Chapter 41: The Dilemma
"Master, I'm here. I told my master in frustration.
He turned his head and saw me coming up, and said with a smile, "This time it's quite clever, I thought you'd climb the outer wall!"
"Master, you also teach me spells! You see that my sister has learned everything. I looked up and said to my master in frustration.
"Didn't I tell you, your talent is not suitable for learning spells, and the learning I taught you is much more powerful than spells!"
"You two stand in front of me, today the master asked you to play something that you haven't played before. ”
When we stood in front of him, he stretched out his hands and said, "Look at my hands." ”
We raised our heads and looked at his palms, and suddenly the time and space blurred, only the three of us remained, and then the master said: "Don't forget to patronize and play when you can play, use your brains well!"
Then he disappeared, and in an instant my sister was gone, and I lost consciousness.
When I woke up, I had completely lost all my memories of the previous one, and it was a young man in his twenties, walking side by side with a girl on campus, who was the young man's girlfriend. All my memories are of that young man, as if I had always been him.
"Don't have anything to do with him in the future, okay?" I said, frowning.
"I didn't have anything to do with him. The girlfriend said.
"Then what are you going out to eat with him?" I said angrily.
"How can you go to dinner with him!" My girlfriend stopped and turned to look at me.
"Didn't you eat with him yesterday at noon?"
"Isn't that us alone together, isn't Xiaoya also there!"
"What kind of heart does he have, don't you count it in your heart!"
"He wants to like me, what can I do! It's useless if I refuse, don't worry, I don't like him anyway!"
"I don't like to have a fart meal together!" I screamed angrily.
"We didn't go on a solo date! we went out to run errands and came back to have a light meal together, why are you so small-minded, and how do you know if you are following me!" she was also angry.
"I still want to go on a date alone!!!!
"Get out!" she turned blue with anger, then turned her head and left, and I didn't catch up with it.
In the evening I regretted it a little and went to the phone booth outside to call her dorm room.
"Hey, who's looking. "The call went through.
"Xiaoya, help me call Xiaorou. ”
"Xiaorou, Ah Zi is looking for you. After a while, she said, "Wait a minute, she's still taking a shower, and she's almost ready." ”
I didn't hang up the phone, I was waiting there with the microphone.
Later she'll come.
"Hey!"
"Have you washed it?"
"Washed, what do you want to say. Her tone was cold, and she lost her usual enthusiasm.
"Arou, I shouldn't have scolded you like this, I was wrong. "I sincerely apologize.
"Forget it, if I knew you were so small-minded, I wouldn't have eaten with him. ”
"Do you still have any homework for today?"
"Not today. ”
"I don't have homework, how about going to the movies at night, there are blockbusters. ”
"What blockbuster?"
"I don't know the name, but I heard it's beautiful. ”
"Well, then you come downstairs and wait for me to dry my hair. ”
I hung up the phone and excitedly ran downstairs to the girls' dormitory and waited under their building.
In this way, a quarrel between lovers is quickly reconciled, and the relationship after reconciliation becomes deeper than before the quarrel, and this process is called the love run-in period.
After a period of repeated running-in, Arou took me to her house to meet her parents, and then I fell deeply into the curse of my mother-in-law and was tormented by it.
Later, after my hard work, I finally got rid of my mother-in-law's curse and married Arou. After we got married, we had children and our work became busier.
One day I came home a day early from a business trip, and when I dragged my tired body to the door of the house, I found that the door was locked inside, so I knocked on the door, knocked for a long time and did not respond, I became suspicious, called my wife, and after a while she answered the phone.
"What are you doing, why are you locking the door!"
"I was sleeping and I didn't hear you knock on the door. ”
"Hurry up and open the door!"
When I opened the door, I found her wearing her hair with a panicked and slightly flushed face, wearing a sexy pajama that she had bought before giving birth and hadn't worn it for several years.
I became suspicious at first sight, and instantly became angry, and hurried into the room to find someone. There was no one in the bedroom, no one in the closet, and when I turned around, I found a man running out of my son's bedroom.
"Fuck you!" I immediately ran to the kitchen to pick up a kitchen knife, but Arou dragged me and cried to prevent me from chasing after me, letting the bastard run away.
I grabbed Arou's hair and slapped her hard, and yelled at her: "Who is this person!"
"It's my mistake, husband, don't chase it, okay. Arou hid her face and cried loudly.
