3. I wish you a smooth journey

Hearing Liang Shan and Wang Xiao going upstairs after sending the courier from a distance, Liangzi secretly wiped the tears on his face, never thought that his father would talk to him in this way. But Liangzi is still aggrieved, and this grievance is mixed with a few traces of self-blame and unbearable, whose fault is it, who should be blamed, Liangzi is very dazed, and the resentment in his heart is not vomiting, nor is he swallowing it by himself. Is it all down to fate? Then it's all down to fate, she bears it.

As soon as the front foot was folded and put in the diary, the two people on the back foot walked in with their shoulders hooked.

"Here you go, Ryoko!"

Liang Shan threw over a Wangwang crushed ice in the air, apple-flavored, and Liangzi stretched out his hands and took it firmly in his arms.

"The little pudding is sold out?"

Tear open the outer packaging, hold both ends of the popsicle with both hands, and twist it hard in the opposite direction at the same time, the popsicle will open and break into two, Liangzi holds one in each hand, bites the broken mouth and gently pouts, and a coolness instantly spreads from the mouth to the whole body.

"It's sold out, and this one is super delicious!"

"You're crying? Nasal. Liang Shan nervously walked up to Ryoko and carefully examined Ryoko's red eyes.

Ryoko laughed dryly and deliberately smacked the popsicle in her hand, "I didn't sleep well last night, and I've been yawning too much today." ”

After that, there was really another long yawn.

"How is it, Xiaoxiao's luggage is expensive?"

Liangzi sat down on the edge of Liang Shan's bed, and looked around the dormitory that had been moved, empty, his futon had just been beaten and packed, and only four wooden bed boards were left, how desolate it looked.

Xiaoxiao strode to her desk and pulled a leather band, grabbed it casually with her hand, and tied a high ponytail, which looked refreshing and free.

"Don't mention it, look at the sweat on our faces! It's hot and dead, there are still a lot of people who send couriers, and they have been standing in line under the sun, and it cost me dozens of dollars to break things, hey! But Liangzi, if you want to send your courier, it's outside the province, and the fee is more expensive than mine, so we're the farthest away from your home. I advise you not to be in a hurry or wait before sending it, it will be hot and there will be a lot of people. ”

Ryoko stretched out her legs and moved her feet, "It's okay, I'm not in a hurry anyway." ”

"I thought that my family was going to hold some kind of departure ceremony, hugging my head and crying, look at this forgetful Li Yunyun, there is no one for a long time!" Wang Xiao couldn't help but complain, how could she be so slighted on such an important occasion in her eyes.

"I think it's okay, it's easy to separate, it's not a life-and-death parting, and we're not going to see each other again."

"That's right," Ryoko pushed the popsicle louder to the maximum, "Yunyun is getting married, and the three of us are going to be bridesmaids!" ”

"Ryoko, I've been thinking about your question lately."

"What's the problem?"

"It's about what kind of people we will be in the future. We who are about to enter the society are always listening to the teachings of teachers, seniors, and parents, what kind of road is easy to walk, what kind of people are successful people, they tell us how to be tactful, how to learn to restrain our own character to cater to this society, but I always feel that this is perfunctory to myself. Because I don't want to live with a mask and wear skills to cope with work, in fact, many of the experiences of my predecessors are sincere and right, but some detours are essential for my growth, and I hope that my future self can maintain my original intention and have a flat mentality. I didn't want to be what other people looked like, and I thought that it would be nice to be the truest version of myself in the future. ”

"I asked casually at the time, and you've been thinking about it."

"Maybe it's a question for me to think about seriously."

Liangzi smiled at Liang Shan, "Although your expression skills are a little worse, I understand what you mean, I just hope that when we reunite in a few years, we can still maintain this original intention!" ”

Wang Xiaowu applauded freely, "Yes, just be the most sincere yourself!" ”

"But I probably think it's easier to stand on the shoulders of those who came before me......," Wang Xiao scratched her head awkwardly after applauding.

"Life is full of variety, just live the way you want!"

Ryoko stuck out her tongue.

"Oh, it doesn't matter, here today with water and wine, no matter what, we are not afraid of the future, young people, not afraid!"

Liang Shan filled the cups of the three with tea and took the lead in raising the water cup in front of him.

"The future is coming, we will take it!"

