Text: Chapter 2
"Ping, why are you crying?" Sister Bing asked suspiciously.
"What? Am I crying? It could be too painful. "Peace prevaricates.
Ping'an's eyes were misty and he said, "I... It's time to get busy, there are still a lot of forms waiting for me to do? ”
Sister Bing really couldn't understand her behavior, so she said patiently and gently: "Okay! You pay attention to the wound. ”
Peace of mind has already drifted into outer space, sitting in front of the computer and not knowing what to do. Waiting for the time to pass by minute by second, Sister Bing was about to leave, and saw that Ping An was still in a daze in front of the computer, so she went up and gently patted Ping An on the shoulder with her hand. He asked, "Don't you leave after work?" ”
Ping An replied hesitantly: "Hmm.. Right now.." The fingers kept tapping on the keyboard, the eyes were calm and blank, and he said an inexplicable sentence emptyly.
"You say, if you have filth in front of you, will you destroy all that trust?"
Sister Bing was a little confused, she didn't understand what this sentence meant. Then she understood, but unfortunately it was too late. In retrospect, she didn't know if she was given a prophecy or a curse, she knew that hating someone turned her ugly.
Ping An looked at Sister Bing's back farther and farther away, and the sky was getting darker and darker, looking at the world of yellow wine and green lights outside the window. In this high-speed era, Ping An felt that he was a beat slower than others no matter what, and when he raised his slender hand, he saw that her hand was covered with black silk.
The people around her seem to be used to her saying strange things from time to time and doing some brainless things. Just smiled and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"What's wrong again?"
Ping An felt that they were hypocritical, obviously impatient and pretending to care. I felt that I had eaten cockroaches, and my stomach was already churning, and there were obviously more black threads on my hands.
There seems to be an extra display screen in Ping'an's mind, showing a "run away." ”
Second, reply: "It's okay! ”
Three, ignore it.
Ping An was really tired, his body suddenly weighed a thousand pounds, and his lifeless face spit out: "It's okay!" "Leaving the company with a heavy shell in tow, waiting for the bus on the side of the road. The cold wind blew reddened, and the sky began to drizzle.
A green bus came in front of Ping An, and Ping An looked at the bus full of people. Burst out laughing. It looks like a canned food packed with sardines and has a foul smell. The driver honked his horn and shouted, 'You can't get up.' ’
"I'll wait for the next train!" Ping An said apologetically.
The people in the car looked at Ping An dissatisfied, and the aunt on the side said, "Let's drive!" I'm going home to cook. ”
The boy near the window of the stop sign was wearing headphones and muttering, and the sound was not loud or small, just in the ears of Jin Ping'an.
"It's really hypocritical, you have the ability to buy your own car!"
The people in the car urged the driver to drive quickly, and the driver cursed: "Neurotic..."
The car was far away, and he walked on the road safely and dejectedly. A motorcycle suddenly rushed out of the fork. almost hit Ping'an, the middle-aged uncle on the motorcycle got up from the ground in a rage, and scolded: "You don't have long eyes!" Still looking for death. ”
Ping An was not knocked down, and there were a lot of wipes on his body. A traffic policeman came over and criticized the uncle: "The fork can't be driven so fast, and it's just a green light, and the driver's license is out." ”
"And you? Don't be cranky when walking, look at the road carefully, "serious and cautious." It's a little warm, and Ping An echoes the traffic police.
"Okay, I know, it won't be like that next time."
The uncle looked at Ping'an's eyes as if he was going to swallow her alive, "Why am I so unlucky today," the uncle couldn't help but say this. Ping An saw that there was nothing wrong with him, so he quickly walked away.
"Alas~ finally answered the dormitory," skillfully picked up a cigarette and a lighter. Ping An took off his clothes and threw them away, shook off the ashes in the ashtray with a cigarette, and looked at the money in his mobile phone for less than two hundred.
Click on my sister's WeChat and send her a sentence; "Do you still have money to eat?"
Ten minutes later...
"Nope." Comes with a picture of three men on the hanging bucket with the words "Really, everyone is full of negative energy"
Ping An asked again: "How many days have you been hungry?" ”
"Two days"
The cigarette in his hand had burned to the end, and Ping An had obviously forgotten that there was still a cigarette in his hand, and accidentally the cigarette butt fell, "Ah! With the naked eye, I saw that my thighs were already red, and I ran into the toilet quickly and turned on the faucet to wash the burns.
When I returned to the room, I picked up my mobile phone and transferred fifty to An Yue, and An Yue replied with a moving picture of a child eating chicken wings very happily. Ping An frowned and transferred another seventy yuan to An Yue, and advised: "I don't have money to eat, come to me again, I know no." ”
An Yue replied: "You don't have much money, keep it for yourself!" ”
Ping Ji replied angrily: "If I starve to death, I don't care." ”
An Yue in front of the mobile phone felt very speechless about her sister, she carried everything by herself, her nose was sore, and she said in a twisted tone: "If I knew earlier, I wouldn't have read this." Tears fell on the screen of the mobile phone, An Yue had mixed feelings about her sister, she didn't like Ping'an, she and Ping'an would quarrel and fight over a trivial matter when they were together.
