Recently, Ping An often dreams about the past and makes her feel exhausted. Ping An opened the QQ number that he hadn't touched for a long time, and there was only one friend in the list. She hesitated, glanced up, and made a point of seeing if the director was there. Click on the avatar to open the chat window, tap on the keyboard, look at it again and again, and make up your mind to click send: How are you doing lately?

"Ding Dong~" ringtones echo in the headphones,

Acute gastroenteritis. 16:41:34

I'm particularly bad right now

Seeing the reply, Ping An didn't know what to reply. She wanted to open her mouth to comfort, but found that she was not qualified to comfort that person, and asked with her usual self-deprecation: Is it because the wine is not good, or the mobile phone is not fun, don't you still have him and her?

"Ding Dong ~ Ding Dong ~ Ding Dong ~ Ding Dong ~"

Acute gastroenteritis. 16:53:25

The wine was good

Acute gastroenteritis. 16:53:30

The phone is also quite fun

Acute gastroenteritis. 16:53:40

I didn't

Acute gastroenteritis. 16:53:44

I don't have any of them now

The supervisor walked through the safe position, and Ping An subconsciously closed the chat window, and replied after a while: New schools are new,

Acute gastroenteritis. 16:54:24

oh

What happened to you later, this sentence is what Ping An wants to ask the most, and she still can't open her mouth to that person as before. Ping An paused on the keyboard for a while, and the sound of "tick tock" was born between Ping An's fingers: What happened later.

Acute gastroenteritis. 16:56:32

Not later

Ping An replied quickly: You're really weird, not like you:

Acute gastroenteritis. 16:57:42

It's not like there?

Acute gastroenteritis. 16:57:53

Does that mean I've grown up?

I'm busy making forms in my hands, and I don't forget to send a message to that person: It's not that you've grown up, but you've become the person you hate the most. Ping An was absent-minded, Sister Bing just took her expression into her eyes, gently pushed her chair and asked, "What's wrong with you, you seem to be unhappy." ”

The person next to her muttered, "I'm afraid she's not happy for 365 days a year."

Ping'an's face stiffened, and he replied hurriedly: "No, I thought of something." "Ding Dong~" came from the headphones~"

"Uh-huh, then hurry up! It's almost time to get off work, so be careful not to make a mistake. Sister Bing didn't ask much, and told her to turn around and continue to be busy.

Acute gastroenteritis. 16:59:40

Possibly

Ping An quickly clicked on the chat window, and looked at what he just wanted to say, and typed it out word for word: I don't know what happened to you to become like this. Fortunately, he is still indifferent and fearless,

Acute gastroenteritis. 17:03:25

Something has happened

Acute gastroenteritis. 17:03:53

I finally knew that I was not welcome

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Abandoned?

Ping An asked knowingly, and it was clear that he was sprinkling salt on the wound. She spurned herself in her heart, but when she thought that person would be uncomfortable, she couldn't help but feel pleasure in her heart. She asked herself if she loved too much and hated too much, she was a little confused...

Acute gastroenteritis. 17:06:01

That's right

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burst

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Curious, what the hell is going on

Acute gastroenteritis. 17:07:02

You don't want to know

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If I don't want to say, I won't ask

Acute gastroenteritis. 17:09:54

Well! What about you

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Your love and hatred have nothing to do with me, so why should I go up and get involved?

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I... It's still the same

Acute gastroenteritis. 17:12:16

There is no love and hatred

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I don't know you very well

Acute gastroenteritis. 17:15:24

It's not an idol drama

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It's not far from idol dramas

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I just heard from my friend that you broke up with that person and stopped walking with her. Do not take the college entrance examination

Acute gastroenteritis. 17:33:42

That's it. It's been divided a long time ago, you know mine, and it won't last long

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I don't quite remember, I thought it would be a long time

Acute gastroenteritis. 17:36:06

I used to think so

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Now think about how long it will be

After work, Ping An didn't hear from that. I cleaned up the table, picked up my bag and walked to the door to check in. I picked up my phone and looked at it, but the person still didn't reply to the message. Ping An thought: Maybe I'm busy taking a bath and eating! After all, she still has classes in the evening.

Acute gastroenteritis. 20:01:37

Aren't we friends?

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Are we friends? At most, you are classmates, and besides, you have no shortage of friends

Acute gastroenteritis. 21:01:37

Who said I don't lack

Ping An sneered in reply: I don't lack it. But a sentence kept coming to mind: I lack a girlfriend, do you want to come? Ping An shook his head to himself and said to himself, "Don't do these stupid things, haven't you done enough?" ”

Acute gastroenteritis. 21:05:41

That's nice

Ping An lay on the bed, holding a cigarette in his hand, looked at the phone screen and took a deep breath, and sighed and said, "It's time to make a break." ”

Click to send: Actually, my feelings for you are more complicated than you think, but something has happened after so long. I think it's important for you to know that maybe these unspoken things and feelings have become a knot in my heart.

Acute gastroenteritis. 21:6:21

I????

Acute gastroenteritis. 21:06:55

What is a complicated method?

