It took me more than an hour to finish typing that night, and another hour to compare word by word, for fear of making a mistake and mistaking her paper.

From her thesis, it can be inferred that she is indeed a student at the Normal University, because the topic of her graduation thesis is education-related. After I checked it repeatedly, I sent the document to her mailbox, and left her a message in QQ saying that it had been completed.

Then I felt very tired and fell asleep in my chaise longue.

I had a dream, an unusually clear dream, I dreamed that a girl was playing hide and seek with me, she hid very well, I couldn't find her shadow for a long time, and she also seduced me to find her from time to time: "Come on~, come on~!", I was anxious.

When I woke up, it was already the next morning, and the customers who had played all night were basically gone, and the cleaning aunt was tidying up the ashtray in front of the computer desk. I walked to the bar and said to Uncle Wang that I was going to have breakfast, would I like to bring some for you, and he said no, he had already eaten a bowl of instant noodles just now.

There are many small restaurants near the Internet café, and those bosses will come to the Internet café every night to order food for professional all-night people, but there are not many shops nearby that specialize in selling breakfast.

But that morning, I suddenly wanted to eat a bowl of noodles, so I found a small restaurant and ordered a bowl of scarlets. After frying the shredded meat, the white and the cabbage are boiled in boiling water, and the umami of the three ingredients completely penetrates into the noodle soup, and the taste is really delicious!

After the boss served the noodles, I ate slowly while thinking about how to talk to her on QQ in the future.

I'm not very good at picking up girls, I hardly knew a few girls in reality at that time, except for junior high school classmates who are high school classmates, and even fewer female classmates in college, there are only 6 girls in our class. Girls are sought-after, no matter what kind of girl they look like, someone will rush to ask for it, and boys are pitiful, so they can only compete with other boys.

I've only talked about online dating a few times on QQ, but it's all with the one in my fantasy, and once I see a real person or a photo, all of them die.

Anima, Anima!

Psychologist Carl Jung said that every boy has a female figure named Anima in his heart, and although each boy's anima has its own characteristics, the common denominator is beauty.

And every girl has a male figure named Animus in her heart, whether it is a boy or a girl, as long as she sees a person of the opposite sex who is consistent with the image in her heart, she will be strongly attracted to it.

At that time, I thought that the so-called Anima and Animus were that the soul was split in half, and the half that the man lacked was Anima and the half that the woman lacked was the Animus. For me, my image of Anima is very consistent with Jin Yong's little dragon girl, so I will keep waiting there stupidly, which is completely a kind of obsession!

Now I understand that it is not one soul that is split in half, but that two people have the same soul.

I paid for the noodles and went back to the internet café because it was the day shift.

As soon as I entered the Internet café, Uncle Wang called me unusually loudly: "Xiao Wu!"

It scared me a lot.

"What's the matter, Uncle Wang?"

"There's a beautiful woman looking for you!"

I looked back and she was standing to the side looking at me with a smile.

I hurriedly told her, "It's done!" I've sent it to your mailbox, haven't you received your QQ?"

She said, "Oh, I don't have a computer in my dormitory, and now the school computer room is closed, so I have to hand in my papers today, so I came over to get something." ”

"Then I'll copy it to a floppy disk for you. ”

After that, I turned on my proprietary computer, called up the document, stood up and said to her, "You can check it and see if I missed something." ”

"Okay. She sat down and began to scrutinize her, and could see that she was a very serious person, just as carefully as I had checked last night, and pointed her finger at the screen word by word.

I was standing behind her and looking at her, and I could smell a very subtle and slightly sweet smell of her, not the strong or voluptuous smell of perfume. When I noticed the smell, I took a few breaths, and a strange feeling rose in my heart that I had never felt before.

I gazed at her long shawl hair, and the morning light faintly diffused outside the window reflected on her hair, and it was not a little curvy, and I suddenly felt a strong urge to touch her hair.

How nice it would be to touch her hair!

Even if it's just a gentle stroke on the ends of your hair.

I was immersed in fantasy, and time had flown by.

"Alright!" she turned her head suddenly, and her eyes met, startling me.

"Oh, wait a minute", I turned around and walked to the bar to find a floppy disk to copy the documents, at that time the USB flash drive was just coming out, and the small capacity of the USB flash drive was very expensive, and the floppy disk was usually used to copy documents.

