I sat on a double-decker bus, looking at the scenery outside the window, my heart seemed very tired, I felt very tired, I didn't have any energy these days, since the medical accident three days ago, I have not been able to lift my spirit, I was originally the chief surgeon of a large hospital in a city.

Three days ago.

Suddenly, our hospital sent a woman who needed to be rescued because of heart failure, I did heart bypass surgery for this woman, originally this operation was very simple, but I don't know what happened, in the middle of the night, this woman's internal organs began to appear bloodstains.

The woman's vital signs began to drop sharply, the woman was lying in the operating room, began to have convulsions, and then the woman did not have any mobility, I was holding a scalpel here, watching this woman die here, her hands were shaking here.

This is the first time I have had an operation and a woman dies in my operating room.

"Xiao Zhang, record the time of death." I commanded.

Then a nurse who operated with me began to hold a notebook and record the time of death here, I took off my mask and walked out of the operating room, when I just walked out, suddenly a man hurriedly came over to me and asked: "Doctor, me, what's wrong with my wife?" ”

"It's a pity." I sighed and said, "I'm sorry, your wife is dead, and there is nothing I can do about it." ”

"Dead, dead!" The man looked at me in shock, and then tugged at my clothes angrily: "What did you do, my wife was originally a living person, how did you have an operation, he died, you, you are a murderer, you return my wife, return me a living wife." ”

The man grabbed my clothes and said this bitterly here, 'Let me return his wife', I saw this woman's family, my heart was also very sad, seeing my relatives die, who can understand this pain, even I am very sad, I sincerely apologize: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault." ”

"You, you, why don't you rescue anymore." The man grabbed me and said, "Why don't you wake up my wife, you came out, why don't you save him, why did my wife die like this." ”

"I'm so sorry." I sincerely apologize.

"I'm sorry, you're done?" The man said angrily.

"I'm really sorry." I sighed: "I was doing very well, but I don't know what's going on, her internal organs began to bleed, and when I wanted to stop it, I found that this woman had lost too much blood and her vital signs began to decline, which was also something I didn't expect, originally he had heart bypass surgery and could come back to life, but I had this accident." ”

"She could have come back to life?" The man said angrily: "But the problem is, he is actually dead now, you actually killed him, you, you should pay for your life, you are a doctor in a big hospital, and now you can't even save a person, you are a very famous surgeon, so I let you have surgery, but my wife actually died in your operation." ”

After saying that, this man wanted to hit me.

"Wait a minute."

A deep voice sounded, and then a man in a white coat, wearing a pair of glasses, looked at the woman's family and said, "Sir, you let go of your hand first." ”

......

"Handle it off? He killed my wife. The man grabbed me and said, "I want him to be buried with my wife, and you'd better leave me alone." ”

The man in the white coat said, "This gentleman, I know the pain of your loss of a loved one, so be it! If you have something to do, come to me, I am their dean, you must know that there will be risks in any operation, there is no 100% operation, so don't be too excited, even if you kill Li Feng, there is no way to save your wife. ”

"Besides, you're going to jail."

The man glanced at the dean coldly and said, "You are a doctor in a big hospital, and this Li Feng is a famous chief surgeon, I came here because of your fame, but I didn't expect that in the end, this Li Feng actually killed my wife, what do you think I should do?" ”

"Sir, there are accidents in all surgeries." The dean persuaded: "The probability of this kind of accident is 1 in 100,000, even if it is a famous surgeon, there will be an accident, don't be too aggressive, if you don't believe it, we can call up the surveillance video, all operations have surveillance video, you can observe it yourself, if it is deliberate, it is easy to say, the key is that he doesn't want to!" ”

"Why, am I one in 100,000?" The man yelled angrily.

At this time, from the operating room, several nurses pushed out a female corpse with a white cloth covering her head, the man saw the female corpse, loosened my clothes, lay on the female corpse and said, "Wife, wake up!" It's all my fault, I'm sorry for you, I shouldn't have brought you here and killed you. ”

The dean glanced at the man, sighed slightly, and said, "Okay, you guys take the corpse and push it into the morgue!" ”

Then the nurses pushed the body away, and the man left crying.