I was afraid that my neighbors would hear and want to close the door, but she pulled me and yelled at her: "Close the door!"
That's when she wouldn't let go, so I went and closed the door, then pulled up a chair and sat next to her and watched her.
This woman I love the most, when I was working hard for my family, actually carried me behind my back to other wild men at home, which really made me feel extremely angry, extremely humiliated, and I really wanted to kill her!
But I can't do that, she's my son's mother and my relative, who followed me when I was at my poorest, and I couldn't do it even if she did what was most sorry for me. But I'm definitely not going to let that bastard go.
"Who is that person?" I asked her coldly.
"A netizen I met on the Internet. She replied with a glazed gaze.
"How long have you known each other?"
"It's been more than a year. ”
"It's not the first time, is it?"
She nodded, not daring to look at me.
"You ask him out, and I'm going to break up with him. ”
"Husband, please don't go to him, okay?" she cried again.
"Don't worry, I'm just beating him out of breath, it's not going to be good. With that, I went back to the kitchen and inserted the knife back into the knife holder.
After seeing that I put the knife back, Arou finally agreed to help me ask the person out.
But that bastard didn't dare to agree, this matter must not be left in this way, and under my coercion, my wife finally said that the man had opened a cigarette shop, and asked his name.
I went to look for him that night, but no one was there, and the next day I went to wait near his store, but it didn't open one day, I warned Ah Rou not to contact him, and it wasn't until I waited for more than a week that I saw a man with a flat head open the roller shutter door of the cigarette hotel.
I walked over and called him, "Are you Wang Pin?"
The kid was stunned, but shouted at me, "Who the fuck are you?"
"I'm Deng Rou's husband, I'll take care of it with you. ”
"Who is Deng Rou, I don't know. With that, he pulled down the roller shutter and prepared to leave.
"Don't go!" I went up and grabbed him by the arm.
I didn't think that the kid would punch me in the nose, and my eyes were swollen and painful, so I grabbed him and scuffled with him, but his strength was still great, and his fighting skills were not as good as his, and he knocked him to the ground and kicked his head hard.
I was furious all of a sudden, and pulled out the dagger I had prepared in advance from my waist, and when this kid saw that I pulled out the murder weapon and saw that the situation was not good, he wanted to run away, so I got up and chased after him.
It was also the heavens that killed him, and he was probably too anxious when he ran, and he tripped over a manhole cover that was not placed in place on the road, and fell to the ground hard. I was already murderous at this time, and when he got up, I stabbed him with a dagger a few times, and after he wailed a few times, he dared to threaten me, telling me to wait, and I stabbed him a few more times, and he fell to the ground and struggled forward, leaving blood on the ground.
Looking at the blood, my brain began to clear up, and I didn't chase him, and I knew what I was going to face, so I took out my mobile phone and dialed 110 and 120. He climbed forward for more than ten meters and finally couldn't climb anymore, lying on the ground, I sat on the roadside steps with a dagger and waited for the police to come, and there were already many people around me from afar, all staring at me from afar, like looking at a monkey.
A few minutes later, the police came, and when they came, they asked loudly, "Who called the police?"
I raised the dagger in my hand and said, "It's me calling." ”
"Put the knife down!" the policeman immediately pulled out his gun and ordered me.
I threw the dagger to the ground and raised my hand as ordered by the police, and lay on the ground, when two police officers immediately rushed over and twisted me, handcuffed me and made me sit on the ground. The onlookers immediately gathered around from a distance, because I was no longer a threat.
"Why do you kill people?" asked the policeman who took the lead.
"This bastard plays with my wife. ”
"Then you can't kill anyone! If he dies, what will happen to your children and your parents?"
"I didn't want to kill him, but he hit me first, and I couldn't hold back when I was in a hurry. ”
The policeman went to look at the kid, then took out the walkie-talkie and asked the assistant police officer next to him, "Have you ever beaten 120?"
"Hit. The assistant police officer replied to him.
"Call headquarters, there is a murder case here, send two more cars over, at the intersection of Jianguo Road and Zhongshan Road. ”
The police car with reinforcements arrived quickly, but it took a long time for 120 to arrive, and two paramedics came down to check on the kid, then shook their heads and said they were dead and left.
Then the policeman came up to me and said, "Man is dead!
What's the use of regretting, I shook my head with a miserable laugh, my nose hurt when I laughed.
