May 15th

I saw that the 100,000 yuan I called by Ma Chu had arrived smoothly, and I suddenly felt a lot more relieved. I immediately sent a text message to Ma Chu and made an appointment to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau early tomorrow morning to go through the divorce procedures.

Good. Ma Chu just replied with a quick and simple word.

I think that Ma Chu can finally get his wish, and he can blatantly go to that little nurse in the future.

Money, while not a good thing, is not a bad thing either. It can help you heal the pain in your heart, and it can also help your unbalanced heart gradually calm down. Since the facts can no longer be changed, then fighting for the necessary financial compensation for yourself can be regarded as giving yourself an explanation.

I woke up early the next morning, put on light makeup, put on pink lipstick, and put on a snow-white lace dress. I want to say goodbye to Ma Chu beautifully, and I want to turn around and go away gorgeously. I want that scumbag to know that since he doesn't know how to cherish me, I'm not uncommon to be with him! I want him to remember my beauty, and I want to keep my most beautiful moments in his memory. I want to make him regret losing me for the rest of his life!

Ma Chu and I came to the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau as promised. When I arrived, he was already waiting there. He wore a white suit today, and he looked very elegant and gentle, just like the impression he had made on me in the past. I always thought that he was a very traditional man. But yesterday morning, I saw him fighting with the little nurse like a field, and I couldn't believe that he was that kind of person. What a well-dressed beast, he himself was a thief, but when I was in danger, he suspected me of humiliating me, and did not hesitate to repent of my marriage.

I looked at his innocent-looking face, and my heart was stabbed fiercely. The scenes during my relationship with him unconsciously came to mind. Pain is inevitable, and my heart is not as determined as I thought. My tears flowed down inexplicably. I feel heartbroken, my heart hurts, I can't tell, is it for Ma Chu, a scumbag, or for what happened to me, or for the past time in love?

Ma Chu's face today was very calm, and his eyes were full of melancholy. He stared at me for a few moments, his gaze falling on me, moving up and down. He was looking at me, and there was surprise in his eyes. I don't usually wear makeup, and I rarely use lipstick. Today, I gave Ma Chu a different feeling.

Ma Chu walked up to me calmly. Bai Bing, the Civil Affairs Bureau still has more than half an hour to work, let's go to the café opposite and sit down. Ma Chu's attitude was beyond my expectations. The anger and contempt in his eyes when he looked at me were gone.

As the saying goes, it's good to get together and disperse, and I don't need to be so careful. I hesitated for a moment, then nodded. So, I followed him across the lonely street to the café opposite.

We sat opposite each other by the window. Outside the window, there is a row of French plane trees with rich leaves. The faint morning light sprinkled among the green leaves, and the speckled light jumped.

Machu ordered me a cappuccino and a chocolate mousse cake. These are the things I like every day, and he still remembers.

If you don't eat for nothing, even if he pours out the world's delicious food for me, he can't erase his ruthlessness towards me. I thought about it, trying my best to hide the embarrassment in my heart, and feasted disdainfully.

I quickly finished the cake, but Machu still sat quietly. I glanced at him strangely, puzzled by his unusual behavior.

Finished eating, white ice? Then let's have a good talk, I have something to say to you. First of all, I apologize to you for my previous attitude towards you, I'm sorry. Then, I want to ask your forgiveness, can we start over? Because, I've been thinking these days, perhaps, you really have nothing to do with that Yu Gang. I calmed down and reviewed the details of our relationship, and felt that you really didn't look like that kind of person.

I was surprised to hear that Ma Chu apologized to me and wanted to start over with me. I confess that the moment I first heard his confession, I was really moved. But then my mind came up with the unbearable scene of him and the little nurse. Then, the heart of excitement cooled down a little bit. I told myself, let's be a little bit better, don't heal the scar and forget the pain.

I smiled disdainfully at Ma Chu. Thank you, Machur, but I see you for who you really are. So, there is no other possibility between us than to break up. Besides, this ending is decided by you, and it is you who made it before my hospital bed. After we are clear, you can achieve positive results with that little nurse, and everything will be as you wish.

At the mention of the little nurse, Ma Chu immediately showed an embarrassed expression, and his fair face turned red. Bai Bing, I want to talk to you from the bottom of my heart today. That little nurse, Chen Jiao, has been pestering me, and during our relationship, I didn't resist the temptation and slept with her. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I am a normal man with physical needs. But you refused to give me such an opportunity. Of course, I don't want to shirk responsibility, it's all my fault. However, I didn't love that little nurse and didn't plan to have a future with her.

