Chapter 1 The things that come after are left to the future

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One.

Mosang: "Wait for me, I'll go find you."

Mo Sang remembered the first day of school, when he first came to this university, a strange environment of Nuo University, and he didn't know anywhere; But fortunately, Mo Sang has a handsome face and a thick layer of skin, and when he saw a beautiful female classmate, he pretended to be a gentleman and stepped forward to ask for directions.

Lin Fangmu: "But I don't even know where I am." ”

This silly girl's name is Lin Fangmu, and she is in the same department as Mo Sang, and she is also brought by the same counselor. Fang Mu is a freshman, and Mo Sang is a sophomore. However, Mo Sang doesn't like others to call him a senior, he doesn't want to "go along with the same stream".

But in the end, he is still a "senior". As the "elite little secretary" around the counselor, Mo Sang knows how to take advantage of his position, and has been eyeing the title of "acting counselor" since his freshman year. It is the duty of the acting counselor to participate in the related work of the registration of new students, so Mo Sang naturally got the first-hand information of this batch of new students, and met Lin Fangmu.

Mo Sang: "Where did you just pass by?" Passing by the playground? ”

Lin Fangmu: "Yes, I passed by the playground. ”

Mo Sang: "So which direction are you going now?" Is it a dormitory building in front? ”

Lin Fangmu: "I don't know, there seems to be a building in front." ”

Mo Sang: "Okay, then you can go forward first, along the Yong Road." ”

Lin Fangmu: "Do you know where I am? Don't come, you can't find me. ”

Mo Sang: "As long as you don't hide, I can always find you." ”

Mo Sang put down his phone and trotted to find Fang Mu. This kind of behavior reminded him of the girl he met in the club when he was a freshman, and her surname was very special, her surname was Lan, and her name was Lan Liuwan.

Mo Sang has never had a girlfriend in three years of high school, and her personality is introverted, so she is ashamed to express her feelings for her in front of others. It's like the relationship between people in the fifties and sixties, and it's embarrassing to take the initiative to say a word to the girl you like in front of people. So he didn't get the girl he wanted. He really felt that this was very bad, and he laughed at himself - "In the past three years, I have abandoned a lot of naivety, but I have forgotten my shyness." "He was determined to change!

"Hey."

Although Mo Sang had already made up his mind, and it was not the first time he had looked for her, it was still difficult to go to her so recklessly, and it was difficult to say something easily. He was a little overwhelmed, but he also beat his spirit. He felt like his skull was filled with an all-powerful "engine."

"You really found me, how did you know I was here?" Fang Mu's face showed a little shyness, which made Mo Sang, who was pretending to be calm, even more untenable.

"The dormitory building can be seen at a glance, and if you say you're not sure, then I know you're heading in the direction of the cafeteria." At this time, Mo Sang's heart was proud, but he was also worried that this pride would be revealed from his face.

"Actually, I panicked just now, I think you guys should be going pretty fast. When I got here, I looked to the left, and I didn't see you, so I hurried to the right. Walking and walking, I looked back and saw you. Mo Sang smiled widely, and said in a joking tone. In the end, it's still overestimated, and you're walking too slowly. ”

"Although I don't know the road, I definitely can't lose it, so walk slowly."

"Where are you going?"

"I was going to the library, but I couldn't find my way while walking." Fang Mu said with a coquettish smile.

"Haha, you can all get lost. Walk, I'll take you on a trail, a short road, and the view is exceptional. As she spoke, Mo Sang looked at her friends, who were also the freshmen under his "jurisdiction".

Li Xuewei: "We won't go, it's too hot, let's go back to the dormitory." ”

Mo Sang didn't speak, but his heart was happy. Mo Sang wanted to leave them immediately, but he still stood still for a moment out of politeness, waiting for them to finish their polite words.

"Then let's go, here." Mo Sang turned around and raised his arm in the direction he was going.