A glass of boiled water, the three of them drank a room full of pride.

It's already half past two o'clock after lunch, and the driver of Liang Shan's family parked the car at the door of the dormitory, because of the hard rules that men are not allowed to enter the girls' dormitory, Liang Shan's luggage is relatively trivial. The relationship between Liang Shan and her mother is still deadlocked, but it is much better than when the school started, Liang Shan's mother wanted to arrange a relatively stable civil servant errand for Liang Shan to stay in the county, but Liang Shan refused, and she was determined to go to Beijing.

Before leaving, Liang Shan took Liangzi and Wang Xiao's hands and asked, do you know why she has been thinking about doing North Drift, the two really don't understand, obviously Liang Shan has such a good family background, and has such a good social relationship to find a better job.

Liang Shan squinted her eyes, put her hands around the necks of the two and said in their ears, because she had made an appointment with No. 8 to graduate and go to Beijing to work together, she had to abide by the agreement no matter what.

After that, he sat in the car and waved goodbye to the two with a bright face.

Compared with Liang Shan, who walked particularly chicly, Wang Xiao was more sensational, holding Liangzi alive and dead, crying and wetting Liangzi's shoulders before he dragged his luggage to the train station, and before leaving, he also said a lot of things like he must always contact each other and not forget each other, which made Liangzi also red-eyed.

Ryoko was the last person to leave the dormitory, and the large luggage was dragged downstairs to send SF Express, and the dormitory was even more empty. It was still early, and Ryoko cleaned the dormitory in a muffled voice, and the table was wiped and the floor was dragged until the white floor outfit reflected the pink cherry blossom petals on the ceiling.

This is where we lived for four years.

When I came four years ago, Ryoko was the first to arrive, and I watched the unpopular dormitory slowly fill up with everyone's belongings, and it became extremely warm; Four years later, on this day, Ryoko was the last to leave, and watched the dormitory full of life become lonely little by little.

I spent four years in this place, and I couldn't help but sigh and sigh, everything seemed to be back to the original point. In fact, it is only after one point, and people have to continue to run to the next point, life, how can there be a way back. Fortunately, in the past four years, Liangzi has gained a lot of things, which cannot be brought by a transcript, a certificate, a scholarship, or a graduation certificate, but something that can only be experienced with heart, and the emotions and relationships that I want to cherish for a lifetime.

Liangzi is extremely grateful for the past four years, from the beginning of depression and unhappiness, no desire to live, to now with a momentum to live well, not because of a specific person, but the accumulation of every day in the past four years, the interlocking of all things, and some people are sophisticated, so that she gradually understands these truths, to live, to live hard, to live a real soul.

"Have a nice trip."

The moment she closed the door of the dormitory, Ryoko said to the empty dormitory, to everyone she has met in the past four years, to herself, to ...... The upcoming Huo Heng said.

4. Seven days of life

As the old saying goes, seven days to be a man is to be born again in seven days.

recalled that from the day he decided to separate from Huo Heng to yesterday, it was exactly seven days. When every day is a countdown, time flies, and the twenty-four hours of a day are no longer a long barrel-shaped three-dimensional space in Liangzi's eyes, but constantly condensed and condensed until they converge into a small dot, and the passage seems to be a blink of an eye.

Day 1:

"Huo Heng, your name is so cute?"

"Why?"

"Because the meaning of reversing it is '......ho ho

"You're out of tune, Jay Chou's tone should be like this, ho ho ......ho ho

"Uncle, hey, is Jay Chou's original singing of Peking Opera......

Day 2:

"Huo Heng."

"Hmm."

"Huo Heng."

"Hmm."

"Huo Heng, Huo Heng, Huo Heng!"

"Uh-huh!"

"Huo Heng, your uncle, who wants to play rap with you, can you guess what my careful thoughts are?!"

"No one has asked you to play lately, it's boring again, but I'm going to go out with my colleagues at night for team building hahahaha......"

"This old comrade who is about to laugh is about to laugh, please go to a place where birds don't poop and die......"

Day 3:

"Huo Heng, I miss you so much."

"I'm working, I'll be there in a few days, don't be in a hurry!"

"But I still miss you so much, why do people have to work."

"If you don't work, you'll support me?"

"As long as you dare to elope with me, I will raise you! I'm going to make a lot of money, build a house of gold and hide you, I want ......"

