(62) I am who I am

It was still early, and I turned to look at the man who was still asleep next to me, wondering what he had dreamed about.

I wish he could dream of me, too!

"Ling Mo, I'm going to make you breakfast!" I looked down and kissed him lightly on the forehead and whispered.

Good dreams can really bring a good mood, although they are not real.

I gently got out of bed, took a shower, changed my clothes, and then went to Lao Ji's room next door to cook.

But what about the old Ji people? He went out so early? I saw that the door of the room where he was sleeping was open, and the bed was arranged.

You won't not come back all night, will you? Hee-hee, maybe he's been to his nightlife too!

I was thinking nonsense.

But suddenly I remembered the message he sent to Ling Mo yesterday, he said that my parents didn't want to see me.

It seems that I don't have to go to them again today, so I'll play here for a day and go home tomorrow.

It's just that I want Ling Mo to know that I already know?

After making breakfast, I went back to the room to ask Ling Mo to eat, but as soon as I entered the house, I saw him coming out of the bathroom wrapped in a bath towel.

"Breakfast is ready." I said to him.

"Well, how did you wake up so early? Didn't you drink yesterday? He asked, looking at me.

I shrugged my shoulders and said, "I don't know either." ”

He didn't speak again, got dressed and came to Lao Ji's room.

"Isn't Lao Ji here?" He asked me when he saw that there was no one in the room.

I nodded, "He wasn't here when I came over this morning." ”

Ling Mo frowned, didn't say anything, and then sat down and began to eat.

But after eating for a while, Lao Ji came back.

Seeing that we were eating, he said hello respectfully and went back to the bedroom.

Looking at him, I feel like he has something on his mind, is it because of my parents? I thought, but even if my parents don't want to see me, he doesn't have to be embarrassed.

"What's wrong with him? It looks a little strange. Ling Mo asked me.

I shook my head and said, "You don't know, and I don't know." ”

After eating, Ling Mo went to Lao Ji's bedroom, he should have asked him what was going on, right?

But he closed the door after he entered, and I was going to follow him, but he closed the door, so I had to stand outside the door and eavesdrop, no way, curious.

"Lao Ji, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?" Ling Mo asked with concern.

"Thank you young master for your concern, it's a bit troublesome at home." Lao Ji replied.

"What's the matter? Can I help?" Ling Mo asked.

"It's a trivial matter, so I won't trouble you, young master, but can I go back to China first?" Lao Ji asked.

"Of course, if you're in a hurry, you can go back now." Ling Mo is still very reasonable to Lao Ji, after all, Lao Ji has been with him for so long.

It can be said that Lao Ji's relationship with him may be better than his relationship with his father.

"Then I'll pack up my things and go back to China later, by the way, I didn't have anything to say about Miss Mu's parents when she was there yesterday, so today you can take her to have a good time and find a chance to talk to her." Lao Ji said.

"Well, actually, I think she probably already knows, okay, you pack your things and go back, I can handle the matter myself." After Ling Mo finished speaking, it seemed that he was about to come out.

I hurried to the dining table to clean up the dishes and chopsticks.

He came out and looked at me, then smiled and went back to our room.

Judging by his smile, I guess he had discovered what I was eavesdropping on at the door just now.

After cleaning up, I walked around the hotel, but when I first arrived at the hotel lounge, I heard Lao Ji's voice.

I turned my head to see that he was now pulling a suitcase, but he looked like he was afraid of being heard.

Lao Ji can't have done anything bad, right? I thought, seeing him coming, I bent down and hid next to the couch.

"Are you sure you saw her?" Lao Ji asked.

I don't know what to say over there, but I heard him mean it as if it was about a woman, could it be that his wife cheated? I was thinking nonsense.

But when I heard what he said, it dawned on me.

He said: "If it is really Xu Youran, it is incredible, she is still alive, it is said that no one survived the accident five years ago except our young master." ”

Suddenly, I felt as if the whole world knew that Xu Youran was still alive, but Ling Mo didn't know.

"Don't worry about it first, wait for me to go back and confirm it before making a decision, now the young master doesn't know, I think this should be a surprise for him." Lao Ji seemed to be a little excited when he spoke.

It seems that his rush to go back is not a matter of his family, but because of Ling Mo, he knows who the person he really loves is, so he wants to help him find the woman who belongs to him.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sneer, all the people related to Ling Mo, they all seemed to regard me as a substitute for Xu Youran, and they were good to me because of her.

