hard-working mandarin ducks are here, answer me a few questions, and I'll leave after that! ”

Lei Nian raised his eyebrows and said, "Yan Yu didn't come with you?" ”

I snatched his wine glass and poured it down, sat down next to Lei Nian, Lei Nian with one hand and Xuanhu with the other, and said solemnly: "I never thought that I should ask you about this matter before, and now it's not too late to ask Hope!" ”

"You ask." Lei Nian poured me a glass from the flask, and I poured another glass of spirits into my stomach.

First, I read the words that the field gave me.

Lei Nian was puzzled: "You just want to tell me how sad Yanyu is?" What do you want me to do? I couldn't soothe his heartache. ”

Then I repeated what Jin Xiaolan said just now.

Lei Nian pouted and said, "What is the meaning of a madman's words? Are you specifically here to ask? ”

I breathed a few breaths, poured another glass of wine, and put Xuanhu's hand into Lei Nian's hand, but this action was meaningless, Xuanhu's hand would only pass through Lei Nian's body, and it would not be able to catch her like me.

After trying in vain a few times, I didn't care, maintaining the posture of holding three hands together, I asked Lei Nian: "In your opinion, do I not love Yanyu?" ”

"Sister Wei, what are you talking about? You and Brother Yan have long had a conscience, how can you not love each other? Xuanhu wondered on the side.

Lei Nian replied to me at the same time: "You ask me? Do you love it yourself, you ask me? ”

As he spoke, he touched my forehead with his other hand, "Why don't you talk nonsense without fever?" ”

"I ask you! When the domain of the meeting is coming, you can answer me quickly! ”

Lei Nian frowned, took a sip of wine, and finally replied to me: "In my opinion, it is true that Yanyu loves you, and you love Yanyu...... Not necessarily. ”

“…… No way? I laughed and cried," I ...... I feel like I've ...... Why? Why do you feel so? ”

"If you ask me about this kind of thing, I'm ...... too"

"Ask you, and you'll say it! Say what you think! I poured another glass of wine.

Lei Nian took my cup away and said, "My brother's injury has not healed, you can't get drunk." ”

"Then you answer me!" I stared into Lei Nian's eyes.

Lei Nian was impatient, and seemed to be a little troubled, he said: "He always wants to get close to you, but you are always pushing him away." State affairs, political affairs, world affairs, but once something slightly more important happens, you will push him away, and in the name of it is for his good, but in fact you are just looking for an excuse to be at ease. ”

"I ...... Except for the matter of Di Heng, there is no ......"

"What are you explaining to me?" Lei Nian's patience seemed to be exhausted, and his tone became unkind, "Who wants you to explain this?" To be honest, you can indeed be a little less tied up as an emperor with this temperament, which is not a problem. But after all, you are a woman, and you still have to be married to a husband, right? Look at yourself, I look very aggrieved when Yanyu is by your side, let alone him? ”

It's another female stream, and this product is simply a broken sleeve with straight male cancer.

Ignoring Lei Nian and turning his head to look at Xuanhu, "What do you think?" ”

Xuanhu said seriously: "No, I think Lei Nian is talking nonsense, Sister Wei, you love Brother Yan very much!" ”

“……”

I think if Lei Nian could see and hear Xuanhu, the two of them would be pinched at this time.

I couldn't ask anything here, so I got up and picked up my skirt and ran all the way out, ignoring them calling me behind my back, and rushed into the Liuguang Pavilion again.

A large group of Xuanyi guards were shocked when they saw me coming, I was afraid that someone would go in to report that Lei Jue would play dead even if he woke up, so he rushed to the fifth floor and rushed into his bedroom as fast as possible.

Sure enough, Lei Jue closed his eyes the moment I entered the door.

I sat down in front of Lei Jue and panted and said, "Don't pretend, I know you're awake, I have something to ask you, you have to help me." ”

Lei Jue sighed, slowly opened his eyes, and said, "You say." ”

His breath was still weak, and he felt that he might faint again if he couldn't say a few words.

After driving all the guards out of the house, I said to Lei: "I'm asking you as a friend now, it may make you uncomfortable, but I don't have much time, and I will definitely look for me everywhere when I meet the words, and you must answer me before he comes." ”

Lei Jue squinted his eyes, already displeased, but still said, "You said yes." ”

"Okay." I gritted my teeth, "Lei Jue, is there something wrong with me?" I don't think I'm quite right about the domain? ”

Lei Jue squinted at me for a while, coughed lightly twice, stroked his chest and said, "Are you deliberately angry with me?" ”

"Can you put our past aside and help me think about it first!"

Lei Jue closed his eyes, frowned a few breaths, reopened his eyes, looked at me and said, "You are leaving, you don't want to live when you see the pain in Yanyu, but you are not in pain to the bone marrow, so you feel that something is wrong with you?" ”

"It's not all! I know today that two people have to hold on to each other, but I, I seem to ...... And it didn't ......"

“…… I understand. Lei nodded decided.

I waited eagerly for Lei Jue to continue, and he eased his breath again, and said, "Your heart is locked, and it has been much open to the realm of words, but now it is closed again. That's all, it's not that you don't understand love, it's not that you're ruthless. ”

"That'...... What is that? ”

"Hey......" Lei Jue sighed, sat up a little, I quickly helped him cushion the pillow, he leaned on the pillow and looked at me helplessly: "You need to know one thing, people live for a lifetime, the main purpose is not ups and downs, not great sorrow and joy, but two words, calm." ”

I wondered, "What do you mean, you're talking so profoundly!" ”

Lei decided: "Due to the experience of your previous life, after your mother died, you know that you can barely survive only if you don't feel pain." When you reject pain, you reject joy, so the great sorrows and joys of ordinary people are always unfathomable to you. ”

"What do you mean......" I feel like I'm starting to understand.

Lei Jue raised his hands, first compared a foot distance and said: "Ordinary people feel, roughly like this, from left to right is extreme sadness and joy. ”

He shortened the distance between his hands to half a foot and said, "You, that's right." ”

I really understood this time, and I held Lei Jue's hands and said, "Understood!" I see! You say that I have a stress response and activate the self-protection mechanism, so once I sense that what is going to happen is unbearable, I have to protect myself, so I will be less painful and less happy, right? ”

"I don't know what your strange words mean, but that's about it."

"And then? What should I do? Can I still be as big as a foot? ”

Lei Jue shook his head, "It takes time, recover slowly." ”

Seeing my desperate look, Lei Jue sighed again, shook my hand and said, "Don't worry, I have sent an order to return to Yeyou, and the high priest has been ordered to come and ask him to think of a way again." You have to try everything you can to make it, Hao Zhishen also invited the warlock of Emperor Heng to come to help, there must be a way to protect you, and you are worthy of Xuanhu. ”