I restrained the indecent look on my face and looked him in the eye seriously.

"Obviously I'm not happy in my heart, why are you still smiling fakely."

Rota said calmly and lonely: "I just see you smiling happily, and suddenly you are a little empty, and I don't know what to take to be happy." ”

He didn't know that at this time, the expression on his face was like the desolation of the wind passing through the fallen branches,

"I originally wanted to wait for you to get better before talking to you about this, but suddenly I felt that the current atmosphere couldn't be better to talk about this matter."

"Are you going to talk about sunny days?" Rota said a word, his expression still desolate and slightly smiling, which softened his bony face.

"Well, because before, you told me that you put it down, and I don't quite understand."

As I spoke, I changed to a more comfortable position and sat on my knees with my hands resting on the edge of the coffin, resting my head on my arms and looking at Rota in the coffin.

Rota slowed down for a moment, then suddenly moved his head, looked at me more conveniently, raised his withered hand and rubbed it on the top of my head before slowly, and said in a calm tone: "I remember, it seems that in the first few years of my death, as soon as I close my eyes during the day, all the details that have happened on a sunny day will appear in front of my eyes.

At that time, I felt so sorry for her in my heart, I didn't dare to think about her calmly, but I couldn't help myself not to miss her.

Fortunately, after people die, they won't shed tears, otherwise I don't know how ugly it should be for me to cry stupidly as a big man, you know, even when I was alive, I only dared to shed tears unscrupulously when I was alone.

At that time, I felt that Zhao Qingtian had simply inherited my lifelong dream, but we couldn't come together successfully. I remember that I was a cowardly person at that time, although on the battlefield, I could advance and retreat freely in the life of the situation, but in the relationship, I could not retreat in any way.

Because of the pain, I forced myself over and over again not to think about her, but in the process of forcing myself, I thought of her over and over again, and so on, I remember the pain at that time.

Until, many years ago, I fell asleep, one day, a young girl suddenly woke me up, the first time I saw her, I smelled a familiar smell, but for a moment suddenly forgot what a sunny day looked like, the great pain pressed a pause in an instant, I wanted to thank her, and I wanted to keep her by my side, but she was frightened and ran away, and I never saw her again.

I think it was probably at that time, I had begun to let go of Qingtian, but I felt sorry for her in my heart, at that time, I could still remember a little bit of getting along with Qingtian, but then, I encountered something again, and there was a conflict with the villagers under the mountain, and it was at this time, benefactor, um...... It was your husband, who came to my rescue and told me that in twenty years, you will come here, you will fulfill my wish, and you will bring the sunny day back to me.

I remember how happy I was, and it was then that I began to prepare to live a human life with Sunny again.

Scold... That's why I told you before, because I knew that you were coming, I started to prepare, in fact, I didn't lie to you, I did know that you were coming, I started to prepare.

The day I saw you, you know?

I was standing in the woods at the foot of the mountain, and I saw you walking up with two people who had hurt me, and I didn't notice them at all, I only saw you, and I saw the sun falling on your face, and I immediately remembered that it was a sunny day, and I thought at that time, are you the sunny day that God sent me.

But I've always known that you're not sunny because you don't look like it at all, and sunny days are healthy, cheerful, and as vibrant as a brilliant sunflower.

And you look pale and weak, but you are so delicate that you dare not touch it, like ...... Meet, a delicate hibiscus, or some other flower of a rare variety, or by the way, an epiphany, blooming in the middle of the night, shining with light, so beautiful.

To be honest, I still don't understand why I saw you, but I can remember the sunny day.

Well...... Maybe it's because of the light pink color of the sun falling on your face!

Anyway, I remembered the sunny day, but at that moment, I found that my attachment to the sunny day was like a shackle imposed on me, and I felt that I was not so willing for a while.

It was also at that time that I really realized that Qingtian has been a person for so many years, and in this world, I will meet thousands of people, some like her, some not like her, but none of them are her.

I used to think that it would be a terrible thing if there was no sunny day, but when it came to the end, I didn't come here without him for so many years.

But at the time, I just didn't think it was right, so I told myself that I thought you were a sunny day, but I also knew that you weren't.

It's so contradictory and tangled until the person you're waiting for picks you up.

I never had a moment of soberness as I did then, and at that moment, I clearly knew that whether it was a sunny day, or you, or even the girl who had woken me up, you and I were a beautiful landscape, even if I had unrealistic hopes for you, fantasized about the future, and even insisted that they would come true, but in fact, even if it didn't come true, I couldn't help it, didn't I.

Handicap fate is handicap fate.

Complaining, that's what only fools do......"

Rota said something for a long time in one breath, but in the end, he just repeatedly warned himself to be open-minded and let go.

"Actually, after seeing you that day, I saw your past, I know what Zhao Qingtian looks like, and I also know that you and she carry all your youth, and I know that you are childhood sweethearts, and you oath to the mountains and seas.

I wasn't sure if I should tell you about it, and I didn't know how to tell you, because I was afraid that I would let go more thoroughly in the future, but now I find that you don't seem to let go, but you are crushing yourself too much. ”

Rota didn't refute my words, but said calmly: "Tell me, what did you see that I don't know?" ”

"Actually, after you died in battle, it didn't take long for the news to spread back to Shili Town, and Zhao Qingtian was not very sad when he heard the news......

As if she had guessed a long time ago, she combed her hair and proclaimed herself in the name of your wife, and her parents pleaded bitterly, but she did not change her mind......