Although I lived a chaotic life, due to my crazy study, I entered a key high school with good grades.

That night, I went to dinner with my girlfriends to celebrate the successful conclusion of the high school entrance examination.

It was crazy that day, and I got home at nearly ten o'clock, quietly opened the door and entered the house, and washed properly.

got into the quilt and was about to turn off the mobile phone, but suddenly a QQ message popped up...... It's his.

I was stunned for a moment, I haven't heard from him for a long time, this is one of the few times he has taken the initiative to look for me in the past year, and it is also the first time in half a year.....

I hesitated, canceled the shutdown, and clicked on QQ.

xx: Qiqi, I know you haven't slept yet. XX: I seem to be a little lost. XX: You take a look downstairs.

I was always looking forward to something, even though I knew it was impossible.

So I did so, that glance, let me directly stunned, he stood there, the scorched yellow street lamp reflected him, the whole person seemed to be in the warm sun, the night wind blowing, he raised his head, a little broken hair covered his eyes, but could not cover the starlight in his eyes, he looked at me and smiled, said: "Qiqi! Happy end of the high school entrance examination! ”

That moment, I remembered for the rest of my life.

I reddened my eyes, covered my mouth, turned my back, and crouched.

All the illusions that are maintained, with your appearance, will collapse. It's like a soldier on the battlefield who is fully armed, but when he sees that there are relatives in the opposing army, he has lost his protection and is bare-handed, and the victory and defeat have long been clear.

But I stubbornly thought that it was the wind that was blowing my heart.

Messages on the phone keep popping up.

xx: Qiqi? XX: Can you come out now? xx: What's wrong with you???

I calmed down and wiped the tears from my eyes.

Qiqi: Yes. Wait for me.

After sending it, he was also remorseful, and he was going to sleep, and promised him to go out. It's useless.

In the face of his request, there is not a single word in my dictionary that is not a word. It's really enough to lick dogs.

I changed my clothes in a hurry, but fortunately it was easy to change into clothes in summer, and it didn't take a few minutes. Grabbing your phone and wallet, you sneak out of the house like a thief.

When he really stood in front of him, he was speechless for a while. The atmosphere was eerie and silent.

I sighed inwardly and took the lead in breaking this embarrassing scene, staring at the ground and pretending to ask casually, "Why are you so sudden?" Is something wrong? ”

I knew it was rude not to look someone in the eye when I spoke, but I didn't dare look him in the eye.

Because I'm afraid.

I'm afraid I'll not be able to bear it, I'm afraid we won't even be able to do it as brothers.

You were silent for a while, and then said, "Because I don't know who to talk to, it's useless to talk to my brother about this kind of thing, I don't know who else to talk about except you." Besides, I haven't seen you for a long time.,You don't often reply to QQ messages.,I miss you.。 ”

My face is hot, this guy, really, has a girlfriend, so don't talk about this kind of easy misunderstanding...... Oh yes, he's got a girlfriend.

Realizing this, my heart tingled, and sure enough, I still cared......

This topic is too dangerous, and I won't be able to stand it if I go on. So I asked, "What's wrong?" ”

This time, he was silent for a long, long time, and I looked up in confusion, mustered up the courage to look at him, and crashed into his aching eyes.

His words came to my ears clearly in the night.

(To be continued)