"What?!" Before she could fully recover from the aftermath of the previous explosion, she was stunned by another thunderbolt thrown by Jing Yan. And it is no less powerful than the explosion of a nuclear weapon.

Shen Ruochu's eyes now looking at Jing Yan were no longer looking at a neuropath, but like looking at another alien. She realized that he hadn't broken his head in the fight last night, but that he had been possessed by something unclean. Or during the time she was unconscious, something simply happened to him that no one knows. For example, the real Jing Yan has been hijacked by aliens, for example, the one in front of him is just a substitute......

Of course, the twists and turns in her head, Jing Yan can't understand.

He saw Shen Ruochu's frightened stunned face, thinking that she just didn't believe her words. So he repeated more seriously and sincerely, "Ruochu, let's remarry." Good no good? ”

"Not good!" Shen Ruochu finally got rid of his terrible conjecture and returned to reality.

Jing Yan's eyebrows gradually twisted into a pimple, "Why?" ”

"No why." She dragged on the quilt that had slipped off her chest, wrapped herself tightly again, and stepped back, putting some distance from him, "Jing Yan, you don't have to feel how sorry I am for misunderstanding me that day." I brought it all upon myself. ”

"If the first ......"

"You listen to me when I'm done." Shen Ruochu paused, pondered for a moment before continuing to speak: "Jing Yan, from the first day I married you, I have already foreseen what my married life will be like in the future. Since it's my own choice, I should bear the consequences, so you don't have to feel sorry. Also, I divorced you not because of a momentary gamble. I never regretted choosing to marry you at the beginning, and now I choose to let go, and I don't regret it either. I'm serious about starting over. ”

As her words fell, the room was as silent as death.

Jing Yan's face was dark and silent. However, the deep gaze was still locked on her, not for a moment.

Shen Ruochu was stared at by him uncomfortably, and it was not good to talk about something else in this situation. I had to lower my head and try not to make direct contact with his gaze. Then, she looked at the light blue flowers on the quilt and couldn't help but sigh infinitely...... It's been three years, and this is the first time she's spoken to him like this. Once when the two had the most intimate relationship, they never sat down and made friends. Now that she is divorced and a stranger, she is open and honest with him.

The oppressive silence crept into the air bit by bit over time.

I don't know how long it took.

Jing Yan took her eyes off her, turned to the window, and opened her mouth softly, "You said you divorced, do you want to start over?" ”

She gave an "um" and gave a positive answer.

"Heh......" his laughter was low, and seemed to be inexplicably happy, "start over...... At the beginning, I think your idea of starting over is actually very good. ”

Not bad?!

Shen Ruochu couldn't figure out what he meant by this praising affirmation. And there was no sound.

"Ruochu ......" he withdrew his gaze from the window and looked at her again, faintly softer, "Since you want to start over, let's start all over again." ”

Ha?!

Shen Ruochu suddenly raised his head and almost dropped his jaw in shock.

After a long time, she found her voice back, "Jing Yan, what I'm talking about is 'I' want to start over, not 'we'!" "With him, is that still a fresh start?

Jing Yan's brows gradually furrowed again. He pursed his thin lips and didn't make a sound for a while, and after a short while, he said with a gloomy face: "Ruochu, do you want to start over alone, or do you want to be with Tan Jiahui." ”

"What did you say?!" Her black and white eyes were full of surprise, "Jing Yan, I didn't hear what you just said, you tell me again!" ”

Of course, he won't repeat it again, "Ruochu, since you can start over." Then we can start all over again. ”

"No, Jing Yan." Without thinking, she shook her head in disapproval.

The two of them have been married for nearly three years, almost more than 1,000 days and nights.

Every time she mustered the best courage to approach him, only to get a lukewarm response, only she knew how sad it was. She endured the unimaginable pain of others before she made up her mind to let go, and never thought of turning back.

Otherwise, even she looks down on herself.

As if he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to convince him, Shen Ruochu thought for a while and added, "Jing Yan, it's really not." Not the slightest possibility. ”

It's a pity that her denial has no weight for him at all.

"Heh......" Jing Yan suddenly laughed lowly, looking at her with a bit of indulgence in her eyes, but there was a rare arrogance and contempt in her expression, "Shen Ruochu, do you know." The reason why I was able to obtain the wealth and status I have today in a short period of time is because in my Jingyan dictionary, there is never the word 'impossible'. ”

"But I'm human!" Shen Ruochu suddenly felt angry, "Jing Yan, I am a human being, I am a person of flesh and blood, not those projects you want to conquer or the benefits you want to seek!" ”

"I know." Therefore, he never used the tricks of Vanity Fair on her, and no matter what the problem was, it was only solved in the way of a man against a woman. Even though they are now nominal strangers.