I rummaged through the drawer and couldn't find the floppy disk, so I dragged out a large cardboard box under the bar, and there were a lot of miscellaneous things thrown in it, and I remember throwing all the floppy disks that I used to make guide disks when I added the machine before.

I rummaged through it, and finally found a floppy disk at the bottom of the cardboard box, then went back to the computer and plugged it in, opened the A drive, and wanted to delete the system boot file inside, but found that it could not be deleted. I tried to copy her file to a floppy disk, but I couldn't.

It's fucking weird, shit!

"Is it written that the protection is on?" she said behind her back.

I think it's very likely that I popped the floppy disk and found that there was a toggleable switch logo pointing at the Lock.

"It's really locked, you're pretty good!" On the surface, I was complimenting her, but in fact I was hiding my embarrassment.

I flipped the lock on the floppy disk to the other side, inserted the drive, and the copy was successful, and after a few seconds, the copy progress bar was displayed, and I opened the document on the floppy disk, and it was successfully opened. Then close the floppy disk and pull it out, and then plug it in and open the document, and it can be opened, which means that there is no problem.

Finally I pulled out the floppy disk and handed it to her, saying, "I've given it to you, you can go to the print shop and print it, there's a copy shop next to the intersection on the right." ”

I could see that she was very happy, and said to me, "Thank you then!"

Then he asked me, "What's your name?"

I was stunned, why was she so proactive?

"Wu Zi. ”

"The son of Confucius?"

"No, it's purple purple. ”

"Ahh

"And what's your name?"

"My name is Xiao Wei. ”

"The power of might?"

"How can there be!" she couldn't help laughing, "How can there be a girl's name Weiwei, you think they are all the same as you, mine is Ziwei's Wei." ”

"Grass, a slight smile below, right?"

"That's right, smart this time. ”

"Oh, then we're quite fated to do so. You see, the word after my name is purple, and the one after your name is Wei, doesn't it add up to Ziwei?"

She chuckled a few times, as if she didn't mind if I took advantage of her.

"Then I'm leaving. ”

"Well, goodbye!"

I watched her leave, and this time I was very stable, because I already had her QQ number!

Young people, the biggest disadvantage is also the biggest advantage, the disadvantage is that the sky is not thick, the advantage is that the newborn calf is not afraid of tigers, in fact, it is the front and back of a coin.

At that time, I didn't feel that my life was so depressed, how could I be qualified to fall in love! If I encountered an experience like mine now, I would definitely avoid it, even if I liked it.

But I was completely different from me now, and I was already in a state of love at that time, although I had only met three times, and I had never even touched her hand.

After she left, Uncle Wang came over and laughed at me: "Xiao Wu, is this your girlfriend?"

I quickly explained, "No, no, she's not my girlfriend." ”

"Hahaha!!You kid! You have the courage to eat, but you don't have the courage to admit it!"

Uncle Wang is a native of Shandong, with a square purple face and a burly appearance. When I first came to work, I was very unfriendly, but after a long time, I was able to talk to me.

The owner of the Internet café is not a professional Internet café, he is still a master's student, working in a research institute, her wife is ugly, but she is not bad, and she also graduated from a bachelor's degree. Their son is very fat, he is a StarCraft player, and the level of several friends who play together is not bad, and they are also well-known in China when they form a team. A friend of his son, a player, instigated the boss to take over the Internet café, and his son's friend was the network administrator I left before, and he fell out because of the distribution of interests, and went to the Internet café opposite the Internet café to be a network manager.

Shortly after I arrived, he came over one day with a hard drive and wanted to copy all the movies he had downloaded from the server. I wouldn't let him copy it, he said what are you, these movies are all I worked so hard to download before.

I said, didn't you get paid before, and finally he walked away in resentment, telling me to be careful.

Later, the old K also left, and the burden of maintenance was put on my head at once, although another person was recruited later, but the machines kept increasing, and the boss rented a room on the side, added more than a dozen machines, and the business was so hot that it was to death. With the exception of the two weeks before the exam, 50 machines have an average turnover of more than 3,000 per day.

