June 28th

That night at the hotel in Xicheng, I was blocked in the bathroom by Chen Jiao and listened to her say a lot of things about Ma Chu. When I finally got rid of Chen Jiao and walked out of the bathroom, I saw Luo Shicheng crossing his legs, leaning against the white wall opposite. He smoked a cigarette leisurely, but his eyes were fixed on me.

I was delayed in the bathroom for too long, which must have worried Luo Shicheng. I smiled apologetically at Luo Shicheng.

Bing'er, what are you doing in there, such a long day? Luo Shicheng asked with a frown.

Well, nothing. I happened to meet Chen Jiao, and she chatted with me for a while. I said it lightly.

Luo Shicheng looked at me seriously. Bing'er, Chen Jiao, that woman, is not your kind. You'd better not associate with her in the future and stay away from her!

I nodded and followed Luo Shicheng back to the private room. Since it was not early, we went into the house and talked for a while, and then we went our separate ways.

On the way back to the apartment, I wanted to ask Luo Shicheng about Ma Chu's situation several times, and I also wanted him to help Ma Chu. But after thinking about it again, he didn't speak. Men are more careful than women in love. If I care too much about Ma Chu, maybe it will make Ma Chu's situation even worse. However, I intuitively guessed that if Luo Shicheng wanted to help Ma Chu, it would be easy.

At night, I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. Luo Shicheng, who had been asleep for a long time, was accidentally disturbed by me and woke up. I secretly complained in my heart, so I had to squint my eyes and pretend to sleep. I heard him get off the floor, go to the bathroom, and lay gently on his side next to my pillow. He gently wrapped his arm around me and exhaled in my ear, tickling and uncomfortable.

I turned my back to him, not daring to move, my eyes closed. I counted the sheep, the black sheep, the white sheep, the black sheep, the white sheep、、、、、、 and so on, and my mind was still not sleepy.

Luo Shicheng's arm, after being silent for a while, began to be dishonest.

My heart was filled with a sense of guilt, and I was deeply remorseful when I was still sane. I miss the pure self in the past, my mind is innocent, and I don't have any impure thoughts.

My lips oozed a salty taste, and my mind struggled. Luo Shicheng is silent, breathing, slow and logical. He had no compulsion, and was so gentle that he could let all the fortresses rout.

I waited for Luo Shicheng to say something to me, hoping that he would take the initiative to hug me, so as to preserve my self-esteem. But he remained motionless, and did not make any further moves.

I was unwilling to fall, but I was powerless to stop it. My body began to tremble slightly, and I cried weakly.

I turned around and threw myself into Luo Shicheng's generous embrace. My heart pleaded bitterly with him.

The room was filled with moonlight. In my confusion and pain, I saw Luo Shicheng's wonderful face, and a cruel smile appeared. He was appreciating my struggles, playing with my inner struggles.

Bing'er, what's wrong with you? Luo Shicheng asked me innocently. It seems that he intends to completely tear away my hypocrisy today, and he is ruthlessly reforming me to make me completely obedient to him.

I felt my body temperature rise little by little, and I was about to burn into a fireball. Luo Shicheng, I thought, I thought、、、、、、 I muttered, I didn't have the courage to say it completely.

Bing'er, you have to beg me. Luo Shicheng smiled wickedly.

It was a night of a lifetime that I will never forget.

As long as it is an emotional appeal of love, it is beautiful and holy. This is not a shame, it is not a sin, but the fullest deliverance.

Luo Shicheng is my initiator in this regard. I am grateful to him for his determination and for his courage to change me. Otherwise, I am afraid that my heart will be entangled with this for the rest of my life, and I will never touch the sexiest side of human nature.

I cried for a long time in Luo Shicheng's arms afterwards. Luo Shicheng comforted me distressedly.

For the first time, I pleaded my heart to Luo Shicheng and told him that I had been harassed by the big boy next door when I was a child, and since then I have left a deep shadow in my heart. So much so, when I grow up, I will have an inexplicable fear and disgust for men.

Luo Shicheng lifted up and kissed the tears on my face little by little. Bing'er, can you tell me about this experience?

I relaxed all my guards at the moment, and I felt that my heart had been completely opened to Luo Shicheng. I said yes in a daze, nodded slightly, and a deep sleepiness suddenly overwhelmed me. I don't know what else I've said, I don't know anything.

By the time I finally woke up from my sleep, it was noon the next day. Luo Shicheng has left, with a loving note still left by the pillow, and a delicate breakfast on the coffee table. I looked out the window at the bright sunlight and felt as if it was not the same as before. The pain and heaviness that had been deposited in my heart had disappeared, and it was as if I had finally finished the hardships of Nirvana and ushered in a new life.

All the misfortunes and sufferings of the past seem to have been arranged by God. It turns out that as long as we persevere in moving forward, the suffering we have suffered will definitely be solved at some point. Whether it's an epiphany or a lucky one, it often happens at an unexpected moment. The premise is that we cannot give up hope, which is the most precious asset.

I ate without distractions and prepared to go to the library to read. I changed into a pair of black harem pants and a white short-sleeved shirt on my top. I spread my long, seaweed-like hair and rubbed it vigorously, and it naturally fluffed up. I carried a black canvas backpack with mineral water and wallet key tissues and walked out the door lightly. I'm going to read a book today, but I need to use my eyes, and I put on a pair of black-framed myopia glasses as I walked.