Mo Sang and Fang Mu walked side by side, their eyes staring at her all the time. Fang Mu wore black jeans with covered legs, a camel-colored thin sweater on the upper body, and a bright red mid-length coat. To be honest, Mo Sang didn't like this color, and felt a little rustic; But when worn on her, it looks like there is only an atmospheric feeling. Mo Sang couldn't help but secretly wonder - "It's so beautiful, tall and has a good temperament." A high nose, but the tip of the nose is not big, unlike yourself, it is a big nose. The eyes are also large and transparent, or are they deeper and more beautiful? ”

After a short walk, we came to the bottom of the administration building, where the teachers worked. To the left of the administration building is a building with the same decoration style, connected by a checkerboard-shaped roof between the two buildings. Mo Sang was familiar with the building on the left, where he always read in the study room on the third or fourth floor. The second floor is an Internet cafΓ©, the school is called the "information center", the first floor is the textbook library, and the fifth to seventh floors are not open. Although familiar, Mo Sang couldn't tell what the name of this building was. The two of them had been walking silently, and Fang Mu was even embarrassed to look at Mo Sang, who had to rack his brains to think of what he could say to relax the atmosphere.

"Well, sensible."

"Huh?" Fang Mu rolled her eyes.

"I said Li Xuewei, she is quite sensible, and she knows not to follow us. Haha......"

Fang Mu smiled warmly and said, "Isn't that normal? ”

"Eh, some of them really can't work. Just followed, I don't know if it's really stupid or stupid, or it has ulterior motives. ”

When Mo Sang said this, his mind flashed with what he looked like when he was a freshman, and he was really stupid at that time. I always go to find Fugui with my friends, and Fugui also brings my friends. is already shy, and if there are others next to him, he doesn't know what to say, and every time he comes out to meet, it ends in a hurry. Thinking of this, Mo Sang laughed self-deprecatingly, feeling that it was really childish and ridiculous at that time.

"Have you been here? This is the Department of Mechanics. ”

"Well, walk through once. I've wandered around them, but I don't know where they are. ”

The two of them chatted and walked like this. In fact, Mo Sang felt that he was already very powerful, especially compared to himself at the beginning, it was a world of difference. Since Mo Sang broke up with Fugui for the first time, he has begun to grow up like crazy. In Mosan's words - "Learning to mature is more important than learning anything." "So the failure of pursuing Lan Liuwan in my freshman year deeply touched Mo Sang's heart." It's still not mature enough to let go! Caring too much about what others think! - Mosang introspection.

"See that grove in front of you? There was a path that led to the library. ”

Mo Sang raised his hand to Fang Mu and pointed out. Although autumn has just begun in September, you can see that many of the canopies are already yellowing.

"Is this going to be done?" Fang Mu asked a little uneasily.

Mo Sang was very confident, and said confidently: "Let's go." ”

"Uncle, please open the door." Mo Sang shouted to the master in the gatehouse, and at the same time pointed to the electric telescopic door with his right hand.

"Thank you, uncle." Mo Sang nodded to the uncle.

"Let's go."

While saying these two words, Mo Sang's right hand was a little unnatural. He wanted to take advantage of the situation, but he still put it down.

"It's awesome here, there's a river." Fang Mu was very surprised and satisfied.

"Ang...... Oh, yes. I only found out about this place after a friend took me through it once. ”

Mo Sang remembered the first time he came here, when he had just broken up with Jiang Yuyan for about a month. It's very lonely to lack the opposite sex in life, so I got back Lu Yicong, who always wanted to have a dinner for myself, and Mo Sang knew Lu Yicong's thoughts very well.

Later, once Lu Yicong brought him here, Mo Sang was touched by the environment here. Unexpectedly, the road from the east gate of the school was a paradise. In the past, it was turquoise, and on the left was a small path with many vine trees beside it. On the right side there is a willow forest with a few bamboos interspersed in it. A short walk along, on the left side of the bridge is a pond, but it is not stagnant (so I call it a river, but Mosang thinks it should be called a pond), it flows over the bridge at the foot of the road, and is connected to the canal by the river (there is a similar bridge further afield). Quite a bit of a mood.

"It's really amazing here."

Mo Sang felt that the tone of Fang Mu's words was a little embarrassing, and he secretly thought in his heart-"It seems that she doesn't have to say it, this can't be done!" ”

"The last time my friend who brought me here and I walked here, she told me that she had found condoms here." Mo Sang pointed to a corner of the bridge and smiled sarcastically, and the "engine" was also running at a rapid pace.

