I looked at Grandpa Zhao and walked back to the room, in this hall, I was the only one left, thinking about it here, I was back here, and I was very happy, but when I saw Grandpa Zhao's current situation, I was still very sad, after all, now Grandpa Zhao is getting older and older, and sooner or later he will die of old age.

When I think of this thing, my heart can't hide the pain of Grandpa Zhao, after all, I have no other relatives except Grandpa Zhao now, I know that Grandpa Zhao is getting old day by day, and I have no way to stop it, I am really helpless! If there is a chance, I really don't want Grandpa Zhao to die like this.

I really want Grandpa Zhao to live for a long time and live a hundred years, but unfortunately, people can't live for a long time, there will always be a time to die, when I think of this, my heart is very sad, after all, I only have now, how is Grandpa Zhao a relative, whenever I think of this, my heart can't help but be lost.

I'm really, I really don't want grandpa to leave, it's just a pity, I can't help it, I can only do this, watching grandpa, getting older day by day, and I don't have a little way, this feeling of helplessness is really about to suffocate me, my heart is really very urgent, although I don't want grandpa to leave me, but I really can't control this kind of thing, if I can really control life and death, I really don't want grandpa to die.

It's a pity that I really can't get the hang of it.

"Hey, really, I don't know grandpa, how is he." I shook my head and sighed: "Originally, I wanted to take my grandfather to the hospital to take a film and check my body properly, but my grandfather just felt sorry for me and didn't want me to spend money indiscriminately, what should I do, the old man is old, if he doesn't check his body in time, it is easy to ignore some diseases, but grandpa doesn't want to go, and I can't force him." ”

"Hey, it doesn't seem like it's going to be easy." I shook my head: "Forget it, I don't want to do much, let's take good care of grandpa!" I've taken time off these days anyway, so I just stayed at home and took good care of my grandfather, well, let's go and rest early today! ”

After saying that, I packed my suitcase, and came to a small room in the south, when I entered this small room, I saw that there was a fire kang here, I looked at the layout of this room, touching the scene, after my parents died, I was adopted by Grandpa Zhao, I slept in the south room, or this kind of fire kang, because we are close to the northeast, so it is still a little cold.

So at that time, every family, there was such a fire, there was a wood-burning hole under the bed, we would put the firewood in the kang hole to burn, so that the whole kang would be very warm, even if you didn't wear clothes to sleep, there would be no cold, but now every household, there will be air conditioning, so this kang hole is no longer needed.

However, in some homes, the original kang is still left.

I looked at how spacious the kang, my heart was very touched, I put the salute aside, I lay on this a little hard kang, my heart was very happy, recalled the scene when I was a child, these things are as if they happened yesterday.

......

"It's so nice, that's what it's like to be home." I lay on the bed and sighed, "It's so nice to finally go home, I'm finally back to the place where I was born and raised, hey, it's like I remember what happened before, it's really nostalgic!" Back then, my grandfather was lying here, telling me the story of the Japanese experiments. ”

I lay in bed here and thought.

"The first time I had the idea of joining the army, it was here." I said sadly: "When I was a child, I couldn't sleep, and my grandfather would be here, telling the story of the Japanese massacre, us Chinese, and I was really in an abnormal atmosphere." ”

It is because of this, so since I was a child, I have been very disgusted with the Japanese, everyone is the same person who grows on the earth, why do the Japanese want, so cruel and cruel to kill us Chinese, they are simply not people, they are beasts, I have sworn since that time, I want to join the army, I want to defeat the Japanese, they do too cruel methods, they fight wars, even those unarmed ordinary people, they do not let go, there is no benevolence at all, there is no humanity at all, they are really animals.

So on that night, I secretly swore that when I grow up in the future, I must join the army, defend my family and defend the country, and defeat all countries that dare to invade China's territory, I want to think about it, but often think about things, not necessarily able to do it, this is just my childhood fantasy, and when I grow up, I have to face the reality, that is, I want to earn money, I want to support my grandfather.