Although I have her QQ number in my hand, I am not in a hurry to chat with her, one is that there are more machines and things are becoming busier, and the other is that I know the truth of wanting to catch and indulge.

After more than a week, she finally took the initiative to chat with me on QQ.

"Not only do you have a strange name, but so do your screen names. ”

"Where do you surf the Internet?"

"In the school computer room. ”

"Oh, do you need money to surf the Internet at school?"

"If you want money, a piece of five an hour. ”

"That's pretty cheap!" I usually have three dollars here, and four dollars on weekends.

"yes, otherwise it's somewhere. What does your name mean?"

"My QQ name?"

"Yes. ”

"I took it randomly, Qoon is my son's name, and the bad thing is that he is naughty. ”

"Oh my God, do you have a son?"

"No, I don't have a wife!"

"Then how do you get your son's name right, haha, you're so funny. ”

Actually, I'm talking nonsense, and what I'm best at is talking nonsense in a serious way.

"Let's get up first! Save yourself the trouble later, hehe!"

"You don't even have a wife, you're worrying about your son, it's really tiring. ”

"Aren't you looking for this?"

"Did you find it?"

"Found it. ”

"Where?"

I typed in the words "far away, close in front of me", but hesitated for dozens of seconds before sending them out.

It took a while for a while to reply, "Are you talking about me?"

"Yes, I think you're my wife. ”

The opposite side immediately replied with two words: "Shameless!"

Four more words: "Shameless and shameless!!!"

I gave her a smile, although I have never been in love in reality, but I have had a few online datings before, and I have a lot of experience flirting on QQ, one of which is to be shameless. In reality, I can't find a wife with such thin skin, if I continue to be thin-skinned on the Internet, then I can only be a single person in this life.

"And what does your screen name Xin'er mean?"

"I didn't take the name, it was there. ”

"There is a ???"

"Yes, this is the number that my friend gave me. ”

"Is your friend a woman?"

"No, it's a man. ”

Seeing this, I chuckled in my heart.

"Is he your boyfriend?"

"No, it's an ordinary friend. ”

I'm still a little worried.

"Why did an ordinary friend give you a girl's name?"

"I didn't ask him!"

Oh no, it seems a little silly! But forget it, I admit it for the sake of your beauty.

"Are you a virgin?" I didn't know why I typed this, but I didn't react until I pressed the enter key, and I immediately felt that something was wrong.

Sure enough, it took a while for two words to be sent from the other side: "Shameless !!"

But there were two whole screens of roaring expressions behind her, and it was terrible to dare to love her for so long to be at the point of death!

"I'm sorry, I was wrong!" I sent an aggrieved face.

"I have a virgin complex, I'm also a virgin, if you're not that it's definitely not my wife. ”

Her avatar turned gray, and my heart fell from the fiery state into the ice cave.

Damn, why do you ask such a question!, I cursed to myself.

But after a while, her avatar brightened again.

"I'm a virgin!"

I didn't expect her to actually reply!, but the avatar immediately turned gray again.

Then that night, her avatar never lit up again, and I was a little stunned, looking at the chat history of the two over and over again.

Dear friends, as a person who has experienced countless calamities, I can responsibly tell you that the vast majority of life's sufferings come from conflicts caused by your ideas.

At that time, I didn't know when I was infected with the concept of "my wife must be a virgin", every time before online dating, I would first ask: "Are you a virgin?", now looking back is really speechless! Please note that I used the word "infection" above, everyone came to this world naked, and did not bring any concepts with themselves, and when they grow up, everyone's mind is full of all kinds of ideas, which are instilled from the outside, which may come from parents, teachers, or friends.

When I became infected with the concept that "a wife must be a virgin", "I" attitude towards women changed, if an unmarried woman is not a virgin, I will think that she is not good, and if she is a virgin, I will feel good. In fact, this "I" is not really myself, but the idea that "my wife must be a virgin" has just taken over my mind and ordered me to type in the phrase "Are you a virgin?", and if she replies "What does it matter to you whether I am a virgin or not!", this idea will control my emotional system and produce feelings of disgust.

In fact, any idea, good or bad, controls your behavior and emotions, and these ideas are commonly known as the "ego" or "three views".

She didn't pay attention to me for days, and I really regretted it.

