Chapter 160: I Can't Afford to Love Anymore.

Although he cursed on his lips, he knew very well in his heart that the words that appeared inexplicably on the computer in the ward that day were not actually from Nuan Nuan's hands.

Maybe that's what God means, God is the writer behind it!

"It's really a blessing and a strange thing to have the privilege of befriending you, hehe." I was a little drunk at the moment, but my mind was clear.

Being able to be friends with Xiao Yiran, I never thought about it.

"yes, it's a weird thing between us." Xiao Yiran followed me and looked at me intently, as if he had made some important decision, and finally spoke, "You are at ease." ”

"Yes, I am." Without the slightest hesitation, I directly and readily admitted that in fact, Xiao Yiran may have doubted me a long time ago, even if I said no today, he may not be able to believe it.

I looked at him calmly, and he looked at me calmly, and I smiled lightly, "Now that I've been honest, can you tell me the truth, do you regret helping him?" ”

"Yes, when the Queen Mother was imprisoned and the Emperor was poisoned, I already regretted it!"

He also said to me in the military tent back then, without concealment, "The emperor ...... Do you still ......"

He asked a little hesitantly, and I froze because of his words, and the smile on my lips disappeared.

For a long time, I didn't make a sound, I just poured myself a glass of wine and drank it all, but before I was happy, another glass, three glasses in a row, until Xiao Yiran held my hand and stopped me from continuing to drink.

He said, "If you still love him, why don't you meet him?" ”

I lowered my head and stared at the wine glass I was holding in my hand, which had bottomed out, and I raised a wry smile, "What if you see it?" ”

It is nothing more than becoming one of the many women in his harem.

I laughed to myself, "I can't love him anymore!" ”

……

When I woke up again, it was already noon on the second day, and the sun was shining like fire.

I rubbed my heavy temples, opened my eyes in a daze, and met a pair of worried eyes, and before I could react, she carefully helped me up and let me lean on the pillow, "You're finally awake." ”

"Mother, why are you here?" My throat was dry, and my voice was weak.

"I didn't see you come over to serve this morning, and when I asked Xiao Qian, I found out that you didn't wake up from the hangover last night, so I came to take a look." Her voice trembled and agitated with imperceptible tremors, but she hid it well.

After hearing her words, my heavy heart suddenly relaxed.

Turning his head to look at Xiao Qian, who was standing next to Chunrui, he asked a little strangely, "How did I come back last night?" ”

"The guards of King Rong's Mansion sent you back." Xiao Qian's expression was very strange, and I was equally puzzled, could it be that I lost my temper last night?

Well, I remember that Coco and Nuan Nuan once warned me not to drink alcohol, because I will change when I drink alcohol, and last night it may be because of my mood, so I drank high, I hope I didn't do anything out of the ordinary.

"Peace of mind, do you know King Rong?" Chunrui asked with some confusion.

"No, I met King Rong by chance...... Later was invited to drink...... Two cups. My voice became more and more unconfident, this wine was long and narrow, and I would never drink it again, "That, Niangniang, can you drink medicine today?" ”

"I just drank it an hour ago, by the way, your recipe really works, I feel that the scar on my face is really lighter." Chunrui's voice couldn't hide the joy.

"As long as the mother persists, the scar on her face will definitely get lighter and fader." This recipe was asked for by the divine doctor when I changed my face, although I changed my face, but the scar hidden under this face was often painful, constantly tormenting me, and the divine doctor told me to drink it for at least a year when he left, but I can't care about it at all now, so it's better to let Chunrui drink it, it just so happens that she needs this medicine more than me.

"I want to eliminate them all, can I?" Chunrui looked at me expectantly.

I shook my head gently, if this medicine can really clear the scar, why did you change my face in the first place!

Chunrui was a little disappointed in her hips, but quickly calmed down and smiled, "How are you doing?" ”

I didn't speak, but looked at Xiao Qian who was standing behind Chunrui with some scruples.

I could have ignored her, but after she said those things to me that night, I had to watch out for her.

Xiao Qian is also smart, her gaze is opposite to mine, and then she said clearly, "Slave maid go and prepare lunch." ”

After Xiao Qian finished speaking, she turned to leave, a sarcastic smile raised at the corner of her mouth.

After she left completely, I let down my guard, please whisper in her ear, "Mid-Autumn Festival night ...... ten days later"

Seven days later, I went to the same grass where I had caught fireflies, hoping to meet Xiao Yiran, I needed his help on something very important.

The sky reflects the water, and it has turned cool. There were fewer and fewer fireflies here, and only a few flew out of the grass in twos and threes.

I walked straight over the grass and sat on the edge of the lake, my feet dangling in the air, sparkling the calm surface of the lake from time to time.

I haven't been here since the last time I was drunk, and I don't know if I said something I shouldn't have said that day, because I don't remember much about the rest of the day.