And Ping An is responsible for her little sister and distressed. She didn't want An Yue to follow her path, she would rather An Yue spend money to go to school to live a mess than want her to be like herself.
Ping An re-lit the cigarette and spit it out. There was that scene in her mind, she and An Yue were next to the toilet, and An Yue said lightly and disdainfully: "You can read!" Anyway, my parents don't have hope for me. ”
Ping An knew that he couldn't afford two people to study, and he was already planning to have a showdown with his mother and say that he wouldn't study. Hearing An Yue's words, Ping An was very surprised that his little sister knew about the situation at home. Maybe for them, their parents really failed. But no one can deny that their parents have worked hard to raise them for more than ten years, and they can't erase their previous blood relationship.
An Yue: "Go to bed early!" ”
"Hmm!"
Ping An looked at the time and found that it was already ten o'clock, and he inertly said to himself: "I have to get up early tomorrow and take a bath..."
There was only Bai Yan and a mirror in the huge palace, and there was a woman sneaking around the door. Bai Yan was already immersed in the world of Ping'an, and he didn't pay attention to how much damage he had done to Ping'an. Bai Yan was mostly distressed in his heart, "This life is over, I'll marry you, okay?" It was as if she were asking herself, "Okay?" ”
The black shadow left in a hurry, "Father and son fight, in the end, that person was unlucky." No matter what, it's better to inform the Jade Emperor and let the Jade Emperor deal with it! Shi Qiu thought as he stroked the ends of his hair.
Bai Yan stared at the mirror of the present world, looking at Ping An in the mirror and taking off his clothes. Revealing a slightly chubby figure, hot water clung to Ping'an's skin and flowed down. Such a beautiful picture, Bai Yan is still indifferent, if Ping An knows it, his first reaction must be to complain, but it is not a man.
You may also suspect that you are not in good shape, who knows!?
Ping An used to be topless in the dormitory, and the fog filled the toilets and kitchen. Ping An muttered: "Sure enough, the bathroom is not very good near the toilet." Picking up a paper towel to wipe the mirror in the kitchen, Bai Yan waved to the reality mirror, and the camera was adjusted to the opposite side of the mirror in the safe kitchen.
Bai Yan's heart was beating faster, and his breathing became heavy. looked at the girl in front of her, her cheeks were flushed, and half of her breasts were in front of the mirror. Ping An jumped up from time to time to wipe the mirror, and the two red dots and crisp breasts also jumped.
After wiping it up, Ping An threw the tissue into the trash can, and he thought that there was an ulterior secret inside. It's autumn, and I feel that the room is a little cold, so I hurriedly put on the short sleeves, just enough to cover my hips.
Ping'an lay on the bed, rolled around twice and fell asleep in a daze.
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Shi Qiu told the Jade Emperor everything he knew, and the Jade Emperor was obviously angry. And Shi Qiu suddenly said viciously: "Isn't the best torture the double torture of mind and body?" ”
The Jade Emperor didn't speak, obviously agreeing with Shi Qiu to do that.
Ping An, who was still asleep, dreamed of his childhood. She was jealous of the little girl of her relatives next door, took the little girl into the alley, and then left the little girl alone.
At that time, she didn't know that she was too envious of good things, and turned into jealousy. Fortunately, it didn't cause a big disaster in the end, Xiao Ping'an hid at the end of the alley, the little girl was fascinated by playing with the sand, and after a few minutes, she found that Xiao Ping'an was gone, and cried: "Sister, I want to go home." ”
Xiao Ping'an heard it, hesitated for a while, but relented and took the little girl out to coax, and sent the little girl back to her family with her head down all the way. For this incident, Ping An's unspeakable remorse is not only for the little girl, but also for the little girl's family. She was afraid that it would leave a shadow on the little girl, and Xiao Ping An and Da Ping An had not seen that girl since that time.
Ping An woke up and trembled and picked up his cup. The cold water irritates the throat and esophagus and stomach, and there is no sleepiness, but when I think of going to work tomorrow, I don't know what to think with my eyes closed.
In the blink of an eye, the day dawned, and peace was as usual. A month of dull and uneventful life, just more and more frequent dreams of the past.
"Ha~~um~~" Bai Yan yawned without any image and stretched his waist. Looking at the girl in reality, with a haggard face, big dark circles, and often facing the rough skin of the computer. Completely different from a month ago, Bai Yan was very strange, obviously nothing had happened recently.
When she wanted to find out, she found a black dream beast that entered her dreams as soon as she was safe and slept until she woke up and hiccuped.
The color of the dream beast determines whether the dream is beautiful or dark, and it also likes to look for the memories that the owner of the dream is most reluctant to recall and the best memories to play in the dream, absorbing the emotions in them. Generally, variegated dream beasts are more common, pure black and pure white dream beasts are very rare, and Bai Yan has only seen pure white dream beasts once. Or because he was young and ignorant to play tricks on that person, Bai Yan wondered if Ping An was that person, but the reality mirror would not be a liar.
"Why?"
"What did she go through before she was eighteen?"
"If it weren't for the damn thing, how could I miss her life before eighteen." Bai Yan said hatefully and suspiciously.