I was an orphan, and for as long as I can remember, I was a child that no one cared for. Master picked me up and raised me. The people in our village looked down on Master and me, they felt that Master was a Miao man who raised Gu, and every time they looked at Master, they felt as if they were looking at a poisonous snake, with fear and disgust. So for as long as I can remember, the children in the village didn't want to play with me.

In such an environment, I developed an inferiority complex and arrogant temperament, those children don't play with me, I don't bother to play with them, and when I meet those children who point fingers at me behind my back, I will put some poison on them and teach them a lesson. It also left me without any friends in my childhood.

Until I was ten years old, that day I went up the mountain to help Master collect medicine and accidentally fell and injured my leg. There was no way to ask Master for help in the mountains and old forests, and I thought I would probably die there. unexpectedly met him at that time, Duan Tian.

Duan Tian appeared by my side when I was about to despair, and I still remember the first time I saw him, I froze. It's different from the dirty and skinny appearance of the children in the village. He was wearing a blue student uniform, with handsome eyebrows and a good temperament, although he was only eleven or twelve years old, he had a maturity different from this age.

He stretched out his white arm and asked me softly, "Little sister, are you hurt?" ”

At that moment, that image was etched in the depths of my memory, and it will never be forgotten again. After knowing that I was a Miao person, he did not have the disdain in the eyes of others, but gently carried me on his back, carried me down the mountain step by step, and sent me back to Master's house. I asked him why he didn't look down on me, and he laughed and said that all beings are equal, why should Miao people be looked down upon?

At that moment, the boy just lived in my heart. Later, I learned that his name was Duan Tian and he was the child of the village chief's sister. The village chief's younger sister married into a wealthy family in the city in her early years, and Duan Tian was also the young master of a wealthy family, and received a good education since she was a child. But because of an accident at home, he was framed by gangsters, and his family was ruined. Duan Tianduan's family's only incense was sent to the village chief's house.

I feel sorry for what happened to him, I want to persuade him, and I want to thank him. If he hadn't saved my life that day, I would have died in the mountains by now. When I went to look for Duan Tian, Duan Tian was very happy, but the children around Duan Tian couldn't hide their disgust for me. They were afraid of the poison in my hands and did not dare to speak ill of me, but the disgust in their eyes was so obvious that it was difficult for me to ignore it.

Duan Tian is the nephew of the village chief, and he is a young master from a wealthy family in a big city, and he has a high prestige among the children, and he has his harmony, although those children still hate me, but they finally accept my existence when they play together. Actually, if it weren't for Duan Tian, I wouldn't be with them at all, they don't look down on me, and I don't care about them.

In this way, as the days passed, I found that I cared more and more about Duan Tian, and after teaching a girl who came to approach Duan Tian, I couldn't help but express my love to Duan Tian. But Duan Tian refused with a smile, he said You are still young and know what love is. I don't know how to argue with him, but I know that my love for him will not change. In this way, I kept reminding me that I loved him, and after reminding him for ten years, it became his habit to reject me with a gentle smile, and it stabbed my heart again and again.

When I was twenty years old, after being rejected, I asked him unwillingly, I am twenty years old, no longer a child, why he still refuses to accept my love. He was silent for a while and told me that he was going to the city to avenge his parents.

I excitedly said that I could help him get revenge, and he readily agreed. So I carried Master on his back and went with him to the house of the rich family who had ruined the Duan Tian family, and I used the method taught by Master to give them the whole family Gu, the most vicious Gu. I think they killed Duan Tian's parents, and if they died a little more miserably, Duan Tian would be happier. But I didn't want Duan Tian to see the tragic situation of rolling and wailing but not dying when they died, and his eyes changed when he saw me. At that moment, a cool breath rose from under my feet, and I had a gut feeling that he was different from me.

Duan Tian's enemy family has several powerful relatives, and after hearing about this matter, I invited a master of Dao art to come to me for trouble, I couldn't fight that person, and I was seriously injured by my own Gu backlash. When Duan Tian sent me back to Master for treatment, he said guiltily to me that he would take good care of me in the future and would treat me well for the rest of his life.

