Shen Ruochu still lacked the courage to run naked in the snow regardless of everything, but he was unwilling to show weakness in front of Jing Yan.

So his neck stiffened, and he gritted his teeth and looked at him without speaking. She straightened her waist and tried to make herself look domineering. Helplessly, the costumes and props are not powerful. The image of her surrounded by a quilt and a cloak is really funny.

The two sat opposite each other for a long time, and finally she couldn't hold back and took the lead in speaking, "Jing Yan, don't you want to talk to me?" Okay, go ahead, I'll listen! ”

Jing Yan didn't speak.

And his silence made her heart even more angry, "Speak! It's you who want to talk to me, and you're the one who holds back your voice. What do you mean by the surname Jing! ”

"Ruochu ......" Jing Yan's voice was very soft and low, and there seemed to be an endless sigh at the end, "I'm sorry." ”

The sudden apology smashed Shen Ruochu for a long time.

Her mouth remained open, and she blinked inexplicably for a long time before she uttered a meaningless syllable, "Huh? ”

"I'm sorry." Jing Yan repeated it again.

She was made uncomfortable by his extremely serious expression and solemn tone. coughed lightly and said magnanimously, "It's okay." Since I knew that I was sorry for me, I quickly called Shen Xingzhi and asked him to send me clothes to pick me up! ”

"I mean, photo thing, I'm sorry."

He was still vague, but this time she understood. Then, there was a buzz in my head, as if it was about to explode.

Shen Ruochu recalled that stormy night a few months ago.

That day, she took a part-time job from her brother to patch a bug in a program. It's almost late at night when the work is finally done. Sister Sun had already fallen asleep at this time, and she felt a little hungry and didn't want to disturb others, so she went to the kitchen to order a bowl of instant noodles by herself.

When I finished eating, I returned to the bedroom and found a person standing next to the bed. It's Jing Yan who hasn't seen anyone for three or four days.

Looking at his back, she couldn't tell if she was happy or embarrassed, or something else. Because before this, she had just had a big trouble with him, because of Jiang Xinyue.

If it is said that in love, it is destined to be more affectionate, and the one is the loser. Then she had already lost completely here in Jing Yan.

Thoughts and longings eventually prevailed over everything. She sprang over in three steps and hugged him tightly from behind.

Jing Yan stood still, neither pushing her away nor turning around to respond.

She felt his body stiffen for a moment, but she didn't pay attention to it. Just buried his head in his solid and broad back, rubbing around, like a little animal that is spoiled with his master.

She almost cried, "Jing Yan, I want to kill you." ”

"I won't quarrel with you anymore, and I won't quarrel with you anymore. Don't you disappear without saying a word, okay......"

"Shen Ruochu." He interrupted her babbling, his voice as cold as a cold snap blowing from the polar regions.

Her heart fluttered. The next second, I heard him say in an almost contemptuous tone: "Shen Ruochu, I really didn't expect that you would be this kind of woman!" ”

What kind of woman is she?!

Before she could think too much, he had already ripped her off her back. The movements are neat and firm.

Unprepared, she almost fell to the ground, barely holding on to her bedside table. has been married for nearly three years, and even if he doesn't love her, he has never been so excessive. Shock, as if shocked to hear that the end is coming, and it is not even too late to feel distressed and sad.

Then, by the dim light, she noticed that the expression on his face was not only gloomy, but also a hint of disgust. Tears finally rolled out of her eyes, and she shouted at him hoarsely, "What do you mean, Jingyan?!" Don't go too far! ”

Jing Yan's thin lips pursed and she was silent, just taking a step sideways.

Behind him was her laptop propped up on the bed. She saw that the shiny screen was no longer what it had been when she had left. The QQ mailbox is open, and a photo is displayed in the freeze frame of the page, which shows Jiang Xinyue passing through the glass door of a shopping mall.

The brain went blank for a moment.

She rushed over, grabbed the mouse and pulled the page. One photo after another, the picture is clear and the angle is professional. Different times and different scenes, there are Jiang Xinyue alone, and there are also her and Jing Yan together.

She finally understood what Jing Yan meant by "You are this kind of woman", and he thought that he was following him.

But the conscience of heaven and earth, no matter how jealous she was of Jiang Xinyue, she was not despicable to such an extent.

"Not really. It's not like this! I ......"

She eagerly explained to him, but he didn't wait for her to finish before turning away.

"Jing Yan!" She pounced on him and hugged his arm, her choked voice was full of begging, "Jing Yan, listen to my explanation, I didn't ......"

Blinding lightning streaked across the night sky, and after the rolling thunder, the rain fell sharply.

