June 29th

I looked at Ma Chu, whose eyes were full of hatred, and his eyes were already red at this time, and I didn't dare to provoke him easily. Besides, now that the handle is in his hands, I dare not refuse his threats. I sobbed and nodded at him. Ma Chu leaned down on my neck again and bit down again. I shuddered in pain and tried to suppress my crying. Ma Chu must be crazy, his mind is out of order.

Ma Chu patted my cheek lightly, and said intimately, see you in the evening, and walk away.

I put the book in my hand back on the shelf. Wiping a few handfuls of tears with the back of his hand, he lowered his head and walked out of the reading room silently. I stood on the steps in front of the library, thinking about how I should lie to Luo Shicheng so that I could get out tonight and go to Ma Chu's house. I didn't want to deceive anyone, but I had to lie. The object of the lie turned out to be Luo Shicheng, who loved me very much. If I lied to him this time, will he ever believe me again?

But I couldn't do better. I just want Ma Chu to delete that photo at the moment, and don't let Luo Shicheng see it. If I tell Luo Shicheng the truth and say that the photo in Ma Chu's hand is fake, will Luo Shicheng believe me? The kiss marks and tooth marks on my neck are very real. Now I really have a mouth and can't tell. I'm afraid these kiss marks won't disappear soon, right?

I thought about it and called Du Xiaofan. Du Xiaofan was in her clothing store when she heard my voice overjoyed and chirping. I waited for her to finally be quiet, and then I said to her anxiously, Xiaofan, please listen to me quietly and don't interrupt me. I have something to go out tonight, and I will lie to Luo Shicheng, saying that you are sick and need me to take care of you for a few days. If Luo Shicheng calls you, don't answer it, lest you miss it.

Du Xiaofan was confused. Bai Bing, are you going to elope with another man? Otherwise, how could it be so mysterious? No matter what you want to do, I will support you, don't worry, I won't answer Luo Shicheng's call if you kill me, anyway, he doesn't know where my family lives?

I thanked her gratefully and said that I would stay with her for a week when I was done. In a week, the kiss marks on my neck should be gone, right? I don't dare to tell Du Xiaofan the truth, if she knew the truth, she would definitely go to Ma Chu to settle accounts. In that case, Ma Chu held the photo, maybe he would make some article. I don't want Luo Shicheng to think that my old love is unforgettable, and I don't want him to think that I still have the possibility of getting back together with Ma Chu.

I arranged for Du Xiaofan to be there, and sent a text message to Luo Shicheng. said that Du Xiaofan was sick, I was going to take care of her for a week, and I wouldn't be back to the apartment recently, please rest assured. Then, with the phone turned on, I removed the phone's battery. Supposedly, when someone calls my phone, they will be told that my phone is not in the service area. It's better than turning off my phone and not answering the phone. Otherwise, it will make Luo Shicheng suspicious.

I did everything I needed to clean up and walked towards the bus stop. Machu's home, far from here, takes more than an hour by bus. I stepped onto the bus, clocked in, and sat down in the last row. My heart was full of sorrow, and I felt sorry for myself when I had just completely devoted myself to Luo Shicheng, and I met the frenzied Ma Chu. Am I happy and sad, or am I born to die?

I bumped for more than an hour, and finally arrived at the tram stop downstairs at Ma Chu's house. As soon as I saw the time, it was not yet seven o'clock, so I walked into a dessert shop on the side of the road and asked for a cup of bubble tea. I have a lot of things in my head, and I can't figure it out. I don't even dare to think about it, if Luo Shicheng finds out afterwards, how can I explain it to him? I had a splitting headache and lay on the table, closed my eyes, and forced myself to rest for a while.

After a long time, I looked up at the time, and it was half past ten minutes. My heart sank suddenly, for fear that if I took this step, I would be followed by an abyss. But if you can't move forward, you are afraid that the hard-won happiness in front of you will be ruthlessly ruined by Ma Chu. I drank the milk tea in my cup, stood up, and walked out the door blankly.

Ma Chu's home is just across the road. I looked at the traffic in front of me, and I felt dizzy in front of me. I rubbed my temples, pulled myself together, and prepared to cross the street. That's when I heard someone calling out to me.

Bai Bing, such a coincidence, can I meet you anywhere? This is Chen Jiao's voice.

I felt incredible, followed the sound and looked over, and saw Chen Jiao holding Lao Song's arm and walking behind me. I looked at them in amazement, unsure of their relationship. Lao Song saw that it was me, greeted me with a smile, and at the same time shook off the hand that Chen Jiao was carrying on him. Chen Jiao's face was a little unbearable, red and white.

I hurriedly called Brother Song and nodded respectfully. I took the initiative to tell them that I had something to do here, so let them get busy.

Lao Song said goodbye happily and continued to walk forward with Chen Jiao. Not far ahead, there is a high-end hotel, maybe they are going to a dinner. Sure enough, Lao Song and Chen Jiao both walked into the door of the hotel. I saw that they had all entered, so I quickly crossed the road and walked quickly into the community of Ma Chu's family.

This community is the last thing I want to look back on. As soon as I approached here, my mind was full of Ma Chu's mother's mean face and his father's zombie face. Ma Chu's mother, the cynicism she had told me before, came to mind at this moment. It turns out that there is a memory of the pain. Some memories can be diluted by the world. There are some memories that I want to forget, but I can't do it.

