I looked at Zhao Xiaomei and said, "Abbot, what abbot?" ”

Zhao Xiaomei said with a smile: "Dean Li, don't pretend, I know, you should have been harassed by that female ghost these days, if my guess is right, the corpse that appeared in the morgue for no reason should be the woman you said!"

"Looks like you're seeing it." I shook my head and said: "I thought there were no ghosts, but I didn't expect that there were really ghosts, I was often harassed by him these days, I know, he wanted me to help him pay for his life, so I have nothing to say, it was my medical accident, even if he killed me, I was to blame." ”

"Dean Li, don't think about it." Zhao Xiaomei persuaded: "After all, you don't want to, you are just saving people, who knows that in the end, that person will die in bed, so it's not your fault, you don't blame yourself, I believe you will be fine." ”

I shook my head and said, "You don't know, when you swore that you could save that person, but in the end you didn't save him, and I was really heartbroken when I watched him die in bed, just like watching my relatives die, my heart was very uncomfortable, and I saw that woman's mother, an old man of seventy or eighty years old, with gray hair, and the pain when she grabbed me and beat me, not the pain brought by the body, but the pain brought by the heart, and I will never forget that kind of scene." ”

"But, you always don't let go of yourself like this, how can you do it." Zhao Xiaomei said: "I know what you think in your heart, but you can't give up on yourself like this, Dean Li, you are my idol, I have heard about you since I came here, I admire you very much, since things have happened now, there is no way to make up for it, but you can save more people and make up for your past mistakes, if you die like this, you are sorry for the sacred profession of a doctor,"

I looked at Zhao Xiaomei and heard Zhao Xiaomei say this, and my heart was very touched: "Yes! No matter what, I can't die like this, I know that her death has become a fact, and I have no way to change it, but I can save one more person's life and make up for the mistakes I made, maybe when I am sixty or seventy years old and completely laid off, I can die and give an explanation to that person. ”

I thought about it for a while, and said with a cheerful smile: "Zhao Xiaomei, thank you very much, if it weren't for your enlightenment, I'm afraid I would have died, then I'm really sorry, this sacred profession, I figured it out, I can't die, at least I can't die now, I can save one more person's life, just save one more person's life, and when I retire, I'm leaving silently." ”

Zhao Xiaomei nodded and said, "Dean Li, just think whatever you want." ”

"The abbot you are talking about, which temple is the master?" I asked.

"It's Lingguang Temple, right here for us, there is a master in Lingguang Temple called Miaokong." Zhao Xiaomei said: "This person is very powerful, and before the end of the month, the second space Zen master in Lingguang Temple will preach the scriptures." ”

I asked suspiciously, "How is this wonderful void so powerful?" ”

"Well, I've encountered ghosts before." Zhao Xiaomei said: "Fortunately, I got the Huayan Sutra hand-copied by Master Miaokong, so I don't have to be harassed by that ghost, I will listen to Master Miaokong's lectures every month." ”

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I nodded and said, "That's the case, then I'll go see it tomorrow." ”

Zhao Xiaomei nodded: "Okay, then I'll go first, if you can't find a place tomorrow, I can also follow you and help you show you the way." ”

"You don't have to go." I laughed and said, "You just go to work!" I'll go there alone tomorrow, and if I can't find it, I'll call you. ”

"Hmm." Zhao Xiaomei got up and walked out of the office.

I watched Zhao Xiaomei leave, my heart was much more relaxed, how many days, the big stone that pressed on my heart finally fell, although I still have a little self-blame in my heart, but I will never want to die again, because I still have many people who have not been saved, so I must not die like this.

Even if I want to die, I have to retire and die again, as for now, just like my wife said, I still have to save others, I live in this world, I don't live for myself, I live to save others.

"Wife!" I suddenly thought of my wife, and I couldn't help but feel a little sad, how long has it been, how long has my wife left me, I tried not to think about it, but I still couldn't help but think about it.

I secretly said in my heart: "Wife, you wait for me any longer, when I retire, I will go to you, I don't have to do anything at that time, I will be by your side." ”

Time passed slowly, and at six or seven o'clock in the afternoon, I was just getting ready to leave work.

"Bumper."

There was an urgent knock on the door.

"Come in." I said.

The door of the office was pushed open, and a young nurse walked in from outside, the nurse looked at me and said, "Dean Li is not good, ward 102, the patient with heart disease, heart failure, heartbeat is about to stop. ”

"What!" I looked at the nurse and said, "It doesn't make sense, this person has obviously had surgery, there shouldn't be any major problems, is he frightened?" ”

"I don't know." The nurse shook her head.