Later, I didn't give up, and after thinking about it, I wrote a very sincere apology letter and sent it to her on QQ, but I didn't think that she immediately replied to me: "I'm really angry!"

Her previous avatar was gray, and it turned out that she was using QQ's stealth state.

The feeling of being lost and regained, that was filled with gratitude and happiness, and we talked for a long time that night until the computer room of their school closed.

She said that she is in her fourth year of college this year, and she is about to graduate, and her family has already found a relationship and arranged a job. I didn't expect her hometown and my hometown to be in the same prefecture-level city, speaking of which is still half a fellow, I asked her when she would go back, she said it was not clear, and she was busy with her graduation defense recently.

It looks like she will return to her hometown to work soon, should I follow her back?

The point is that I didn't get my diploma, what kind of job can I find when I go back, and the thought of facing new environmental changes suddenly makes me feel anxious.

After that, she didn't go online much for more than a month, saying that she was busy preparing for the defense, and I didn't bother her.

One night, I was repairing a machine, and Uncle Wang suddenly called out to me: "Xiao Wu, someone is looking for you!"

I walked to the bar and was pleasantly surprised to find that she came, and I didn't see her for almost two months.

Her hair was permed in a large chestnut-brown wavy, half in front and half in the back. Wearing an orange and yellow nunnic dress outside, it shows off her waist. He wore a long-sleeved black undershirt, a pair of small mid-cut leather boots under his calves, and a small black leather bag on his shoulder.

Because the undershirt has a low round neckline, it is snow-white from the neck down, but fortunately, the V-neckline of the dress covers both sides, otherwise my eyes will almost be blinded.

What's worse is that the hair is draped back and an ear with delicate earrings is exposed!

Oh, my God!!

Where does she still have a little bit of a student's appearance!

It's so unbelievable!

How many men have to be seen by walking on the road like this!

"Are you at work today?" she interrupted my ramblings with a smile.

"Yes, did you pass your graduation defense?"

"It's passed, I'm so happy!"

"Oh, that's great, you..." I wanted to go on to say if you came to the Internet today, but luckily I didn't say it.

She bit her lip slightly, a flush suddenly flashed on her face, and she turned her eyes to the side and asked me softly, "I want to go to the West Lake for a walk, are you free?"

I was only a little nervous when I heard this, and my heart suddenly rose to my throat, and I didn't know how to answer.

At this time, Uncle Wang accosted beside him: "If you are free, if you are free, you can go and play, and I will take care of it at night." ”

I turned my head to look at him, and he looked at us and smiled.

I looked at him with a burst of gratitude, and turned back to her and said, "Then you wait for me for a few minutes, and I'll fix this machine first." ”

She nodded to me, and I immediately returned to the broken machine, and I didn't have the heart to repair it, so I put the machine back in two clicks, and then said thank you to Uncle Wang and went out.

The Internet café is not very far from the West Lake, but it is still too far to walk, so I went to the side of the road and stopped a taxi and asked her to go first, and I sat outside.

Although I didn't say a word to her along the way, and she didn't say anything to me, my heart was full of all kinds of mixed thoughts and emotions, and I guess she was too.

While smelling the faint body fragrance wafting from her body, I restrained my excitement and thick breathing, and pressed my hands on my knees, otherwise I would tremble.

"It's a shame to let a girl ask me out. ”

"What will I do later?"

"If it's late, do you want to open the room?"

"She's definitely in love with me, right?"

"Otherwise, why would you ask me to go to West Lake?"

At the thought of opening a room, I couldn't help but tremble with excitement.

Fortunately, I had arrived at West Lake at this time, and the car was parked on the side of the road in a gazebo near the broken bridge, I paid for the car, got out of the car, took a deep breath, and exhaled again, finally calming down the tension.

By this time, it was completely dark, and there were far fewer tourists on the side of the road than during the day, except for the still busy traffic. The street lights along the West Lake have all been turned on, the trees by the lake are full of neon tubes, and there are bustling lights everywhere from far to near, and the lake surface is shining with scales. The two walked across the broken bridge and walked along the path of the white causeway by the lake.

I really want to open my mouth to find some topics, but I don't know what to say, although I flirt on QQ very well, which can be called a love saint, but the love saint will become a wooden man in reality, and he can only look around while walking.