After returning home, the master reprimanded me harshly, and I didn't care, feeling that as long as I could get Duan Tian's love, I would be willing to give anything. I rested at home for a full month before my injuries were completely healed. The first thing I did after I recovered from my injury was to go to Duan Tian, and he said that he would be good to me for the rest of my life, and I wanted to see him early and be his bride as soon as possible. But he didn't want to take a letter from the village chief. It was written to me by Duan Tian.

I looked at the letter as if it had been struck by lightning, and Duan Tian said that he had left, leaving here forever. His family revenge has been avenged, and he has no nostalgia for this place anymore. He said that he had only treated me as a little sister since the first time he saw me, and that he didn't feel anything else. I'm sorry that he deceived me and took advantage of me this time in order to let me help him get revenge. Wish I could forgive him.

I just stood there in a daze, tears blurring my eyes. It turns out that he is using me, it turns out that I have done so much for him, and I almost lost my life and I can't let him look at me more. At this time, I heard the chatter around me, the villagers were saying that I was a toad and wanted to eat swan meat, and that I, a vicious Miao man, dared to think that the nephew of the village chief deserved to be abandoned.

Hearing those words, my heart tingled inexplicably, did he think the same way? Did he leave here and avoid me because I was a vicious Hmong? I suddenly remembered the eyes he looked at me when the enemy died, and there was disgust in it, right? He also thinks I'm vicious, so he hates me, right?

I suddenly felt that the world was spinning, I was trying to avenge him, and even at the cost of being seriously injured, I almost lost my life, but what I got was his disgust and parting? Even if it's disgust, why can't you just tell me and choose to say goodbye? Are you afraid that I will hate him because of love? After ten years of getting along, he didn't even trust me?

That day, I vomited blood and fell into a coma at the door of the village chief's house, but it was Master who rescued me. Since then, I have hated the bad guy, and I will never show mercy if I accidentally run into one of my men. My heart grew cold. Later, Master made me and his friend's disciple marry, but I saw the disgust in the eyes of his friend's disciple, the same disgust as the villagers, and he refused to marry me. At that moment, I remembered Duan Tian, who had rejected me for ten years, and involuntarily, a monstrous killing intent flashed in my heart.

On that day, I heard that Xu Shaoyan was very interested in walking with a woman, and it seemed that he was in love, and I was overjoyed when I heard it, and finally found a reason to kill him. I brought the Eight Array Killers that Master had worked so hard to cultivate to find Xu Shaoyan, intending to get rid of him directly, I never wanted to see the disgust and rejection in his eyes, which would make me think of too many bad memories.

It's a pity that I underestimated Xu Shaoyan, the woman who was with him was very powerful, they broke Master's Eight Array of Killers, I was not their opponent, I thought I was going to die. I didn't want that woman to tell me that Duan Tian would go back to me, and Duan Tian was in love with me.

Although I don't know where this woman found out about me and Duan Tian, I want to laugh inexplicably? Duan Tian loves me? How could the man who rejected me for ten years love me? But the woman's profound skills and serious appearance made my heart involuntarily reignite hope. Maybe I've always been hopeful, right? Although the injured body is incomplete, I still yearn for a miracle, longing for the day when that elegant and handsome young man will return to me, and said to me with a smile, Lan Lin, I will take care of you for a lifetime, and I will be good to you for a lifetime.

I put down my dignity, reconciled with Xu Shaoyan, and then hurried back to the village where I grew up. At the foot of the mountain where we first met, I saw that familiar figure. Before I knew it, I was in tears. I thought I wanted to cut him with a thousand knives, but I didn't want to see him again, and I cried like a child. As gentle as when we first met, he walked up to me and whispered, "Lan Lin, I'm back, marry me, okay?" ”

I don't know how long I've been waiting for this sentence, but I always dream about it when I dream back at midnight, only to wake up with a heart-rending pain. Now, I really heard it, but it was like a dream butterfly, and I didn't know if it was a dream.

I remember that day I cried for a long time, and the thousand words I had prepared came to my lips and only turned into one sentence, and it was too late. yes, it's late, we'll never go back to the way we were.