I glanced at Yu Lanxi, my heart was very moved, I heard what Yu Lanxi said, I still felt very warm, Yu Lanxi treated me like this, it really felt very good, but in my heart, I was still inevitably ashamed, I always felt sorry for Yu Lanxi, if it wasn't for my insistence, to live here, Yu Lanxi would not have touched this kind of dirty thing.

"Lan Xi, I really, really don't deserve to treat me like this." I looked at Yu Lanxi sadly: "Whether I live or die, this is my own fault, this is what I deserve, I will die when I die, but I really don't want you, because I am also dead, do you know?" ”

"I understand, I fully understand." Yu Lanxi looked at me and said: "But, but I don't want you to die, if you die, what will I do, what should your parents do, they will definitely be heartbroken, so, so, I really don't want this, if you really die, I am willing to accompany you to die, at least, there is someone to speak, isn't it?" ”

"Lan Xi, you are really good to me." I looked at Yu Lanxi and was very moved: "You are really the best, the best girl I have ever seen, it is precisely because you are the best girl I have ever seen, I don't want you to die with me, even if I die myself, I don't want you to die with me." ”

"I know, I know that you are like this, you just feel sorry for me and love me." Yu Lanxi smiled and said: "With your care for me, I don't have any fear, Hua Liang, don't you keep saying anything, we are not now, haven't we come to that point?" So don't keep saying this kind of thing, even if it comes to that point, I don't have any complaints, because, at least I have you, even if I die, I have no regrets, we have to be together in life and death, for a lifetime, I don't want to be separated from you for a lifetime. ”

"Thank you, thank you so much." I looked at Yu Lanxi and said, "With your words, even if I die, I can close my eyes, you are really the best woman I have ever seen." ”

"Well, okay, don't say that." Yu Lanxi smiled, then looked at me expectantly and said, "By the way, you just now, didn't you go out for a test drive, how about it, the car, can the car start?" ”

I saw Yu Lanxi's expectant gaze, a little soft-hearted for a while, I don't know how to answer, if I tell Yu Lanxi the truth, Yu Lanxi should be disappointed after hearing it, if I deceive her, when she knows, she will only be more disappointed, and I don't plan to deceive Yu Lanxi, after all, I really don't want to deceive her.

I nodded, looked at Yu Lan and said, "That's the case, don't be sad after you hear it." ”

"Well, don't worry!" Yu Lanxi looked at me with a smile and said, "With you, I will never be sad, you can rest assured!" ”

"That's right, I was out trying to get a car just now." I looked at Yu Lanxi and sighed: "But no matter how you light the fire, the car just can't start, I see, I look at the car, there must be no way to move, really, really sorry, let your hope be dashed." ”

After hearing this, Yu Lanxi showed a little disappointed expression, but quickly looked at me with a smile and said, "It's okay, the car can't go, I think it's also the will of God, don't blame yourself like this." ”

......

When I heard Yu Lanxi say this, I felt a heart-wrenching pain in my heart, I knew very well in my heart that Yu Lanxi was like this, it was completely forced to laugh, and I didn't want to feel self-blame, so I said this, but the more Yu Lanxi was like this, the more I felt that I was not qualified to be Yu Lanxi's boyfriend, and I couldn't even protect my girlfriend, how could I not blame myself.

The more Yu Lanxi expressed that she didn't care, the more she felt very uncomfortable, the more sad she felt, and when I saw Yu Lanci like this, I felt very uncomfortable in my heart.

"Okay, what are you doing, Hua Liang, look at what kind of expression you have." Yu Lanxi sneered: "What are you doing with a sad face, do I blame you, why are you so uncomfortable, okay, Hualiang, what about you, don't think about this, okay, since we can't go, let's have a happy day!" ”

"Hey, I'm sorry." I shook my head and said: "It's all my fault, I shouldn't have come here without listening to you, this, this is all I'm sorry for you, I'm really sorry for you, it's all my fault, it's all my own fault, but now I want you to be scared with me, I really, I really feel sorry for you." ”

"Hua Liang, look at it, you always think about this kind of thing." Yu Lanxi looked at me and comforted: "Don't, I always feel so self-blaming, I, I really don't have anything to do, I feel very happy, I can die with you, even if I go to hell, there is nothing to be afraid of, I am satisfied with you by my side." ”