I hurriedly walked out and said, "Come with me." ”

We walked out of the office and towards Ward 102, and as soon as we reached the door of the ward, we heard, "Oh no, the patient's vital signs are down, the heartbeat is starting to drop, 90, 80, it's still going down." ”

When I heard this, I hurriedly walked into the ward and said, "Xiao Zhang, Xiao Li, quickly use the electric cardioversion machine and electric shock." ”

"Hmm."

Xiao Zhang held the cardioversion machine in both hands and shocked the patient's heart, and I observed the ECG machine here and said, "Increase the current, electric shock." ”

"Boom."

Although the shock was lifted, there was no change in the heartbeat response, I looked at the ECG device, frowned, and said, "Give me more electricity, you must find a way to save this life for me." ”

"Boom"

When the cardioversion machine hits the patient's body, it emits a powerful force.

"Ugh." The man finally opened his eyes slowly, looked at me weakly and said, "Li, Dean Li." ”

"Stop." I looked down at the man and commanded.

Xiao Zhang and Xiao Li both stopped, and I walked up to the man and said, "Are you okay?" ”

"I'm afraid I'm dying." The man looked at me and said, "I'm sorry for you, you don't take my money, I thought I could get better, but I didn't expect that it would be better to die." ”

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"Don't say that." I hurriedly said: "We are doctors, it is our duty to treat diseases and save people, even if there is no money, we will not fail to save people, you believe me, I will definitely find a way to save you, you have to believe me, you must persevere." ”

"Huh...... Dean Li, don't comfort me. The man looked at me with a smile and said, "I know, my heart is weakening rapidly, I can feel my heart beating slower and slower, I am a farmer, I don't have much money, I wanted to repay you, but I'm afraid I can't repay you now." ”

"Don't say it, I'll save you." I'm sure.

"Li, Dean Li, can I say a word to you alone?" The man pleaded.

I nodded, looked at the other doctors and nurses, and said, "Okay, you all go down!" ”

The doctors and nurses looked at me and slowly exited the ward, I looked at the man and said, "Whatever you want to say to me, just say it!" ”

"Dean Li, my parents left me a long time ago, and I was working outside, but in the end, my wife ran away with someone else." The man said: "I originally thought that I had no relatives in this world, but I didn't expect to meet you, thank you for not charging me for my hospitalization fees and medical expenses, thank you so much, I can't repay you, I will repay you in the next life." ”

I said, "Sir, don't say anything, our hospital will not only treat the rich, no matter who comes, as long as there is really difficulty, we will not collect money, okay you don't have to thank you, I will definitely save you, you have not lived enough in this life, you will not die." ”

"Hehe, thank you." The man said: "I just thought about it, if I really die, my organs will be unconditionally donated to people in need, which is also the biggest contribution I can make." ”

I looked at the man and listened to what he said, and my tears flowed down my eyes and asked, "It's not like you're fine, but how can you still be like this, are you scared by something?" ”

When the man heard how I spoke, he suddenly looked around in shock, and whispered: "I just now, I just saw a female ghost, I was scared and sick, that female ghost seems to be looking for you, so I want to tell you, you be careful." ”

"Female ghosts?" As soon as I heard this man's words, I knew who it was, and I secretly said in my heart: "I didn't expect that she actually hurt such a kind person in order to take revenge on me, it's all my fault." ”

"Ding......

The man's heart suddenly stopped, and even the electrocardiogram turned into a straight line, I looked at the man and closed his eyes, and said, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I killed you, I'm really sorry for you, I will agree to your last request." ”

With a sigh, I turned my head and walked out of the ward, Zhao Xiaomei looked at me and said, "Dean Li, how is he?" ”

"Dead!" I said slowly, "He's dead!" ”

"What!" The doctors and nurses around were amazed.

"It's okay to get up early today, why is it suddenly critically ill." Zhao Xiaomei wondered.

"Well, well, according to this man's last will." I sighed and said, "Give his body organs to others." ”

"However, to donate body organs, you must sign it yourself or your family member." Zhao Xiaomei was puzzled: "We can't help the deceased sign it." ”

"Well, this person's family is dead, there are no family members, and he is suffering from an acute heart attack, so it is too late to get me to sign it." I said: "Special period, special treatment, Xiao Zhang, you can do it later, and then transfer this person's body to the branch in the city." ”