18. If you can't ask for it, all living beings will suffer
I let out a low breath for a moment.
The gentleman turned around and said expressionlessly, "Shhh ”
Seeing that Mr. was rarely serious, I also became nervous all of a sudden, and asked him in a low voice: "Is the little ghost next to him Ning Yu?" ”
Hearing this, my husband turned to look at me in surprise and asked, "How did you see that?" ”
"Isn't it? I felt like it was him. I looked at him with some disappointment.
"It's him, but Qi Ming may not be able to fulfill his promise to you." The gentleman seemed to understand everything in front of him, and said with disappointment in his tone.
I was a little anxious and worried, and hurriedly asked Mr., "Why can't you?" Isn't he just ......" Before the words fell, he suddenly felt that something was not right.
The cold wind that had been blowing out from the depths of the cave was almost gone, but the whining sound became thicker and thicker, as if it was screaming for something.
For a while, the original chill in the cave was almost invisible.
"Sir, what is the mountain god?"
The gentleman didn't have time to answer.
"Ah~" I only heard a terrible scream, long and thorough, as if the earth-shaking grief buried the owner of this voice, so desperate, so hysterical.
Shocked my heart turmoil, I looked over and saw the woman in Tsing Yi in front of me, what kind of feeling was that.
It seems to be a thousand-year-old female ghost crawling out of the grave, but there is a sense of independence from the world that has been soaked through the bones for 10,000 years. "The quality is proud and frosty, and the fragrance contains autumn dew." That's how it should be.
This is a downright woman, I think in my heart.
Her sadness is not what Daiyu said in the Dream of Red Mansions, "I still didn't let out a whimper, and the birds flew all over the ground." The kind of fine and dense, through the wind and rain, makes people sad and penetrates the heart; The sadness of the woman in Tsing Yi in front of her carried a momentum of devastating the world, as if she was sad, and the people in this world would not be better.
Watching her cry, you will think that it is a heavy rain coming.
I was not firm in my heart, she cried so much that my liver and gall were broken, and the pores of my body exploded.
I saw her open her mouth, as if to say, "You, how dare you, dare to decide to die behind my back?" But in the end, she only opened her mouth, and nothing came out of her mouth. In an instant, I only felt that my heart was pressed down like a 10,000-pound boulder, and the whole person couldn't breathe, and his face was going to blush.
This woman is so powerful.
"Close your eyes and don't look." Mr. Jingliang's big hand blocked my eyes, and his warm voice pulled me back to reality.
"Sir." I called him.
"The green snake demon was born with such a terrifying momentum, and ordinary people can't even stand her heart's guidance, not to mention that now, the mountain god Qi Ming is about to disappear from heaven and earth, her thousands of years of obsession suddenly have no place to put it, and she is extremely sad, your health is poor, and your mind is unstable, so she has invaded her emotions and hurt her." There was a strong soothing flavor in the gentleman's voice.
The discomfort in my chest gradually disappeared, and my ears were still filled with the voice of Ah Yu's condemnation of the mountain god.
She said, "You, you who didn't know about my existence all those years!
The days were like a dusty patch, full of cobwebs, and I thought my heart had become indifferent. But now, when you're going to die, I suddenly want to tell you everything you don't remember.
Before, I lived in a mess, and I don't want to remember those bad years again.
From the day I met you, I had a life in the true sense of the word.
I saw you for the first time when I was a newborn snake.
At that time, I was born next to the cave where you once lived, and you must not remember.
My mother was just an ordinary old venomous snake, and when I was born she was old and weak. At that time, I was so young and very thin that I didn't even dare to get out of the hole.
After that long time, I still vividly remember the first time I heard people talk about you, and I also remember the scene of the day I first met you, and the meeting was as clear as it happened today.
At that time, I heard that there was a python king who was coming back from his travels, and he was a very righteous young python monarch with a very high cultivation level, and it was at that time that I first heard your name.
I had secretly visited your cave at that time, but at that time I only saw your subordinate, and he always looked serious and calm, and he could see at a glance that I was a little snake demon, and he was polite to me, this little snake, and when he said your name, he would show a look of respect.
I tried to imagine what you would look like, and I thought you would be a beautiful python, after I finally saw you. You look completely different from what I imagined. I was surprised, I was shocked, it was a radiant, vivid face, your hair was beautiful and shiny, I was very young at the time, but I was immediately attracted to you, as if I had been under a spell.
