"I'm out of love." His lonely voice, mixed with the sound of the wind, blew into my ears and made me hear it thoroughly.

I didn't know whether to comfort him or congratulate him on finally getting rid of his ex-girlfriend.

His lips pursed slightly, and he wanted to say something, but he still didn't say anything.

Looking at his eyes, which were once full of sparkling starlight, were now full of pain, thick as a mass of ink that could not be dissolved.

Looking at him, I felt like I saw myself.

After a long time, I only said one sentence: "It's better to cry." ”

He stared at me for a moment, making me panic a little and about to ask him why he was staring at me.

Suddenly his body lost his balance, and he fell into a slightly cool embrace, his hands wrapped around my waist, and buried his head in my shoulder.

My whole body froze, and my brain froze, until a wet sensation came over my shoulder, and I was relieved.

The mood is a little complicated, this is the first time he hugged me, but it is for another girl. Indescribable sourness.

Without saying a word, I took him to the family to buy five bottles of beer and a bottle opener, and went to a small open park nearby, which was almost empty late at night.

I sat down on a bench, opened a bottle of beer, and poured it into my mouth. He was startled, snatched the beer bottle from my hand and asked me what I was doing, and he was the one who wanted to drink it.

I gave him a cold look, then took another bottle and prepared to open it. "Drink together, you drink alone, I'm next to me, can I watch you drink? I don't go to school tomorrow, don't worry. ”

He reached out to stop me from pausing in mid-air, then continued to take the beer and corkscrew in my hand, returned the original bottle to me, and opened a bottle himself and silently poured it into his mouth.

A tear flowed from the corner of my eye, and I quickly poured a sip of beer and pretended to wipe it away inadvertently.

Actually, it was the first time I actually drank beer, it was so bad and choked, otherwise I would have choked a lot of tears.

But I continued to pour it in, I thought, only alcohol can anesthetize my pain at the moment, the throbbing pain from the heart, again and again, so clearly felt that it oppressed me, alcohol is undoubtedly the best release.

After the five bottles of wine were drained, he was a little drunk, and there was some confusion in his eyes, after all, he drank more.

My eyes were more clear, he leaned on my shoulder, crying silently, like a child who had lost his beloved toy, and at that moment, I really tasted powerlessness.

The person I like is around, but I'm crying for another girl, and I, I can't do anything, I can only watch him cry like a fool, and shout the girl's name in his mouth. Because I have felt XX's current mood, I know that it is futile to say anything now.

I walked down the street with a somewhat drunk xx, but fortunately it was late at night, and there were not many people on the street, so I found a hotel near my home to settle him.

I sat on the edge of the bed, watching that xx was not sleeping peacefully, my brows were still wrinkled, and my tears crossed the corners of my mouth, which was a bitter taste.

I said to myself, "XX, you know, I like you, I've liked you for two whole years, and even I'm surprised. You're a fool, everybody can see that I like you, it's just you, it's just you,"

I choked up and continued, "Only you don't know. Really treat me like a brother. Who wants to be a brother with you, and which brother will chat with you until midnight? Which brother will pick a gift for you before your birthday, or will you wrap it yourself and send it to you? Which fraternity will take you to an amusement park? Still riding the Ferris wheel? Which brother will say goodnight to you before going to bed every time he chats with you? Which brother would be coquettish with you? xx, I'm really tired, because I like you, I've changed a lot, it's not like I didn't want to dig into the wall, but my pride and self-esteem don't allow me to make this mistake, how did I become like this, xx, I became almost unrecognizable......"

(To be continued)