This sentence was not made up by Mo Sang, although he felt that he could also make up such words, but this sentence was said by Lu Yicong to himself. remembered that Lu Yicong brought him here at the beginning, and the two of them had a very good chat. But when he was with Lu Yicong, he was almost torn, like tearing the skin of a coconut, and he was scared when he thought of that fibrous appearance. The moment he said this, Mo Sang felt as if he was Lu Yicong.

"If you keep going forward, you'll be in the library." Mo Sang said, Fang Mu looked along the road, Mo Sang began to walk forward, "It should be, in fact, I haven't been to this road either, haha......"

"Then you're going to bring me here?" Although Fang Mu said this, there was no blame in either his tone or on his face, and he walked forward.

"Let's walk, I'll be able to get there anyway, don't you see the building next to the library on the right, just walk around."

"It's so nice, lush, full of trees as far as the eye can see." The word "enjoyment" seems to be written on Fang Mu's face.

"yes, especially the wind. I just like the feeling of the wind, overflowing. ”

Mo Sang thought to himself-"I'm not here to cater to you, I really like this feeling!" ”

Thinking in his heart, he kept adding ingredients to his mouth, saying: "Especially if the wind is a little stronger, I feel that my clothes are stripped naked." ”

"Yes, yes, very comfortable. I don't go to the library, just sit in front for a while, at this point, I won't be able to read books for long when I get to the library, and the library is about to close. ”

There are quite a few of these paths in this area, all paved with bread bricks, with wooden chairs and trash cans on some main roads, and some winding side roads, most of which are also equipped with wooden chairs. But Mo Sang only walked that once, and only walked on this path.

"Well, no. In fact, you see, the library is opposite, and it should be a turn of the road out. As he spoke, Mo Sang took out the handkerchief paper in his pocket and took out two wooden chairs spread out on the side of the road. Mo Sang admired himself for thinking of carrying tissues, even though he had only walked through that once.

The two of them sat on wooden chairs, in front of and behind were low trees dotted with yellow-green leaves, and the land was mostly free-growing weeds, but they were not tall and few decent flowers. In front of me was a small river that was connected to the pond, and then there was the library. There is a forest behind it as a road, but there are few cars, and there is a barrier from this forest, so if you don't know in advance, you can't imagine that there is a road behind it.

"Looking at this lush flower and tree, I want to pounce on it, I want to be one. Especially when the wind blows, it flutters like a fairy. Fang's tone was full of enthusiasm, and those curious eyes were sincerely enjoying all this.

Mo Sang was very glad that she could meet such a girl, and couldn't help but sigh in her heart, "It's really rare that she actually enjoys these things so much." Mo Sang looked at her deep eyes and thought of a love word.

"Your eyes are so beautiful. Deep. ”

"Huh?"

"The sea is not as deep as your eyes, for I see the stars in it."

Two.

"My ex-boyfriend and I are also my first love, and we have been together for two years. It was because of a small contradiction that we separated, and we had an old quarrel, and then I quarreled with him and he beat me. ”

"He hit you, oh my God! Seriously, I don't think there is anything for a man to beat a woman, and some girls just do it, which is very excessive. But a man beats his own woman, that's what he's not right about. No matter what the reason, you shouldn't hit your girlfriend or your wife! ”

Mo Sang's shoulders and Fang Mu's shoulders were next to each other, which was uncomfortable, but Mo Sang was reluctant to move. He looked deeply at the side of Fang's face with a pair of eyes.

"I was a junior in high school at the time, and he was a sophomore in high school. Although I didn't study well, I still had to work hard, and I was very nervous, so I didn't have much time to spend together. The school is still strict, we can see each other in recess, walk together, and we can't get too close. ”

"Oh, then I haven't experienced it, I went to secondary school."

"Later, we had a quarrel and broke up, and we ran into each other when we went up and down the stairs, and he didn't talk to me."

"Well, in fact, he may also want to talk to you, but he just doesn't dare, he doesn't know how to speak." Mo Sang felt that he had some meaning to say good things for the boy, and said: "It's just too immature, and emotional intelligence is not enough." I don't know how to express my emotions, and I don't know how to vent my emotions. It's all gone! When he said this, Mo Sang thought of himself at the beginning.