At that time, you were famous, and everyone respected you. It was also from this day on, in my small world, that all the energy was on you. I began to observe everything about you seriously, but I was still young at that time, and I didn't know that this curiosity was the beginning of love.
But I still know exactly what day I fell in love with you, and when I think of what you were like at that time, my heart is still pounding.
That day, my mother went out to hunt, and a big foreign snake broke into the hole, and I almost became its food, and I escaped from the hole, and I happened to be in front of you, and you saw the footsteps pause, and I hurriedly got out of the way, and you looked at me with a gentle gaze, and that look was like a caress for me, and you said to me in a soft voice: "Thank you, little girl." ”
From the moment I came into contact with your tender eyes, I suddenly grew into a woman, and this woman will belong to you alone for the rest of my life.
Your name became my secret, and it became extremely sacred and inviolable.
In the first hundred years of my demonic life, I was like a little mouse in the dark, doing many stupid things that could not be seen.
Because I love you, I squat on the road you have walked to feel your temperature, touch the grass and trees you have not intentionally touched, at night, I imagine your world, imagine being close to you.
In the days you were out, I was like a living dead, meaningless, with nothing to do, and I was in a bad mood, at a loss, and I had to be careful to hide my emotions so that the other monsters wouldn't find out anything.
Then you went out for longer and longer, until one time you went out and never went back.
I've worked hard to grow up, I've worked hard to practice, and when I'm old enough, the first thing I'll do is go to you. But by the time I found you, you had already met the girl.
You don't know, she is so similar to the me who secretly followed you when I was a child.
But I've loved you so tirelessly all my life!
How sad I was, then, I killed you, I separated you, I made you forget her, I let you reincarnate again, and you really didn't fall in love with her again.
But when you regain your memory, the first thing you do is to find her, as I did when I first came to you.
I'm glad you searched for her and didn't find her, so I came to you so justifiably, I was hurt, you just happened to meet, and I stayed by your side. I thought that as long as I accompanied you like her, one day, you would fall in love with me as much as you fell in love with her.
But I forgot, some things are never between ten fingers, I have calculated the heavens and the time, but I have not calculated, in your heart, she and the world are two endpoints, she is her, someone else is someone else.
At that time, I felt that God was really unreasonable, obviously we are such a suitable two, obviously I have always been by your side, but you still love other people so deeply.
Do you know, you're so cruel, you never remember me.
Now, you even died to find her, completely ignoring my heart and mind for so many years to kill people and set fire to you, and do all the bad things, just to give you another life.
Now that you are all dead, what am I going to be wicked, so that I can live...... Boring.
The person you want to release, I will let him go back, the road you haven't walked yet, I will go for a walk in the future, as for the person you are looking for, hehe...... I won't look for this, I'm used to it, I'm afraid I'll let her accompany you if I'm not careful. ”
The woman's voice paused faintly, and there was silence all around, and suddenly a gust of wind blew in her face.
"Sir, sir." I whispered to sir.
"Huh?" Sir should answer me.
"I want to see what Ah Yu looks like."
Mr. put down his hand, and the Tsing Yi Ah Yu, who was kneeling in front of Qi Ming before, was facing me at the moment, his eyes were staring at me so directly, and the whole person seemed to have been seriously ill, his clothes were disheveled, and his face was bloodless.
Mr. took my right hand and accompanied me to look over, across a deep pit, Ah Yu looked at me, I also looked at her, the ghost of the mountain god Qi Ming has disappeared, and Ning Yu beside him has also disappeared, and the whole cave is completely devoid of their breath. Ah Yu stood on the opposite side alone, and my scalp was numb when I saw it, and there seemed to be a disgust in my eyes that couldn't be dissolved. But in the next second, this disgust disappeared.
"You ......" I think of her, did you let it go, but looking into her eyes I can't ask, she knows everything.
Seeing that I wanted to stop talking and be cautious, she suddenly raised the corners of her mouth, no longer looking at me, turned her head to the darkness behind her and whispered, "Come out!" ”
In the darkness, the black-haired, white-clothed, gentle and handsome male ghost floated out, his cold eyes were sad, and he only saw the soothing banshee in green clothes.
He said, "Are you leaving?" ”
"yes, I'm leaving."
"What about me?"
"You?"
…… The male ghost didn't speak, he looked at her steadfastly, and there were too many words in his eyes that he didn't say.
"You're free." Ah Yu said.