1. Graduation

When it came to the day of the graduation defense, Ryoko felt that time could have passed so quickly.

During this period, Huo Heng seemed to know Liangzi's thoughts in advance, and talked to Liangzi on the phone more and more frequently, at least five or six times a day. The length of each call will be different, sometimes, the two will talk endlessly for an hour, and sometimes, Huo Heng just called and simply said "I miss you so much" and hung up the phone in a hurry.

When this affection was added to the deadline, Liangzi no longer hid his love, if the love for Huo Heng was like a trickle of Juanjuan before, then now Liangzi's performance is a surging torrent.

Liangzi always said love, and Liangzi always confided his thoughts to him.

No matter what he was doing at hand, Liangzi always edited a large paragraph of text and sent it over, for example, because the five-grain soy milk he bought in the morning was really delicious, he thought that the next time Huo Heng came, he must let him taste it, and Liangzi, who had already walked to the teaching building, went back to buy a cup; For example, when I went for a morning jog in the morning, I met a big raccoon cat, and his eyes looked fierce, so scared that Liangzi didn't dare to come up to say hello, so he said that if he had the opportunity in the future, he would raise a kitten in the nest of the two, which was super cute and looked like a lake with eyes; For example, if you listen to a good love song, you will immediately forward and share it with Huo Heng, saying that you must listen to it more and practice more, and sing it to him next time he comes...... There are too many things to do, and Liangzi has translated his life and thoughts into words one by one, all laying out in front of Huo Heng's eyes.

Sometimes Ryoko also wonders, how much love can one person have for another? Can this love be measured by some objects? Just like a basin of water, drop by drop, scoop by scoop is a completely different concept from directly pouring the whole basin outward. There must be a number of loves, and if so, they can only be poured out.

Because it's too late to stream, because I can't wait for the coming day.

One of the most important things that Ryoko experienced during this period was her graduation defense.

On the day of the defense, Liangzi was not nervous, her defense group arranged twenty students in the morning, and she happened to be in the eighteenth place, slightly embarrassed, she may not be able to take her turn in the morning, but there is no guarantee that she can go back. After the defense began, Ryoko was waiting in the empty classroom opposite, and fell asleep in a daze, and when he woke up, he looked around, and his classmates were seriously looking at their papers, Ryoko patted his forehead, still feeling in a trance, as if the person who needed to defend was not himself, and couldn't help but ask himself why he wasn't nervous or anxious, and didn't care, in fact, Ryoko didn't understand why, as if everything was not very important, and everything would not arouse her interest.

After waiting in the classroom until 11:50 a.m., the seventeenth student began to enter the defense, and then, naturally, Ryoko's defense was postponed until the afternoon.

Coming out of the teaching building, Liangzi couldn't help but call Huo Heng and thought, in fact, she wanted to defend earlier, but it was not one-size-fits-all, the more she waited, the more anxious she became, after all, it was a matter that was put on hold like that, and it made people not happy to eat.

The weather in June was already very hot, the sun at twelve o'clock at noon was particularly scorching, everything as far as the eye could see was white, the summer cicadas were hiding in the middle of the trees and screaming desperately, and the big red and black fish in the lake were swimming deep in the water, I don't know if it was an illusion, Liangzi even felt that the cement road was constantly emitting white smoke, and she forgot to bring an umbrella when she went out, thinking that if people also had sweat glands on their tongues, she would not hesitate to stick out her tongue like a dog to dissipate heat.

If the weather is too hot, people will have little appetite, Liangzi bought a cold noodle in the restaurant, and held his mobile phone to listen to Huo Heng while eating slowly.

Huo Heng was very nervous, for fear that Liangzi would not be able to finish his studies if he didn't play well, so he kept thinking about it, he had to have a correct attitude and be polite when he defended, no matter whether the teacher asked the question or not, he had to say his own opinion, Liangzi felt funny, how could this person be more nervous than himself. Originally, he was not nervous, but when Huo Heng was so nagged, he began to be nervous, and he thought about what if he really couldn't finish his job?

After hanging up the phone, he habitually took a photo of lunch and sent it to Huo Heng, casually picked up the chopped peanuts and cucumber shreds in the cold noodles and put down the chopsticks.

Time went on minute by minute, and it was half past two in the afternoon, two minutes before the defense, wearing the Xiaomi watch given by Huo Heng, the heart rate had jumped to 145 times per minute, probably, it was the kind that was about to jump out of the chest, it was really nervous, Liangzi couldn't help but complain that Huo Heng had transmitted the nervousness to himself, but after touching the watch on his wrist, he felt as if he was standing beside him, and he laughed out loud.

