Early the next morning.

I got up dimly, stretched a lazy waist, a little listless, sat on the kang in a daze, yesterday I didn't sleep well, I could vaguely hear all night, from the depths of the earth, the terrible roar, this voice was heartbreaking, so that I didn't sleep well all night.

"Hey, it looks like it's been a long time, and I haven't been here." I shook my head and said, "I'm not used to this kind of sound, I remember when I was a child, there was also this kind of sound, but we still slept very soundly, we never fell asleep because of this kind of thing, and now I just came back, and I am not used to hearing this sound." ”

I sat here and thought, I have been sleeping in the city for the past few years, when I was in the city, there was no such kind of terrifying roar, in the night in the city, it was very quiet, so I slept very soundly, but when I came back from the city, although I knew that at night, I could hear the roar from the ground, but I was still not used to it.

As long as people are used to it, the quiet and comfortable illusion is impossible to change all at once, I can only change it slowly, although I knew this thing in advance, but after encountering it, I am still a little unaccustomed, I sat on the bed alone, sighed here, it was really very uncomfortable.

"Hey!"

I shook my head and walked out of the house, and when I just walked out, I saw Grandpa Zhao, busy with breakfast.

"Well, grandpa, why do you wake up early?" I walked over with a smile and said, "Grandpa, you're old, don't be so busy anymore, go back and rest, I can go out for breakfast." ”

"What do you say, you kid?" Grandpa turned his head to look at me: "I, I've been getting older recently, and my sleep is not very good, you don't have to be so polite, no matter what, there is a ready-made meal at home, why do you have to spend money in vain, go out to buy food, you can't spend money lavishly in the future, you have to know how to live." ”

"Oh, I see." I nodded and said, "That's it! Grandpa, I'll help you. ”

With that, I turned my head and walked out of the room.

"No, you don't." Grandpa Zhao took my hand and said, "Silly boy, you have a good rest!" You've just come back, and you don't seem to have slept well last night, so don't move, take a rest here! ”

"But......," I said hesitantly.

"Well, nothing good." Before I finished speaking, I was interrupted by Grandpa Zhao: "Okay, you sit here, I'll go out and bring you Huang Mutu." ”

After saying that, Grandpa Zhao walked out of the house tremblingly.

I looked at Grandpa Zhao, a little sad in my heart, he obviously had inconvenient legs and feet, but he still helped me cook, this kind of great kindness, I can't repay it no matter what, I looked at Grandpa Zhao's back, a little moved, and at the same time a little lost. I look at what a good old man is aging step by step, and I don't have any way.

This feeling really makes me helpless, how I hope that Grandpa Zhao will live a long life, I haven't honored her well, but even so, people can't live a long life, because people are going to die of old age, this is the law of nature, no one can violate the law of nature.

......

As long as I think of this, my heart is very lost, as long as I think of people going to get old, I am very scared in my heart, I am not afraid that I will be old and will die, I am just afraid that my grandfather will be old and will die, grandpa is my life, the closest person, except for my parents and my friends, only Grandpa Zhao is the best for me.

When I was young, my grandfather cared about me meticulously, I was still very sad in my heart, I really didn't want to, Grandpa Zhao died like this, I thought of this, my whole body trembled, as if this day was going to come soon, if it was really like this, if it really came to that day, I would definitely not be able to bear it.

I sat on the sofa, thinking here, my heart is really very lost, there has always been only grandpa alone, if grandpa really left, I think about it and feel afraid, I feel that this world, really terrible, I am very afraid of this kind of thing happening, but in the end, it is inevitable, it will still happen!

"Hey, people have to go through the painful experiences of birth, old age, sickness, and death." I sat here and thought: "Although I know that this is an unavoidable experience for people, but it is inevitable that my heart still can't help but be sad, after all, people are emotional animals, although Grandpa Zhao is not my biological grandfather, but this relationship will never change." ”

"I know that grandpa is the closest person to me." I shook my head and said: "I look at how close people are getting old day by day in front of me, I am really sad, although I am resistant in my heart, but I still have to face the reality, I know that Grandpa Zhao can't live for a long time, but I don't want grandpa to leave me quickly." ”

Every time I think of this, my heart is trembling, I am afraid, I am really scared in my heart, people can't live for a long time, but I really want grandpa to live like this, but I just don't know, what should I do, watching grandpa get older day by day, but I have no choice but to watch him grow old like this.

