19. Dreaming?
Buddhas: All sentient beings are obsessed, so they suffer from the eight sufferings. In fact, Ah Yu originally had no name, in the early years, all the neighbors on the mountain called her the green snake, and then she went down the mountain to find Qi Ming, and someone around her asked her name, she thought about the obsession with the python over the years, so she said to people: "My name is Ah Yu." ”
Vainly seeking delusions, unscrupulous.
Hearing the words, the male ghost Yu Jia was silent, like a roll of sparse grass, born in the wind and rain, no matter how hard he is, he also has a sense of crumbling at this time. It seems like the first time I've really noticed him, who is he?
At the beginning, he was the white-clothed hunter who cooked wine with the mountain god and laughed for a long time; Later, on Huangquan Road, the cold-faced ghost who was willing to risk the world to help the green snake tamper with the mountain god's destiny plate was also him; In the end, the evil ghost by the lake who treats human life as a mustard is still him.
How much pain does a person have to go through to get to this point?
"Then you go." He said calmly, as if there was nothing left to tug at his heartstrings.
"What?" Ah Yu didn't seem to react for a while.
Both of them looked at each other, their eyes full of sword shadows and swords that I couldn't understand.
After another half of the day, Ah Yu no longer looked at the male ghost, she looked like me again, and opened her mouth to say as openly as the summer sun: "Little girl, for the sake of our similarities, I won't pursue you for killing him, this is for you, keep it well, and find the person he is looking for in the future to help me say sorry to her." ”
As she spoke, she threw it through the pit, not caring what it was, and not minding her insolence, I hurriedly let go of my husband's hand to take it. Unexpectedly, Mr. was quite dissatisfied, so he caught the thing with one hand, grabbed me with the other hand and said, "Don't mess around, hold on well, beware of falling." ”
"Oh!" I pouted in reply.
Ah Yu smiled over there, and then said with a sad smile: "I used to be sorry for me when he was him, so I had to drag him into hell with me." Now I know that it seems to be a bigger one. It's okay to be dead, if you die, you don't have to accompany me to play this sad play from beginning to end. ”
"Actually, Green Snake, when you turn around, there is someone behind you who is also waiting for you to sing a full moon with him." I didn't think much about it before I said it. The gentleman rubbed my head, and without saying a word, stood firmly beside me like a mountain.
She looked at me in amazement and said, "Are you really a child?" ”
Just by allowing you not to look like a child when you were young, don't you allow me to be more steady? What's more, in the many years I have been in the memories of the mountain god, there is still something I should and should not see that I have not seen. "Seeing my husband pampering me like this, you should know that I am obviously not an ordinary child, I am my husband's little princess." I replied confidently.
"Ahem......" The gentleman on the side laughed and coughed twice, and rubbed his big hand on my head again.
"That's right." The gentleman talked nonsense with me seriously, and by the way handed me the thing that Fang had just thrown over, at that time a white bead the size of a thumb, which felt cold to the touch in his hand, looked delicate in texture, and looked like jade, but because I had shallow knowledge, I didn't know whether this thing was jade or not, or what material it was and what it had to do with me, and suddenly remembered the necklace that the mountain god gave me before, as if I had never seen it since I came back, so strange, I didn't remember where it disappeared at all.
Maybe it was because of my ridiculous jokes that the bleak atmosphere suddenly lightened a little.
Ah looked at the male ghost in white apologetically, then turned around and turned into a huge green python, jumped into the pit and disappeared. Although I knew early on that Ah Yu was a snake demon, I was still a little frightened to see a beautiful woman turn into a giant python in front of me.
The gentleman knew that I was timid, so he said, "Don't be afraid." ”
"Hmm!"
After Ah Yu left, the white-clothed male ghost in front of him floated in front of us, and he knelt down on one knee in front of Mr. and said frankly: "Zhiqiu came to ask for sin. ”
"Sir?" I looked at the gentleman with confusion, and he smiled but did not say a word.