It is a couple's model.

Even the shoes on the feet.

It wasn't until the defense was over that Ryoko was relieved. In fact, the defense was not as terrible as expected, the teachers were very kind, and although the questions mentioned were not clear, at least he talked about his own views and opinions.

Then, for Ryoko, the defense of her life may end uneventfully with this one time.

Immediately followed by the graduation ceremony, the senior graduates of the school carried their small benches to the playground to listen to the school leaders' speeches, the weather was very hot, everyone wore black bachelor uniforms, and sat in a row in a black press, only after a while, the students couldn't hold on, most of them lowered their heads and played with their mobile phones, some of them sat together and chatted, and some even played the harmonica gently.

I don't know if it's because of the exposure to the sun.,Ryoko's head is dizzy.,I'm irritable.,I don't understand what's wrong with everyone.,How can the graduation ceremony be so messy when it's supposed to be treated carefully.。

Is it because I take this matter too seriously, or is everyone so casually numb?

At the end of the graduation ceremony, it is not very complicated to go through a series of complicated procedures such as check-out, but there are too many graduates, and there is always a long queue for any procedure, so it is very troublesome to handle.

Li Yunyun had already packed up, the day before had already packed the luggage and mailed it back to his hometown, as soon as the graduation ceremony was over, he went out with Zhang Chengxin and disappeared, and the remaining Liang Shan, Wang Xiao, and Liangzi returned the mat, stool, dormitory key, etc. to the dormitory manager before they began to pack their own luggage, Liang Shan's luggage is not to worry, there is a special driver at home to pick up, and it will arrive at about half past two in the afternoon. Wang Xiao's luggage has just been packed, full of a big bag, most of them are so tall, and the two of them are so thick at the waist, and they plan to send them back to their hometown by SF Express, and Liang Shan is helping to drag them downstairs at this time.

"Liangzi, hurry up and clean up, I'll go down first to help Xiaoxiao send the courier, and I'll come up later to help you get it, let's go to the cafeteria to eat when we're done, I'm starving!"

"Okay, okay!"

In fact, Ryoko was in trouble, I don't know what to do, I think she was swept out of the house by her parents...... How could her mother allow her to send all her luggage home again, so she kept struggling. Why don't you send your luggage to Yue Minwen? Thinking so, Ryoko began to clean up.

I took off the suitcase from the shelf and found that the mezzanine in front was bulging, but I couldn't remember what I had put in it, and I had the intention of cleaning up all the unnecessary things, so I reached out and took out a white envelope from it, in addition to 2,000 yuan in cash, and a letter written by Liangzi's father. After reading it, Liangzi began to cry, not that the pear blossoms were speechless and choked with the rain, but that they were rushing to the pouring and earth-shattering, and to the August snow, and to the collapse of the world.

If she could, Ryoko would like to cry willfully in her father's arms like an ordinary coquettish girl......

2. Letter to Ryoko

Ryoko:

This is the first time my dad has written to you, the first time in my life, and I don't know if it's the last time in my life. Dad's education level you also know, is a junior high school graduate, sometimes it may be vague, you are considerate and considerate.

Nier, Dad is used to calling you that, and I'm really not used to calling you by your name. I originally wanted to take advantage of this opportunity to talk to you when you came back, but Dad really didn't know how to talk to you, I always felt that you were still young, and I thought that there would always be a chance to make up for you in the future, but just thinking about the future, before you knew it, you had grown so big, and Dad didn't seem to have such an opportunity anymore. When you occasionally get angry at me in the hospital, I realize that you are no longer the little girl who trembles just by looking at me.

Nier, Dad knows that you hate me and Mom, and I also know that you are wronged and panicked, if you hate it, hate me, it's Dad who is useless, anyway, my days are short, I know my own body. Don't hate your mother, it's not easy for you. At the beginning, our family was too poor, my grandparents were not satisfied with my mother, and I was patriarchal, and my mother was wronged after three years of not being pregnant, and I was cowardly, and it was not easy to say anything if I was caught in the middle. Later, my mother was pregnant with you, knowing that you were a girl, so I thought that I would not want you anymore, it was my mother who cried and begged me, and my grandmother pointed to her nose and scolded me who was dizzy, and this is why you are born. Actually, you should have an eldest brother, you are a dragon and phoenix fetus, and when you secretly checked it, you somehow didn't check it out, but when you were born, the eldest brother didn't have that life and died. Grandma asked someone to tell fortunes, saying that you have a dead spirit in your life, you can't raise it, you have to give it away, and she also said that you began to restrain your eldest brother in your mother's belly, and your mother was stimulated by your grandmother, and she couldn't stand it mentally. As a result, I was stopped by my grandmother, and when I said it, you should really thank your grandmother, otherwise, I don't know where I will send you.