So I gave up, these unrealistic illusions, began to work in the city, found a job that I thought I was very satisfied with, and mixed with executives in this company, but my heart became more and more drifting, feeling groggy every day, every day is like a machine, like a walking corpse to go to work to earn money, my initial anger, that kind of thought, that kind of thought, that idea of defending the country, but little by little wear out, in order not to let my grandfather suffer, I had to go to work.

I forced myself to forget, but I don't know why, I still remember, especially the stories I once heard, everyone said don't forget the original intention, but I left behind the heart I wanted to be a soldier and the feeling of wanting to defend the country.

I really couldn't bear this, and finally I decided to get back my original intention at that time, I wanted to get it back, and I wanted to protect my family and defend the country, so I took a few days off from the company to come here to relax and relax, saying that it was here to relax and relax, in fact, I wanted to get back the things I had lost, these things, are the most important things for people, that is the original intention, that is my own vision.

Everyone will have the original intention, will have a vision, with these things, we can continue to progress, and my original intention is to defend the country and die on the battlefield, but now, because of a lot of constraints, I have to leave these things behind, but I really want to get it back, I really want to get it back, I really want to get it back, I listened to the story of the mood, although angry, but also strengthened my confidence, this mood is my source of motivation.

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"Hey, I was in that mood at that time, I'm afraid I won't be able to find it for the rest of my life!" I shook my head and said, "Don't forget your original intention, you must not forget what your original mood was, my original mood was to protect my family and defend the country when I grew up, but now I have to leave these things behind for some reasons." ”

"But once I lose something, can I still find it?" I shook my head and said, "I really don't know, I can still find it, but I have always felt that this is indeed a place that allows me to recall the mood I had back then, but how I find my original intention depends on myself." ”

I look at everything here, but I have a wireless vision in my heart, maybe this is me, some of my previous longings, I really want to find it again, what I originally lost, those visions for the future, my original intention, I really want to get it back, but it's a pity, I don't know if I can get it back.

"Hey, maybe, I really can't get it back." I shook my head and said, "But no matter what, I'm going to give it a try, I'm going to get it back, I'm going to find what I've lost." ”

I stood up, put my suitcase, roughly organized, put the suitcase on my kang, and then I folded the quilt, lay down here to sleep, after many years, finally able to lie down again, a little hard, but it brought me, a lot of very good memories on the kang.

I'm lying in bed alone, I don't know if it's not, I'm not sleepy, or because I'm a little excited to come back to this, I can't sleep in my hometown, I can't sleep, I lie in bed, I can't sleep looking at the top, I even close my eyes, count sheep here, I can't sleep, which makes me very speechless.

I lay here, took out my mobile phone and looked at it, the time on this mobile phone, it was half past eleven, I looked at the time, and I was a little speechless.

"Hey, it's half past eleven." I shook my head and said, "I still haven't fallen asleep, it seems that I was really excited, so I can't sleep!" ”

"Ahh

While I was thinking here, suddenly in my ears there was a very terrible roar, this sound was so terrible that people listened to it, and the hairs stood on end, and this sound did not seem to come from outside, as if it was coming from under the ground, and I hurriedly sat up and put on my clothes.

"Well, sure enough, after many years, it can still come from underground." I exclaimed and said, "Although I know all about the sound that frightened me, I am still a little scared when I listen to it now." ”

"Ahh Yes! ”

The terrible roar continued to come from the ground, so that I couldn't help but tremble when I heard it, I trembled and lay on the ground, listening to the sound from the ground, I could vaguely hear the underground, more than one voice, making a terrible roar, and there were many sounds, this sound made me feel creepy.

Most of the voices were here, hoarse roars, and these voices passed through the ground and reached my ears, which made me very scared.

"W-what the hell is this?" I stood up in a trembling voice, quickly walked to the bed, and slept under the quilt.