"Shen Ruochu, there's no need for that!" Once again, he pushed her away, with a cold rejection and detachment. Only a cold, resolute back was left in her sight. Let her cry alone on a rainy night of thunder and lightning.

From that day on, Jing Yan never went home.

And Shen Ruochu, after a short period of sadness and depression, decided not to sit still.

She didn't know what the intention of the person sending her photos was, but it was definitely not well-intentioned. But she was extremely unlucky, Jing Yan didn't come back for a few days, and she hit her when she came home. And she's not in front of the computer for a long time.

Shen Ruochu traced the email address from which the photo was sent and found that it was a new user, and the address was an Internet café in the suburbs. She quietly hacked into the Internet café's system, and even found out the registration ID card corresponding to the time period when the email was logged in.

But what's the use of that?!

Everything was done in violation of the law, and she didn't have the power and ability to carry out the investigation again.

She didn't, but Jing Yan did.

After thinking about it for a whole day, she decided to take the initiative to contact Jing Yan.

However, at this time, she found out that Jing Yan had evaporated from the world. She called his mobile phone, and all the work and private accounts were turned off. I had to call the company again. The secretary told her that Mr. Jing was in a hurry to go to Africa.

Shen Ruochu didn't believe it, thinking that he was still angry and deliberately avoiding her. So I found an excuse to go to the company to block people. As a result, Jing Yan was really not there. The empty office is still clean and tidy, but it is clearly not popular. His suitcase and a few changes of clothes in the break room were also missing.

And she couldn't do anything but wait.

It's just that Shen Ruochu never thought that after this short but extremely torturous wait, it would be completely desperate and heartbroken.

If his indifference and distrust of her that night was the trigger. Then the last straw that crushed Shen Ruochu was when she witnessed Jing Yan and Jiang Xinyue sitting across the table in the café, looking at each other and smiling.

She was on the road across the street from the café. Through the traffic coming and going, through a clean and bright floor-to-ceiling window, but it seems to be two different worlds from them.

Shen Ruochu clearly heard two voices ringing in his head, one sarcastic and the other angry.

One said to her: Look, they have a tacit understanding together. Childhood sweethearts, two little guesses, 20 years of relationship, how can you compare. If you know each other, hurry up and stay where it is cool. It's not yours, it's not yours in what's going on!

Then at this time, another angry voice suddenly popped out: Shen Ruochu, you are a coward! No matter how deep the relationship between the two of them was. You are now the rightful Mrs. Jing! What do you have to retreat?! Your husband misunderstands you and avoids you, but is with other women and makes love. Shouldn't you rush over and catch them and ask for an explanation?!

That day, Shen Ruochu still made a shrunken turtle in the end.

What to say! Actually, I already knew it in my heart, didn't I?!

And at the moment when she resolutely turned around, she reluctantly made a decision...... End this wishful marriage. Let Jingyan go, and let yourself have a way out.

…………

This extremely unpleasant memory makes people feel exhausted just by recalling it.

An indescribable irritability scurried around in my heart. Shen Ruochu buried his head in his knees, his hands kept scratching in his hair, wanting to vent something.

Until Jing Yan couldn't stand it anymore, she stepped forward and grabbed her wrists and stopped her, "Ruochu, if you grab your hair and fall out again, you will become bald!" ”

Shen Ruochu's two arms lost their freedom, but they still maintained that posture and did not move. After about a dozen seconds, she finally looked up. The black hair is messy, the eyes are red and swollen, the eyes are confused, and the face is full of tear stains.

Jing Yan looked at her like this, and her heart tightened, "Ruochu ......"

"Those photos...... Have you investigated? ”

"Nope. I think it would be the biggest insult to you if I did investigate. It was also a blasphemy against our marriage. ”

"Blasphemy ......" Shen Ruochu snorted with a smile, and flipped his hands hard to break free from his shackles, "Jing Yan, do you think that the two of us are already divorced, what is the point of you still talking about this?" ”

"Yes!" He replied categorically.

But Shen Ruochu met his burning and determined gaze, but suddenly laughed, very ironic. "Jing Yan, you're really sick in the head!"

Jing Yan was not the slightest bit angry. It was as if she was not scolding him, but praising him.

"Ruochu, I'm here, you can scold as you like. If you think that just scolding me is not enough to relieve your anger, just do it, I am not a man if I frown. ”

"Jing Yan, are you evil?!" Shen Ruochu's whole face was full of disbelief.

"I'm normal." His tone was very calm, but every small expression between his eyebrows was engraved with seriousness, "Ruochu, I was impulsive that day, I'm sorry." If you are discouraged, you are discouraged, and we will remarry! ”