"Actually, we women are very simple." Yu Lanxi took my hand and said: "I can find someone who truly loves each other and cares about each other, this is the happiness we women want to find, and you are the person I think, so, so don't always blame yourself, I think it feels very good to be with you." ”

"I know, I know you're comforting me." I looked at Yu Lanxi and said sadly: "But, the more you are like this, the more I feel very self-blaming, the more I feel sorry for you, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be so scared, it's all I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for you, I really feel sorry for you." ”

"Okay, you, don't talk about this all the time." Yu Lanxi looked at me and said: "It's not your fault, it's all my life, I don't want to blame you, and I will never blame you, because I like you, no matter how we are, I like you very much, you must not say anything, remember, it's not your responsibility." ”

"But the more you say it, the more ashamed I become." I looked at Yu Lan and said: "I know, it's all my fault, my arrogance killed me, and at the same time killed you, I'm really ashamed, if you really can't do it, you can run for your life alone, leave me alone, escape here alone." ”

"No, don't say it." Yu Lanxi shook his head and said: "I will never, I will never leave you to escape, if you don't run for your life, then I, then I won't run for my life, I am here with you, even if I die, I will be with you, I will never leave you alone, Hua Liang, I will always be with you." ”

......

I looked at Yu Lanxi and hesitated: "But ......"

Just as I was about to say something, Yu Lanxi suddenly interrupted me and said: "What's the good thing, you and I love each other, whether we live or die, we have to be together, unless, unless you are not annoying me, that's why you want to leave me behind." ”

Speaking of these, Yu Lanxi suddenly pouted aggrievedly, obviously very aggrieved, I felt a little nervous in my heart when I saw Yu Lanxi like this.

"No, Lan Xi, what are you talking nonsense, how can I be annoyed by you." I looked at Yu Lanxi and hurriedly explained: "I'm just, I just don't want you to die with me, I really care about you too much, so I don't want you to die with me, you must not say that, I will never dislike you." ”

Yu Lanxi looked up at me and wondered, "Really?" ”

"Well, of course it's true." I looked at Yu Lan and said, "I really, really don't want to dislike you, I just want to protect you, I don't want you to die with me, I'm really sorry for you, I'm really sorry for you, I don't want you to die with me, you know?" If there's a chance, I really don't want you to die with me, this, I'm really sorry for you, if you're sad, you don't want to beat me up. ”

"Haha, okay, it's okay." Yu Lanxi laughed for a while: "I just actually, just to tease you and make you happy, so that you won't, always thinking about this kind of thing, how about it, Hua Liang, do you feel comfortable now?" ”

"Uh, you're kidding me?" I was speechless and said, "You are still in the mood to joke with me now, when is it now, you are still in the mood to joke." ”

"Hey, so what." Yu Lanxi looked at me and said, "No matter what, I feel very happy every day when I can be with you, even if we are going to die, we have to leave with a smile." ”

"Okay, you!" I looked at Yu Lan and said, "I just now, I was really just now, I thought you were sad, you are really, just tease me if you have nothing to do." ”

"Hehe, why do you look serious." Yu Lanxi smiled: "Just kidding, the atmosphere is not depressing, I am also enlivening the atmosphere, even if I want to die, I want to leave happily with you." ”

"yes!" I nodded and said, "However, I was really scared to death by you just now, and I was really afraid that you would be sad, but now it's okay, I'll rest assured, don't have anything to do in the future, just kidding around here." ”

"Hehe, I also look at you, always mentioning this kind of thing." Yu Lanxi smiled and said: "Look at how you always blame yourself, so I want to make a joke with you and let you change the topic, and there is no other meaning, in fact, I know very well that you are doing this because you care about me, that's why you are like this, I know all this." ”

"Well, it's good that you know." I looked at Yu Lan and said, "It's really scary here, I really don't want to see it, you have something, do you know it?" ”

"Well, of course I know." Yu Lanxi nodded and said: "But I also hope that you can respect my opinion, no matter what, I want to always be with you, no matter life or death." ”

I looked at Yu Lanxi's determined appearance, and I didn't know what to do for a while, but after a while, I slowly nodded and agreed.