"Take him away first, Xiao Chen, you call the funeral home and pull the body over. Which of you has a forensic phone?"
In the end, they took me to the police station, interrogated me, and transferred me to the detention center.
Originally, I had the circumstance of surrendering, and the other party did it first and was at fault, and the probability of a suspended death sentence was high, but the bad thing was that I brought a dagger to the door, and the other party's family was very powerful in the local area, and in the end I was sentenced to death, and the original verdict was upheld after appeal.
After staying in prison for half a year, the Supreme People's Court reviewed the death sentence, and the prison guards notified my parents and Arou to come to see me for the last time, but I didn't want to see Arou, I only saw my parents, and the family cried bitterly.
The next day, I was executed, and at the moment I was executed, I found myself back at my door, and I opened the door there with the key, but the door was locked from the inside!
I'm not dead! I was almost scared to pee on the execution ground just now, and I had to be helped by someone to keep me from falling when I knelt on the ground and waited, am I dreaming?
I excitedly took out my phone and called Arou, and it took a while for the call to connect.
"Arou, open the door. I said nervously.
"Husband, aren't you coming back tomorrow on a business trip?" she said in a hurry, but I knew what was going on.
"It's done, and I'm back early. ”
After a while, the door opened, and Arou opened the door with a flushed face and sexy lingerie.
I pushed it in, picked up my son's baseball bat on the cabinet at the door, and walked towards my son's room, I pushed open the door and saw the man anxiously putting on his pants, and I was furious again, thinking that even if I don't kill you, I don't want to run away if I beat you and break my leg.
The boy was frightened when he saw me, and he didn't have the arrogance of that day in front of his own shop, and I smashed him a few times and ran away.
Ah Rou stayed next to me in fright and didn't dare to say anything, I closed the door, threw a baseball bat, walked up to Ah Rou and slapped her, and then said to her fiercely: "Divorce tomorrow!"
I've never hit her before, and this was the second time I hit her, and she covered her face and fell to her knees crying.
Only then did I calm down, I was still in the execution ground just now, could it be that time and space were reversed?
After thinking for a while, I couldn't understand what was going on, so I threw the door and left the house, went to the hotel alone to open a room, and called Arou early the next morning to ask her to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau for divorce, at first she begged me not to divorce, but I said that if you don't divorce, then I killed the adulterer, and she agreed to come to the Civil Affairs Bureau.
The divorce process of the Civil Affairs Bureau is simple, first ask why the divorce, just say that the relationship is incompatible, and it is impossible to mediate, and then ask about property and child support, and finally sign an agreement, withdraw the marriage certificate, and issue us a divorce certificate.
Walking out of the civil affairs bureau, I felt like a dream, I didn't eat breakfast and felt dizzy after a period of dizziness, and when I regained consciousness, I found myself standing at the door of my house again, holding the key and unable to open the door.
What's going on? Why is this happening? Do you want to go in?
I pulled out the key and sat on the steps for a long time, thinking about the life of Arou and I from falling in love to getting married to having children to now, and I wanted to find out the reason for her cheating, what I did badly.
But I really can't figure out what I'm doing wrong.
It may be that after living for a long time, the passion is gone, and the sweet words blurted out when I was young are now unspeakable, and women always desire to be surrounded by sweet words.
Just when I was distressed and couldn't figure it out, the door of my house opened, and the kid opened the door and walked out, then looked at me, and then looked back at the door, and my wife said to him sweetly: "Byebye~!"
He probably sensed my angry gaze, hurriedly said byebye and left.
Then my wife went out the door to see him off, and when she entered, she was horrified to find me sitting on the steps next to her, and she was so frightened that she couldn't speak at all.
I got up, opened the door, and entered the room without looking at her, sitting on the living room couch in a daze.
It took a while for Arou to enter the door, then quietly closed the door, then slowly walked up to me, knelt beside me, and began to sob, I ignored her.
Then she cried and said to me, "Hit me, husband, I was wrong, you beat me to death!" and she took my hand to hit her in the face, but I shook her hand away in disgust.
When she saw me like this, she cried even harder, and then began to slap herself desperately, and the beating made a snapping sound, and within a few strokes it became red and swollen.
"Enough!" I yelled at her.
Only then did her crying begin to quiet, and she stopped slapping herself.
"Why are you doing this, can you tell me why, I don't understand. I asked her after calming down.
"I'm sorry, husband, I was wrong. She continued to sob.