"But I still miss him. He was very nice to me, really very good. He brought me hot water during my menstrual period and bought me food at noon......"

"But he hit you! Buying you food is called right? Men with violent tendencies are not to be desired. ”

Mo Sang stared at Fang Mu's big deep eyes, which seemed to be a little moist, but she couldn't be sure if it was the reason why she wore contact lenses. He wanted to put his hand on her shoulder, both to be closer and to comfort her.

"You're too close to me."

"Then don't hide; You always hide, and I have to chase you. Keep it like this, I can't see you clearly from a distance. ”

"What do you see me doing?"

"Being able to see the bright galaxy in broad daylight, such a spectacle, who doesn't want to see it twice?" Mo Sang felt that he was a little poor, and changed the topic again: "Actually, in the end, you two are still not suitable, not all the way." ”

"Well, he thinks I'm too clingy."

"Ah, clingy, it's not good to be particularly clingy. But then again, the high school management is so strict, how can you stick to people no matter how sticky. ”

"He just thinks I'm clingy."

Mo Sang also didn't like the other party to be too clingy, and felt that it would affect his life too much, so he stopped talking about this topic.

"Do you think it's better to find a partner of a complementary type, or the same type?"

"Complementary!"

"I don't think so, it's a matter of dividing people. People like me, who are emotionally calm, unhurried, and more rational, are suitable for finding the same person. You too. ”

Mo Sang looked at the surrounding scenery, the leaves that were already yellow but still soft, together with all kinds of green, covered all the soil, and the chilling wind blew the leaves that were still sticking to the branches, rustling. The feeling was palpable. Mosang is always like this, there is no resistance to good scenery, and even has the urge to dive headlong into it, wanting to become a member of these flowers and trees. That's why he was relieved by the feeling of admiration.

"Lookβ€”" Mo Sang pointed to the distance of the road, "Is there a feeling that you can step on a pure land when you walk out of this road?" ”

Fang Mu looked at the road for a moment and said, "Well, let's listen to a song." ”

Mo Sang turned on the music and clicked on a song.

"I love to listen to songs, I have more than 900 offline music, all of which are of the highest quality."

It was cloudy outside the window

The music was murmured

My heart is starting to miss you~

"You still have this song, it's very good to listen to, it's very feeling."

"Yes, yes, Jacky Cheung's, it's an old song, and I have a special feeling - just this person, I don't know what to think. I played this song in my dorm room that day, and my roommate said to me, 'What a bad song you hear!' β€”not all the way, too lazy to take care of them. It's vulgar! ”

When it rains, people are unhappy

My heart really hurts

My heart really hurts

"Do you have "Sorrow" on your phone?"

"Absolutely."

"It seems that the two of us are really in tune." Mo Sang said, really excited in his heart.

The two listened to the song and chatted casually. As time went on, the surrounding trees became darker and darker.

"Let's go, there are more and more mosquitoes."

Every time he heard a girl say something like this, Mo Sang felt that she should say something to show comfort. But I always didn't know what to say. After all, this kind of trivial thing is really commonplace.

But Mo Sang still said: "Yes, I was also bitten, and this is why I have been bombarding mosquitoes." ”

This conversation did not confirm the relationship between the two, but Mo Sang was satisfied, which he expected. This kind of thing should not be rushed. Mo Sang has initially won the heart of Fang Mu by constantly hinting at Fang Mu in emotional topics that "two people are so compatible". It's all so natural......

Three.

In the five days after sitting and chatting in the wooden chair, Mo Sang would ask Lin Fangmu to eat and walk with Lin Fangmu every day, and only chatted with her alone at night. Mo Sang felt that the two of them should be together naturally like this, but on the sixth night, Mo Sang asked her out again, but she said something that Mo Sang didn't expect.

The university has a total of four departments, the Faculty of Economics and Management, the Faculty of Art and Engineering, the Faculty of Electronic Information and Automation, and the Faculty of Mechanical Engineering. Management, art, and automation are all on the same road, and behind their B buildings, there is a spiral staircase that connects each floor, encased by a tall, canopy-like building with arched openings on all sides. These are recognized as the school's landmarks, but the doors to its connection to each floor are locked, regardless of department. Mosang is actually very interested in this kind of building, and thinks that if you go up to it, you will definitely be able to see a different scenery. But because the door connecting it to each floor is always closed, and it has to go back the way it came, so it has been reluctant to go up again. Fang Mu naturally didn't have it, so today Mo Sang asked her to go there with her.

