147 The Man in the Coffin (End)

Some people in the town laughed at her, and some people admired her, and then one day, a young man from other places came to the town, he was a famous talent, he looked like jade, and traveled all over the world, and had a lot of knowledge, but he had never seen such a deep and strong girl as Zhao Qingtian......

For the sake of Qingtian, he stayed in the town for a long time, and when he looked at Zhao Qingtian, he was no less gentle than yours, he approached in every possible way, but Zhao Qingtian turned him away......

He didn't give up, and in the next ten years, he kept leaving Shili Town, and then kept returning to Shili Town, he would meet a tree and flower, a rain, and a clear spring to Zhao Qingtian, and every time he brought the most precious things on the road to Zhao Qingtian, he said that precious things should be placed next to the most precious people.

Ten years later, Qingtian married him, left Shili Town with him, and returned to the man's hometown, I specially saw it, after they got married, the man never went out again, Zhao Qingtian lived well, they were very happy..."

With that, I pulled myself out of my memory, only to see Rota lying in the coffin looking down, her eyelids blocking the expression in her red eyes, her eyelashes like gray moth wings, resting on her thin cheeks, not knowing what she was thinking.

After another moment, there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, his mouth did not open, but the voice came from the coffin.

“…… It's good that in those years when I was away, Qingtian had already found a new happiness. ”

"Are you sad or happy right now?" I asked casually.

Rota kept his expression just now and said: "I don't know if I'm sad or happy in my heart, as long as I think of it, she already has what I wanted to give her, even if those happiness are not given by me personally, so what does it matter." ”

"And what are you thinking about now?" I asked again.

"I was thinking, I used to think that after a sunny day, I could also have you with me, and after a long time, all the sadness would pass.

But then I found out that you are not mine, and the sunny day is not mine.

Even the girl who woke me up, she wasn't mine, I seemed to be a stranger to everyone.

Anyway, after meeting you, I found that I suddenly learned to accept it.

In the past, sunny days always liked to say, unhappy things, just forget it, so I only remember these happy pasts, and when I met you, I realized that in the past so long life, those happy and happy pasts don't know when they started, and they became painful things for me.

So I made up my mind to simply forget it, and it was useless to remember it anyway. Rota said frankly and indifferently.

I don't know why, but I was so angry when I heard that.

"What does it mean that nothing is remembered and that there is no effect? Those who have completely forgotten the past are like the wind through the desolation of the declining branches. God gave you such a beautiful past, not to make you forget it, but to let you go on firmly and tenaciously in your long life, no matter what you encounter. ”

So after that, let this girl accompany him through the long years, and he took care of her like a sunny day, even if it wasn't love, so what did it matter.

As long as life can go on like this, it seems to be good.

I remember how happy I was, and it was then that I began to prepare to live a human life with Sunny again.

Scold... That's why I told you before, because I knew that you were coming, I started to prepare, in fact, I didn't lie to you, I did know that you were coming, I started to prepare.

The day I saw you, you know?

I was standing in the woods at the foot of the mountain, and I saw you walking up with two people who had hurt me, and I didn't notice them at all, I only saw you, and I saw the sun falling on your face, and I immediately remembered that it was a sunny day, and I thought at that time, are you the sunny day that God sent me.

But I've always known that you're not sunny because you don't look like it at all, and sunny days are healthy, cheerful, and as vibrant as a brilliant sunflower.

And you look pale and weak, but you are so delicate that you dare not touch it, like ...... Meet, a delicate hibiscus, or some other flower of a rare variety, or by the way, an epiphany, blooming in the middle of the night, shining with light, so beautiful.

To be honest, I still don't understand why I saw you, but I can remember the sunny day.

Well...... Maybe it's because of the light pink color of the sun falling on your face!

Anyway, I remembered the sunny day, but at that moment, I found that my attachment to the sunny day was like a shackle imposed on me, and I felt that I was not so willing for a while.

It was also at that time that I really realized that Qingtian has been a person for so many years, and in this world, I will meet thousands of people, some like her, some not like her, but none of them are her.

I used to think that it would be a terrible thing if there was no sunny day, but when it came to the end, I didn't come here without him for so many years.

But at the time, I just didn't think it was right, so I told myself that I thought you were a sunny day, but I also knew that you weren't.

It's so contradictory and tangled until the person you're waiting for picks you up.

I never had a moment of soberness as I did then, and at that moment, I clearly knew that whether it was a sunny day, or you, or even the girl who had woken me up, you and I were a beautiful landscape, even if I had unrealistic hopes for you, fantasized about the future, and even insisted that they would come true, but in fact, even if it didn't come true, I couldn't help it, didn't I.

Handicap fate is handicap fate.

Complaining, that's what only fools do......"

Rota said something for a long time in one breath, but in the end, he just repeatedly warned himself to be open-minded and let go.

"Actually, after seeing you that day, I saw your past, I know what Zhao Qingtian looks like, and I also know that you and she carry all your youth, and I know that you are childhood sweethearts, and you oath to the mountains and seas.

I wasn't sure if I should tell you about it, and I didn't know how to tell you, because I was afraid that I would let go more thoroughly in the future, but now I find that you don't seem to let go, but you are crushing yourself too much. ”

Rota didn't refute my words, but said calmly: "Tell me, what did you see that I don't know?" ”

"Actually, after you died in battle, it didn't take long for the news to spread back to Shili Town, and Zhao Qingtian was not very sad when he heard the news......

As if she had guessed a long time ago, she combed her hair and proclaimed herself in the name of your wife, and her parents pleaded bitterly, but she did not change her mind......