Yu Lanxi saw me nodding and said happily: "You nodded, which means that you promised not to drive me away?" ”

"Hey, of course I won't drive you away." I shook my head and sighed, "You say, you are really, you know that it is a dead end, why are you not afraid at all?" ”

"I have nothing to be afraid of." Yu Lanxi shook her head and said: "I'm not at all, not afraid at all, as long as you are by my side, even if I die, I am not afraid, what I am most afraid of is that I will be separated from you forever, this kind of thing is what I am most afraid of, as long as I can be by your side, even if I die now, I am not afraid, with you by my side, even if I die, I am happy." ”

"Hey, is it worth it for you to treat me like this?" I sighed: "I'm not a good boyfriend at all, I can't even protect you, but you still want it, life and death with me, I really don't feel worth it." ”

"You don't have to say much about yourself." Yu Lanxi looked at me and said, "Aren't you also ready to die for me?" I think it's very worthwhile, you have affection and righteousness for me, I am not an ungrateful person, I will walk with you regardless of life or death, even if we die, we are not lonely, at least there is someone to talk to, even if I die, I will feel happy. ”

"yes!" I looked at Yu Lanxi and sighed: "Thank you, thank you God, for giving you to me, I really feel very happy, no matter what, I feel very happy, I can hear your words, even if I die now, I am worth it, okay, let's go eat!" ”

"Well, that's fine." Yu Lanxi nodded and said, "I'm feeling hungry too." ”

Then I and Yu Lanxi, here with the meal, eating, although I eat here, but my heart is very uncomfortable, I know that this is not at all, Yu Lanxi's responsibility, Yu Lanxi should not be at all, accompany me here to be frightened, which makes me very ashamed, I look at Yu Lanxi here, happily eating, in fact, I know very well that she is just forcing a smile.

Because she didn't want me to worry, she pretended not to care, but the more this happened, the more my heart hurt, why is this happening, why is it why, Yu Lanxi has nothing to do with this matter at all, why let such a good girl be scared every day.

I really hate it in my heart now, I hate this ghost so much, I hate this place I came to so much, but I am more ruthless than myself, if I don't come here, Yu Lanxi won't be frightened, I'm afraid Yu Lanxi won't be like this now, Yu Lanxi doesn't have to force a smile, if he didn't come here, it would be better.

But no matter how much I blame myself, even if I commit suicide, there is no way to go back, the time before I came here, because time is constantly moving forward, no matter how unwilling I am in my heart, no matter how much I regret it, it is useless, I can only face it bravely now, there is no way, I can only face it bravely.

Although I think so, but my heart is still very unwilling, I am really unwilling to die like this, I am really very unwilling in my heart, I look at Yu Lanxi eating happily here, my heart is really very painful.

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This feeling, like being pricked by a needle, hurts, makes me feel really uncomfortable, what a good girl, if there is no such thing, Yu Lanxi must be with me, living a carefree life, but, but I ruined it with my own hands, and let Yu Lanxi and I am as frightened as me, I, I really feel, very guilty, self-blame, I see Yu Lanxi at this time, still laughing in front of me, I feel very sad in my heart.

This feeling is really uncomfortable, I really don't want Yu Lanxi to be like this, I'd rather I die, and I want Yu Lanxi to live well, but obviously my thoughts are just cranky, Yu Lanxi will definitely not agree, I see Yu Lanxi like this, my heart is also very uncomfortable, I will never be able to eat this meal, I see my beloved, here forced to smile, how can I still eat calmly, I really can't eat this meal.

"Well, what's wrong?" Yu Lanxi looked at me with a smile and said, "Why haven't you eaten a mouthful of food, are you not hungry, if you are not hungry, then I can eat." ”

"Uh, me, I'm thinking things here." I hurriedly came back to my senses and said, "I, of course I ate, I'll eat now." ”

After that, I was here gobbling up my meal.