Shen Ruochu closed his eyes and sighed. When she found that Jing Yan had returned to her usual calm and unpredictable expression at some point. Suddenly, she realized that this conversation, which she was forced to submit, would not make any sense at all.

Human habits of mind are terrible.

It's like if if he put her and Jiang Xinyue on the scales at the same time, he always puts the weight on the latter without thinking. It's as if he is accustomed to competing interests as long as he wants the result, regardless of the process and means.

It's like now......

She didn't know what he was crazy about or what he was thinking, but she was sure of one thing. That is, Jing Yan already has a plan in her heart, and as she has done countless times before, no matter how much she says it, it is just in vain.

Shen Ruochu frowned, and couldn't help but start to be irritable again.

She covered her forehead and her eyes wandered around, and when she caught a glimpse of the kettle on the table, her head flashed white.

"Jing Yan, if I fall into the lake at the same time as Jiang Xinyue, which one do you save first?"

"Xinyue can swim."

"I can swim too."

"She's so much better than you, and she doesn't have to drill into the lake like you!"

"Yes, she is better than me, she is better than me everywhere!" Shen Ruochu yelled back at him irritably, in a fire-breathing posture. She asked this because she wanted to use the question to play a defensive offense, but she didn't want to find herself unhappy.

"Jing Yan, since she is so good, why didn't you marry her earlier?!"

Jing Yan was stunned.

Even Shen Ruochu himself was stunned. She didn't actually go through her brain when she shouted this.

After all, the enemy is strong at the moment, and she is weak. The point is that there are no clothes on. In case Jing Yan was touched by the scales and threw her out in anger, she would really run naked.

However, the imaginary thing did not happen. After Jing Yan's two thick eyebrows tightened and stretched several times, his expression finally returned to calm, and even a little inexplicable, "Shen Ruochu, I'm very strange, what kind of mentality did you ask this kind of question?" ”

What mentality?! Of course, it's anger, jealousy, and sadness!

Shen Ruochu took two deep breaths and tried to calm himself down.

Forget it, since it's all here, let's just get it through. Anyway, there is no need to live together in the future, he can think whatever he wants.

"Jing Yan, I ask you three questions, can you answer me truthfully?"

"You say."

"Can you answer truthfully without concealment?"

"Yes."

"Jing Yan, do you love me?"

Jing Yan was stunned, her thin lips opened slightly, but she didn't make any sound after all?

Does he love Shen Ruochu? In fact, he never thought about it. Or rather, he never thought about what love was. If Shen Ruochu replaced this sentence with a negative proposition to ask: Jing Yan, don't you don't love me? He could probably have answered in the negative.

Love should be the purest, most sincere, and most complete.

He didn't love her, otherwise he wouldn't have married her. But he did not give her this affection completely. Because the marriage between the two of them has been mixed with many other factors from the beginning.

So he couldn't answer her at the moment. Because he had just promised her that he would hide nothing.

However, Jing Yan's silence was equivalent to silent denial in Shen Ruochu's eyes.

A heart is completely cold. But at the same time, she was indescribably happy. If he gave her an affirmative answer, even if it was a lie to her, I am afraid that she would be desperate to rethrow herself into his arms.

Shen Ruochu tasted a bitter taste in his mouth. When she spoke again, she obviously heard her voice trembling, "Then do you love Jiang Xinyue?" ”

"I don't love it!" Jing Yan replied without hesitation this time.

Completely unexpected answer, she was stunned for two seconds, and then asked the third, "Then did you love her?" Even a little bit of it. ”

"I haven't loved it. Not even a slight. ”

Shen Ruochu was suddenly a little caught off guard.

He's lying to her, right?! In the next second, there was a voice in my heart that kept denying it, not lying to you. He doesn't love you, so why lie to you? But since he doesn't love her, what is the purpose of his proposal to remarry?!

Shen Ruochu's consciousness was very confused. Because she clearly felt that the high platform that had just been built in her heart was shaking.

She knew that the best thing to do at this moment was to remain silent. It's just that she still couldn't defeat herself after all, and she made another cheap mistake with a glimmer of hope, "Jing Yan." If...... I mean, if I start over with you, can you cut off all contact with Jiang Xinyue, and from now on, will you never get along with each other? ”