"Is there something I'm doing wrong, or is it because you really like that person?"
"No, it's not your problem, it's mine. ”
"What's wrong with you?"
"I ...... Maybe it's a void in space......"
"Do you particularly like him?"
"No, no, I don't like him!" she shook her head desperately.
"Fuck you! You don't like him to sleep with him?" I was furious again.
"I was confused for a while, you believe my husband, I won't dare in the future. She began to cry again.
"Are you confused? is this the first time today?" I yelled at her.
She looked at me in horror, didn't dare to speak, and stopped sobbing.
"Let's get a divorce tomorrow!" I thought about it and threw this sentence.
"I don't want to divorce you, please don't divorce me. She began to cry again.
I've already been divorced once, do I have to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau again?
To be honest, I don't want to get divorced, I don't feel like I have to leave before the divorce, but after the divorce, in addition to the feeling of getting rid of the burden, I also feel that I have been completely hollowed out, and I feel that I can't face the inquiries of the children's parents and relatives and colleagues.
After a sleepless night, I was thinking about the situation when the plot suddenly returned to the door, and this repeated return must have made me make a different choice, the first time I beat my wife and killed my lover, the second time I beat my wife and beat my lover and divorced my wife, and now it is the third time, I neither beat my wife nor let go of that person, but my wife herself beats herself, every time the scene is different, to be honest, I have calmed down a lot this time.
When Arou slapped herself desperately, I even felt some heartache, does she still love me? It is said that after a woman sleeps with other men, her heart will run away, is her heart still with me?
I really can't do it if I forgive her completely, but if she can repent and cut ties with that person completely, I may be able to endure these humiliations for the sake of my children, my parents, and my face.
After thinking about it all night, I didn't divorce her the next day, but chose to live on the same day. But there is already a gap in my heart, and my attitude towards her has become indifferent, although the relationship between the two has become a little cold because of their busy work.
At first, Arou became very virtuous, but after half a year, I found out that she was secretly in contact with that person again, and finally we calmly handled the divorce, and I was completely dead to her.
As soon as I got the divorce certificate in my hands and walked out of the Civil Affairs Bureau, I felt dizzy and almost collapsed.
Heavens, won't you allow me to divorce? I've done everything I have to do, I've given her a chance to make amends, why won't you let me go!
I kicked the door, and when it finally opened, I rushed in and beat the man to death with a baseball bat.
In this way, I seem to be in a dead end, no matter what I do, even if I leave the wandering world, I will restart to this node.
Slowly, I began to understand that life is actually just a play, my play fell into a dead loop, I played almost all the possibilities, but they will be restarted, the only possibility that I have not acted may be the key to ending the dead loop, that is, to completely forgive her from the heart.
In order to get out of this predicament, I finally chose to completely forgive her from the bottom of my heart, hoping that something would change.
I first talked to her for a long night, starting with the time of love, and then talking about marriage and children, and after a few days I went to the person, and did not do anything, but solemnly warned him not to do it again, otherwise it would be a suicide.
Then in the rest of my life, I no longer treated her coldly, but better than before the accident, and slowly I felt that her heart really returned to me, and sometimes I tested her, and she also very resolutely rejected the temptation outside.
Is this how the happy life comes back?
Unfortunately, one day the plot restarted, and I was standing in the doorway again, with the key in my hand, and I tried to turn it around, but I didn't think it would turn away!
There was a wild excitement in my heart, could it be that the plot had changed?
Is the person inside still there?
I excitedly pushed open the door and found my wife sitting on the sofa, I closed the door and greeted her: "Wife, I'm back." ”
She looked at me calmly and then said to me, "Husband, I remembered." ”
"What do you remember?" I asked her.
"You are my senior brother, I am your junior sister, we are in the illusion of Master Bu. She said.
As soon as she said this, a flash of lightning flashed in my mind, and I remembered the past almost instantly, I was a black cat, and my sister was a fox.
The illusion disappeared almost instantly, we returned to the rooftop of the building, the master was looking at us with a smile, I glanced at the junior sister, she looked at me with a serious face, and the previous naughty look was completely different, I was surprised and speechless, is the junior sister really my wife in the illusion Arou?
"Have you realized anything?" the master asked us.
"Master, let me be quiet. After speaking, the junior sister left.
"What about you?" the master asked me.
"I don't know, I want to be quiet too. I said.