I suddenly felt so pitiful, obviously I had paid so much, and in the end, when the real her came back, I was going to be out.

If I don't want to be kicked out, the only one who can help me now is Ms. Gao, who is the only one who doesn't support Ling Mo and Xu Youran being together.

So irritable!

I glanced up at Lao Ji, who was now going to take the elevator.

It wasn't until he was gone that I got up from the couch and sat down on it.

Now even Lao Ji has to help Xu Youran, this game seems to mean that I have lost, although Ms. Gao is now on my side, but her position in Ling Mo's heart is not as good as Lao Ji, so I want to turn the tables, it's difficult!

Sitting here in a daze, suddenly the phone rang, I picked it up and took a look, it was Ling Mo calling, I was upset now because of him, I didn't want to answer his call, and then I hung up on him.

But I knew he would continue to fight, so after sitting for a while, I got up and walked straight to my room.

But as soon as I arrived at the door, the phone rang again, and I was about to hang up helplessly, but the door suddenly opened, which scared me.

It's just that Ling Mo opened it, I looked up at him, and lied casually, "I'm in the hotel, and the international call is too expensive, so I didn't answer it." ”

I knew he would be angry that I didn't answer the phone, so even if I didn't answer the phone, I hurried back, and looking at the anger that was already written on his face, I didn't look at him anymore and went into the room next to him.

"How much do you want to be with me?" He asked unhappily.

"It's not." I sat on the couch and turned on the TV, but I didn't want to have an argument with him, so I had to find something else to avoid arguing.

"Mu Tong, I know that your parents' affairs make you very unhappy, but don't take your resentment out of me." Ling Mo said very unhappily.

I'm speechless, how can I be angry with him, isn't it all angry with him, do I endure it?

Seeing that I didn't speak, he was even more upset, "Do you know what I hate about you the most? Every time I talk to you about something, you play dead. ”

"Really? It should be more than that, you should say that everything else is annoying except for looks, after all, we can have today all because of this face that looks like your lover. I looked at him with a blank face and a very flat tone.

Every time he asks me when he is angry, I don't want to quarrel with him, so I choose not to speak, but if I don't speak, he says to pretend to be dead, and I actually hate this sentence, so in the end it leads to more conflicts, like now.

"Yes, you're right, except for the fact that you look like Xu Youran, you don't have anything else as good as her, so I hate everything that doesn't look like her." Ling Mo glared at me and said.

Listening to his words, I smiled and nodded, "If I could, I would rather not look like her, and I am myself, not a substitute for her, it doesn't matter to me how good she is, I don't need to compare with her." With that, I got up and prepared to go out, because I didn't know how long it would be until I stayed any longer.

Seeing that I was leaving, Ling Mo grabbed my hand, "Where are you going?" This is not China, you better not run around. ”

"I'm at the hotel, and I want to be alone." With that, I broke free from his hand and walked out.

I don't know why the moment I walked out of the door, I couldn't help but shed tears, recently I have been quarreling with him, I want to come down to three things, my parents, Xu Youran, Yu Dong.

When I got to the open-air balcony of the hotel, I found a place to sit, and I guess it would rain again later, because it was already getting dark.

Looking up into the distance, I now finally believe why the old people say that dreams are reversed, because they are really reversed.

Just like I dreamed that Ling Mo said that he liked me, but the reality is that he hates me, and it is more embarrassing to hate me than to dislike it.

Maybe it's really time for us to separate, I'll move out as soon as I get back, anyway, now Xu Youran is still alive, no matter what she wants to do to their Ling family, I'm just an outsider, it's my business, don't bother people.

If I could, I also hoped to go back today, I knew that I would be with Lao Ji like this.

Feeling so tired, I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, but suddenly found that our room could see here, because Ling Mo was standing by the window.

And he seems to have seen me a long time ago.

But in order to act as if nothing happened, I didn't turn my head away from it.

But God seemed to deliberately want to embarrass me, but at this time it was raining, and it was not ordinarily heavy.

Originally, I wanted to run into the hall, but the rain was too heavy, so I had to hide in the pavilion next to it, and now I have to wait for the rain to light up before running in.

It's really angry, I know it's going to rain and I don't go in, I also served myself, and I didn't wear an extra piece of clothing when I came out just now, and now I'm waiting here, and when the wind blows, the whole person is trembling.

But at this time, Ling Mo came over with an umbrella and a piece of clothing in his hand.

What? Is it appropriate to just have a fight? And why show concern for the person you hate, that's why I like him, and I don't want to like him now.