"yes, that's right." Yu Lanxi said in a low voice: "If we die by then, I'm afraid, I'm afraid we won't be able to eat even how delicious the meal is, let's eat how we want to eat now!" Don't leave any regrets. ”

I heard Yu Lanxi say this, and after a meal, I looked at Yu Lanxi and said, "Lanxi, don't hold it back, if you want to cry, you can cry!" Holding it is not good for your health. ”

Yu Lanxi looked at me with tears in her eyes and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't want to do this, but I just can't help it, Hua Liang, I, I really don't want to die, I want to marry you, I want to be with you forever, I now, I really don't want to die now." ”

"I'm sorry." I lowered my head and said, "Actually, I don't want to die, I want to be with you forever, but, but I brought you here, so you can't even leave now." ”

"Hua Liang, I'm not afraid of death." Yu Lanxi sobbed: "I just don't want to leave nothing behind, just die like this, I will at least marry you, have a child and die, but, but now I don't have a chance, I'm really sad." ”

"I'm sorry, Lan Xi." I said in a low voice: "It's all my fault, it's all your fault, I'm not a good boyfriend, I don't feel like I'm really human, if I hadn't come here at the time, if we hadn't entered this hotel, I'm afraid we'd be fine, Lan Xi, if you want to vent, you can beat me hard, the harder I beat, the better." ”

"No, I won't hit you." Yu Lanxi wiped away her tears and said: "I, I didn't blame you, I just felt a little regretful, nothing else is interesting, I know, I know it's not your fault, I was a normal person at the time, I would do this, this, it's not your fault, so, so I won't beat you, I will never, never be angry with you." ”

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"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for you." I looked at Yu Lanxi and said sadly: "This, it's all my fault, I shouldn't be like this, it's all me who hurt you, it's me who hurt you, I shouldn't be like this, I'm really sorry for you, I shouldn't be like this, I'm really sorry for you, it's all my fault." ”

"Okay, I'm fine." Yu Lanxi looked at me with a smile and said, "Okay, let's continue to eat, I don't want to worry about these unhappy things." ”

Then Yu Lanxi ate here, I saw Yu Lanxi like this, my heart was very uncomfortable, I knew that if this was not my business, Yu Lanxi would not be frightened, my heart was really very uncomfortable, I saw Yu Lanxi eating here, I was a little uncomfortable.

I know very well in my heart that it's all my fault, but, but I can't protect her, I really feel so uncomfortable, I really feel helpless, I feel like I'm not a man, if I'm a man, it's impossible to let my beloved woman be threatened like this.

"I, I'm sorry for you, Lan Xi, it's all my fault." I blamed myself: "I'm a man, but I can't even protect you now, I really feel like I'm not like a man, I'm really sorry for you." ”

"Hehe, Hualiang, don't say that." Yu Lanxi looked at me and smiled: "I think, this is already very good, although I am not married to you, but we can die together, this is not bad, you are a man, you are the best man, when I am in danger, you are willing to stand up and die for me, so I already feel very satisfied." ”

"No, I promise you again and again that I will take you away." I looked at Yu Lanxi heartbroken and said: "But I disappointed you again and again, I don't think there is any other way than to die for you now, I'm really sorry for you, I'm really sorry for you." ”

"Okay, you're not sorry for me." Yu Lanxi smiled: "What about you, sometimes the sense of responsibility is really too heavy, don't want any responsibility, it's all on yourself, it's not your fault, do you understand?" There's no way we're here, and as I said, it's not your responsibility, so don't be sad. ”

"Well, I know, but, but I'm still a little guilty of myself, and it's my responsibility anyway." I sighed: "It's all my own responsibility, I really feel sorry for you, it shouldn't have been like this, we went back to our hometown happily, but I didn't expect to encounter this incident." ”

"Well, don't blame yourself too much." Yu Lanxi comforted: "After all, it's not your fault, and you don't want to, isn't it, no matter what, if we can be together, I feel that God is not thin on me, we can die together like this, I am very satisfied, the only regret is that I can't marry you." ”

"Thank you, Yu Lanxi." I looked at Yu Lanxi and thanked: "Always when I am the saddest, you are by my side to comfort me." ”

Yu Lanxi smiled and said: "Okay, we are the object, this is my responsibility, what about you, don't always thank you, that, I won't eat the rest of the meal, I'll eat it at night in a while, I'm a little sleepy now, I want to sleep again." ”

After speaking, Yu Lanxi put the meal on the bedside table and lay down on the bed to sleep.