Chapter 18 Love You Like an Idiot, Persistence

"Sister Xi, Min Qian really likes you." This was the first thing Feng Xiaoxiao said to Lin Xi the morning after Min Qian suddenly came to Qimuyuan.

"You like him too." Lin Xi smiled.

"But he won't like anyone else anymore." Feng Xiao replied, but there was no unhappiness on his face.

"Yes." Lin Xi smiled softly, "I have someone I love, I can't be with him, so I can never get rid of the person I love, and now I don't have enough confidence to love someone other than him." If you love him, let him fall in love with you. I can't push you to him so he'll be sad, so you have to come on. Didn't you like him for two years? Your innocent little appearance is quite a lot of people chasing you in school, and there are better people than Min Qian among those who chase you, right? In terms of appearance, there is no shortage of this type in the art academy, and he often messes with flowers; By the way, most of those who can engage in art need strong economic resources; Of course, if you want to find someone with better talent than Min Qian, then he is still one in a hundred. Lin Xi smiled.

From the first time she saw this girl, she felt that she had the same thing in her eyes as Min Qian, and she might be her salvation for Min Qian.

"Sister Xi, when I liked him, I didn't expect me to reach this point. Actually, to tell you the truth, I like him, and part of it is because of you. ”

“?” Lin Xi didn't know why, but Feng Xiaoxiao smiled slightly.

In 2015, when Gao Yas had just become popular, the company had already begun to prepare a busy gold plan for him. All kinds of endorsements, advertisements, commercial performances, what's coming, in just a short period of time, Gao Yas has accumulated a lot of fans, and Feng Xiaoxiao, who was still in high school at the time, was also one of them.

In May, a cosmetics endorsed by Yas held an exhibition and sales meeting in a large store in Xi'an. Feng Xiaoxiao and her classmates waited in the store early in the morning, but unfortunately, they had already arrived early enough, but the scene was still full of people. (85% of the people who waited in the store early were invited by Lu Yusheng to create a gimmick, 10% were related households, and 5% were the children's shoes of the support association.) The children's shoes of the support association here in Xi'an basically had no place when they entered, not to mention loose fans like Feng Xiaoxiao who did not join the club. She and her classmates could only wait outside the store, stretching their necks in anticipation of seeing the male god.

Min Qian just fell in love with photography at that time, Yas had activities, and when he could take him, Min Qian would follow with a dead face, and this time the Great Northwest was a place that children in the south had been longing for but out of reach, of course he would not let it go. Min Qian waited in the car while blowing the air conditioner and playing with the camera. When he saw the fans outside the store, he suddenly felt a little sorry for them, because he knew that most of them were basically arranged by Lu Yusheng, and at the same time, he also admired that his brother could go against his heart in order to stay in China.

In Xi'an in May, the sun was quite hot in the afternoon, and the group of girls stood in the sun sweating and were reluctant to leave. He actually wanted to catch his brother and take a picture with them or something, but he didn't have that power.

"You've been waiting so hard here, I'll take a picture for you." Min Qian got out of the car.

It was the first time Feng Xiaoxiao saw Min Qian, and the smile on his face was like a dazzling sunlight that made her unable to open her eyes, but it just warmly melted into her heart.

The group of girls watched Min Qian get off Yas's nanny car, so they stood in line and let him take pictures.

"That...... Can we get the photos? Feng Xiaoxiao found an excuse to interrupt him, and asked with a blushing face.

"I'll let G.I post it on Weibo, and you can pick it up yourself when the time comes."

Just that time, Feng Xiaoxiao remembered that face. At that time, because of Min Qian's image, she and her little sisters always thought that Min Qian was a newcomer who had just debuted and had not yet flashed, and said that they must wait for him to make his debut to support him.

On December 31, 2016, Haixinsha's New Year's Eve party was also the first Chinese New Year's Eve after Feng Xiaoxiao came to Guangzhou to go to school. There is a girl in their dormitory who is Xue Mingmin's little fan sister, and she has to take Feng Xiaoxiao and the other sisters to Haixinsha to watch Xue Mingmin's performance.

After Min Qian quit the group, Xue Mingmin's band has not been able to find a suitable lead singer, and no one can write songs comparable to Min Qian. Little by little, the band declined. If it weren't for the fact that they had a stage experience when they were in high school, and the organizers also gave Huayi a quota, they probably wouldn't have been able to attend. Therefore, Xue Mingmin, who knew this well, called Min Qian back to help with the performance.

At the New Year's Eve party, Feng Xiaoxiao was pleasantly surprised to see him. He was the lead keyboard and vocalist on stage, and many girls cheered when he spoke. When she was in school, Xue Mingmin's band was also a little popular, but after joining Min Qian, she felt more powerful. She is a student of folk music, but that doesn't stop her from appreciating rock and roll, and admiring long rock 'n' roll.

That night, Xue Mingmin opened a private room, and all the girls in their dormitory went. Min Qian was also there, but she never had time to say a word to Min Qian, because in addition to his senior brother, he was surrounded by sexy beauties all the time, and he didn't look at her until he went out with a bewitching beauty in his arms. At that time, she had an idea for the first time: even if there is no love, it doesn't matter if you follow him and be his person.

