May 18

I was at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau, and after saying the last words to Ma Chu, I turned around and walked towards the bus stop in front.

I plan to go to the psychological counseling room where I used to work first and thank Zhang Xun, the boss there, in person. During my hospitalization, Zhang Xun came to the hospital to see me, and when he saw that I was taken care of, he was relieved to go. I'm going to get to work right away. If you don't go to work and let the boss pay you the same salary, you can't help but go after all. People are not related to me, why should they pay me for nothing? I can't take people's kindness and compassion for granted.

When I was single again, I had mixed feelings at this time, and I also felt relieved. Although I was humiliated and repented of my marriage by that scum of Ma Chu, but today in the face of him who asked to get back together, I did not hesitate to coldly refuse, which soothed my lost dignity a little. I caught the rape on the spot in his office, and I also slapped Xiao Sanyi, and then received 100,000 yuan in compensation from Ma Chu, which was enough to relieve my anger.

Although 100,000 yuan can't completely make up for the damage in my heart, it's better to have money than no money, right? I'm a Cinderella who has nothing, my grandmother doesn't hurt, my uncle doesn't love me, and even my own mother doesn't care about me. I've lived to be in my twenties, and I still don't know who my father is. My heart is always full of humility and lack of self-confidence. The predicament I live in is a constant reminder of how poor I am. My lack of relatives and isolation made me feel even more inferior.

I am not poor in general. Not only do I have no money, but I don't have family affection. The only person who can give me family affection is Yu Gang, but he is already in prison. The person who can give me friendship is my best friend Du Xiaofan. I hope she's always doing well, otherwise I won't even be able to get the warmth of friendship.

I stepped on the light and shadow of the leaves reflected on the ground, and Gu Ying thought about it with self-pity. I was bathed in the early summer sun, but my heart was cold and painful. Once, I thought that Ma Chu was my reliance in this city. On the day I got my marriage certificate with him, I couldn't sleep because I finally had a home. But this happiness came to naught so quickly. Is all happiness an illusion, and only misfortune is the eternal truth?

Recalling the happiness and sweetness of the past, it is like a game set by fate. From the very beginning, the ending has been written. I was trapped in the game, like an ignorant clown, indulging in joy and struggling. Nothing can be changed except to endure it involuntarily. Thinking of this, my tears welled up again. I quickly waved my hand to wipe away my tears, afraid of being seen by passers-by.

Suddenly, a big red car stopped in front of my eyes. I stopped in a hurry and almost landed on the trunk. I looked up in annoyance, and the car in front of me looked like a luxury car, and the logo was a black horse leaping high. I don't have the money to buy a car, so I don't know anything about cars, and I don't know the car brand in front of me. But I feel that this is a luxury car with a lot of money.

I walked around to the side of the car and walked briskly forward, right in front of me on the bus that I was going to take. I ran with my legs up, not caring about wearing high heels on my feet. At this moment, a long, solid and slender arm suddenly reached out from the window of the cab and grabbed my wrist strongly. I leaned over and almost fell, but the arm held me firmly.

I was stunned and breathed heavily. I thought, is there any robbery in this broad daylight? Or robbing in a luxury car?

Bai Bing, hurry up and get in the car! Before my mind could calm down, I heard some familiar voices. Turning his head in a panic, it turned out to be Luo Shicheng. His face, which was more handsome than a woman, shone with a fine golden light, and his skin was firm and fair, like a piece of fine white jade.

Why is it him again? I wanted to get angry, but when I thought of how he helped me, I held back and didn't have a seizure. The vehicle behind kept honking its horn. I looked back at the traffic and had to get in.

You're about to scare me to death, Luo Shicheng, I thought I had met bandits just now! I'm glad I didn't have a heart attack, otherwise I would have hung up just now.

Luo Shicheng smiled brightly and glanced at me, with a ruffian face. How about getting back to feeling single, okay? Back in the blue sky, you can finally fly freely. He teased me excitedly, as if it was not me who had returned to the blue sky, but himself.

I sighed helplessly. Alas, the blue sky I have returned to is a life with no end in sight, and a life full of thorns and an uncertain future. For me, the most important thing is how to live? And unlike those who don't have to worry about food and clothing, they change their tricks all day and think about how to live?

Luo Shicheng stopped teasing me and looked at me seriously. Okay, girl, your thoughts are quite profound. Where are you going, I'll send you, I happen to be idle today and have nothing to do.

I didn't speak, I didn't want this stranger to know too much about myself.

