Xia Ziwen said that his parents divorced since he was a child, the relationship between the two parties was indifferent, quarreled all day long, smashed pots and pans, and after separation, it was his mother who pulled him up, and because of the shadow of his childhood, he was very distrustful of love.

However, he fell in love in high school, and his girlfriend's name was Wang Ling, and his girlfriend was very understanding, and slowly made friends with him, breaking the barrier in his heart.

The two of them are very affectionate, they are the best in the class, and they can be admitted to a university.

But they are poor children who have no money in both families.

Xia Ziwen is a simple person, he wants to graduate from Wang Ling, so he will return to the village to get married, farm the land, have a baby and build a house.

"I really want to go to college, the two of us, we shouldn't be farmers for the rest of our lives, facing the loess with our backs to the sky, we should go to see the wonderful world outside, the two of us, we should have a bright future." Wang Ling is a very far-sighted girl.

For a while, Xia Ziwen faced a dilemma, he knew that Wang Ling was a smart girl with great dreams and ambitions, and she had always had her own opinions.

Do you choose to stay in the village and inherit the acres of land left by your parents, or do you choose to go to the big city to work hard?

In the summer of that year, Xia Ziwen stood under the big tree at the entrance of the village and said to Wang Ling: "Then you go to study, I will go to work to earn money, and earn tuition for you!" You go to college, you experience that wonderful life, and you have a great future. ”

This is a decision that Xia Ziwen has pondered for a few days and nights, and he decided to keep the pain to himself and give the beautiful life of the university to his favorite girl.

"No...."Wang Ling hugged him gently, "You are a very insecure man, I am a college student, you are a bottom of society, you will be afraid that I will become bad, suspicious, our love, no need to be suspicious, I can trust you.... I'll take care of the part-time job for you to go to college, and when you graduate, you can find a white-collar job.... I'll marry a college student, okay? ”

Xia Ziwen was instantly moved to tears, clenched his fists, and worked hard to be admitted to a university in Guangdong.

And Wang Ling also followed to Guangdong to work in a private high-end restaurant, she worked very hard, trying to make money for Xia Ziwen to go to college.

The love between the two is even deeper.

I suddenly said, "Didn't your mother say that you graduated from high school and went out to work?" ”

"That's the two of us, lying to her together." Xia Ziwen whispered: If she knew that I was offered by Wang Ling to go to college and eat soft rice, with her character, she would definitely not agree, she loved Wang Ling very much, and said that this is a good girl, I will say that the two of us will go to Guangdong to work.

I made it clear.

But as soon as he arrived at the university, Xia Ziwen fell.

He found that there were too many girls in this world who were more beautiful than Wang Ling.

Wang Ling is a country girl, her facial features are not bad, but her skin is very rough, not as delicate as the girls in the city, she can maintain it, and she has a mood.

His heart experienced painful hesitation and struggle, and secretly, he couldn't resist the temptation of a flowery world, and fell in love with a girl in the same class.

Wang Ling has always been an assertive girl, and she never suspects her boyfriend.

However, girls are sensitive, Wang Ling is very smart, through space messages and phone chats, she noticed all this in an instant, and under the conclusive evidence, her world completely collapsed.

That night, Wang Ling invited Xia Ziwen to a place to talk, and said calmly: "Have you had a relationship with her?" ”

Xia Ziwen bowed his head and did not speak.

Wang Ling looked at his timid expression, trembled all over, and said: You are indeed ..... Why! Why..... I'm afraid that you will let me go to college, the woman is stronger than the man, and I will be uneasy, I let you go in order to satisfy your machismo.... And then you betrayed me, our love.... Is it so untestable?

Xia Ziwen was so guilty that he didn't say a word.

Wang Ling choked up for a long time and said, "Do you want me or her?" ”

Xia Ziwen hurriedly said: "She and I are just going to the kidneys and not the heart, I really love you." ”

Wang Ling looked at him bitterly and said, "Guarantee." ”

Xia Ziwen felt guilty in his heart.