I was stunned by his words. Ma Chu, since you didn't intend to be responsible for that girl, why did you want to be like her?

Bai Bing, when Chen Jiao chased me from the beginning, she took the initiative to say that she would not let me be responsible for her, and her love for me was unconditional. She said that as long as I could give her that opportunity, I would be satisfied. From the very beginning, I told her that I already had a girlfriend. Even when we were getting married and we were going to get married, I told her the truth. I said, she is not the wife I wanted.

I looked out the window in silence. After a long time, I calmly said to Ma Chu, let's go through the divorce procedures, there is no possibility of getting back together between me and you. Because, I'm already disheartened with you, and I don't want to have a future. If you really care about me, you won't ignore me when I'm injured and hospitalized. They will not question my innocence and bring me to shame when I am not yet a servant. My mind is set up, and it cannot be changed.

I looked through the window at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, and was finally opened by a staff member. I stood up, grabbed my backpack, and prepared to leave.

When Ma Chu saw me get up, there was painful despair in his eyes. He suddenly reached out and grabbed my wrist. Bai Bing, sit down and give me a little more time, okay?

I sat down. Ma Chu, what else do you have to say?

Bai Bing, although I regretted my marriage at the beginning, I regret it now and don't want to break the marriage contract with you. Are you so ruthless to me, is it because of that Luo Shicheng? Could it be that just because he is a rich man, you don't miss my old feelings? I'm telling you, he's not a good guy, his background is extremely complicated, and it's not good for you to mess with him. Besides, a rich man like him can't be serious about you. He is still unmarried, and you are a woman with a history of marriage, how can he marry a woman who is married for the second time?

Impatiently, I stood up again. Ma Chu, I don't know that Luo Shicheng, everything about him has nothing to do with me, don't mess with the mandarin duck spectrum! I think you have a dirty heart and a problem in your brain, which is why you have so many unrealistic ideas.

Ma Chu looked at me suspiciously. If you don't know that Luo Shicheng, how can he take care of you like that? If you don't listen to my advice, don't regret it in the future. Luo Shicheng approached you, maybe there was another purpose, I don't want to see you die tragically in his hands in the future! Don't forget, it's easy to get on a thief ship, but if you want to get off a thief ship in the future, it's hard to get to the sky!

I got up in annoyance. As soon as he turned around, he crashed into a man's arms. Who's here listening to us? I looked up in exasperation, unable to believe my eyes. The one who appeared in front of me was Luo Shicheng.

Luo Shicheng took a step forward, looked at Ma Chu, and smiled suspiciously. Ma Chu, you kid have heard me clearly, if you dare to make irresponsible remarks about me behind my back in the future, I will abolish you!

Ma Chu stared at Luo Shicheng unconvinced, and finally didn't say a word.

Luo Shicheng turned to me and smiled evilly. Girl, your charm is really not to be underestimated, so quickly made that negative man regret not being at the beginning! Even I, Luo Shicheng, am ready to make a move on you. How about it, why don't you go through the divorce formalities with him in a while, let's just get the marriage certificate today, right?

I looked at Luo Shicheng's half-true smile and felt that he was the kind of person who deliberately stirred up the situation, lest the world be chaotic. I pushed him away, let go, and walked quickly out of the café.

Ma Chu and I walked into the Civil Affairs Bureau one after the other, and soon completed the divorce procedures.

Bai Bing, goodbye! Ma Chu walked out of the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau and turned to look at me, his eyes showing sadness and helplessness.

Is it true that some men are so cheap? Don't cherish what you get. Wait until you are about to lose it, and then try to keep it.

I glanced coldly at Ma Chu. said coldly, it's better not to see each other than to see each other, and I don't want to see you again in this life!

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Ma Chu actually warned me many years ago: It is impossible for a rich man like Luo Shicheng to be serious about me, especially for a woman like me who is married for the second time.

But it turned out that Ma Chu was wrong. Luo Shicheng not only took me seriously, but he stood up every time I was in the most crisis. If it weren't for his dedication to me, I wouldn't be as happy as I am today.

Is Chen Jiao really that despicable? Unconditionally for Ma Chu's pastime, regardless of the gain or loss. This kind of love, full of guilt, obviously will not end well. How many of the fate of the third party are good?

I can't wait to turn to the next journal entry to learn about my past as soon as possible.