"You want to take me to romantic Turkey and then to Tokyo and Paris together?"

“……”

Day 4:

"Huo Heng, have you been tired from work lately?"

"I'm tired!"

"Huo Heng, are you hungry?"

"Starving!"

"Huo Heng, is it hot over there?"

"It's hot!"

"Why are you dead with your mouth shut?!"

"yes, because I want to kill you."

Day 5:

"Huo Heng, my aunt came recently, and she was in a very bad mood, I have to complain that the cold water is too cold, and the hot water is too hot, do you still like me who is so unreasonable?"

"Who are you complaining about?! I'm your boyfriend! Why don't you hug me when you're in a bad mood?! ”

Day 6:

"Huo Heng, if, I said if, one day I choose to abandon you, what will you do?"

"Then I'll eat one more bowl of rice from today so that you can't throw it away."

Day 7:

"Huo Heng, what are you doing?"

"Miss you."

"I want to tell you something."

"What did you say?"

"I don't want to, I love you anymore. Let's break up. ”

"Ryoko, don't make such jokes with me, I haven't seen this stalk on the Internet, I can't catch it."

"I'm serious."

The night before Huo Heng came, Liangzi cautiously broke up with Huo Heng.

At ten o'clock in the night, Liangzi sat alone on the football field of Xinti, just the last time Huo Heng came, he sat cross-legged and refused to leave. The weather was exceptionally clear during the day, and the dark sky was filled with stars, one, two, three...... It's so annoying, my eyes are about to lose sight.

"Okay, then I'll figure it out, I probably know what you're going to say," Huo Heng paused, his voice becoming muffled, "But is this day coming so soon?" ”

Liangzi remembered Huo Heng's eyebrows dancing when he saw the football field, a thirty-two-year-old man, Sa Huan'er was running and jumping, happy like a primary school student who won the first place in the final exam.

Then, the eyelids could no longer support the damp and heavy water, and the tears fell down one after another.

"That's right, Huo Heng. The day is coming soon. ”

"Can we talk on the phone, Ryoko? I want to hear from you. ”

Liangzi couldn't imagine the appearance of Huo Heng on the other side of the phone, whether it should be red eyes, or his brows were tightly knitted into a big pimple, or he was just relieved.

"No, you can't." Ryoko took out a tissue from her pocket, and felt that the snot was about to flow out, what a nasty feeling, why do people have tears and snot when they are sad? How ugly it is, how much it affects the image.

"Can you tell me why?"

"It's just, I don't want to be together anymore, while you still love me, while I still love you."

"That's right."

A short-haired girl in a sweatshirt passed by and asked Ryoko if she needed a tissue, and Ryoko cried and laughed, "No need, thank you." ”

"According to the original plan, I'll go over tomorrow and talk about this matter in person, okay?"

"It's useless, it can only be the result."

"Promise me we'll see each other tomorrow, okay?" Ryoko leaned back and lay on the grass in a big shape, just quietly, quietly looking at the sky. Feel the warm tears slowly down her cheeks, and finally soak into your hair without hurrying.

"Okay, that's the last one."

"Okay."

"Don't keep me, please."

"Okay."

Coming out of school, Ryoko took the bus slowly to the train station.

I came to the train station to pick him up twice, thinking about the first time I was still so apprehensive and sweet, this time, my heart was like ashes, and I was going to be separated forever. Thinking like this, I hope that time can be slowed down, and secretly hope that the train will go slower, slower.

It's just self-deception.

Liangzi came early, sat next to the flower bed and waited slowly, at five o'clock in the afternoon, the sun was still very high, and there were only a few people in the square in the distance, and at seven or eight o'clock, it must have been crowded with uncles and aunts dancing square dances. Just like the uncles and aunts who come here to dance every day, just like the sun rising in the east and setting in the west, Huo Heng should return to his family, and he should also find a suitable job to earn money to support his parents, parents and younger brothers, everything should be on the right track, while everything is still in time.

Besides, the stolen light and the stolen pleasure should be returned.

If there is really a heart-eroding grass in this world, then let her suffer the pain of heart-eroding alone and die alone.

Ryoko thought so.

While Huo Heng still loves himself, while his memory is still a beautiful son.

Only by dying once completely can you be reborn, and you can become a new good son.