A girl silently worked in a restaurant to wash dishes for herself to go to college, Wang Ling, who was originally quite good-looking, had thick calluses on her arms, and many wounds were left on her hand holding the kitchen knife, and her palms became wrinkled and ugly like an old man.

On that day, Xia Ziwen hurriedly knelt down and promised that he would not make any more mistakes and swore to God.

He himself is the kind of family whose parents are divorced, but he himself.... But step by step, he has become the kind of scumbag father who has made his mother suffer all his life.

"You promise, there is no second time?"

"No, absolutely not."

Pity.....

Xia Ziwen's guarantee was only maintained for two years.

In the face of materialism, most people can't control themselves, this is a common disease of human beings, just like a normal person who has accepted the chicken soup for the soul and worked hard for half a month, and will return to a decadent state, Xia Ziwen is such a person who is indecisive and undetermined in his heart, he is very easy to be tempted and shaken, and he got along with a beautiful and lovely freshman girl.

This time, what he was waiting for was not Wang Ling's questioning, but a large sum of money from Wang Ling.

This sum of money, a full 400,000 yuan into his account, he was instantly dumbfounded, he didn't know where this money came from, he waited for a long time Wang Ling appeared, he wanted to admit his mistake, wanted to kneel down and beg Wang Ling for forgiveness, but Wang Ling's mobile phone was always turned off.

He repented for a long time, frantically called to find someone, and finally, heard the terrible news that a female corpse had been found in a certain suburb.

The woman's corpse had been drowned in the stinking ditch for many days, and had been gnawed and tattered by a swarm of huge catfish, and the internal organs, skin and flesh were all gone, and almost only the skeleton of the white bones remained.

Catfish eat everything, and it is natural to eat animal carcasses.

Soon, the identity of the female corpse was found out, it was Wang Ling, and a suicide note from Wang Ling who committed suicide by jumping into the river, she was a girl who was strong and persistent in love, with only a short line on it:

If you love to go away, the style will stay for a long time. If you let go of love, the blessing will remain. This 400,000 is all my savings, and it is also the last blessing to you, and I am gone.... Don't come to me.

I heard this, and was completely silent.

"Scum!" Miao Qianqian kicked at Xia Ziwen, kicked the person on his back, and scolded: "You are special, can't you control the lower half of your body so much!" ”

"It's all my fault..... It's all my fault...."Xia Ziwen was like a begging puppy, with tears in his eyes, frantically begging for repentance, slapping himself one by one, slapping his face so swollen that it looked like a pig's head, howling and crying, "I should die!" I'm really damned, really.... I'm just a scumbag, I failed a good girl who was so good to me, and after she left, my whole world was in despair. ”

I sighed, this Wang Ling is really a strong girl.

I said, "There's something strange here, where did Wang Ling get the 400,000?" And the death is also weird, although there is a suicide note, but her body was eaten by catfish in the river for several days, and it was eaten until only the skeleton was left, which is a little strange. ”

"Yes!"

Xia Ziwen cried heartbreakingly, took out a tissue and wiped his nose, and said to us: "At that time, I was desperate for many days, and even had the idea of jumping into the river and going with her, but after I gradually sobered up, I immediately realized that something was wrong, Wang Ling is a part-time worker at the bottom of the society, working as a logistics cook for the restaurant, where did the 400,000 yuan come from to my account?" There may be something strange in this. ”

Xia Ziwen wiped away his tears, "I can't die yet!" I can't nest any longer, I can't be a scumbag anymore, I decided to carry the burden and find the truth about Wang Ling's death, this will be the only goal of my life, my motivation to live, I want to find her footprints......"

I looked at him, and this man wasn't too scummy.

"But I really had this plan, and I realized that I had never understood Wang Ling's work, and I hadn't even gone to the restaurant where she worked to see it, I was at a loss, it turned out that I was so selfish."

Xia Ziwen gritted his teeth, "I embarked on a journey to find the truth of her death, but I gradually found that I was completely swept into an unknown horror vortex, I was like entering Alice in Wonderland, along the way, I encountered countless strange wild immortals, they were slaughtered in the slaughterhouse. ”