Looking up at the dark sky, it is strange that I didn't see the new moon today.

In this world without any pollution, such a view is indeed rare, especially when it is the Mid-Autumn Festival in two days, shouldn't the moon be hung on it? Don't......

"What are you thinking?" Xiao Yiran's voice changed back to my distraction, "Don't hide from me?" ”

There was a hint of banter in his voice.

However, my appearance surprised me a little, I originally came here with the attitude of trying, but I didn't expect to meet him!

Is it too idle for this prince to come to this deserted place all day long?

Looking at Xiao Yiran, who was sitting side by side with me, I unconsciously showed a touch of embarrassment, "That night...... I didn't say anything...... Uh, gaffes, right? ”

I asked cautiously, my eyes fixed on his facial expression.

He stared down at the water, his voice accompanied by a chuckle, "You let me see another you." ”

...... "No, am I really drunk?" My face gradually turned bad.

"What do you mean by an author?" Just when I didn't know how to speak, Xiao Yiran's question made my eyes widen violently, my mouth opened and closed, and I didn't know how to explain.

"Forget it, you still say why you are looking for me."

Xiao Yiran looked at me with wide-eyed eyes and quickly changed the topic, but he seemed to be very satisfied with my stunned expression.

I was quietly relieved to see him change the subject, and I really didn't know how to explain the word author when he asked some questions from different dimensions.

Author, sitting?

I laughed quietly, it was a little funny for my brain to open up, but it was a little heartwarming, I didn't expect Xiao Yiran to know me so well, I expected that I would ask him for help!

But since he's already asked, I'm not going to beat around the bush at all.

I took out a piece of paper folded into a square from the placket of my underwear and handed it to him, "On the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, please give this to the emperor." ”

He didn't hesitate to take it, spread it out and take a closer look, because it was dark, he had to get very close to see it, "An curtain is obsessed with Huai Chengcheng, and his heart wants to return." ”

Watching him finish chanting, he directly took it into his arms, and readily agreed, "No problem." ”

He really didn't ask much about my request.

Suddenly, a few drops of rain fell on my face, and I looked at the sky, "It's really raining." "A sigh.

I was still guessing just now, tonight the clouds cover the moon, and there is a damp air in the air, I am afraid that heavy rain is coming, but I didn't expect it!

Xiao Yiran looked a little puzzled, but he also hurriedly pulled me out of here quickly, and rushed directly to the corridor not far from us to avoid the rain.

Fortunately, the rain was not heavy, but there was no hint of stopping.

The autumn wind blew, the cold wind was blowing, and for a while, Xiao Yiran and I were speechless, so we could only stand side by side on the edge of the corridor and watch the rain lap on the ground and splash onto our shoes.

"Brother? How did you end up here? A delicate female voice sounded behind us, and I turned to see a girl of fourteen or fifteen years old, dressed in purple brocade and a well-cut pleated skirt dancing like a wave as she walked.

The woman has a good appearance, snow-white skin, and Xiao Yiran is really similar, listening to what she just said, it is not difficult to guess that this woman should be Princess Xiao Yue.

However, looking behind the woman, I saw Yeluqi again, who had saved my life.

At this time, he was dressed in a black robe, and his black hair was all tied with a gold thread, which was chic and uninhibited, and he did not lose his nobility.

When Jeruqi saw me, he looked surprised but did not ask because of the presence of others. I saluted them calmly.

"I've seen the princess, I've seen the prince."

"Brother, when did you become interested in such a little palace maid?" Xiao Yue's eyes lingered on my face for a moment, with a hint of banter in her voice, "It's a water spirit that is raw, and it looks well-behaved, but it's just ...... Are you sure about this? ”

"Xiao Yue, don't make trouble." Xiao Yiran's voice was a little harsh.

However, Xiao Yiran's cold and hard attitude did not frighten Xiao Yue, but did not restrain and became more and more presumptuous, she turned her head to look at me, and continued to ask, "What is your name, which palace?" How about I tell your master that I want you? ”

"Her name is Anxin, and she is the girl next to the nobles of Xinyue Gongchun." Xiao Yiran lightly told her my identity, and I was still wondering why Xiao Yiran's voice just now had a bit of warning, and I found that when I mentioned Chunrui, Xiao Yue's face changed suddenly.

"Spring noble?" Xiao Yue's voice simply changed a tone, becoming extremely serious, but it also concealed a bit of fierceness, which was why, why she had such obvious hostility towards Chunrui.

"Alright, Yueyue." Xiao Yiran's voice fell in time, and the corridor was quiet, several people had their own thoughts, and the atmosphere was weird.

When Xiao Yiran mentioned Chunrui, Xiao Yue had stopped talking, I guess there must be something behind this that I don't know, but I must figure out this matter, because I must protect Chunrui's safety before she gets favored!