(63) You are not qualified to be jealous

"I knew it was raining here, but I came here." Ling Mo came to the pavilion, put his clothes on me and said.

"Thank you." I was too cold to have the temper to tell him I didn't need to.

"Let's go together?" He asked indifferently.

"Hmm." I wanted to say no, but I didn't know when the rain would stop, so I didn't refuse.

We shared an umbrella with him and walked down the hall, because the umbrella was so big, so we leaned a little tighter, although we didn't want to, but we couldn't help it.

Back in the hall, he put away his umbrella and walked to his room alone.

Thinking about it, we might be really embarrassed to sleep at night.

Or I'll go to Lao Ji's room to sleep, anyway, he will go back, I just don't know if he checked out.

I don't think he's going to check out, because we're still cooking there, and opening an extra room is a drop in the bucket for them.

There was no sign of Ling Mo in the hallway, and I sat down on the sofa in the lounge area and sighed.

At this moment, my mobile phone rang, I took it out and looked at it, it was a message from Yu Dong, he asked me when I would return to China?

I thought about it and replied, "It should be tomorrow, what's wrong?" Do you want to be together?"

Soon he came back: "I'm also planning to go back tomorrow, that one." ”

Actually, I'm not sure if I'll be able to go back tomorrow, because Ling Mo hasn't told me clearly yet.

I can only say, "I'll tell you when I'm sure, because I'm not sure yet." ”

He replied yes, and then I thought about how to ask Ling Mo when we would return to China.

I had a fight just now, and I was too embarrassed to go back to my room and ask him.

It's like taking the initiative to find a topic to talk to him, I don't like that.

But I really want Yu Dong to go back with us, so that even if I am embarrassed with Ling Mo, at least he can be relieved.

And I feel that as long as Yu Dong is in front of me, Ling Mo doesn't seem to be angry with me, even if he is angry, he won't show it, I like that gentle him.

Speaking of anger, I have never seen Yu Dong angry, in comparison, he is really good-tempered, and Ling Mo seems to be like a manic, he will get angry if he is not satisfied with something, and the tone is particularly bad, it is estimated that Xu Youran left him sequelae.

It was also very boring to sit here, I glanced at the time, and it was almost time for lunch.

I got up and went back to cooking.

Now it's as if cooking is my daily task.

came to the next room, and sure enough, Lao Ji did not check out.

Then I started cooking, but it seemed like there was only enough food left for one lunch today.

After a long time, the meal was finally ready.

Although he had just quarreled with Ling Mo, he still had to be asked to eat the meal, and besides, this was originally made for him.

When I got back to my room, I called to him, "It's time to eat." ”

"Hmm!" He seemed to be angry, too.

But I told him to eat, and he didn't delay.

When I came to Lao Ji's room, the atmosphere was still very awkward at first, but later in order to break this embarrassment, I asked, "When are we going back?" ”

"When would you like to go back?" He asked rhetorically.

"If I could, I would like to go back today." I spoke from my heart.

After listening to my words, he snorted coldly, "That's not going to work, only tomorrow." ”

"What time is tomorrow?" I continued to ask.

"One o'clock in the afternoon." Ling Mo replied.

I nodded, "Didn't you get any earlier?" I asked.

"No, the ticket is already booked!" He was eating, and there was still a lot of dissatisfaction in his tone.

Seeing him like this, I didn't speak, but quietly sent a message to Yu Dong, saying that we were on the plane at one o'clock in the afternoon tomorrow.

Soon he replied that he understood.

In fact, I feel that I am quite unfair to Yu Dong like this, and I feel like I am using him as a spare tire.

But I didn't think so, I just wanted him to come with us to ease the embarrassment between me and Ling Mo.

But I know that Ling Mo doesn't want to be with him, and even if he takes a plane, maybe he won't be able to sit together.

"After eating, go to the room and be honest with me." While eating, Ling Mo suddenly said to me.

I looked up at him, "Why?" ”

"There's no why, I want to do it, don't you want to see me? I'm going to keep you looking at me. "His face was very bad.

Originally, I didn't lose my anger, and I'm very unhappy with him now, and I can't even eat angry food.

Do you have to spend the whole day in a quarrel today?

I guess I'd better hide.

After eating, I was going to sneak out.

But he was still discovered by Ling Mo, and said in an extremely cold tone, "Stop, if you dare to leave half a step, this is a ruin." ”

What the? He threatens me with someone else's stuff? I bit my lip and stopped.