I usually don't want to wear glasses, I feel like an old-fashioned old nun with glasses. Fortunately, the degree of myopia is not particularly high, and it is so-so without eyes, but things that are too far away can not be seen clearly. I usually wear myopia glasses only when I am working and reading.

I got on the bus to the library, and half an hour later, I got off at the library stop. I got out of the car and turned right and went straight, standing in front of the zebra crossing at the intersection and waiting for the signal light. After this intersection, the high-rise building in the compound opposite is the library. The green light on the opposite side came on, and the pedestrians hurriedly picked up their pace and walked to the opposite side of the road in anticipation.

As I walked into the library building, I immediately felt a touch of shade away from the world. I felt like I was back in college, carrying a bottle of water and a loaf of bread and soaking in the library all day. I walked into the reading room on the first floor, browsed through the rows of books on the shelves, and chose the books I wanted to read.

The waitress at the door, a young woman, was lying on the table and napping. Inside, only a few people were reading. There are a lot of bookshelves, row by row, row upon row, which makes the dotted people seem dispensable. I walked to the last row of bookshelves and reached for a thick bound book.

I used to love writing when I was in school, and it was during this time that I suddenly started to write again. If I could, I could write for a living, no matter how much, as long as I could survive. This idea has no match, and I have nothing to do today, so I simply came over to learn about the style of the journal.

I was flipping through the columns of the books when I heard two men walking and talking in a low voice, coming towards me. I closed the book and leaned sideways to make way for the room. Unexpectedly, the two men passing by in front of him, one was Ma Chu, and the other was the man he had seen at the old Song wine table that time. Ma Chu hasn't seen him for a few days, he has lost a lot of weight, his spirit is a little decadent, and his eyebrows are still as beautiful as before. The man who accompanied him had an extraordinary bearing, and his eyes looking at Ma Chu were full of pampering, so soft that he could wring out water.

I didn't dare to say anything, I wanted to say hello, but I didn't dare. I just held my breath and bowed my head slightly, waiting for them to walk past my eyes.

Hi Bai Bing, how are you? Alas, just as they were passing in front of me, Machu unexpectedly spotted me. He looked at me with a complicated expression, and he stopped talking, his eyes full of anger.

Hi Ma Chu, are you 、、、、、、 okay? I couldn't find anything else to say, so I had to say this.

Ma Chu's eyes are full of vicissitudes now, but they are a little more clear, like a survivor after the catastrophe. He glared at me angrily, pursed the corners of his mouth, and said loudly, Bai Bing, thanks to you, I haven't died yet, did I disappoint you?

The man beside Ma Chu also recognized me at this time. He nodded at me and asked politely, as far as you are concerned, didn't Mr. Luo come?

I reluctantly smiled and replied that I had come by myself, and he was busy with the company's affairs.

Ma Chu said to the man beside him, I have something to do with Bai Bing, if you want to, go to the café opposite and wait for me. The man's face was unhappy, but when he saw the stubbornness on Ma Chu's face, he didn't seem to be able to bear to blame anything, so he had to smile with love and hate. Before leaving, he whispered to Ma Chu, little villain, don't let me wait too long! Ma Chu nodded, his face a little embarrassed.

I don't know why, I think it's a little awkward between Ma Chu and this man, anyway, it's uncomfortable to look at. However, it is not clear why. Ma Chu and I looked at the man's back, listening to his footsteps drifting away, and then we looked at each other.

Ma Chu stretched out his hand and pulled me into his arms, and said viciously, Bing'er, you hate me so much? Have you long hoped that I would be ruined so that I could avenge your repentance? You have caused me to suffer a great shame in this life, and you want to post the moment of my loss of dignity on the Internet, so that the whole world will know about it! Believe it or not, I can let Luo Shicheng go to prison for a few years?

I angrily reprimanded Ma Chu in a low voice, don't talk nonsense, that incident was not done by me at all, nor did Luo Shicheng do it. I struggled to break free, but Ma Chu held me tightly. This is the library, I don't dare to speak loudly, I stare at Ma Chu forbearingly.

Ma Chu smiled wryly, tilted his head on my neck, and sucked hard, again and again. In the end, he took a hard bite of it! I was in so much pain that tears flowed down my face.

Ma Chu finally let go of me, looked at me and smiled viciously. Bing'er, see how you go back and deal with Luo Shi? On your neck, in addition to the marks of my kiss, there are also the tooth marks that I vented when I was in trouble! Look at the picture on my phone again, haha!

I looked at Ma Chu's phone in panic and saw a photo of me hugging him intimately, Ma Chu was kissing me fiercely. Ma Chu, you are so despicable!

Ma Chu smiled coldly, Bing'er, each other. When I go back, I can use the software to turn the background of this photo into a bathroom. Then, we can make all the clothes on our bodies disappear. You say, if Luo Shicheng saw this photo, what would he think? Bing'er, you must rush to my parents' house at half past seven tonight. They went on a trip and there was no one else at home. I'm going to make up for what I didn't do before! If you don't come, you do it at your own risk!