When Xiao Yiran mentioned Chunrui, Xiao Yue had stopped talking, I guess there must be something behind this that I don't know, but I must figure out this matter, because I must protect Chunrui's safety before she gets favored!

Mid-Autumn Festival.

On this day, the autumn weather is crisp, and the warm sunlight shining on the body makes people feel very comfortable.

Although I heard from the minions that the emperor will spend this festival with Mrs. Ya today, and no one is allowed to disturb him, Chunrui and I still got up early and waited for the emperor to come in the courtyard of Xinyue Palace.

It's the first time I've seen her so nervous.

Since when did Xiao Jincheng's position in her heart become so ingrained?

I looked at the closed door, and memories flooded into my mind, every word he once said rang so clearly in my ears, and I only had one wife in this life, and now it seemed like an ethereal promise.

What I am doing today is not only for Chunrui, but also for myself, I want to see how much the three words An Huaixin can leave in his heart.

The night was low, the bright moon was high, we waited and waited, and I was tired, and Chunrui stood in the courtyard and stared, the brilliance in her eyes gradually turned from the initial expectation to dim, but she still looked at it stupidly.

He's really not coming? Or did Xiao Yiran not give him the letter? Or maybe he didn't get it?

For a moment, I decisively rejected the third possibility, and the letter clearly wrote the three words An Huaixin, and it was impossible for him not to see it.

Then that's the first two!

"Rest assured, we ......" Chunrui finally retracted her gaze and looked at me, as if she had given up.

"The emperor has arrived—" A high-pitched shout broke the sad atmosphere, and Chunrui and I knelt down and saluted, he gave us a faint look, and waved us to get up.

"An curtain is obsessed with the passing of Huaicheng, and what the heart thinks is returned." Xiao Yiran's voice was very light, and after reading it out lightly, he looked at Chunrui, "What is the purpose of you going to such great lengths to use her name to attract me?" ”

"Your Majesty, you and Niangniang come into the house to talk." I immediately interjected the words out loud, and now Chunrui said more or less in vain, and I could only continue when I entered that room.

Xiao Ta Er stared at me with a sharp gaze for a while, and then finally withdrew his gaze, his deep eyes full of disappointment, "If you have anything to say, just say it here, Mrs. Ya is waiting for me." ”

"Your Majesty, the night is cold, please go into the house." Chunrui gave me a timid look and pleaded in a low voice.

He took a deep breath, a hint of impatience flashed across his face, pondered for a moment, and then finally moved towards the front room, where I trotted in front of him and opened the door for him.

"Squeak—" A soft sound echoed through the empty inner courtyard. The green light in the house flashed, and the originally gloomy courtyard was instantly surrounded by a field of green fireflies, and the flashing points of light loomed, flickering and dimming.

Xiao Jincheng stepped into the threshold in surprise, staring around without blinking, not knowing what he was thinking.

Immediately after that, several fireflies flew out from within, as if they had finally been freed, and flew out in a hurry, spreading into the distance and disappearing.

"Your Majesty, this house full of fireflies is caught by Niangniang for several days, Niangniang said that each of these fireflies is a wish, no matter where her benefactor goes, whether it is life or death, I hope she can come back to see the emperor and see her!" My voice is small, but every word is sonorous and powerful.

Although my face was very calm, if I listened closely, I would definitely hear the suppressed tremor in my voice.

Every word in these words was like a knife, constantly stabbing me, and it was already bloody at this time.

But the two people in front of them were shocked by the moment when these fireflies appeared, and they didn't pay attention.

"Will she see it?" Xiao Jincheng withdrew his shocked eyes and glanced back at me, but quickly turned his gaze to Chunrui, and he could clearly see that there was no longer the previous indifference in his eyes!

When Chunrui heard this, she nodded, "In the heart of the concubine, Miss is my benefactor, although today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, but I believe that Miss will enjoy a round of bright moon with us, Miss is happy by nature, so I invited the emperor to come and let me and Miss accompany the emperor to spend tonight." Her voice was unusually choked, with tears and deep guilt.

If I had raised my head at this time, I might have seen Chunrui's guilty gaze sweeping over me, but at this point I couldn't raise my head anymore to look at the two people I had once been the most important!

After a long time, knowing Xiao Jincheng's sigh, I lowered my head and slowly withdrew, closing the door smoothly, giving them a chance to be quiet and alone.

The door was closed slightly, and finally closed, blocking me and Xiao Jincheng.

My fingers pinched deep into the red vermilion door, why, I had already thought very clearly when I did this, but why did it still hurt.

This is my former Chunrui, since I owe it, I should pay it back, right?

He let go of his clenched hands and turned around to leave, but he heard Chunrui's voice from inside, "Your Majesty, let me love you instead of Miss?" ”

I smiled, bitter tears slipped down the corners of my eyes, yes, let her replace me, I believe that Chun Ruihui did better than me, I let go, Xiao Jincheng, I have completely let go!