Ping An was typing while reminiscing, and his eyes were inadvertently red and moist. Ping An slapped his cheek mercilessly. There is also a Cantonese song playing on the phone: "The deep breath of the lovelorn thinks about his absence, and thinks that his mentality has changed a little, and he turns out the eyeliner in his hand."

Dress up with high heels to please people,

Champagne poured into the eyes one by one.

Who cares if he is single-minded or not wants to remember today,

I just remember my new acquaintance with the blue-eyed blonde temperament.

Even if you can't write the following,

Get the beautiful imprint of a trance.

Who wanders around his neighborhood,

What made him sacrifice me.

Maybe there are no more people but there are aftershocks,

How to rewrite the bleak fate..."

At first, I chose science and I didn't plan to read it, and I made a New Year's appointment with you, sorry, I missed the appointment. Those eight words, I typed out with trembling hands and tears, wiped away my tears and went to work normally for winter vacation, and the next day I had a glorious cold. There are many times in the back that I cried when I looked at those chat records, and sometimes I cried unconsciously when I drank wine and looked at it.

When I was in high school, I apologized for your cold violence. Because at that time, I couldn't control my emotions at any time, but I am very grateful to you for accompanying me for a while. I never thought that I would have a time when I jumped into the pit, and I took my dependence on you as a liking. Can't accept being ignored by you, can't watch you and your friends happy, and don't know when it will start. I became unreasonable, probably too persistent. Hahaha, when you get out of school, I obviously hope you will say a few more words of concern, and say some hurtful things against your heart. In exchange for a sentence of "Then don't wait, who told you to wait." ”

At that time, many people probably didn't understand why I could be good to everyone and why I couldn't be good to you, and probably knew that no matter how I died, you would not leave me. The knife mouth tofu heart, saying things that hurt you a lot, double the good for you. Okay, I'm a little blind and lost myself.

To be honest, I didn't actually have any friends in the class at that time, and at most I just talked about making you jealous. I thought I might be a little different in your mind, but it's not that different.

Maybe you don't know, but I didn't read and I also expected you to say: Come back! Come back and read! I think I'll be like a moth to a fire, planted in your hands. It's better not to cry or laugh!

I don't know if you liked me, or if you only liked me as a friend, or more than a friend, even you couldn't tell the difference. I'm still stupidly turning around, for fear that you won't be able to see me when you look back.

The confession was exchanged for a sentence of "Get out, it's your business!" "It seems to be understandable, liking someone can be very humble to self-esteem or not.

I probably knew that if I didn't struggle again, I might really lose you, but I didn't expect that I would really lose, and everything would be lost. You have a boyfriend, but I don't have anything. That night, I was crazy about deleting everyone's contact information, drinking until my stomach hurt, and I almost jumped off the roof of my house. Actually, do you wonder why I didn't die in the end? I heard in a daze, my mom was calling my name, and I asked my mom the next day. She said no, I was silent, I felt that I didn't dare to die! Finding this reason is enough for me to live for a while longer.

During my time in high school, I didn't know what force held on to me, rolling down the stairs, sitting downstairs in the cold wind and rain in the dorm room waiting for the lights to turn off. I don't know what kind of mentality I have when I know that I like you and I match you with him, it's probably crazy. {smile}

For you! Maybe you can't get the best, and you will be nostalgic. Well... The last time I went back to school, I don't know what identity I used to see you. Just ran away after meeting Lao Li, for Lauoni, well! I'm sorry.

Oh! I didn't tell you to put it! I confessed to her brother, I did it on purpose. I'm also sorry that I didn't know why I was so sorry to ruin other people's relationships at the time, but maybe I felt a sense of accomplishment. I also like to have an ambiguous relationship with any man.,Practice yourself like this.。 Anyway, I won't see each other again, so if you still meet, help me with a word of apology!

Because of those things, every time I finish it, I regret it and can't apologize. I owe you so much that I don't want to do it, but I do these unbearable things again and again. I know very well that I do a lot of unreasonable things, very excessively. In fact, many times I want to say sorry to you, but when I want to say it, it feels like a fishbone stuck in my throat makes me feel pain. I had to silently do some small things for you, which was very insignificant.

Later, my mother said that I had changed and become unreasonable. Well, it's actually pretty good! I'm used to it, it's no wonder that I'm depressed, at least it's much better now than before, and many people say that I'm getting better day by day than before. Maybe only you know, but when you get used to it, you don't feel the need to do something very fearless.

The proprietress of that noodle shop asked you about you, and my old sister and mother also mentioned it, so embarrassed, I don't know what to say.

And the first time I saw you, it wasn't in the dormitory, but on the bus. Two braids are worn in a hat and carrying a school bag, which is super cute. I guess that's a heart-warming feeling! It's a pity that you don't know that someone noticed you, and you are destined to miss it.

I may have seen it, I may be really tired, or I may have bad tastes.

I didn't look at QQ quit and turned off my phone. After sending it safely, she closed her eyes and was paralyzed in bed, in fact, she didn't have the courage to do so. No one knows if the knot in my heart is solved, so let's look forward to what will happen next!