There was silence all around, and I took the lead in breaking the silence, looked at the male ghost and said, "Aren't you Erbo Ning Yuzi, how can you call Zhiqiu?" ”
The male ghost didn't say a word, and he didn't pay attention to me.
"Talk back." The gentleman's voice was still warm, but the expression of looking at the male ghost was like a gold-lacquered statue in the temple hall, high on the top, and the treasure was solemn, such a gentleman looked familiar and strange, and I felt that I might have discovered a new world.
"I am Ning Yuzi, but I am Ye Zhiqiu, and the two are not in conflict."
"I don't care what you know, I just want to know if you really died to save my dad?" I asked curiously.
After hearing this, the male ghost looked up at me, and said with a little more inexplicability in his eyes: "Of course not, I came to look for a delirium, and when I saw her, of course I won't leave her." ”
"By the way, do you know where the peach is?" I suddenly remembered that the nonsense for half a day didn't get to the point, I originally came to find the mountain god, and now the mountain god is dead, naturally......
"Huh...... Sir, isn't the mountain god already dead, how can he die again? ”
"In this world, people die as ghosts, but can ghosts be eternal? No, ghosts will also die, and after the ghost dies, it is a real write-off, the past is dusty, and everything in the world has nothing to do with him anymore. ”
"Then," said a sour feeling in my heart, "what if I find the peach?" Why should I look for her, just let her live well, why bother to find someone to remember a person who is gone forever. ”
The gentleman knocked me on the head and said, "How do you know that she doesn't want to remember this person?" Besides, he will only be exhausted in order to send the little boy in your family back, do you really want to break his word and get fat? This cause and effect has always been in you. ”
At this time, the male ghost Zhiqiu, who was kneeling on the ground, also echoed and said an important news.
He said: "After the death of the mortal peach, he once followed the path that Qi Ming had traveled to the third way, and also became Granny Meng's assistant to help her weed the three ways. ”
In the blink of an eye, I took a closer look at the male ghost kneeling on one knee in front of me and said, "So how do you know?" ”
"I thought I might want to know." He replied as a matter of course, and then, in his long, narrow and cold eyes, suddenly became sad again, and he said, "But she would rather look around, than ever ask me, for she has always known, that I have come to the underworld, and that I have come from a place where there is no shortage of truth in all the world." ”
Ignoring his sudden desolation, I grasped the point and said to my husband: "Sir, she is in the underworld, I can't go." ”
"Well, there's no hurry." The gentleman smiled, but I felt as if he hadn't said anything.
That night, I sat at the dresser and combed my hair, a faint blue flame lit beside me, and my husband read a book.
Maybe it's better to be quiet.
was out of my mind, and suddenly there was a light smell of mold and moisture in the air, and I didn't feel choked, only faintly stuffy.
When I turned my head to look, there was no response from my husband, maybe I was too sensitive, I thought at first.
After a while, the phosphorus fire became darker and darker, and the smell in the air became heavier and heavier, mixed with a faint smell of decay, which was very uncomfortable.
"Sir." As if someone had been choked by the throat, I reluctantly called out to Mr. , but when I turned my head, I did not see Mr. who was sitting at the stone table reading a book.
I saw an old desk against the wall, and there was a pot of half-dried marigolds on the table, which used to grow very luxuriantly, and one end of the desk leaned against the wooden window, the window was wide open, and the wind blew the old curtains to the hunting ground, this is my room.
I was dreaming.
Following my mind, I opened the door of the room as usual, the door was a bluestone road about two meters wide, the road surface was not very smooth, some weeds struggled to emerge from the cracks in the stones, the road was on both sides of the dark forest, the visibility was very low, the overhead was pitch black, there were no stars and no moon, the road ahead was unknown, and I didn't know where to go.
I tried to take the first step, and the feeling of stepping on it was very unreal, empty, and it would not fall, just like the clouds in the TV series, like stepping on the clouds of nothingness.
All the way forward, there was only the sound of footsteps one by one, and the smell of blood in the air became stronger and stronger. Both sides of the road are still dark and yellow, I don't know how long I walked, a majestic river came into view, strangely, the water in this river is red.