I stumbled to the door of Ma Chu's house. I mustered up the courage to raise my hand and was about to knock on the door, but I withdrew my hand again. I suddenly regretted in my heart that I shouldn't have been smart enough to come to see Ma Chu alone. I wanted to retreat at the moment, and I hesitated and turned slowly, intending to run away. Suddenly I heard a "squeak" and the door behind me opened. I hurried to the elevator, only to be dragged back by the arm behind me.

Bing'er, since you've been here, why did you change your mind again? Ma Chu dragged me into the house and slammed the door shut. I looked at the home I once knew, it was still the same as before, spotless, and the windows were clear. It's just that Ma Chu and I at this time are already things and people, and we are strangers.

Bing'er, what would you like to drink? I made a steak, shall we have some dry red? Ma Chu's mood seems to be good at the moment.

I looked at Ma Chu, and this look, it didn't matter, it almost scared me out. Ma Chu, who has always been well-dressed, looked like he had just come out of the bath at this time. He only wore a blue bath towel around his waist. I felt something was wrong and my palms started to sweat.

I forced my composure and said, Ma Chu, you may have misunderstood me. The photos you posted on the Internet really didn't do it, nor did they do it. Please trust me, okay? Also, can you change your clothes? In this way, we will speak more naturally.

Ma Chu snorted coldly a few times and slowly walked towards me. He walked up to me, took my hand, and asked me in a muffled voice, Bing'er, are you afraid? Do you know what is lacking in my heart right now? My biggest regret is that when we were in love, I didn't really get you! I was a fucking idiot, I cared about your feelings at the time, I didn't want to go against your will, I thought you were my one sooner or later. I have needs, I'd rather fool around with that Chen Jiao outside than force you. But what did I get in the end?

I slowly raised my eyes and met Ma Chu's red eyes. said bitterly, Ma Chu, can you not distort the facts, let alone shirk responsibility? At the beginning, it was you, not me, who proposed to break up. It's you who dislike me, don't want me anymore, and ask me to go through the divorce procedures with you as soon as possible. The person who ends this relationship is you, not me! Chen Jiao has a problem with herself, but what about yourself? If you have a firm position, how can you be easily attracted to Chen Jiao?

Ma Chu gritted his teeth angrily and grabbed me by the throat. Bing'er, don't irritate me! Although I regretted my marriage at the beginning, didn't I regret it later? Didn't I beg you not to leave me? Why didn't you say yes then? You have only known that Luo Shicheng for a few days, and you and he have both stayed and flown together? But when I wanted you, why didn't you even agree to it! If you could satisfy me at the beginning, how could I not withstand Chen Jiao's charm? Do you know how strong our men's instincts are? If I hadn't had Chen Jiao to vent, then I would have been suffocated a long time ago!

I was so angry by Ma Chu's strong words that I was so angry that my heart was suffocated. Ma Chu, you are really unreasonable. It's clear that you yourself are disloyal to your feelings and misbehave, but you pass the buck to others. I really look down on you, you don't look like a man!

Ma Chu's hand grabbed my throat and suddenly exerted force, and I instantly felt difficult to breathe, and my face and neck felt swollen and uncomfortable at the same time. I closed my eyes in agony, and my body went limp.

Bing'er, Bing'er! Ma Chu called out to me urgently, put me down on the couch, and told me to lie flat. I woke up in a coma and looked at Ma Chu distractedly. Tears welled up in the corners of my eyes, and I explained to him again that I really didn't do your online photos. I breathed a faint breath and struggled to express it.

Ma Chu finally nodded. He lowered his head heavily, and when he lifted it again, it was full of tears. Bing'er, do you know what I went through that night? I was almost humiliated, almost worse than dead. All of this was given by Bara Shicheng. I told you a long time ago that he is not a good type, he is a devil and has a ruthless heart. I lost the dignity of a man that night, and begged them bitterly. Finally, at the last moment, one of them took pity on me, rescued me, and took me away overnight. Otherwise, will I still have the face to live in this life? The man who saved me is the same person you met in the library today.

I thought back to the photo of Ma Chu being posted on the Internet, corresponding to the words Ma Chu had just narrated, and finally figured out what was going on. This is indeed too cruel for Ma Chu, who was originally a tsundere doctor, but now he has nothing. I cried and said to Ma Chu, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. Hopefully you'll pick yourself up and start over.

Ma Chu said discouragedly, start over? It's easier said than done. Now I'm ruined, and everyone looks at me like a monster and says I'm a fucking pervert. The outside world doesn't know the truth, they don't understand that I am a victim, they think that I am out there and afraid of being stolen by others. How do I explain this kind of thing? Isn't it getting darker and darker? Bing'er, I really love you, let's get back together and change city life, okay?

I shook my head and said no, because I already have a boyfriend.

Ma Chu's seemingly revived sanity suddenly disappeared. His pained eyes were filled with despair. He stopped talking and pressed him viciously. I struggled silently, not wanting my happiness to be ruined like this. I called out to Luo Shicheng in my heart, hoping that he would appear immediately and save me.

I was so desperate that I was remorseful. I don't have the ability to come and solve the problem alone. Just as I was about to collapse, there was a knock on the door. Ma Chu ignored the knock on the door. The knock on the door was more urgent, and there was no intention of stopping. Ma Chu approached me several times, but was interrupted by a knock at the door, and seemed to have lost interest. He wrapped himself in a bath towel, ran to the door, and opened the door.

What are you doing here? Ma Chu asked impatiently.

Why can't I come? I am very happy in my heart, the person who came is Chen Jiao. This woman, whom I despise, helped me at a critical moment. Perhaps, she just wants to redeem a part of herself.