After that, Feng Xiaoxiao knew about the relationship between Xue Mingmin and Min Qian, and would exchange information with Xue Mingmin from time to time. Xue Mingmin gave her Min Qian's QQ number. She added, and passed, but he was barely online. When she messaged him, he would always think she was one of his gaming friends, or one of those chatter-sassy girls. Although she wouldn't mind being with him without love, she didn't want to have anything with him in that image.

In July, Min Qian returned to Guangzhou, and Xue Mingmin made an appointment with Feng Xiaoxiao when Min Qian came out. That day, Feng Xiaoxiao finally talked to Min Qian once, and it was not the kind of person who was looking for a greeting and talking perfunctory at will. She was so happy. Min Qian also just knew who the person who had sent him a message for a long time was. He originally wanted to flirt, but Feng Xiaoxiao looked innocent, and when she chatted with her, she was even more innocent, and she could blush and stutter for a while when she drove with a little words. He never plays with innocent girls, and the sincerity given by others is something he can't afford as a careless person.

He kept his distance from her and continued to drink and drive with the open girls. As a result, she actually grabbed his hand, took him to the box next door, and kissed him when she entered the door, and he still sneered in his heart that she was a green tea pretending to be innocent. When he kissed her recklessly, and even partially violated her body, he felt that she was "pretending" so jerky even kissing, and her body was trembling slightly. He let go of her, and she gasped and said to him, "Senior Brother Min Qian, can I be your girlfriend?" Fixed girlfriend. I like you, from the first time I saw you in Xi'an, I am really happy to see you in Haixinsha, I can have mutual friends with you, I am really super satisfied to be by your side, can you give me this opportunity? ”

"I took pictures of you in Xi'an just to see that you have been basking in the sun for so long for G.I, so I feel sorry for you, not because you are alone, you don't have to like me because of this."

"I like you not because you took pictures of us, but because of your appearance, like the warm sun of winter, shining into the depths of my heart, I ......."

"Wait a minute," Min Qian sneered and interrupted Feng Xiaoxiao's words, "I don't dare to use such low words when writing lyrics, where did you get the courage to say such words?" ”

"Although my words are not as beautiful and meaningful as the lyrics you wrote before, what I say is the words of my heart, just like your lyrics, which have a soul."

"My lyrics, of course, have a soul. But do you know what kind of person I am? Want to be my girlfriend, or a fixed girlfriend? I haven't had a girlfriend for more than a month since I got my girlfriend. I'm sorry, but I don't like having a regular girlfriend. Min Qian's attitude was cold.

"I don't care, as long as you're willing to accept me." Feng Xiaoxiao probably admired herself for being able to say such things.

Min Qian didn't feel happy at all after listening to it, this kind of liking that didn't think about the consequences at all and didn't understand it at all, just because he helped her take a photo, just by a smile from him, he said that he liked him, he didn't like such a sloppy love. Just as he once fell into the gentle whirlpool of someone when he didn't know anything because of someone's smile on him, he was willing to endure all the pain to fulfill her, and in the end he was thrown off completely and couldn't climb out of that whirlpool.

So, he decided to destroy her illusions about him with his own hands. He gave Feng Xiaoxiao his WeChat, every time he went out with a girl, no matter what he was doing, he would inevitably take an intimate photo and send it to the circle of friends, and it was the kind that Feng Xiaoxiao only saw.

He thought that Feng Xiaoxiao would automatically quit after understanding what kind of person he was now, but Feng Xiaoxiao would only leave a message under his circle of friends every time: Drink less alcohol, at least eat something to cushion your stomach before drinking, otherwise it will hurt your stomach. He thought she was ridiculous, just as ridiculous as he had been. And for several months, she didn't pursue what he was messing around outside, and on his birthday, she specially asked for leave to fly to Shanghai to celebrate his birthday. She was even willing to sleep with him (Xiao Qian didn't sleep), and he finally realized the feeling that some people can't bear to hurt but can't fall in love......

From that day on, he deleted Feng Xiaoxiao's WeChat and no longer contacted him. However, if she remembers your QQ number, WeChat ID, and mobile phone number, you can't hide it.

In September, he received another message from her: On my birthday on the 24th, I helped you celebrate a birthday, can you also accompany me for a birthday?

He relented and agreed. He regretted agreeing to help her celebrate her birthday for a long time. Because it was that night that he met Lin Xi again...... And his guilt for Feng Xiaoxiao was tied into a dead knot on the night he met Lin Xi.

Actually, Min Qian has nothing to feel guilty about. The reason why Feng Xiaoxiao didn't care that he was intimate with so many girls, and the reason why he still wanted to be by his side after being rejected many times, was because Xue Mingmin told her before she officially confessed to Min Qian. Min Qian used to be a very well-behaved and thoughtful five-good boy. Because he liked a girl, but then that girl went abroad and was still with someone else, he became what he is now. She was a little envious of that girl, and she also felt sorry for Min Qian. After knowing his experience, she found that she actually liked him more, which is why she stalked and wanted to be with him.

No matter how dirty this boy is on the surface, his heart is still pure, at least in front of her, he is not an animal who only thinks with his lower body. Although he is superficially attentive, he is so persistent to the person she loves.

She didn't believe that such a good boy would continue to be so decadent.