"Look over there, it's full of life, it's full of flowers and plants, and there's a pond."

"It's quite refreshing to stand on such an empty height and look at this."

The two looked at the scenery and stayed quietly for a while.

Suddenly, Fang Mu spoke: "Let's not be together, I still can't let him go." ”

"You can't let him go?"

A dim yellow light suddenly flashed in Mo Sang's mind, remembering the scene when he took his mother's mobile phone to send a message to Fugui.

"I can understand that, but you- you and him are still not a good match after all. The two of us are so suitable! ”

Fang Mu was speechless, she didn't dare to look at Mo Sang, she was squatting on the side, her arms were holding her legs, giving people the feeling of being so pitiful.

"He hit you......"

Mo Sang didn't really want to say this, because he didn't bother to elevate himself by belittling others. But he couldn't think of anything for a moment, he felt his "engine" spinning, and the air seemed to smell engine oil.

"But I just miss him, I can't be with you. I'm sorry. ”

Mo Sang also squatted down in front of her, he wanted to hug her, but she refused. At this moment, Mo Sang was furious, he closed his mouth tightly, gasping through his nose, as if the air under his nostrils was burned by the breath he exhaled, and his "engine" was finally working normally.

"I'm telling you, I've had that experience too. Junior high school! When I was in the first year of junior high school, I fell in love! First love! She broke up with me, and I was so grief-stricken that I couldn't let go of it, thinking about her. But she soon found a boyfriend again, really quickly, and my friend even thought I was green. Maybe he's already left you behind! ”

"No, he loves me too."

"Will he beat you if he loves you? Even if he really loves you, can you have such a man? ”

Mosang was angry, but like he said, he was rational, and even rational was a little scary. So even though he was already angry, his tone was still so serious, and he only showed some appropriate impatience to show that he was serious.

"Really, he's going to come to me."

"Will it come to you? He was also admitted to this school? ”

"No, he studied very well, but he will definitely be admitted to Tianjin."

Mo Sang was a little scared. He is not afraid that the naΓ―ve boy with violent tendencies will resort to violence against him because the girl he loves has been snatched away. is worried that if the boy really comes to her, and she is with her, the boy may chase her back through various channels and platforms, so that everyone will know about it. This will disrupt your own life. What's even more terrifying is that if Fang Mu is successfully snatched away by him, he will become a laughing stock. But this is only Mo Sang's analysis of the problem, Mo Sang has some personal heroism, and he will face such a challenge. Mo Sang got up and looked at the grass in the distance, he had never stood so high at night in the school to see all this.

"Say no – it won't be your right!" - Mo Sang felt the wind, felt the scenery, and made a secret decision in his heart.

"After breaking up with her, I also had girlfriends, some of whom I chased others, and some of whom chased me. But it didn't take long for us to break up, and I knew I still had her in my heart. Finally! Third! I don't know if it was because of the pressure of studying, or because I moved out on my own during that time. I miss her so much, but I don't think it's possible, I shouldn't be. And I've also heard some rumors about how crazy she has been and how inappropriate she has been for more than a year. I told myself that I had to let go of her, and I tried hard to forget her QQ account. Finally one night, no matter how I recall, I just can't remember her QQ account. I felt like I had succeeded, and I cried with joy. But the next morning I woke up to a slideshow in my mind, with strings of identical numbers, large and small, running through my mind. What kind of numbers is that? I asked myself repeatedly, but I was suddenly shocked. This is her QQ account! I added her back and told her all this, and she became my girlfriend again. But we're still separated, I mentioned. Because I'm no longer me, she's no longer her! - You don't have to take this detour again! Give me a chance to love you, and the things that come later, leave them for later. ”

After hearing this story, Fang Mu seemed to have some understanding, so under the persuasion of Mo Sang to continue to merge reasonably, she accepted Mo Sang and accepted his hug.

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