In the second year after giving birth to you, my mother was angry, she was pregnant with another one, she went to the hospital for a check-up, it was a male baby, and the family was very happy. When you are at the age when you should go to school, the family's economic conditions have become good in all aspects, and your grandmother came to the house and said, which gave you a household registration in our family. When you came back, it was autumn, about five and a half years old, and Grandpa Kai was gone during the Spring Festival that year, and Grandma Kai also went with him the following summer. Fortunately, you are well-behaved and sensible, and you are good at studying, so you don't have to worry about what you can skip a grade, and we don't have to say much because of this, thinking that in case you can have a big future in the future, you can also help your brother. At that time, I was used to not being close to you, but I was still afraid that the fortune teller would talk about it, and I was afraid that if I was too close to you, my life would be short. Dad was actually very guilty at that time, and he didn't dare to look at you, for fear that you would look at me pitifully, as pitiful as a little begging for food. So you like to read books and ask me for money to buy them, and you give you as much as you want, and you don't say a word. And my mother, who always thinks of you in the middle of the night, sits up and cries all the time. Say she's sorry for you and too mean for you.

Originally, the past few years have been okay, thinking that there is nothing to do, my brother suddenly had this serious illness when he was eleven years old, and my grandmother had a car accident, if I didn't think that my brother would not be cared for, otherwise my mother would have been unable to resist, and the money that our family had saved hard in recent years, it would have been almost spent in Beijing to treat my brother that year. In the past few years, the family has just improved a little, and Dad checked out this bastard disease last year! That's why I was so confused that I couldn't listen to the nonsense of the fake Taoist priest.

Actually, Dad also knows that he doesn't blame you for all the things that happen in our family, but many things are because they are all squeezed together and can't explain it, so they all believe in this crooked heresy. After my father suffered from this disease, my mother took my brother to Beijing for examination and examination. Now she is following her brother to find a job near the school and can take care of her brother by the way, I can rest assured. You will graduate soon, if you find a good job in the future, you can help your brother, my mother and I have actually suffered a lot of hardships, don't complain about my mother.

Last year, Dad went to the hospital for a check-up, and you accompanied me, Dad didn't know how to get along with you many times, and his mouth was stupid, not because he was afraid of you, but because Dad really began to feel sorry for you at this time, and he felt too guilty about you, and he didn't know how to face you. The more you take care of me, the more guilty I feel. Over the years, I have always thought that you have brought so many disasters to our family, but think about it, blame so many things on you, you are so young, how can you survive? I must have felt bitter in my heart. You were already thin, and this time you went out to work and came back even more skinny, I remember that you were baby fat when you were a child, and your face was round like a mother, and now your face is sunk in, and it doesn't look good. Dad can't make money now, he doesn't have enough money in his hands, but he still has a little money, 2000 yuan is not much, you take it as a pocket money, buy some snacks that girls love to eat, and then add a few new clothes, the boss is not small, it's time to be everywhere, meet the right one, bring it back early and let Dad see, you can marry a good family, Dad can go with peace of mind.

I don't know if it's because I'm older or if I'm more vulnerable when I'm sick, Dad is especially easy to cry now, and it's especially easy to recall the past. Dad will come to your house when he thinks of you now, your house is empty, there is nothing but a bed, not even a piece of clothing, blame Dad. After graduation, come back, Dad will take you to buy a dresser, a full-length mirror or something, and then you will see what else you need to add. Job...... If you don't want to look for it, don't look for it first, go home and stay for a while to rest and rest without getting in the way, I'll go and tell her where your mother is.

Nier, you have to smile more in the future, in fact, think about it, how big things people will not be able to get over in this life? It's going to pass, you're still young, be happy. You look good when you smile, like me.

This man is old, and he has trouble writing Braille, and it will be early in the morning when he writes and writes. Dad's handwriting is not good-looking, you will just take a look.

Tomorrow, Dad won't send you off, and the journey will be safe.