Nuan Nuan, is this the fate you arranged for An Huaixin? Although I know that this is something I have to accept, but, damn, it really hurts!

The lake is rippling, and the west wind blows all over the garden.

I sat alone on the cold stone steps outside the gate of Xinyue Palace, I didn't dare to stay in the inner courtyard at this time, I was afraid that I would not be able to stand it and rush in, tonight is not only the disappearance of Xiao Jincheng, but also the disappearance of the man in white.

I pinched my fingertips deep into my palms, but I didn't feel any pain, I used to feel like I didn't care, because I knew it was the fate of the characters, and I could smile and watch them happy, but I found that I was wrong, wrong.

It turns out that An Huaixin still let him remember it, let him love it, I should be happy, I changed An Huaixin's fate hard, I stuffed this second female into the heart of the male protagonist, but I couldn't be happy.

Now I finally understand that sentence, the most heartbreaking thing in the world is not that the poor are falling into the Yellow Spring, nor is it the vastness of life and death, but that I am standing in front of you and you no longer recognize me.

But who can I blame, because I wanted to change my face, and he couldn't recognize that I wasn't exactly what I wanted?

"What is the situation in the world......

The sad mood was interrupted by this sentence, and I looked at Yeluqi leaning on the side of the high wall with a confused expression, "You are embarrassed to read such a vulgar poem in front of me." I snorted softly and choked him hard.

"So what shall I say? Love in the world - the most beautiful thing? Yeluqi laughed, deliberately asking for the word "matter".

"Hooligans!" I spat again, and then fell silent.

For a long time, "Why didn't you tell me that Chunrui entered the palace?" If she knew that Chunrui had entered the palace, she would definitely take her away when she became Xiao Jincheng's concubine.

Yeluqi slowly put away the smile on the corner of his mouth and sighed lightly, "You can't take her away." He looked at me as if he was thinking, and said, "Not only did I go back to Khitan that time, but the emperor also went to look for you, but he was one step later than me, I saved you, but Chunrui was saved by him." Yeluqi was afraid that I would complain and explained lightly, "After that, the emperor knew from her that you were not dead and sent people to find out your whereabouts, and later he made Chunrui a nobleman, but he did not favor you, and he just wanted to force you to show up." ”

I looked at her in a daze, didn't speak, he looked at me, and said, "Chunrui is willing, no one persecuted this, you should know better than me, I deliberately concealed you before because I didn't want you to be sad because of Chunrui's matter, but when I heard the children around me say that you were summoned into the palace by officers and soldiers, I didn't think about stopping you, because if you don't want to, no one can force you, and you entered the palace just because you can't let go." ”

His gaze saw through me, "To this day, you have put together your most important person in a pair, is this what you entered the palace for?" ”

I listened to him keep talking but didn't say a word, just looked at the man in front of him indifferently, pretending to be strong, in fact, my heart had already collapsed, if I could, I wanted to cry, but I couldn't, even if it hurt, no matter how bitter, I don't want to cry, I can't!

"You're so cowardly, why don't you recognize him? Since you're in the palace, why don't you go and see him? Because of this face? Are you afraid that he doesn't like such an ordinary face? His voice became cold and hard, and his voice was slamming at my sore spots, and I loudly denied it, "No! ”

I'm not afraid of seeing my face for him, I just want to live again, I want to live for An Huaixin, but I can't deny that it's really painful to live like this now!

Yeluqi suddenly rushed forward and grabbed my hand, "Okay, then I'll take you to see him now, you tell him in person that you are An Huaixin, and tell Chunrui that you are her master!" ”

"Don't ......" I tried to get rid of his grip on my hand for the first time in such a panic, but I couldn't get rid of it, and the pain hit my whole body.

When he saw my frantic struggle, he immediately let go of my hand, and let me fall to the ground, his hands propped on the ground, tears quietly flowed down, dripping to the ground, the back of his hand, "No...... I don't want to go, I'm cowardly, I'm cowardly, I'm stupid, I'm cowardly, I'm smart, but so what? ”

He looked at me talking to himself, and finally couldn't bear to squat down, "I'm sorry." "He said it too harshly!

"He hates me, why I run, why don't you wait for him, why don't you come to him since you are not dead! With so much hatred, why do I still show up? Wouldn't it be nice to forget me and treat me as if I was dead? My voice was indescribably bitter, "You let me appear, don't you know how ugly I am under this face now?" As the king of a country, how could he have such a queen?! ”

Yes, I know, I know why Xiao Jincheng has been standing up for a long time, no matter how I lie to myself, I know that the small airport Nanheng is waiting for me, he is waiting for me, but I can't, I can't appear again!

Yeluqi suddenly rubbed me into his arms, I looked at him in surprise, and wanted to struggle, but I was tightly held in his arms, his voice was very calm, "Appearance is not all you have, no matter how you become, in my heart will always be that charming peace of mind!" ”