"Hey, forget it, I don't want to be unhappy." I shook my head and said, "I don't know, how did that shout come from yesterday, although I don't believe in ghosts, but this voice is really too strange, why has there been a sound for many years, as if it came from the ground." ”

When I was a child, my grandfather said that this voice was the terrible screams of those souls killed by the Japanese back then, in order to be unwilling, I was still young at the time, and when I heard this kind of legend, I was still very scared, but as I worked in the city, my worldview changed, and I knew that in this world, there are no ghosts and gods, and there are just science.

Sometimes the power of science can be explained, so I have also looked for things about the terrifying screams coming from the ground, but I have never found it, and I don't know what is going on, is there really a ghost underground, they are not willing to be buried here all the year round, so they let out, such a terrible scream.

I want to use scientific means to find out what the hell is going on, but alas! It's a pity, no matter how hard I try, I just can't find out, it's really weird, no matter how unbelievable it is, there should be a certain pattern of him.

......

However, I have looked through so many things, but I still can't find out, what the hell is going on, are these really ghosts? But it's really not very scientific, there's no scientific basis for this, if all this is not a ghost, then it's too strange, what the hell is going on with all this?

I'm sitting here, I'm stunned, I can't think of what the hell is going on, I always feel very curious, could this be a ghost? But anyway, what the hell is going on, that is, I can't find anything, and I don't know what the hell is going on.

"Well, here we are, Xiaobo." At this time, an old voice came from outside the door, and then I saw Grandpa Zhao, holding a pot of yellow confusion, walked to me, and slowly put the pot on the table.

"Yes, grandpa." I stood up, took Grandpa Zhao's hand, and said, "Grandpa, come, don't be busy, sit here and rest!" ”

Saying that, I pulled, Grandpa Zhao's hand, sat on the sofa, I felt that there were a lot of calluses on my grandfather's hands, very prickly, but I felt it, very strong family affection, and my heart was still very sad, I knew that most of these calluses were because of me, calluses appeared.

"Grandpa, you sit here and rest." I said sadly, "Grandpa, I'll serve you a bowl of rice." ”

After speaking, I took the celadon bowl on the table, and gave Grandpa Zhao a bowl of yellow confusion, and handed it to Grandpa Zhao, who held the rice and looked at me and laughed.

"Xiaobo, don't be busy, hurry up and taste the yellow mud." Grandpa Zhao smiled: "Why haven't you tasted yellow paste for many years, although this is not a good meal, but you will also eat it!" ”

"No, it's my favorite meal." I shook my head and said, "It's much better than any delicacies I eat in the city, because it's the taste of home." ”

"Hehe, that's fine!" Grandpa Zhao said with a smile: "Since this is the case, I am relieved, come on, you can drink a little too!" ”

"Hmm."

I nodded, and filled myself a bowl of rice and drank it here.

"It smells so good! Sure enough, the food at home is very fragrant. I exclaimed, "How long has it been, and sure enough, it is still very fragrant, and I haven't drunk such fragrant rice for a long time." ”

"Hehe, drink more incense." Grandpa smiled and said, "Just drink more!" ”

"Hmm."

I nodded, and I drank the rice here, this yellow mess is really delicious, this farmhouse rice is much better than what is made in the city.

I drank bowl after bowl after bowl here, and after drinking three bowls of rice, I sat on the sofa, held up my slightly bulging belly, let out a long breath, and said, "Whew, it smells so good!" The food is so delicious. ”

"Well, if you don't eat it, it's still in the pot." Grandpa Zhao said with a smile.

I waved my hand and said, "No, I'm too full, so I'm not going to eat." ”

"Hmm." Grandpa Zhao stood up and said, "Then I'll clean up these things." ”

After saying that, Grandpa Zhao walked out with the dishes and chopsticks, I watched Grandpa Zhao leave tremblingly, but my heart was dripping blood again, every time I saw Grandpa Zhao like this, I was very sad.