I watched the man leave, and stood here sadly, and the dean saw that I was sad and comforted: "Li Feng, don't be sad too!" If you don't go back and have a good rest, don't be sad, these are all accidents. ”

"Dean, don't say it." I sighed and shook my head: "Originally, it was my medical accident, and I have nothing to do now, I see the family crying and asking me to return his wife, how sad my heart is." ”

"Of course I know this, and I'm sad too." The dean said: "But in the hospital, there are many people who die, often die, we have experienced so many deaths, how can we not see it." ”

"Hey, that's what you said." I sighed and said: "But, this is my cut, I can't get over it no matter what, it's obviously heart failure, as long as I have heart bypass surgery, I can come back to life, before the operation, I also specially checked the vital signs, everything is normal, but I didn't expect that in the end, I lost too much blood." ”

The dean sighed, "I know your pain, so don't think about it anymore, so be it!" You go back and rest, tomorrow is a new day, don't be sad because of the operation, go back and rest, don't think about this medical accident. ”

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"Dean, I, I'm afraid I can't do it, I'm going to have surgery." I shook my head and sighed, "You better let me be transferred!" Otherwise, let me go to a hospital in the village, it's okay, as long as it's a place where there is no surgery, even if it's a small hospital, it's okay, I really don't want to stay here, I want to get out of here. ”

"Well, okay, you don't have to think about it." The dean said, "It seems that you are really tired, go back and rest!" ”

I nodded.

"Hmm!" I was sitting on the bus, and suddenly I woke up from my sleep, I looked out the window of the bus, there was a winding mountain road outside, looking at the winding mountain road, looking at the winding mountain road, and my heart was very complicated: "Hey, I've been so tired lately, I can finally take a good rest." ”

Since that accident, my credibility in the hospital has been greatly reduced, although our hospital has tried its best to save my reputation, but it is obviously useless, and there are very few people who let me have surgery, I looked out the window and thought here.

I walked into the morgue of the hospital, and I saw the woman's family, who was crying there and asked the dean to punish me, and I felt bad, the dean looked at these people and said, "Don't be sad, this is not Li Feng's business after all, this is also a medical accident, besides, after so many days, Li Feng sincerely admits his mistake." ”

"Dean, please, make decisions for my daughter." An old woman hurriedly knelt on the ground and said with a cry: "Li Feng, he is not worthy of being a doctor, he has insulted this sacred profession, you can't let him harm people anymore, you had better fire him, otherwise my old woman will not be able to kneel for a long time." ”

"Auntie." The dean hurriedly picked up the old woman and said, "Don't be sad, I know that this situation is all our fault, but Doctor Li Feng is definitely a good doctor, you can't say let him leave, just let him leave, this is unfair to Li Feng, auntie, hurry up!" ”

"No, Dean, you can't favor Li Feng so much just because he is your doctor." The old woman insisted: "You must give me an explanation today, you can't shield him because he is a doctor in your hospital, my daughter is a living person, but she was killed by Li Feng, a doctor, you can't protect him like this." ”

"Auntie, what do you want me to say?" The dean looked at the old woman at this time, and felt quite embarrassed.

"Dean, you don't need to say it, I resign."

I saw that the dean was embarrassed and hurriedly walked in from outside.

"You...... You, the doctor, have harmed my daughter. The old woman hurriedly came trembling, slapped my body, and said as she slapped my mouth, "You beast doctor, why don't you die, why did you let my daughter die, why did you do this?" ”

"Auntie, you hit me right, you can kill me!" I gave up my resistance and let the old woman whip me.

The dean hurriedly came over to stop the old woman and said, "Auntie, stop! It's not Li Feng's fault, she is also a victim, you take a break here, I'll ask Li Feng. ”

The old lady was panting and staring at me.

The dean looked at me and said, "Li Feng, what are you doing here?" Didn't I tell you that when you see your family members in the future, you should walk around and not have a confrontation with them? ”