I suddenly noticed a couple sitting on a bench on the side of the road hugging and talking, and I instantly got a revelation and said to her, "Why don't we sit down?" ”

"Well, okay. She replied in such a soft voice that my heart melted when I heard it.

"There are so many people here, let's go any further. ”

After walking for a long time, I finally found a bench with few people nearby and sat down.

"Why do you have so long hair?"

"Maybe a little lazy, I've been afraid of haircuts since I was a child. ”

"Why?"

"It hurts when you shave your head. "I remember when I was a kid and I was stuck in my hair with that electric razor and pulled hard, so I never took the initiative to shave my head if no one urged me. If everyone in the world was like me, shaving their heads flat every time and then raising them until it was a hassle to wash their hair, there would be no barbershops in the world.

"I thought you were learning to be a boy. ”

"Who's Tsai?"

"Zhou Yumin, who plays the flower class in "Meteor Garden". ”

"Oh~!"Meteor Garden" I know, there are indeed long hairs in it. ”

"Do you like Zhou Yumin?" I asked her a little expectantly.

"No, I like Daoming Temple the most. ”

Although I don't watch "Meteor Garden", I don't like Daoming Temple, it was originally that when Lao K was watching, I occasionally saw the domineering appearance of Daoming Temple and didn't like this person, and now I don't like it even more.

Not only did I have long hair, but I also wore jeans with holes in my knees. I used to see my brother take a pair of scissors and click on his jeans and cut a hole, and I thought he was doing something, but then I learned that it was a decadent style.

I probably belong to that decadent style, because the hole in the pants is grinded out by itself, and I used to hesitate to throw it away after grinding out the hole, but it costs more than 100 to buy a new one, and I want others to deliberately make holes to wear, so I don't feel ashamed to wear it.

There is an oncoming wind on the lake, and although the weather is no longer cold, there is still a chill when the wind blows at night.

I looked at her bare legs and asked her if she was cold, she said it was a little cold, so I took her into my arms, it was very natural, and I couldn't help but admire my level of improvisation.

Her head rested on my arms, and the bursts of scent and body fragrance completely intoxicated me, and I closed my eyes, which I guess she should have closed at this time.

She could definitely hear my heartbeat, but my heart was beating very smoothly at this point, a state of complete possession and contentment.

Holding the beloved woman in your arms, I used to fantasize about this plot when I read Jin Yong's novels, but today my dream has finally come true, what should I do next?

Isn't it supposed to be kissing?

I thought about it, the next step should be kissing, my first kiss is coming soon!

But I lowered my head and found that the posture was wrong, her face was slightly downward, and I couldn't kiss her no matter how much I looked down.

"Let's change positions!" I pulled my right arm away, and she sat up.

Then I took her by the arms and sat her on my side on my laps, then put my left arm on her head, and then hugged her body tightly with both hands.

The faint scale light from the lake reflected on her face, and only half of her face could be seen slightly, her lips were slightly open, her eyes were closed, and her eyelashes should be long, but the light was too weak to see clearly.

It's so beautiful, this is the person I've been thinking about for a long time, and it's in my arms at the moment.

After appreciating the satisfaction, I also closed my eyes and groped with my lips to find her lips, her face was a little cold, I pressed it to her lips, and then kissed it deeply.

The kiss was not what I had imagined at first, and her teeth were a little hard when they touched her. But soon the two men mastered the trick, avoiding the hard teeth, and the two soft tongues entangled, collided, attracted, and left each other.

It feels so wonderful!

Suddenly, I felt that her body was reacting a little abnormally, so I stopped and asked her what was wrong.

She nodded, saying that there was a little pain in her heart, and I was afraid that she was too nervous, so I gently rubbed her heart with my hand, and although my hand could fully touch her tight breasts at the moment, I didn't have any thoughts, because her face was really not good-looking.

After a while, her frowning brow soothed, and I saw that she was more comfortable, and told her that I would send you back, it was too cold here, and she nodded. So I helped her back to the side of the road, took a taxi to take her back to school, and after getting out of the car, she walked into the school gate, turned around and waved to me and said you go back to work, but there was a melancholy look on her face that made me feel uneasy.

I told her to go back and rest, and I watched her walk into the campus, and I left after the figure disappeared.