"Am I running out of things to threaten? You're going to threaten me with someone else's stuff. I said unhappily.

"Mu Tong, have I been so good to you lately that you have forgotten our relationship?" Ling Mo turned his head to look at me, and approached step by step.

Frightened, I took a step back, "What do you want to do?" ”

"What? To tell you what the relationship should be between us, of course. With that, he picked me up, then turned around and threw me on the sofa, which was Lao Ji's room before.

Every time I was thrown like this I knew what he was going to do, so I struggled, "Is that the only way you can do it?" ”

"This is the only way to deal with you, nothing else is useless!" As he spoke, he stopped my hand and forcibly ripped off my clothes.

I'm tormented right now, and I want to explode, but no, and he's right, that's how it should be between us.

Watching him ravage me, I had no waves in my heart.

After a long time, when he was finished, he sat next to him and lit a cigarette.

I leaned back on the couch and covered myself with my clothes, there were no tears on my face, but I was disheartened by him again.

I hate that he has this way to solve my conflict with him every time.

"Ling Mo, when will you set me free?" I asked without blinking my eyes as I looked ahead.

"Freedom? Don't think about it in your life! He looked at me and exhaled a puff of white smoke from his mouth.

"If Xu Youran is still alive, can I be free?" I looked up at him and said.

Hearing this, he was stunned for a moment, and then glared at me angrily, "I said not to mention her, and can you bring her back to life?" If you have this ability, don't talk about freedom, I will give you all the stars in the sky if you want them. ”

"You really still love her very much!" I said with a sneer.

"Mu Tong, with your debt-paying relationship, you are not qualified to fall in love with me, don't like me all day long, I want to like you, Lao Tzu just loves Xu Youran, what are you so unhappy about? You figure it out first, do you have that right to be jealous of her? This time, he didn't care about my feelings at all, and just said what was in his heart.

I nodded, "I know, I'm sorry, I'll find the right place in the future!" So saying, I got up and walked to the bathroom, for I was afraid that if I didn't leave, I would cry in front of him.

It's the worst thing he's ever said to me.

It's true that I didn't figure it out, and it was always me who was too self-righteous.

Originally, I paid my debts with my body, and I paid my debts with my body because I looked like Xu Youran, so I really don't qualify to be compared with her, because I am here today because of her.

I was in tears as I took a shower.

I wanted to move out when I returned to my country, but now it seems that I really take myself too seriously.

He didn't want to be with me at all, he just wanted to imprison a person who looked like Xu Youran to make up for his life.

I am a substitute and a victim.

After taking a shower, Ling Mo was answering the phone, and it seemed that he would ask someone to meet again, and let them come to the hotel.

I didn't have the heart to be curious, so I went to clean up the dishes and chopsticks that I had had lunch before.

He hung up the phone and walked out, but quickly reversed, "Pack up and go back to your room." ”

I nodded and continued to clean up.

When I got back to my room after I cleaned up, he had already come out of the shower and changed into clean clothes.

Looking at his meticulous appearance, he should have seen some big customer.

Is that customer also here?

I looked at him, and he looked at me.

"I'll go out for a while, you don't have to go, just stay in the room." His tone softened a lot.

I now understood who I was, so I nodded obediently.

After saying that, Ling Mo went out.

I was alone in my room, and I didn't know what to do, so I thought I'd pack my things up first, so I wouldn't have to do it again tomorrow.

But we didn't have much stuff, so it was fine quickly, but after the trash can was full, I was going to take the trash out and throw it away.

At this time, Yu Dong sent a message, saying that he was downstairs in the hotel and brought me some delicious food and asked me to go down and get it.

But as soon as I thought that Ling Mo wouldn't let me leave the room, I hesitated to go down.

I wouldn't have hesitated before, but now it's different.

So after I made a decision, I sent a message to Ling Mo, but he didn't reply.

I guess he's busy, or should I sneak down? Be back soon.

And so I went downstairs anyway.

But when I got out of the elevator, I saw Ling Mo sitting at the door, and there were two people sitting opposite him.

They are the people I was looking for in London.

Seeing them, I covered my mouth in surprise, and then hid in the corner, and then tears fell, are they willing to see Ling Mo or not to see me?

"Mr. Ling is really a talent, I didn't expect my daughter to be so blessed to marry you!" The middle-aged woman on the opposite side praised Ling Mo.

Hearing this, I sneered, they thought I was married to Ling Mo? It's funny, and I don't want to think about why?