Seeing that I didn't speak, he started to play the steering wheel. Since there is nowhere to go, go to me, and we will celebrate your triumphant victory! Ma Chuna's grandson actually surrendered to you at the last moment, but you arrogantly refused! This is really face-saving, if it weren't for your appearance like a fairy and charming, then how could you be reluctant to give up? However, you don't look like a winner at all.

I didn't wait for him to finish speaking, and quickly reported the address of the counseling room.

When Luo Shicheng heard this address, he smiled happily. Isn't this the famous Zhang Xun Psychological Counseling Room? I have the same disease as you, and I also need the guidance of a psychiatrist.

I laughed and cried and said that I was not sick, that I was the staff there.

Ah, I see. It doesn't matter, I'm sick, it's best for you to channel the confusion and pain in my heart. He said matter-of-factly.

I looked at him with sympathy as I stared at his face, which had suddenly become serious. Unexpectedly, he seems to be cynical, but he also hides sorrow in his heart. I muttered that I was just Zhang Xun's assistant, so it would be better to let him treat you.

Luo Shicheng turned his head to look at me, and suddenly burst into laughter, laughing for a long time, but he couldn't stop laughing.

It turned out that he was playing tricks on me. I snorted disapprovingly, looked ahead alone, and ignored him.

Hey, don't be angry, I'm turning grief into strength. You see, in front of it is Zhang Xun's psychological counseling room. Luo Shicheng tried his best to hold back a laugh and parked the car on the side of the road.

I got out of the car and walked straight ahead. I pushed open the familiar door and saw Zhang Xun with a slender and gentle posture. Zhang Xun is usually taciturn and a quiet and meticulous man.

Zhang Xun saw that it was me who walked in, and smiled unexpectedly. How are you, Bai Bing? Didn't I tell you to recuperate at home for half a year and then come back to work?

Boss, I'm now out of the hospital and can go to work. I looked at Zhang Xun with gratitude.

I secretly looked at Zhang Xun. His deep and sometimes melancholy eyes are especially like Leslie Cheung. The kind of beauty that appears in him is a feminine and restrained beauty, like a lonely flower blooming in the dark night.

Bai Bing, sit down. Zhang Xun walked over and patted me on the shoulder gently.

At this time, Luo Shicheng pushed the door in, still holding two bottles of red wine in his hands.

Zhang Xun's eyes lit up when he saw Luo Shicheng. Why are you free to come here today, Mr. Luo?

I was amazed that they knew each other by such a coincidence. Mr. Luo? I wondered in my heart, is this Luo Shicheng really not an ordinary person?

Luo Shicheng took out a lighter, lit a cigarette for himself, and took a puff very handsomely. Why can't I come? I have a mental illness, so I specially asked your assistant to save me! He smiled faintly, walked over to Zhang Xun, and handed him the red wine. This is brought back from abroad by a friend, you can keep it for yourself!

Zhang Xun looked at me strangely, and his puzzled gaze fell on my face.

I hurriedly explained. This Mr. Luo is my life-saving benefactor. He took me to the hospital the night I was stabbed.

Zhang Xun nodded suddenly in realization. He smiled approvingly at Luo Shicheng. Okay, Young Master Luo, we have been classmates in college for four years, and I have always thought that you are a cold-blooded animal. I didn't expect that now I would be a hero to save the beauty, which impressed me.

Luo Shicheng smiled noncommittally. Then, he looked at me very seriously. Bai Bing, when will you channel my soul? I'm serious, not kidding.

I quickly waved my hand and said, I can't do it, I'm just an assistant.

Zhang Xun looked at me with an embarrassed face and smiled silently. He walked up to me and said encouragingly, "You can show me, classmate Luo." Anyway, he is not an outsider and does not dare to complain!

I reluctantly stood up and walked into the studio with Luo Shicheng.

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I looked away from my journal and looked out the window at the blue sky.

In this diary, the red sports car described is obviously Luo Shicheng's car. However, why is it exactly the same as Gu Ya's red sports car? Could it be that the car Gu Ya is driving now was given to her by Luo Shicheng?

Luo Shicheng and Zhang Xun are actually college classmates, which I didn't expect. No wonder, Luo Shicheng told me that he had come to me for psychological counseling. It turned out that this was nothing more than a cover for him to get close to me in the first place!

What kind of relationship is Gu Ya and Luo Shicheng? If it was an ordinary relationship, how could he give Gu Ya millions of luxury cars?