145 The Man in the Coffin
Ah Yu grabbed his robe from behind, and he didn't respond at all, still coming towards me.
But in between breaths, I finally saw the face, still the color of dead ash, with thin cheeks and blood-red eyes......
It seems that most of the time, when the gentleman looks at me with a gentle expression, it is with a soothing taste, but I am not frightened, just a little unwilling.
"Actually, I'm not afraid."
I looked at Mr. and said, Ah Yu suddenly answered next to him: "Not only are you not afraid, I think you are simply bold." ”
The gentleman was stunned for a moment, and then understood that I was panicking that he didn't have to take special care of me, and suddenly the corners of his mouth were raised, and his eyebrows were bent, and he laughed out loud, and reached out and touched my head, really, just because he was in a happy mood.
"Tell me, what are you going to do with Rota?" The gentleman asked me gently and gracefully, without making a special appearance of intimacy.
Honestly, it's more comfortable.
"Is he still saved?" I looked at my husband, and his brow furrowed, and then he stretched out more openly and gently.
"No one has ever asked about this yet." The gentleman said with a smile.
Ah Yu hugged his arms on the side, and said with a cold expression: "Of course, this is common sense, the consciousness of the living demon has disappeared, just like a ghost has been annihilated, what do you want to save?" ”
I shook my head, glanced back at Rota, who was still struggling slightly on the ground, and turned to look at my husband.
"But sir, you said that there is still a glimmer of life in any mortal realm."
Mr. nodded, "But a glimmer of life is not something that can be cashed out immediately, some people take more than ten years to cash, some people take a hundred years, or several lifetimes, and most people don't even have the opportunity to get this mercy from God." ”
"But I haven't done anything, and I haven't told him anything I want to tell him." Turning my head, I looked regretfully at Rota on the ground.
God is really joking, obviously, I haven't had time to do anything, and I really don't want to give up at all.
"Well, I know, even if you don't ask, I'll tell you." The gentleman's hand fell on my shoulder and grabbed it, and the palm of his hand was gently patted twice, just like an elder treating a favorite junior, but the gentle movements of the hand, as well as the gentle comfort between the words, seemed to be a lover with some aggression approaching.
"Is he still saved?" I raised my face and looked at my husband happily.
"Heh... According to you, it should be said that he is not completely dead, otherwise he would not be chasing you closely. The gentleman said.
"Huh? Why did you chase me after me if I wasn't dead? ”
"Could it be that if he chases you and doesn't let go, he must be trying to harm you?" Kneeling on one knee, he said as he pressed Rota's edge.
"Then he just ......," Ah Yu asked before me.
Yiya glanced at her and said: "I also asked, because you are a demon, you broke into other people's territory without permission, and besides, you are still sticking to the little girl, he thinks you are going to harm her, he is doing his best to protect her, otherwise why don't you think we came in before." ”
Ah Yu suddenly muttered dumbly, "How do I know this is the case, but if I don't come in, I guess he won't show up." ”
"That's right." Yiya nodded and said in agreement.
"Okay, he's very weak now, and his consciousness is indeed not very clear, let's put him back in his coffin first, it's good for him." Mr. led the way and said.
"Hmm!" I nodded, ran out from under the gentleman's hand, went to Yiya's side, saw Yiya wrap his arms around Rota's two hands, and brought him up, I looked at Yiya in puzzlement, Yiya said: "Although he is not dead now, but his consciousness is still not very clear, in case he starts to go crazy, the chance of hurting people is still not small, none of us are fine, but you, don't take it lightly." ”
Well, when Rota was pulled up, the expression on his face was still ugly, and his bright red eyes were full of confusion.
At this time, the wind blew in through the broken glass, blowing open the heavy curtains, and the sun shone in.
"Rota, the sun is out." I said to him.
Those bright red eyes looked at me......
"You know, when I am alone, I dare to shed tears unbridledly, as soon as I close my eyes, all the details that have happened on a sunny day will come to my eyes.
Zhao Qingtian...... Inherited my lifelong dream, but we can't come together successfully, I admit that I am a cowardly person, on the battlefield, I can advance and retreat freely in the life-threatening situation, but between feelings, I can't do it anyway.
Now that I know that I am not in those years, Qingtian has already found new happiness, and I have nothing to cling to in my heart, as long as I think that what I once hoped to give her, she already has it, even if those happiness is not given by my own hands, so what does it matter.
I used to think that after the sunny day, I could also have you with me, and after a long time, all the sadness would pass, but fate is like this, you are not mine, the sunny day is not mine, and even the girl who woke me up is not mine, I seem to be a stranger to everyone.
However, for whatever reason, after meeting you, I found that I suddenly learned to accept it.
It's good to forget about the unhappy things, but I found that in the past so long life, the unhappy ones accounted for most of them, and I don't remember the happy ones.
Just forget about it, there's nothing to remember anyway. ”
"What does it mean that there is nothing to remember, everything that has ever happened to you is something to remember.
Promise me, don't think about anything that you will not forget, you see the faces of those who have completely forgotten the past, like the desolation of the wind through the declining branches.
God gave you such a beautiful past, not to make you forget it, but to let you go on firmly and tenaciously in your long life, no matter what you encounter. ”
She told him that she would go and find a girl for him with the scent of parsley, sage, thyme, and rosemary.
However, before she had time to look for it, a girl stepped on the mountain, and when Ning Qiao was wandering in the mountains, she saw her sitting on the edge of the cliff crying, and after asking, she learned that the girl's father asked the girl to drop out of school to help people with housework and be a nanny, and the girl was very sad and wanted to die.
Ning Qiao found out that she was Rota's lover in her previous life, and in the end, she stayed on the mountain to accompany Rota, lived in the small courtyard on that side, and never went down the mountain again.
So after that, let this girl accompany him through the long years, and he took care of her like a sunny day, even if it wasn't love, so what did it matter.
As long as life can go on like this, it seems to be good.